I Became a God in a Horror Game: 444, Evil God Festival Boathouse
Bai Liu turned his head to the side, his eyes moved down to avoid Xieta's sight, he stood up quickly, and his tone was calm: "It's going to be dawn, I'm going back."
"Then..." Scheta raised his head quietly, his silver-blue eyes reflected the dim moon in the sky and Bai Liu who was standing by the corridor, and asked in a soft tone, " Are you coming back tomorrow?"
Bai Liu was quiet, he didn't ask [then do you want me to come] like yesterday, but Xieta seemed to know that Bai Liu wanted to ask this question, so he answered naturally: "I hope you come tomorrow .”
The scene in his eyes floated, reflecting the clouds at the beginning of dawn: "I hope you come every day."
"So I can see you every day."
Bai Liu's breath stopped for a beat, and the fingers hanging by his side curled up. When he took another breath, he spoke in a flat, stranger-like tone: "Why do you have to do it every day?" See me?"
"I'm just an ordinary sacrifice."
"There's no need for a high-ranking evil **** to see me every day, and then waste so much love and curiosity on an ordinary sacrifice like me."
Xieta looked at Bai Liu intently: "So then you are just an ordinary sacrifice."
"Then why did you come to see me after stealing the keys the night before?"
"Obviously we can see you at the evil **** festival in a few months' time, right?"
Bai Liu paused.
Xieta laughed suddenly, he lowered his trembling eyelashes, looked at Bai Liu's slightly curled right hand behind his back, then Xieta raised his left hand, and slid his slender fingers into the gap between Bai Liu's clasped fingers, and then Slowly, he took Bai Liu's hand with interlocking fingers.
"You obviously woke me up with pain, and you were the one who wanted to see me, but in the end, I, an evil **** who doesn't understand anything, should tell you why I want to see you every day."
"I'm just an inferior, unqualified mirror."
Xieta raised his eyes, and looked at Bai Liu with good eyes: "Of course, why Bai Liu wants to see me, and why I want to see Bai Liu."
"Can I wait for you tomorrow night?"
Bai Liu pursed his lips into a straight line, and he clenched his hands for a few seconds to hold Xieta's icy fingers, but soon loosened them again, and walked quickly towards the exit of the shrine with his head down. I left a sentence without emotion:
"I won't come tomorrow night, you don't have to wait."
Scheta's hand was loosened and fell to the corridor.
The wind blew up the big tree in the middle of the courtyard, and the fallen leaves fell one after another, making circles of ripples on the pond. Xieta stood up, and his whole body was caged and blown as light as Cicada wings, thin and wide sleeves, eyes through the gauze, the fallen leaves, the wind, and the morning color, can't see clearly at all, only the smile that is gradually fading on Scheta's face meaning, and pale lips that seem to fall apart.
Bai Liu heard the sound of the chain moving behind him, and he heard the chain on Xieta's feet being dragged on the ground, then stretched straight, making the sound of being pulled.
Scheta followed him without making any sound of footsteps.
Bai Liu didn't look back, but stopped in his tracks, with the icy temperature remaining on Xieta's fingertips in his palms, he closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and asked, "What do you want to say to me after catching up?" ?”
"I don't understand." Scheta whispered, "I think you want to see me."
"But why not?"
Xieta paused, "Are you angry?"
"I'm not angry." Bai Liu was silent for a few seconds after finishing speaking, "But I'm really not very happy."
"It is true that I will use all means and means to meet someone because I want to see him, but if that person is only willing to meet me because I want to see him, I will feel self-righteous There is no equal return for giving."
"Because it's not an equal deal."
Bai Liu lowered his eyes: "You are just reflecting my love for you."
Scheta asked softly: "Then what is an equal deal?"
Bai Liu finally turned around slowly, he stared at Xieta's clean eyes, without any emotion on his face:
"I need you to see me."
"If one day, Mr. Cthulhu wants to see me, I will naturally come to see you."
After finishing speaking, Bai Liu lifted the lantern placed at the door, bowed slightly and bowed to Xieta who was standing still in place: "Good morning, Lord Cthulhu, I still have to practice the sacrifice course, so I will leave first." .”
Xiao Kui, who was yawning by the attic window, looked at Bai Liu, who came down the mountain road with a lantern, and slightly raised her eyebrows: "It's very early today."
Bai Liu went back to the attic where he lived. He put down the lantern lightly, took off his clothes and lay down on the tatami.
Although the movement was very light, it still woke up Cang who was next to him. He looked in horror at Bai Liu, who was staring straight at the ceiling with his dark, emotionless eyes, and rubbed his arms. , and called out cautiously: "...Master Bailiu?"
"Are you in the mood...not okay?"
Bai Liu hummed lightly: "It's sort of."
Cang leaned over curiously: "Why? Didn't you just meet Mr. Cthulhu?"
However, Master Bai Liu was obviously in a good mood after seeing Lord Cthulhu yesterday and came back to China.
"Because I hate other people liking me because I like each other." Bai Liu's tone was flat, "That kind of love is very cheap, not as stable as a deal, just like the love for a dog."
Cang shocked: "What is love for dogs! Dogs are so cute! I like dogs very much!"
Bai Liu lying on the tatami squinted at Cang: "Then why do you like dogs?"
Cang was very puzzled: "Of course it's because the dog is cute!"
"No." Bai Liu withdrew his eyes, "People like animals because they presuppose that animals love themselves, so they choose animals that can be easily disposed of without loving them, such as dogs, cats, and rabbits .”
"Because these animals have no ability to resist humans, they can only be domesticated or abandoned in the face of humans."
Cang his pupils trembled, and he stuttered a bit: "No, it's not like this!?"
"What if you have a dog that doesn't love you?" Bai Liu continued, "The dog bites you every day, grins at you, and makes you and your family suffer. What would you do if you were seriously injured many times?"
Cang began to waver, he opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he didn't say a word.
... He will probably send the dog away, or even beat the dog.
"This is why humans choose safe pets to love. This is essentially a pursuit of low risk and high return." Bai Liu said softly.
"But it's not all like this!" Cang tried hard to refute, "My liking for dogs is also due to my natural liking for their personalities!"
Bai Liu swept his eyes: "In the same situation, if you have two pets, a dog with a snake-like temperament and a lizard with a dog-like personality that is highly poisonous, which one do you choose?" Who?"
Cang stammered: "... a dog."
Bai Liu asked nonchalantly: "How about choosing neither?"
Cang immediately answered: "I will choose neither!"
Bai Liu looked at the ceiling: "But I chose that poisonous lizard."
Cang was very shocked: "?! Why, isn't it possible to choose neither of them?!"
"Yes, I didn't want to choose either." Bai Liu slowly put her scarred arm over her eyes, and then slowly exhaled, her tone was very Calm, "But I fell in love with that lizard, so I really want to keep him."
Cang's pupils continued to tremble, he almost panicked and took a few steps back, then swallowed nervously: "Master Bai Liu, have you fallen in love with a lizard, a lizard? ?!"
Bai Liu was familiar with the lizard's reaction, and continued: "But this lizard doesn't know that he is a human, because he has no way to give me the same share, human's. love."
"I'm probably the only human in this world who can raise such a lizard that can poison everyone at a glance."
"He only knows that I am the only human being who will take the initiative to approach him, touch him, and be with him forever, so he will take the initiative to touch me, hug me, yes I’m good, just like a person would feel pity and love a dog who comes to lick his hand.”
"God should also have such emotions for weaker people."
Bai Liu's breathing became extremely slow: "But he still doesn't understand what this means to me."
"It's really hard for me to admit...I would love..."
Bai Liu said that his chest suddenly rose and fell, he clenched his hand covering his eyes tightly, clenched into a fist, pressed hard to the point where his fingertips turned white, and took two deep breaths down and went quiet.
After a long, long time, Bai Liu didn't talk, and when Bai Liu covered his eyes with his arms and fell asleep, he suddenly heard a sentence from Bai Liu A somewhat hoarse sentence came from over there:
"This is the most unfair deal I've ever done."
Bai Liu smiled shallowly: "I actually love God like a dog."