The Emperor’s Beloved Ugly Girl Chapter 484: Nothing to gain

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Chen Qingxuan felt confused and a little sad. He wanted to take off his gown, but he still didn't take it off. He sat stiffly in front of the window and watched Meiya busy back and forth in the courtyard.

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The fourth day of May in the 33rd year of Jiasheng

Chenjiatun.

Yesterday, we finally cleared out all the land at home. On this day, both Chen Qingxuan and Grandma Chen had a rare sleep, but Meiya woke up early, carrying a bamboo basket on her back. Just left the courtyard gate.

Tomorrow is the Dragon Boat Festival, and we have to prepare reed leaves in advance to make rice dumplings. Meiya walked along the river. The sky was still gray, there was no one on the road, and there was no sound except the chirping of insects.

Meiya has never gone down the mountain so early, especially when it is still so gray. Meiya is not a bold person. In order to strengthen her courage, Meiya hums a little song: "The peach leaves are pointed up, The sky is covered with willow leaves. Your Majesty Ming, please listen carefully to me. This matter happened at the Indigo Factory in the west of Beijing. There is a Song Laosan in the Firearms Camp of the Indigo Factory..."

Just singing, Meiya couldn't sing anymore. She stretched out her hand to wipe her wet eyes, cursing herself that she was really worthless, but she slowly squatted by the river, "Wooing" And started crying.

She really misses Zhong Mingwei. In the past three days at Chen Qingxuan's house, she really couldn't eat well or sleep well. She also couldn't sleep well in the past. It's just that she missed Zhong Mingwei in the past. Now she also thinks about it, but more... It was fear. She was afraid that Zhong Mingwei would not want her. She was afraid that Zhong Mingwei would finally wake up and find that she had always been just an ugly girl with a disfigured face. Now that the beloved wife of the past was by her side, there was no chance of her being an ugly girl getting into the house anymore. She knew that she was definitely not as good as Xiao An, and she also knew that Xiao An and Zhong Mingwei had always been a perfect couple, but, she just missed Zhong Mingwei.

In the past three days, she had been looking forward to Zhong Mingwei coming to pick her up, but she was also afraid that Zhong Mingwei would come to pick her up. After suffering so much until now, Meiya was really about to collapse. Except for the time when she fell ill, she had never I have never been separated from Zhong Mingwei for so long, and even though we were separated in the past, my heart was sweet and full of hope, but what about now? As the days passed, she became more and more haggard day by day. From the initial resentment and complaint to the cowardly hope now, Meiya knew that she was becoming more and more pitiful and humble, even despicable, but what could she do? ? In her relationship with Zhong Mingwei, Zhong Mingwei has always been the dominant one. She is like the water plants in the river, meekly flowing with the river...

Meiya stared blankly at the flowing river, watching her reflection on the water getting clearer and clearer, and gradually stopped crying. She looked at her unkempt face on the water, and then she was so busy that she put down the bamboo basket and said, Looking at the river, she plucked her hair randomly, taking off the ribbon at the end of her hair, and then tried hard to put all the messy hair into braids. She braided the braids quickly, but the faster she braided, the more mistakes she made. She was furious. She spread her hair out and braided it again, but halfway through braiding, she suddenly stopped, hugged her knees and started crying again. With a shake of her hands, the goose-yellow damask fell on the river. , as the river flows slowly into the distance.

"Zhong Mingwei, do you think this headband looks good? In the past, all the daughters of the palace in Yanxi Palace had such colorful headbands. I was so envious of them. I saw them at the market that day and I was so happy. Hehe, it’s so beautiful no matter how you look at it.”

"You also like this headband, don't you? Isn't it very beautiful?"

"You look better when you wear it, girl, you look really good-looking."

"Just say it once, don't keep talking nonsense... Zhong Mingwei, don't keep saying that. If you say it too much, I think I'm really good-looking..."

"It's not nonsense, it's true. In my eyes, there is no more beautiful girl than you."

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Meiya believed that Zhong Mingwei liked her and really thought she was good-looking, at least at that time, at least before Xiao An was in Ning Guta, but she also knew early on that there was someone else around Zhong Mingwei. She really knew it early on, so why did she bother to worry about it again and again?

She had warned herself long ago not to blame Zhong Mingwei today for what happened in his years and months, but she really couldn't do it.