The Deadly Hitwoman: A Lady With Special Abilities Chapter 1129: Infatuation always makes mistakes (7)

Shui Jingmo stared at the once noble and elegant woman in front of him, but now she was a little nervous and desperate in front of him, and he couldn't help but feel pain in his heart.

Human beings are not grass and trees, who can be ruthless.

They have been husband and wife for ten years and have been together day and night. Even if they are not husband and wife, they still have the affection of relatives.

He has been trying his best to treat her well. It's not that he doesn't know what she wants, but he can't give it to her, so he simply uses alienation to maintain this distance.

If he had never met Xiao Xu, maybe he would have accepted this feeling during such a long time of company, but it is possible after all.

When he met Xiao Xu, he couldn't help himself.

He can compromise with fate, but he cannot compromise with his own heart.

He owes too much to Xiao Xu, and he owes too much to Pei Ning.

In his life, he really owed these two people who loved him too much, and no matter what he did, he couldn't repay and make up for it.

He loves Xiao Xu, but he can't leave Xiao Xu.

He married Pei Ning, but he couldn't give Pei Ning a complete family.

It's all his fault.

He has made too many mistakes. He has been looking forward and backward, hurting all the people who love him, and he himself has never been really happy.

"Pei Ning, I've been the one who's sorry for you all these years." Shui Jingmo suddenly felt that it was time to make a decision. If he continued to wander like this, it would be a kind of harm to everyone.

Shui Jingmo looked at Feng Peining: "Peining, you are a very good woman, it is my blessing to be able to marry you, but I am not blessed. If it is possible, I have really thought about it." , I want to give you a complete family. It's just Pei Ning..."

He closed his eyes in pain, and then continued: "I'm sorry, I... can't do it."

"Whether you blame me or hate me, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have known that I... married you and delayed you. Pei Ning, I'm sorry."

He used to really think that he could let go of everything in the past and really start over, but after he married Pei Ning, he realized that he was really wrong, he couldn't do it, really couldn't do it arrive. Xiao Xu's position in his heart has never been shaken by anything, or by how time has changed.

So he failed Xiao Xu and Pei Ning after all.

I also failed myself.

Even though the answer was expected, Feng Peining's heart still hurts to the point of suffocation after hearing him say it this way. After so many years, it was only now that the wound was torn open, only to find that the inside had already been festered and pus. If it was just a little bit worse, her tense nerves might completely collapse.

"I... got it." Feng Peining didn't know how she said this sentence, she only knew that this sentence had almost exhausted all her strength, and it took her a long time to feel helpless. Unable to slow down.

The two stood there quietly. After a long time, Feng Peining clenched her fingers and forced herself to finish the rest of the sentence: "I... plan to go back to Phoenix Island with Xiaoqi. From now on, you and I... just be like this."

The words of resoluteness cannot be uttered, and the words of blessing cannot be uttered.

She didn't know what kind of mood Ning Xu left when she died. She only knew that she herself at this moment was also ignorant of life and death, and could not love or hate.