Astral Apostle: Sorry, I have been resting for a while

  Sorry, take a long rest

  The physical examination the day before yesterday revealed that I was not in good health, had code words for several years, had many accumulated diseases, weak eyesight and bone fatigue, premature aging, mental exhaustion, and depression.

There is no distinction between morning and evening, waking and dreaming, living like a walking corpse, unintentional, life is dull, ignorant of human affairs, closed door as dead, no end in sight.

Years are gone, I don't know what it is like, lesions accumulate, and health is hard to recover.

Life does not know the fun, emptiness to the bone, spiritual exhaustion, senseless words, numb mentality, stiff composition, exhaustion from illness, hard to continue, so suspend update, take a long and slow rest, repair the broken body, and find the joy of life again.

  (end of this chapter)