All the previous efforts came to naught at this moment. Although some couldn't believe it or didn't want to believe it, but the doorbell was still ringing, Qu Xizhi had to stop everything and put the quilt on Gu Xizhi, "I'm going out Take a look."

Gu Xizhi didn't seem to have heard her words at all. When he lowered his head, his cheeks were covered by the light, so he couldn't see her expression clearly in the shadows.

Time waits for no one, although Qu Xizhi has a lot to say to her, but this is not the time to talk after all, so he had to tidy up his clothes slightly, walked to the door and looked outside through the door mirror.

Ling Xian, who was standing outside the door, was wearing a short black skirt. With his capable and mature appearance, Qu Xizhi had no doubt that she was just here to chat with him at this time. Sure enough, as soon as Qu Xizhi opened the door, Ling Xian said seriously, "Your phone and Ms. Gu's phone can't get through. Director Zhao just called and asked me to ask if Ms. Gu is here."

"Is there anything for her?"

"Dong Sun is here on a business trip, and I want Ms. Gu to come out and have a meal with him."

Qu Xizhi looked at the time, "It's very late now, I should have finished my meal, there is no need for her to go there."

"What Director Zhao means is that if Mr. Sun can't see Ms. Gu tonight, the play "Walking River" may not be performed so smoothly."

Qu Xizhi rarely frowned, "What does this mean?"

"There is a newcomer named Ivy in the company who really wants to play "Wang Chuan". Director Zhao said that if you don't give Sun Dong any face, this matter will be very difficult." With Tingyou's personality, he can do anything."

Qu Xizhi was silent for a moment, then looked back at the quiet room, and said in a low voice, "I see, I'll come to Sun Tingyou about this matter, you go back first."

Although it was strange that Qu Xizhi didn't answer whether Gu Xizhi was here or not from the beginning to the end, but she was used to it and left without asking any questions.

Watching Ling Xian leave, Qu Xizhi closed the door and went back to the bedroom door. When he was about to reach the door of the bedroom, Qu Xizhi glanced at Gu Xizhi's mobile phone which was damaged by splashing paint, stood there for a while, and then gently pushed open the slightly closed door of the bedroom after a while.

Same as the previous situation, the bedroom was full of air-conditioning, the light was still dim, Gu Xizhi still sat on the bed with his knees hugged and said nothing, the bright red sheets became very dark under the dim light.

There was no sound in the bedroom, and the too quiet environment made people feel a little uncomfortable. Qu Xizhi opened his mouth, and many, many words turned into one sentence after seeing Gu Xizhi slightly raised his white-haired face Simply ask, "Are you... okay?"

Gu Xizhi lowered his head and did not speak, and buried his face in his palm, wishing he could bury himself in a pit. Everything that happened just now was as inexplicable as a dream. She felt like she was under a curse to do those things, and she couldn't believe it was herself, and she didn't know how she would do such things.

Obviously Qu Xizhi is a woman, she is also a woman, she and her can only be regarded as friends, but because of a momentary loss of control, it has developed to this point, not only has she no face to face others, she has no face to face herself, I don't even have the face to face the word "friend".

Seeing her clasping her bent knees tightly with both hands, the knuckles of her ten fingers turned white, Qu Xizhi took a few steps forward, trying to direct her thoughts to a positive direction, "Actually, what happened just now It's normal among adults, and it's also normal between women and women. I know you haven't done this kind of thing before, but if there were no accidents just now, we..." When I saw Gu Xizhi lower his head and cry It stopped abruptly, and Qu Xizhi walked up to her. Before she could speak, she raised her head and said with reddened eyes, "I'm sorry for what happened just now, please forget it immediately."

Qu Xizhi was stunned for a while, and said after a while, "But it's not as much as you think..."

"I regret it very much." Gu Xizhi's emotions were a little broken, because he was so irritated by his inexplicable and shameful behavior that he couldn't find a reason just now, and he was a little sloppy when he spoke, "I didn't know at all. How can I reject you, you are no different from Lin Mingling when you are pressing every step of the way!"

Qu Xizhi did not speak, and the expression on his face was obviously hurt. After a brief silence, Qu Xizhi took the initiative to apologize, "I'm sorry, I didn't control my behavior, but you have to believe that I am different from her, I did this to you only because..." She paused, seeing her disgusted "I like you" stuck in my throat and swallowed back, but said helplessly, "Anyway, I'm different from her."

Gu Xizhi did not respond but lowered his head, and after a while he said earnestly with red eyes, "I won't be performing "Wang Chuan"."

Qu Xizhi was a little surprised, his beautiful eyes looked a little deep because of confusion, "You have already acted half of this play, how can there be any reason not to act if you don't act?"

"I said I won't act." Gu Xizhi wiped his tears willfully, "I heard you talking to Ling Xian just now, and I know what Sun Tingyou meant. I don't want to let any female artist go, now that he thinks of me, I just give up this drama."

Qu Xizhi frowned, and said disapprovingly, "You have been preparing for this movie for so long, let alone halfway through filming, even if a scene is without you, it must not be replaced, let alone the insiders. Few people are more suitable than you to play the heroine of this drama, and you just happen to need this TV series very much."

Gu Xizhi shook his head, as if he couldn't listen at all, "I don't care about these things, I don't want to care about these things, I just don't want to make this movie right now."

She was so sure and resolute, Qu Xizhi looked at her and was silent for a long time before saying, "Is it because of me?"

Gu Xizhi buried his head in his knees and did not speak.

Qu Xizhi turned his head to look at the night scene outside the window, and after recovering for a few seconds, he turned his head and said to her, "If you just said what you said just because you wanted to avoid me, then I will go, and you don't need to go."

Gu Xizhi still buried her head in her knees, but her trembling body clearly proved that she was crying.

Qu Xizhi took out a dozen tissues from a side cabinet, but just put them beside her and didn't pass them to her, "There was actually a very good script at the end of the year. Now that I think about it, it’s more cost-effective to make a movie. I have a handle on Sun Tingyou, so it’s up to me to convince him that this TV series can’t be lost to you now. You must make a good film of this movie. Finished, okay?"

Gu Xizhi has been crying for a long time. The remorse and self-blame for those things just now have caused her pain to the point of being unbearable. She should have hated and repelled herself and her who gave her pain, but hearing her say that not only did not relax In one breath, the tears couldn't be held back and kept streaming down.

She couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure out why she treated her so badly, but she was still so gentle, and even helped her, this kind of her was annoying, and extremely annoying.

Seeing her crying like this, Qu Xizhi's expression also looked very gloomy. Thinking carefully about what happened just now, Qu Xizhi suddenly felt that maybe she was really too anxious to let someone who didn't know homosexuality What kind of person suddenly accepts the reality on such a large scale. If she likes her a little bit, this is an acceptable way to deal with it, but the current situation seems very pessimistic.

With increasingly clear thinking, Qu Xizhi had no choice but to take the initiative to not take responsibility for what she had done, but a glimmer of hope made her unable to bear it and said, "I didn't tell the truth when you asked me yesterday, I think you should do the same now. It's very clear that I actually came to film this movie because of you, but not just to be friends." She paused, looking a little cautious and cautious, "You... really feel a little Neither can accept..."

"I hate you very much." Before the last word "I" could be finished, Gu Xizhi raised his head and interrupted her abruptly. She wiped her tears with her hands, and after seeing Qu Xizhi's obviously hurt expression, she wanted to control her hurtful words, but many things happened just like before, and they couldn't be stopped for no reason at all.

"From the first time your name appeared in my ears, I hated you very much. You are better than me in everything. As long as you are there, everyone's eyes will be on you instead of me. , you are the proud daughter of heaven, of course you don’t know how difficult it is for me to develop into what I am now in the entertainment industry. Maybe you disdain everything I have now, but I am a little girl whose fate is dominated by others every minute Star, look, if Sun Tingyou says a word, I can be out of work for several years, the gap between us is so big and so obvious, I will feel sad for myself when I think of you, why don't you make me hate you?"

After she said so much in a row, Qu Xizhi's face turned pale several times, but he tried his best to control his emotions, and finally he just said quietly, "Okay, if you don't like me so much, I will try to avoid you from tomorrow on." Sight, but work is work, don't delay your career because of personal feelings, and don't care too much about other people's evaluations, they don't understand you at all, you will definitely be better than me when you are so good."

Gu Xizhi touched his tears to control his emotions, pretended not to hear her words, got off the bed, put on his shoes and walked out of the bedroom.

Watching her walk out the door, Qu Xizhi endured it for a long time and said, "I will leave the film crew tomorrow, you have to film well."

Gu Xizhi just stopped for a while, then left without looking back.

Qu Xizhi looked at her back, his eyes drooping tiredly.

Before she stepped into this bedroom again, she imagined many possibilities for Gu Xizhi's reaction, such as scolding her, being silent, or even slapping her like before, but she never thought that she would cry , and cried so sadly.

There are many kinds of women's tears, tears of joy, excessive sadness, and even gratitude.

However, her kind seems to be called... extremely annoying.

...... She still hates her so much.

All the previous efforts came to naught at this moment. Although some couldn't believe it or didn't want to believe it, but the doorbell was still ringing, Qu Xizhi had to stop everything and put the quilt on Gu Xizhi, "I'm going out Take a look."

Gu Xizhi didn't seem to have heard her words at all. When he lowered his head, his cheeks were covered by the light, so he couldn't see her expression clearly in the shadows.

Time waits for no one, although Qu Xizhi has a lot to say to her, but this is not the time to talk after all, so he had to tidy up his clothes slightly, walked to the door and looked outside through the door mirror.

Ling Xian, who was standing outside the door, was wearing a short black skirt. With his capable and mature appearance, Qu Xizhi had no doubt that she was just here to chat with him at this time. Sure enough, as soon as Qu Xizhi opened the door, Ling Xian said seriously, "Your phone and Ms. Gu's phone can't get through. Director Zhao just called and asked me to ask if Ms. Gu is here."

"Is there anything for her?"

"Dong Sun is here on a business trip, and I want Ms. Gu to come out and have a meal with him."

Qu Xizhi looked at the time, "It's very late now, I should have finished my meal, there is no need for her to go there."

"What Director Zhao means is that if Mr. Sun can't see Ms. Gu tonight, the play "Walking River" may not be performed so smoothly."

Qu Xizhi rarely frowned, "What does this mean?"

"There is a newcomer named Ivy in the company who really wants to play "Wang Chuan". Director Zhao said that if you don't give Sun Dong any face, this matter will be very difficult." With Tingyou's personality, he can do anything."

Qu Xizhi was silent for a moment, then looked back at the quiet room, and said in a low voice, "I see, I'll come to Sun Tingyou about this matter, you go back first."

Although it was strange that Qu Xizhi didn't answer whether Gu Xizhi was here or not from the beginning to the end, but she was used to it and left without asking any questions.

Watching Ling Xian leave, Qu Xizhi closed the door and went back to the bedroom door. When he was about to reach the door of the bedroom, Qu Xizhi glanced at Gu Xizhi's mobile phone which was damaged by splashing paint, stood there for a while, and then gently pushed open the slightly closed door of the bedroom after a while.

Same as the previous situation, the bedroom was full of air-conditioning, the light was still dim, Gu Xizhi still sat on the bed with his knees hugged and said nothing, the bright red sheets became very dark under the dim light.

There was no sound in the bedroom, and the too quiet environment made people feel a little uncomfortable. Qu Xizhi opened his mouth, and many, many words turned into one sentence after seeing Gu Xizhi slightly raised his white-haired face Simply ask, "Are you... okay?"

Gu Xizhi lowered his head and did not speak, and buried his face in his palm, wishing he could bury himself in a pit. Everything that happened just now was as inexplicable as a dream. She felt like she was under a curse to do those things, and she couldn't believe it was herself, and she didn't know how she would do such things.

Obviously Qu Xizhi is a woman, she is also a woman, she and her can only be regarded as friends, but because of a momentary loss of control, it has developed to this point, not only has she no face to face others, she has no face to face herself, I don't even have the face to face the word "friend".

Seeing her clasping her bent knees tightly with both hands, the knuckles of her ten fingers turned white, Qu Xizhi took a few steps forward, trying to direct her thoughts to a positive direction, "Actually, what happened just now It's normal among adults, and it's also normal between women and women. I know you haven't done this kind of thing before, but if there were no accidents just now, we..." When I saw Gu Xizhi lower his head and cry It stopped abruptly, and Qu Xizhi walked up to her. Before she could speak, she raised her head and said with reddened eyes, "I'm sorry for what happened just now, please forget it immediately."

Qu Xizhi was stunned for a while, and said after a while, "But it's not as much as you think..."

"I regret it very much." Gu Xizhi's emotions were a little broken, because he was so irritated by his inexplicable and shameful behavior that he couldn't find a reason just now, and he was a little sloppy when he spoke, "I didn't know at all. How can I reject you, you are no different from Lin Mingling when you are pressing every step of the way!"

Qu Xizhi did not speak, and the expression on his face was obviously hurt. After a brief silence, Qu Xizhi took the initiative to apologize, "I'm sorry, I didn't control my behavior, but you have to believe that I am different from her, I did this to you only because..." She paused, seeing her disgusted "I like you" stuck in my throat and swallowed back, but said helplessly, "Anyway, I'm different from her."

Gu Xizhi did not respond but lowered his head, and after a while he said earnestly with red eyes, "I won't be performing "Wang Chuan"."

Qu Xizhi was a little surprised, his beautiful eyes looked a little deep because of confusion, "You have already acted half of this play, how can there be any reason not to act if you don't act?"

"I said I won't act." Gu Xizhi wiped his tears willfully, "I heard you talking to Ling Xian just now, and I know what Sun Tingyou meant. I don't want to let any female artist go, now that he thinks of me, I just give up this drama."

Qu Xizhi frowned, and said disapprovingly, "You have been preparing for this movie for so long, let alone halfway through filming, even if a scene is without you, it must not be replaced, let alone the insiders. Few people are more suitable than you to play the heroine of this drama, and you just happen to need this TV series very much."

Gu Xizhi shook his head, as if he couldn't listen at all, "I don't care about these things, I don't want to care about these things, I just don't want to make this movie right now."

She was so sure and resolute, Qu Xizhi looked at her and was silent for a long time before saying, "Is it because of me?"

Gu Xizhi buried his head in his knees and did not speak.

Qu Xizhi turned his head to look at the night scene outside the window, and after recovering for a few seconds, he turned his head and said to her, "If you just said what you said just because you wanted to avoid me, then I will go, and you don't need to go."

Gu Xizhi still buried her head in her knees, but her trembling body clearly proved that she was crying.

Qu Xizhi took out a dozen tissues from a side cabinet, but just put them beside her and didn't pass them to her, "There was actually a very good script at the end of the year. Now that I think about it, it’s more cost-effective to make a movie. I have a handle on Sun Tingyou, so it’s up to me to convince him that this TV series can’t be lost to you now. You must make a good film of this movie. Finished, okay?"

Gu Xizhi has been crying for a long time. The remorse and self-blame for those things just now have caused her pain to the point of being unbearable. She should have hated and repelled herself and her who gave her pain, but hearing her say that not only did not relax In one breath, the tears couldn't be held back and kept streaming down.

She couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure out why she treated her so badly, but she was still so gentle, and even helped her, this kind of her was annoying, and extremely annoying.

Seeing her crying like this, Qu Xizhi's expression also looked very gloomy. Thinking carefully about what happened just now, Qu Xizhi suddenly felt that maybe she was really too anxious to let someone who didn't know homosexuality What kind of person suddenly accepts the reality on such a large scale. If she likes her a little bit, this is an acceptable way to deal with it, but the current situation seems very pessimistic.

With increasingly clear thinking, Qu Xizhi had no choice but to take the initiative to not take responsibility for what she had done, but a glimmer of hope made her unable to bear it and said, "I didn't tell the truth when you asked me yesterday, I think you should do the same now. It's very clear that I actually came to film this movie because of you, but not just to be friends." She paused, looking a little cautious and cautious, "You... really feel a little Neither can accept..."

"I hate you very much." Before the last word "I" could be finished, Gu Xizhi raised his head and interrupted her abruptly. She wiped her tears with her hands, and after seeing Qu Xizhi's obviously hurt expression, she wanted to control her hurtful words, but many things happened just like before, and they couldn't be stopped for no reason at all.

"From the first time your name appeared in my ears, I hated you very much. You are better than me in everything. As long as you are there, everyone's eyes will be on you instead of me. , you are the proud daughter of heaven, of course you don’t know how difficult it is for me to develop into what I am now in the entertainment industry. Maybe you disdain everything I have now, but I am a little girl whose fate is dominated by others every minute Star, look, if Sun Tingyou says a word, I can be out of work for several years, the gap between us is so big and so obvious, I will feel sad for myself when I think of you, why don't you make me hate you?"

After she said so much in a row, Qu Xizhi's face turned pale several times, but he tried his best to control his emotions, and finally he just said quietly, "Okay, if you don't like me so much, I will try to avoid you from tomorrow on." Sight, but work is work, don't delay your career because of personal feelings, and don't care too much about other people's evaluations, they don't understand you at all, you will definitely be better than me when you are so good."

Gu Xizhi touched his tears to control his emotions, pretended not to hear her words, got off the bed, put on his shoes and walked out of the bedroom.

Watching her walk out the door, Qu Xizhi endured it for a long time and said, "I will leave the film crew tomorrow, you have to film well."

Gu Xizhi just stopped for a while, then left without looking back.

Qu Xizhi looked at her back, his eyes drooping tiredly.

Before she stepped into this bedroom again, she imagined many possibilities for Gu Xizhi's reaction, such as scolding her, being silent, or even slapping her like before, but she never thought that she would cry , and cried so sadly.

There are many kinds of women's tears, tears of joy, excessive sadness, and even gratitude.

However, her kind seems to be called... extremely annoying.

...... She still hates her so much.