Before His Eyes: 234 I am not qualified

I still don't speak, Lu Mingfeng has never been a patient person, so he became angry immediately, pinched my chin violently, forcing me to look directly into his eyes, "Shen Qing, I haven't seen you in four years. This temper is exactly the same as back then, tell me, who else would dare to want you like this, except for men from our Lu family!"

I shook him off: "Don't worry, I only want Lu Junyan as a man from your Lu family, you are not qualified."

Hearing this, Lu Mingfeng's face was gloomy and his eyes were fierce, which was completely opposite to the anger just now. I think he was really angry this time.

"I'm not qualified, huh, am I not qualified?"

He sat alone and murmured, his tone was indifferent, as if he was gnashing his teeth every word, I felt a chill down my back, a bit chilly.

"I'm not qualified, so why did you marry me in the first place!" He suddenly said coldly, staring at me fiercely.

I chuckled lightly, he was a little puzzled, and his tone softened: "What are you laughing at?"

The sky was full of burning clouds, and there was light coming in through the car window, which was a bit dazzling. I blinked my eyes, and then turned to look at him against the light: "Lu Mingfeng, do you know why I married Lu Junyan? ?”

His expression froze, "Why?"

"The biggest difference between you and him is that he will not eat what is in the bowl and look at what is in the pot, but you will never be able to feed. You cheated on me back then, and I can forgive you. But your appetite is too big, you even want the real estate certificate that my mother left me, just for such a thing, you and Qiao Ying forced me to jump off the building, it's just a house, I can't figure it out, this house is only a few at most Tens of millions, just for tens of millions, you can throw away our six-year relationship like a pair of shoes, you regard feelings as dung, money is everything to you, sometimes I think maybe even if I give you the real estate certificate , you can't let me go, because you want to squeeze me clean before you let me go, squeeze clean, in your world, that is to let me die."

"So, what do you think you can compare with Lu Junyan?"

"No!" He retorted anxiously, "The Qiao family wants the house. As long as I give the house, the Qiao family will give me the shares. Shen Qing, you believe me, if you give me a chance to do it again, I will definitely I will choose you!"

I brushed off his hand on my shoulder: "If I have a chance to do it all over again, Lu Mingfeng believes in me, I wish I never met you in this life."

The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital. I opened the door and got out of the car straight away.

Behind him is Lu Mingfeng's voice, Shen Qing's voice after voice is like those four years in college.

"Shen Qing, I like you."

"Shen Qing, let's be together!"

"Shen Qing, marry me!"

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I walked forward quickly, as if there was a scourge behind me, without looking back, I walked forward as I hit the south wall.

I stepped aside, leaning my back against the wall, gasping for breath, I clutched my chest, feeling out of breath, an inexplicable sadness welling up in my heart, I thought, I really should see a doctor up.

It's all here, just because I feel dizzy recently, so I went to register.

Sitting on the bench in the corridor, I thought of what Lu Mingfeng said just now. He said that the Qiao family wanted it, which meant that Lu Mingfeng might not know the value of the house at all, and the only thing he knew was The Qiao family, why does the Qiao family want this real estate certificate? Even the Qiao family is involved in it. I am even more sure that this house is definitely not ordinary.

"Number 28."

It's up to me, I shook my head, trying to wake myself up, even though I don't know what the value of this house is, but even a company as big as Qiao's cares about it, it means that Lu Junyan The weight in my heart can be imagined.

After listening to my words, the doctor gave me a series of examinations, and finally sent me to the widows department with the checklist.

I was stunned at the time: "Why do you want to go to gynecology?"

The doctor didn't say much, just said: "Go."

I'm a little ignorant, is there something wrong with my body?

I'm a little panicked, gynecological diseases can be big or small, but I usually pay attention to my hygiene, so I probably won't get it. Is it because I got hurt too much with Lu Junyan during this period?

I was beating a small drum in my heart, feeling uneasy, and after going through a series of blood tests, urine tests, B-ultrasound and other examinations, I sat in front of the doctor, licked my dry lips, and asked: "Doctor, what on earth am I doing?" Already?"

The doctor pushed the glasses on the bridge of the nose, and said in a calm tone: "It's nothing, I'm just pregnant."

Pregnant, pregnant! ?

I couldn't believe it, I grabbed the doctor's hand: "I'm pregnant?"

"Yes, two weeks."

When I walked out of the hospital with the checklist, I was in a daze. I subconsciously covered my stomach. I never thought that there would be another little life in it. What kind of feeling was that?

There is a kind of dizziness, but there is also a thought that I can squat down and cry anytime, anywhere. The sun is very poisonous today. I think I am confused by the sun. How could I be pregnant?

I wanted to cry a little bit, my tear ducts couldn't stop wanting to shed tears, I looked up at the sky, and then slapped myself a few times, but I wasn't dreaming.

Ever since my child left, I never thought about getting pregnant with another one, and the initial agreement with Lu Junyan was not sincere, but I just had the idea of ​​taking one step at a time, so I never thought about it. There is such a day.

The hand holding the checklist trembled violently, matching my whole body, I took out my mobile phone tremblingly, and called Ding Fei, I urgently need her by my side now, because I don't know what to do .

Ding Fei rushed over immediately after hearing my words, but at this time I was still calm and sitting in the coffee shop, my eyes were blank, as if I had been emptied, I looked at the front in a daze.

When Ding Fei sat down, I was relieved, and my voice was crying: "Ding Fei, what should I do..."

She held my hand, and I could feel her hand shaking: "It's okay, it's okay, there will be a way, there will be a way."

I chatted with Ding Fei for a long time, but we didn't find out why, because the arrival of this child will definitely change a lot of things.

But Ding Fei didn't care about the future, she said that it was the future, and I didn't need to think so much.

But I'm good at making preparations. I don't want to become panicked, confused, and unable to find my goal like a madman when I encounter unknown things later.

Ding Fei hugged me tightly: "You are too nervous, too nervous."

I looked forward stupidly, I felt my eye sockets were wet again, and there was cold air all around, I was so cold.

Ding Fei wiped my tears for me, she just asked me a word.

She said: "If this child is born, will you give up the scene?"

"Impossible!" I blurted out firmly without hesitation.

"That's right, Jing Yi holds a unique position in your heart, so Shen Qing, you don't need to worry that you will ignore him in the future."

One word from her pierced my mind. What I am afraid of is that when this child is born, I will be selfish to the point of partiality, and I am afraid that I will be sorry for Jingyi.