Before His Eyes: 171 Resurrection

When he said this, I was so angry.

It seems that no matter what I do in his eyes, I can't become Qu Suyan. Knowing that a person can do this for him, what should he respond to.

Except for endless ridicule and teasing, I have never heard other words from him. People's patience is always limited, and if it accumulates over time, even if it is full of chicken blood at the beginning, it will definitely be tired in the end. I'm a little tired.

I have never taken the initiative to chase someone, and the relationship with Lu Mingfeng was also pleasing to each other, so I didn't spend much energy at that time, but at this moment I finally understand those people who are brave for love, Not everyone has courage, and persistence is also valuable.

Lu Junyan's attitude made me more certain that after finishing everything, I must stay away from this man, absolutely.

Since Lu Junyan said so, I will definitely not go against him. I am basically a puppet now. I will do whatever Lu Junyan asks me to do. If he thinks this is not good-looking, then I will not do it , He thinks it is beautiful, so I will do it.

His thoughts dominate me now, the more I obey him, the closer I am to Qu Suyan in his heart, so if I want Lu Junyan to feel for me, then I first need to become Qu Suyan, Then he can see me as that woman, and the "resurrection" is not out of the question.

Although I think so, I feel that something has changed.

Just like being a stand-in, I thought I said that, since Lu Junyan didn't object, he should still have a bit of support. If that's the case, he should make me a better person Like, more the same, he should tell me about Qu Suyan's personality, living habits, eccentricities, and a series of other things about her, and let me do it, because only in this way can I be more real. To imitate and restore a real "Qu Suyan"

But the strange thing, Lu Junyan didn't say anything, and he didn't allow me to do it.

Aside from painting, he wouldn't allow me to pick up my long hair. He ridiculed me openly and secretly and undermined my confidence. I heard Ji Nanxin say that Qu Suyan had a tattoo of letters on her leg and planned to get it done, but Lu Junyan threatened I am not allowed to go, Qu Suyan likes to drink, almost every morning a glass of red wine, a drink, I plan to develop this habit, but every time Lu Junyan will take the wine glass from my hand, call me crazy, drink in the morning What wine? Since then, the red wine and wine glasses in the villa have disappeared inexplicably.

I really don't understand what he's thinking. Since he agreed to make me a stand-in, why did he obstruct me in various ways? Although I don't know the reason, the only thing I'm sure of is that maybe he doesn't know either. Let me become Qu Suyan, whether it is right or wrong, so I am hesitant and vacillating.

Of course, since Lu Junyan doesn't want me to do this, then I won't do it, so now I concentrate on learning painting from Ji Nanxin and cultivating my own artistic atmosphere, hoping that Lu Junyan can find that in me. The shadow of a woman.

But maybe it’s because I got in touch with it. I feel that painting is also very good. It’s a slow and meticulous job. When painting, the whole person needs to calm down. After painting for a while, I feel that my mentality has changed a lot , I am not so impatient when I do things, and more importantly, even Guan Hong has noticed that I seem to have changed, my whole person is a little different.

I asked him where?

He said: "A little lady?"

I raised my eyebrows and gave him a meaningful smile.

In addition to imitating Qu Suyan and learning painting from Ji Nanxin, on the other hand, the plan for Lu Mu should be implemented as soon as possible.

The last time Lu Mu listened to my opinion, he also got a good return.

I deliberately asked Jing Yi to tell Yunxi to treat him better.

Lu Mu thought that it was because of his changed attitude towards Jing Yi that he gained Yunxi's care and attention. Not only did he have a better attitude towards Jing Yi, but he also trusted me more.

But these alone are not enough. A Yunxi can't make this child listen to me completely. I need to find a bigger breakthrough. Unexpectedly, after a week, in a class, I found that This solved Lu Mu's biggest problem.

That day, I was teaching the children vocabulary, and it happened that the content of that class was about family, so I taught the children the vocabulary between parents and family members one after another.

After the children followed me to read carefully, I asked them to use an English word to describe their mother or father at will.

Yunxi mentioned Dad, the word is: "happy (happy)"

Jing Yi was talking about my mother, and he was looking at me when he said: "love (love)"

I grinned at him.

When I arrived at Lumu, he didn't answer for a long time. I thought it was because of his word barrier or his parents didn't know who to choose, so I appointed him one and asked him to say Dad.

Lu Mu stood up straight, under my gaze, a word finally popped out of his mouth, the voice was very small, but I still heard it.

"ice"

I froze for a moment, then waved him to sit down.

After class, I walked up to him, Lu Mu looked very lonely, with his head down.

"What's wrong?" I asked him softly.

Lu Mu looked up at me, I knew he must have cared about the question just now, because there are so many children in the class, he was the only one who said that word to his father, the others were so happy and cute, only he and Others are different.

"Mr. Shen, I..." He hesitated to speak, such a young child has a high sense of security in his heart, and he will not easily tell others about family affairs. This is a good habit.

I am good at persuasion, this kind of thing can't be too urgent: "You are still young, last time Yunxi got into trouble with her parents and dared not go home, but in the end she went back, so don't worry."

Lu Mu refuted my words: "No teacher, my father and I are different from Yunxi and the others."

"I think the only difference is that you are a boy and she is a girl, but your parents love you both in the same way."

"Mr. Shen, it's not just like this."

"What should that be?"

I squinted at him, as expected, Lu Mu was already immersed in his own thoughts, or maybe he had trust in me, so under my few words, he still couldn't hold back and spoke out.

"Dad is very busy and often travels on business, so I rarely see him. My mother is also very busy during this time. There is no one else in the house except grandma who takes care of me, so my impression of my father is that he is cold. My face looks like an ice cube, I feel like my father doesn't like me..."

I was thinking about it in my heart, but I still comforted him and said, "How is it possible? There is no father who does not love his children. Dad is so busy trying to earn money to support you and mother, so Lu Mu, you Learn to understand."