I am God Chapter 640: : dream
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Kingdom of Suinhall.
The nursery in Deran City.
A night accompanied by stars and light snow, the weather was a bit cold but made people sleep deeper. The head of the nursery had a sweet dream in her sleep. She dreamed of a figure walking from the stars.
After waking up, she heard the sound of crying.
He brought the nurses to the door, opened the door and saw an abandoned baby crying in the snow, which made the dean couldn't help but curse.
"Damn it, don't you know it will freeze to death if you abandon the child in such a world of ice and snow?"
But in the end, she picked up the baby.
She coaxes the child expertly, beating rhythmic time with her hands.
Soon, the baby stopped crying and stared at her as if he liked her.
"Look, she likes me."
"She belongs here."
This also made the director of the nursery think of the beautiful dream he had just had, so he named her Maman after this.
In this way, Maman grew up in the nursery, together with other children who were unfortunately abandoned or had no parents.
Fortunately, the director of the nursery is a good man.
The nursery was founded with money donated by the temple, so it is natural that the strict order and discipline of the temple are everywhere.
Every morning, the children have to get up early to pray. In the morning, they have to study the scriptures, and at the same time, they also need to read through the scriptures. In the afternoon, they have to help the nursery.
But every night, the dean will tell stories to the children, which is also the most anticipated happy time for the children.
"In a distant country, a certain prince..."
"In another distant country, there is a beautiful princess..."
Fairy tales always go like this.
Prince and princess, servant and mage, knight and king.
But these old-fashioned stories make every child quiet and their eyes shine.
Maman is one of them.
She sat cross-legged like everyone else, listening to the story.
She likes not only listening to stories, but also fantasizing.
However, Maman's fantasies are not just simple fantasies, she is able to merge fantasies with her own dreams, and swim in the dreamland in the middle of the night.
Night.
In her dream, she saw herself as the princess of a country, a person born of high status.
She dreamed that the luxurious and exquisite vehicle in the story came to pick her up, and she lived in a beautiful big castle.
After waking up, she found the dean.
Maman asked expectantly: "Dean, do you think I will be an abandoned princess, and soon my father will send knights and servants to pick me up?"
The dean leaned down and asked her: "Why do you think so?"
Maman said seriously: "Isn't it often like this in stories, maybe I am?"
Maman pointed to the sky: "And I heard from them that when you picked me up, Dean, you had a dream, dreaming that I came from among the stars."
The dean smiled, and she shook her head: "Unfortunately, the stories are all false."
"And most of the missing people in the story are princes, and go on their own adventures, discover their identities, seek revenge or uncover deceptions."
"As for the princesses, in most stories they lived in the castle, waiting for the arrival of the prince."
"In the real world, princes and princesses will not be reduced to folk. They and us are people in two worlds and will never intersect."
Maman was a little disappointed, but the dean touched her head.
"But no matter who they are, everyone will do what they are good at and able to do."
"The prince does the prince's work, the knight and the princess have their own stories, and every character in the story can also do their own things well."
"What I'm good at is being the director of a nursery, watching you grow up well, I think this is more important than anything else."
Maman asked: "How can I know what I am good at?"
The dean said: "If you want to do it, do it."
Maman didn't quite understand, but she remembered the words "Do it if you want to do it."
The dean straightened up and finally told her.
"Maman, although the story I told is not true."
"However."
"I dreamed that you came from the stars, but it was true."
Maman's eyes were shining, and she was very happy to see the dean showing a bright smile, then turned around and ran quickly through the passage.
After running to the end, she stood in the sunlight and turned her head back, smiling at the dean, her eyes full of hope and beauty.
On this day, a **** attendant came to the nursery.
The **** servant brought a lot of supplies, as well as new clothes for the children.
What Maman remembers most is that Master Shenshi led them to do a very novel thing.
He took the children to a rainbow tree in the woods and allowed each of them to send a letter.
"This is the rainbow tree, the blessed tree of the master of dreams, and an extension of the power of fairies in the world."
"As long as you think of a certain person and have a relationship with the other party, you can send the letter to the other party."
"No matter how far the other party is, or even whether they are in this world."
Children gather on a blanket to write letters, some want to send to parents they don't know, some want to send to former friends, not all of them came to the nursery from infancy .
There are also people who want to send it to people who have left the nursery, and the children will also have to fend for themselves when they grow up.
Maman stood in the crowd, she didn't seem to have anyone who wanted to send a letter, she looked at a loss and hesitated.
Master God Attendant came to Maman's side: "Why, don't you have anyone to send a letter to?"
Maman shook her head: "I don't know anyone outside."
God attendant said: "If you don't know people, you can also send them."
The servant of the gods means that she can send it to her parents, or someone she has heard of.
But Maman seemed to think of something.
Maman took a pen and wrote crooked words on the letter paper.
"Maman, what will you look like in the future?"
"Have you become a powerful person?"
If you don't know someone, is your future self considered as someone you don't know?
Maman is very eager and looking forward to what kind of person she will become in the future, and even, will she write back to herself?
The **** attendant opened the tree hole.
Maman followed the others and threw her letter into the tree hole.
Looking at the colorful light engulfing her letter, this was the first time she had come into contact with extraordinary power with her own hands.
The power is beautiful and shocking, the vortex that connects the distance and even the future in the tree hole is also reflected in Maman's child hole.
Fantasy seemed to start again in her child hole reflecting the colors, she suddenly felt that the dream of princes and princesses was too small, and she vaguely saw that she had become a powerful person.
Can call wind and rain, can fly in the sky, can go anywhere you want.
On the way back.
She kept fantasizing about it, even the dreams she had at night were related to this.
She dreamed that she was actually a child of a family with extraordinary power for generations, and everything she experienced now was just the family training herself, and one day she would return to the family and be cheered by everyone as a genius.
"Genius."
"A genius born once in a thousand years will become the most powerful person in power."
Maman woke up with a smile, and the next day she asked the attendant.
"If you want to do something, you must succeed?"
The servant thought for a while, then replied.
"Not necessarily."
"Some people can succeed, but some people can only face failure."
"But if everyone doesn't do it, then they will definitely not succeed, and in the same way, as long as enough people do it, someone will succeed!"
Maman likes this kind of words, because every child always feels that he is different and the one who is destined to succeed.
And losers, that's none of my business.
She was determined to become a powerhouse.
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Maman grew up day by day, she grew from a child to a young girl.
However, she waited for a long time, and she still didn't wait for her future self to write back to herself.
As a result, she has not yet known what kind of person she will become in the future.
In the nursery.
The fatter and older dean shouted Maman's name.
"Maman, go out and buy some flour, remember to check it, some guys will mix a lot of sand and ash into it."
At this time, Maman with wet hands got out from behind the clothesline.
"I know, this is not the first time."
She has long wavy hair, and she dresses herself decently, and even if the clothes are torn, she uses her own needlework to mend them as if they should be.
On weekdays, she not only helps the dean and the nurses with their work, but also helps the dean with shopping outside.
As soon as she went to the street that day, she saw that a newly opened alchemy shop was recruiting shop assistants.
"It's an alchemist from the Land of the Rising Sun."
"Things are so expensive!"
"Of course, this is something made by an alchemist."
After seeing the recruitment paperwork, Maman was very excited and squeezed through the crowd to sign up.
But after signing up, she felt a little uneasy and apprehensive.
Because.
This shop is really too luxurious, too high-end.
It seems a bit out of place with her.
You can see that the store is full of creations made by various alchemy workshops, beautiful synthetic gems, exquisite lamps, pots, bottles and other creations.
Although it is not a supernatural item, but because it is made by alchemy, each one is expensive.
The manager of the alchemy item store is not a young woman, but she is wearing an alchemist's robe, which makes ordinary people dare not look directly at her.
However, just as Maman retreated.
The other party only took one look at Maman before choosing her.
"It's you!"
The fidgeting Maman raised her head, looked at the other party in disbelief, and then bowed incessantly to express her thanks.
"Thank you, I will definitely do this job well."
On the way back.
Maman jumped up excitedly, twisted her body, swayed from side to side, rushed through the crowd and the street, and returned to the nursery.
After she came back, she told everyone that she had found a job. She felt that it was unusual for her to be selected at a glance.
"She immediately took a fancy to me in the crowd."
"Without any doubts, yes, I was chosen without any hesitation."
"Maybe."
"My talent was taken by the alchemist?"
"No, I must have the talent to become an alchemist."
The children in the nursery cheered and expressed their blessings to Maman who had found a good job. Even the dean looked at her with a smile, his eyes full of encouragement.
Maman got up early the next day to go to work. She didn't dare to slack off at all. She kept the shop clean every day and received every customer diligently.
In her spare time, she would always peek at the appearance of the female alchemist refining items.
Looking at the other party holding the lamp of desire, stretching their lazy waists to refine exquisite creations one after another, and various expensive commodities are born under the strange flames.
"Wow!"
At this time, Maman would always open her mouth wide, with envy and longing in her eyes.
The female alchemist turned around, and she had already seen Maman's thoughts at a glance.
However.
She did not mock her children's dreams, nor did she falsely encourage them.
She just said to Maman when she was sitting with Maman on a busy evening.
“There are some things that work hard, but some things don’t pay off.”
"For example, things like talent."
Maman was stunned for a while before she understood what the other party meant.
Actually.
Maman knew the fact that she had no talent a long time ago.
Because she didn't know until after the Servant God Attendant left that the other party was here to test whether the children in the nursery school had power talents.
The other party is doing gentle things and speaking soft words to Maman.
But no matter how gentle your actions and words are, they can't change the indifference of reality.
Even so, Maman fantasized that she might not be able to become another profession, but she could become another extraordinary profession.
For example.
Become an alchemist.
Maman clasped her hands, and said nervously: "Does refining props require talents if you don't practice by yourself?"
The female alchemist was not as gentle as the divine attendant back then, she just answered straightforwardly.
"Yes, alchemists also need talents."
"Although it is much less difficult to become a powerful person than before, each extraordinary profession has various methods to become a powerful person, which lowers the threshold."
"But no matter how you lower the threshold, there is still a minimum threshold."
The other party has already said very bluntly that no matter which profession you have, you have not reached the minimum threshold.
Maman asked in frustration, she was a little flustered.
"Then why did you choose me at first sight? There are so many people, but you didn't even look at them, so you just said it was me."
"I thought... I thought..."
The alchemist said the reason: "Because you are pleasing to the eye, you are also one of the few girls."
Maman did not expect that the reason was so simple.
"Is that all?"
"Well, that's all."
When we were young, we always felt that many things were miraculous. We felt that we had many unique places on our body, even a birthmark, moving ears, and whether we had some kind of extraordinary talent.
Just like the dream of the dean, Maman felt that the dream must be unusual when she was young.
I think it is a metaphor from God.
That is the guidance of fate.
However.
It was only when she grew up that she gradually realized that maybe it was just a dream, an ordinary dream.
All the extraordinary things we think are just superficial fantasies when we were young and ignorant. In fact, we are the most ordinary one among the crowd, the passers-by who cannot even be mentioned by name in every story.
The female alchemist looked at the silent Maman, and then asked her.
"Are you still determined to follow me and learn some knowledge that you may never use in your lifetime?"
"In contrast, it may be more appropriate for you to choose to become a tailor, at least you can learn some skills to survive in the future."
"In this way, even if you leave this shop, you can still maintain your life."
Maman, who was a little depressed at first, raised her head and said with a smile: "I still want to give it a try, even if it's just seeing the world I want to see is enough."
The female alchemist didn't say anything, but just nodded.
But when he turned around, he murmured softly.
"Wouldn't it be nice to just see it?"
The next few days.
Maman not only became a clerk, but also worked hard to become the assistant of the female alchemist, doing things for her within her ability.
She obviously has no talent, but because of this she has mastered some extraordinary knowledge.
It is also here that Maman has experienced many things that she has never experienced before and seen many things that she has never seen before.
She has experienced being deceived by a liar and understands the complexity and disorder of the outside world.
She understood the value of earning money to support herself, and for the first time felt the feeling of holding money in her hands, as if she was in control of her own destiny and freedom.
She returned to the nursery less and less, but lived in the store.
And this day.
The female alchemist suddenly decided to leave here, and Maman also decided to leave with her.
The two of them were riding in a van pulled by pack animals, and the children from the nursery were chasing after them. Maman lay on the van and kept waving at each other.
"Goodbye."
"Goodbye."
The dean also stood in the distance and said loudly to Maman.
"Remember to come back."
Although Maman is reluctant to give up, she doesn't really want to go back to her hometown.
She wants to see the wider world, the world of powerful people, for example, the place where the female alchemists come, the White Tower Alchemy Alliance.
She asked the other party: "Now tell me, why did we leave and what did we do in the Land of the Rising Sun?"
The female alchemist said: "Three years ago, a very manic fire demon appeared near my hometown. It often haunted and often caused fires. People in my hometown invited me to solve it."
Maman: "Then why did it pass now?"
Female alchemist: "Because that fire demon has the power of the second level, and I am only in the middle of the first level."
Maman: "Ah, aren't we looking for death?"
Female alchemist: "I have found a way to seal the second-level fire demon, and I have already made the props to seal it."
"This item can not only seal it, but also use its power."
"With a second-level fire demon, even if I haven't upgraded myself, I can make real alchemy props that I didn't dare to make before."
"However, to make such a thing, I almost used up my life savings."
It was only then that Maman realized that the female alchemist was not only entrusted by her hometown, but also for a stronger power.
She asked curiously: "What's the difference between the first order and the second order?"
The female alchemist said immediately after listening.
"Of course there is a difference."
"That is the second level, a realm that I have never broken through in my life."
Speaking of this, the female alchemist also looked longingly.
"Even if it's just to experience the world of Tier 2!"
"I think back then."
"I just became a first-level alchemist, and the town carved a stone tablet for me. If I become a second-level alchemist, my statue will definitely stand in our town!"
"I used to leave my hometown to wander around for this purpose, but it's a pity that I haven't achieved my goal after so many years."
The female alchemist sighed a little, feeling that she was getting old all of a sudden.
But looking back on my life, it seems that nothing has been accomplished, and year after year has passed in a muddle.
On the other hand, Maman didn't understand the troubles of the female alchemist. She felt that if she could become a first-order powerful person, she would be very happy.
The two first took a car and then a boat.
After wandering at sea for a long time, I finally arrived at the land of sunrise.
When the female alchemist returned to the small town of her hometown, she was welcomed by the town collectively, and she seemed to have a sense of honor returning to her hometown.
Every powerful person who walks out of such a small town is worthy of being remembered by a generation.
The female alchemist stood on a high place and said to the people in the village.
"Sorry, I didn't get the letter late because of some things, but I rushed over as soon as I got the letter."
"Don't worry everyone, the fire demon has no wisdom. I will subdue this restless fire demon and restore peace to the town."
A few days later, the two people who had made all the preparations went to the fire demon's lair.
When she set off, the female alchemist was full of confidence.
"Don't worry, Maman, I'm well prepared."
"As long as I catch that fire demon, I can sign a contract with it and completely control it."
"I will be certified as a second-level prop maker."
The female alchemist looked at Maman and said with a smile.
"At that time, I can occasionally bring you the props to seal the fire demon, do things for me, and let you feel the power of the powerful."
"In this case, Maman, your dream can be regarded as a little bit realized!"
After listening to Maman, she also became a little looking forward to it.
The female alchemist still didn't stop, chattering and talking all the way.
But sometimes, the more a person keeps saying that there is no problem, the more it proves that he has no confidence in his heart.
Sure enough.
When the fire demon appeared, when it ignited the sky with overwhelming flames, the female alchemist's hands trembled.
"Boom!"
Although this fire demon is only at the second level, its power is extraordinarily powerful.
It broke free from the trap set by the female alchemist in an instant, and then ignited everything around it furiously. The flames covered at least tens of meters in an instant, and it seemed to be overwhelming.
"No, no, we are not its opponent."
"I am not its opponent."
The female alchemist was scared.
She was not as calm as she said before she came here, she ran away in panic instinctively.
Even.
In a panic, in order to avoid the rushing fire above her head, she accidentally fell from a height. The first-level powers are extraordinarily fragile, and they cannot fly or open the mental barrier.
When Maman found her, she was seriously injured and lay dying on the ground.
There was blood all over her body, and her chest was pulsating rapidly.
Seeing the other party's appearance, Maman was a little flustered and at a loss.
"What to do, what should I do?"
"I I I..."
"How can I help you?"
But the female alchemist looked at Maman. She who was terrified just now seemed not to be afraid anymore.
"Is it embarrassing?"
"I am a powerful person with extraordinary power. When I am in danger, I am not as scared and shivering as ordinary people."
Listening to the other party's tone, Maman suddenly understood something.
The female alchemist had a premonition of her own death.
When people are really facing desperation and death, they will not panic.
The female alchemist was panting violently. She looked at the pipe she had been preparing for a long time in her hand to seal the fire demon.
In the end, I didn't expect that everything was over without even opening it.
"We are all like this."
“There are some things that work hard, but some things don’t pay off.”
"I have worked hard all my life, but in the end I can only refine some things for ordinary people."
"Even because of what you said, I mustered up the courage to try again."
"Finally."
"Discovery is just a dream."
After the female alchemist finished speaking, she suddenly looked at Maman and saw the expression on her face.
"Sorry, I shouldn't have said those words."
"At least, you shouldn't say such things to a young man who is still full of vigor and vision of the future."
Maman looked at the female alchemist with complicated eyes. She never thought that she was the one who caused the female alchemist to accept the task of sealing the fire demon.
The female alchemist is a good person, but because of this, Maman is more and more distraught.
"Boom~"
"Zizizi!"
"Boom!"
The flames were flying wildly on the mountain, and various sounds were heard continuously.
The actions of the female alchemist just now completely stimulated the fire demon. You can see the fire demon running around, and the flames turned the surroundings into a sea of flames.
The female alchemist looked at Maman and stopped her from containing the wound which had no effect.
"The fire is coming, you run for your life alone!"
"Go and inform the people in the town."
"I hope this fire and the violent fire demon will not spread to our town."
However, at this time Maman picked up the female alchemist's pipe, as if she had made some decision.
The female alchemist seems to understand what "what are you going to do?"
Maman held the prop: "I'll go!"
The female alchemist smiled bitterly: "You can't succeed, you can only lose your life in vain."
Maman looked at the female alchemist and said to her.
"I like fantasy, sometimes I can't tell the truth from the fake."
"I always think, I will become a powerful person, I will not be afraid of all difficulties, I can solve all problems."
"I may never be the kind of person I want to be, but the different me already exists in my heart."
"I haven't encountered this before."
"But now I have met, if I escape and choose to give up, the one in my heart will despise me."
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In fire.
The pipe turned into an arc and touched the fire demon, and the sealing ritual array on it was automatically activated immediately.
A whirlwind rolled up, and the fire demon disappeared.
Maman rushed forward from the corner immediately.
She firmly held the handle of the pipe with both hands, and the fire demon in the ritual array kept struggling to rush out, and cracks appeared on the pipe immediately.
It is impossible for an ordinary person like Maman to simply seal the fire demon with just one tool.
However, even if she was scalded until her flesh rolled, she still refused to let go.
Although the fire demon was irritable, he didn't seem willing to hurt anyone.
The flames rushed out of the pipe, but they only frightened Maman instead of engulfing her.
"Roar!"
"Roar!"
Maman watched the flames pouring out of the pipe and turned into a huge face, roaring like a wild beast continuously.
She was terrified and said something as if she was frightened.
"It's not your fault."
"However, you are indeed not fit to stay here."
"Follow me and leave, I will follow you, I will not drive you away, nor will I be afraid of you."
As Maman chattered, it seemed that the fire demon, who was an extraordinary intelligent species, really felt Maman's will.
The monster really calmed down slowly.
Maman looked extremely embarrassed, and ran down the mountain with many wounds on her body.
But her face was filled with excitement and joy.
She held her pipe high and yelled something.
She told the female alchemist that she had sealed the fire demon.
Of course the female alchemist noticed the changes in the distance, she opened her eyes and looked at Maman running over, and said in disbelief.
"Really... success?"
"How come, how can ordinary people do it?"
Maman ran in front of the other party, panting continuously.
"The fire is extinguished, and the fire demon is also sealed."
"It's all safe now."
The female alchemist looked at Maman, and finally said something confused.
"Am I dreaming, or are you dreaming?"
Mama found the trailer they had come in, although the pack animals had already broken free from the ropes in fright and fled.
But the car board alone was enough for her to bring the female alchemist back to the town.
Just.
The female alchemist died on the way.
Before she died, she didn't tell her anything, she just kept repeating that she felt like she was dreaming.
"My life is like a dream, a dream that is hazy and can't grasp the point."
"I always want to leave something, always want to do something, but I can't leave anything, nothing can be done."
"When I suddenly wake up from a dream and really do something."
"But found that death has come."
"We were born in confusion and died in emptiness."
When I returned to the town, a large number of people surrounded me.
People in the town looked at the body of the female alchemist in disbelief: "How could this happen?"
Maman looked at the female alchemist and tried her best to suppress the grief in her heart.
She solemnly told the people in the town: "She gave everything to defeat the fire demon."
Everyone fell silent.
Then they all saluted the corpse of the female alchemist, and everyone showed respect and shock in their childlike faces.
Everyone believed that the female alchemist died in the battle to seal the fire demon, and they even imagined in their minds what a tragic battle it was.
No one knows.
The female alchemist actually fell to her death on the way to escape, but Maman, who knew everything, didn't say anything.
People held a grand funeral for the female alchemist in the town.
At the funeral, the entire town wept with grief, and many even cried.
People call out the name of the female alchemist, and spread the name of the female alchemist.
Said she was a great person.
Although the female alchemist died, she left behind a legend, and erected a statue in her hometown just as she expected.
After finishing all this, Maman packed up her things and prepared to leave.
Under the statue of the town, Maman saw the children in the town, led by their parents, come here to pay homage to the female alchemist.
The children listened to the stories told by their parents and looked at the statue with their mouths open.
"I will become a hero like her in the future and protect our hometown."
"Really, that would be great."
"I will become an alchemist in the future, an alchemist like her."
“…”
Maman looked at all this with a not-so-bright but happy smile on his face.
"That's great."
"Really... good."
She told a lie, but it felt like she was drawing a dream.
Even if it is false, she still feels good.
The beast of burden pulls the cart away.
Maman sat in the car and picked up the pipe with several cracks.
"Hoo!"
Flame can be seen emerging from the pipe, and a shadow is scrutinizing Mammon.
It has no intelligence, only instinct.
But it is precisely because of this that one can feel the purity of a person's heart.
Maman finally got the extraordinary power she dreamed of. Although it does not belong to her, she uses the power of the fire demon to display it.