Divine Doctor: Daughter of the First Wife Chapter 1176: I don’t want to die, and I don’t really want to live either

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Jian County

Because Concubine Yun said that they would have lunch together, An went to cook herself and made several special dishes. But Concubine Yun was extremely fickle, and her temperament was hard to predict. She had clearly agreed to have dinner together, but when it was time to eat, she suddenly said she wanted to go shopping on the street. As a result, An's family was the only one left on the table. and Xiangrong are two people.

Anshi said helplessly to Xiangrong: "Let's eat! I left some for Concubine Yun, so she can eat it when she gets hungry and warmed up when she comes back. Although she stayed in the county, during this period I have rarely had contact with you and me in the past. Thinking about it, there is a estrangement in my heart because of the matter between you and His Highness Seventh Prince. Today, 80% of the time, I regretted it temporarily. This situation has not happened once or twice. Don’t take it to heart and eat it one more time. It will look ugly if you lose weight like this."

"Am I... very thin?" Xiangrong asked softly, stroking his cheek, then shook his head with a wry smile, "Isn't it said that girls need to be thinner to look good? Being thinner will make your waist look better, and those in Beijing will The girls in the noble family are all trying to lose weight. In the past, when the eldest sister was here, in order to make herself look slimmer, she would not eat a bite of food for five days in a row, only eating some fruit and drinking some tea. ”

"But what happened later? I was so hungry that I fainted, so I asked the doctor to prescribe medicine. I took it for half a month before I had some strength." Anshi got angry when he mentioned Feng Chenyu, "You are so good at not imitating Why should I imitate her?" But when I think about Feng Chenyu's final outcome, I feel sad and sigh, thinking that compared with the past life in Feng Mansion, the current years are like the past and present lives. If she had known that there would be such a happy situation today, she might have lived with more energy in the past. "Eat quickly! Don't think about those things that are available or not." As he said that, he poured another spoonful of rice into Xiangrong's bowl.

Xiang Rong watched Anshi push the rice hard for her again and again. She picked up the bowl with a sigh, picked up a chopstick and brought the rice to her mouth, but she couldn't swallow it. She finally took two bites, but for some reason, she suddenly felt a burst of sadness. The sadness was so intense that she could hardly hold it back. Even though she tried her best, the tears couldn't help but fall down.

She put down the bowl and chopsticks, covered her face with her hands and kept crying. An was frightened and asked, "What's wrong? My child, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying all of a sudden?"

Xiang Rong cried and shook his head, choking and saying: "I don't know, mother, I don't know what's going on. I'm just so sad. It happened suddenly and for no reason. Mother, my heart hurts so much. Why does it hurt so much?"

An didn't know why. She wanted to cry, so she could only help her gently comfort her along her back, and comforted her from time to time: "Maybe it's been too depressing during this period. Concubine Yun refused to leave. You You have to go to her yard all day long to greet her and apologize. Although she doesn't say anything anymore, your heart is aggrieved, and your mother can see it. You can cry if you want, but after crying, you have to apologize. Think about it for yourself, it is impossible for a person to die alone in this life. Your mother will always die before you. If you never have someone by your side and never have one or two children by your side, what do you want your mother to do? Are you relieved?"

Listening to An's words, Xiangrong tried very hard to hope that the reason for her crying was what she said, but no matter how hard she leaned up, something was not right. She was helpless and finally shook her head, "No, mother, it's not what you said. It's not because of that that I cried. Mother..." She was startled, and suddenly asked: "What if one day I die?" Now, you won’t cry?”

Anshi was stunned for a moment, then nodded: "Yes, I will shed tears, and I will feel distressed. Even if you are far away from me, I will still feel distressed, because we are mother and daughter, connected by heart."

"That's right!" Xiangrong thought for a moment and wiped away his tears hard. Although it still leaked out after drying, she no longer just covered her face and cried. Instead, she picked up the rice bowl again, stuffed two mouthfuls of rice into her mouth, picked up a chopstick and put the meat into the bowl, and then Said to An: "Then I can't die."

An was confused by what she said. Then she saw Xiangrong eating very hard, and she was even more confused. She kept staring at Xiangrong until Xiangrong filled the second bowl of rice and finally couldn't help but ask: " Why do you suddenly say you are not going to die? Why do you eat so much? You always only eat a small bowl, and these days you can't even eat half a bowl of rice. What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Xiangrong shook his head stubbornly, "I just want to live a healthy life for my mother." After saying that, he stuffed another big mouthful of rice into his mouth. But as I ate, the tears in my eyes started to flow even more. Finally, they flowed into the food, which was mixed with tears and swallowed. It tasted faintly salty. "Mother." He said, "Although I want to avoid dying for my mother's sake, I don't really want to live. What should I do?"

What to do? She was asking An Shi, and she was also asking herself. There is a kind of uneasiness in her heart, which comes from a person who is hidden deep in her heart. She was once out of reach, and once very close. She was only one step away from being with her forever, but in the end she chose to retreat to the original distance. In this world, there was only that person who always touched her heart. Just like An said, she would feel it no matter where he was in the world. But so what? Despite all the rivers and mountains, she could never reach his side.

Xuan Tianming took Feng Yuheng and led the army back to Bincheng. As they were walking, Feng Yuheng suddenly realized that someone was missing. She asked Wangchuan: "Have you seen Feng Zhaolian?"

Wangchuan shook his head, "I didn't see it. It seems I haven't seen King Lotus since the incident this morning."

She asked others again, and the news she got was that she had not seen Feng Zhaolian again this morning. Feng Yuheng frowned, having several guesses in her mind, and finally sighed helplessly. Forget it, that person can't just come for Xuan Tianhua. He has his persistence and his hatred. Since then, Feng Zhaolian has not hesitated to stay in the palace in an almost rogue way and even lived in the queen's house. She should have understood when she was in Jingci's palace. That person followed her to the capital. After all, it was impossible that he just wanted to start a new life. He has a blood feud with Duanmu Anguo, and he must do everything he can to get the whereabouts of Duanmu Anguo. Now that there is hope, how can Feng Zhaolian stay in the capital safely.

That's all, I hope he is safe! If not, then it is fate. Who can escape the cycle of cause and effect?

The army finally arrived at Bincheng before dark the next day. Xuan Tianhua left 50,000 troops to garrison the city. When he saw that his own people had withdrawn, he quickly opened the city gate and looked at Xuantian in confusion. Ming and Feng Yuheng brought back hundreds of thousands of troops.

The army was stationed in Bincheng again, and Feng Yuheng was always uneasy. After entering the city, he climbed up the east city wall and kept looking in the direction of the city. Unfortunately, after watching for half a night, she still couldn't see the person she expected to see.

Xuan Tianming made emergency arrangements after entering the city, and the combat meeting lasted for three hours before it ended. Bai Ze told him that Feng Yuheng had been on the tower. When he passed by, he saw the girl's thin body standing at the corner of the tower. She only had to take half a step forward to fall down, which really scared him into a cold sweat.

He hurried forward and pulled the person down, but before he could speak, Feng Yuheng said: "Xuan Tianming, you are here at the right time. I also want to talk to you about something."

"You want to go back to Jiancheng?" He knew this girl very well. If she were an enemy, she would never show mercy and would definitely deal with her with the most violent means. But if it was someone she really cared about, she would risk her life to protect him. Even if her wings were not full, she would still use her slender little arms to protect the person she cared about behind her.

Feng Yuheng nodded, "Seventh brother hasn't withdrawn yet, and I'm really worried. Xuan Tianming, let me go back and take a look! I will definitely be fine, you should understand." She winked at him. He blinked and shook his left wrist, "Don't worry, as long as we find Brother Seven, we will return immediately, and I am just looking for someone, and I will never have a head-on confrontation with Duanmu Anguo."

Xuan Tianming had no choice but, "Go! Even if I don't agree, I can't stop you. Just be careful, and don't drink the water used to build the city, you know?"

"I know!" The little girl laughed happily, "Don't worry, I will come back as soon as I go, and I will be safe." As he said that, he ran down the tower and shouted: "Xuan Tianming, please lend me your horse." Give me a ride, and I will hide the horse in a safe place and promise to bring it back to you." After saying that, the man ran down quickly.

The city gate opened a small crack, and Qian Li personally let her out. Then he saw their princess riding away on a BMW alone, and couldn't help grinning. What a tough guy! The enemy is currently on the enemy's territory, and a little girl goes out of the cave so arrogantly. No man can match her courage. Looking back at Xuan Tianming, who had also come down from the tower, he asked worriedly: "Is the princess okay?"

Xuan Tianming followed the gap in the city gate that had not yet been closed to look at the departing figure without answering Qianli's words. This is not a question of whether something is wrong or not, but a matter of knowing that it is not difficult for that girl to have space in her hands to save her life, but she still feels uneasy in her heart...

Ten miles away from the city, where the Dashun Army once stationed, it was already noon when Feng Yuheng arrived. Although it was freezing cold in winter, corpses lay everywhere, and there were stumps and pieces of meat with nowhere to go. Even the air in this world is turbid.

She got off the horse and rushed into the broken corpses like crazy. She staggered and was almost knocked down several times. Once, she put her hands on the ground and just hit the head of a dead man. She ignored her nausea and searched **** that piece of land, checking every tent that had not been closed in time. Unfortunately, she still failed to find Xuan Tianhua in the end.

She wanted to shout, but she was afraid of an ambush around her, so she searched for nearly an hour, searching through the remaining camp, but Xuan Tianhua was nowhere to be seen. But a large pool of blood was found in the handsome tent...