My Divine Diary Chapter 8: Life
"Xiaohui, don't worry. The doctor said that your illness is just a minor illness and you will be discharged from the hospital soon."
Huang Shujun kept talking to Su Hao with a smile on her face, for fear that Su Hao would have random thoughts.
"Yes, yes!" Luo Shengrong nodded quickly.
"The doctor also said that you fell ill mainly because you were overworked over the years, so you can no longer read during this period and need to take a good rest."
"Yes, yes!"
"In order to let you recover peacefully, our family has moved to the hospital during this period. And you can't read during this period, for fear that you will be bored, so we will stay here to talk with you."
"Yes, yes!"
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Su Hao listened carefully and pretended not to know about his condition. He nodded and promised his parents that he would take good care of himself. He didn't think about anything during this period.
Then I took the time to look up "pancreatic cancer" online.
Pancreatic cancer is called the "king of cancers"...
Seeing this, Su Hao suddenly understood, it meant that he was hopeless. From the perspective of modern medicine, this is a terminal illness, and there is a high probability that it will not last nine months.
After Su Hao calmed down and thought about the current situation, he realized that the starry sky in this universe is mysterious and unpredictable. Isn't life also mysterious and unpredictable? Humanity's current understanding of life is still at a very shallow level, and most illnesses cannot be cured and the cause is unknown.
And his understanding of the human body is even shallower, and he has almost no understanding of his own body. The knowledge pursued in these years has been biased towards natural science, while ignoring the foundation of human beings - life. There is not even a "medical" classification in the "Light of the Universe" he constructed.
Su Hao silently entered the pinball space and added a new column named "Medicine" behind many categories. After thinking about it, I deleted it and changed it to "life".
The end of medicine is life.
Sickness is a strong signal sent by the body. After the organs and cells in the body cannot withstand the damage, it signals to the outside world for help. It is a life-saving attempt.
So, what is life? Flesh, cells, chromosomes, nucleic acids, proteins?
Unknown. All we know is that life is a miracle in the billions of years of the universe.
The meaning of life has gone beyond the human understanding of life itself, why it begins, why it ends, and what is living. No one can give a real answer to these questions. Moreover, a normal person would not think about these issues at all.
But Su Hao was lying on the hospital bed, staring blankly at the "Life" column, and fell into deep thought for the first time.
Are there really no answers to these questions?
Su Hao suddenly felt a strong desire to find out.
……
The next day, Su Hao pretended to be casual and said: "Mom, I want to read medical books. Can you give me a computer?"
"No!" Huang Shujun refused immediately without thinking. In her opinion, the reason why her precious son fell ill was because he was addicted to studying and exhausted his body.
At this time, Luo Chaoxin, who was next to him, also raised his hand and said: "Mom, my brother wants to read a book, and I also want to read a book."
Huang Shujun was immediately furious. She picked up Luo Chaoxin for the first time and beat her. While beating her, she said ~IndoMTL.com~Read a book, what book are you reading? Luo Chaoxin, let’s put this aside. If you dare to be in the top twenty of the class in school from now on, I will break your legs. Do you hear me? From now on, let me play with you, let me see you reading and writing homework, I want you to look good. ”
Happiness came so suddenly, this was heaven, Luo Chaoxin even forgot to cry when he was beaten.
Su Hao scratched his head helplessly, turned to look at his father Luo Shengrong, and tried: "Dad, I just want to read a book, please help me get a computer!"
Before Luo Shengrong could speak, Huang Shujun immediately said loudly: "No, I won't do it if I say no!"
After saying that, he glared at Luo Shengrong.
Luo Shengrong's originally softened heart hardened again, and he said angrily: "Yes, no!"
Immediately afterwards, Huang Shujun began to analyze to Su Hao why she didn't give him a book~IndoMTL.com~that was harmful to health and other nonsense, which made Su Hao dizzy.
In the end, I had to change my communication method.
Su Hao said with determination: "Mom, you don't have to lie to me. I already knew it. I have cancer, right? I only have less than nine months left, right?"
Huang Shujun and Luo Shengrong were stunned. Luo Chaoxin seemed to understand, and imitated his parents to stare as wide as possible.
Huang Shujun couldn't help but big tears fell like raindrops. Luo Shengrong quickly hugged his wife.
Huang Shujun suddenly thought of something, suddenly broke away from Luo Shengrong's arms, pointed at her husband, and said angrily: "Luo Shengrong, tell me, did you, a bastard, tell Xiaohui?"
Luo Shengrong was startled and immediately shook his head and waved his hands: "It's not me, it's not me!"
"Who are you if not you?"
Luo Shengrong rolled his eyes and happened to see Luo Chaoxin with an inexplicable look on his face. He immediately pointed at Luo Chaoxin and defended: "Maybe Xiaoxin said it!"
Huang Shujun looked at Luo Chaoxin with burning eyes: "Luo Chaoxin? Did you say that?"
Luo Chaoxin looked confused. Who am I, where am I, what do I do?
At this time, Su Hao looked amused and said: "No need to guess, no one told me, it was me who took a peek while you were not paying attention."
Huang Shujun stopped and said cautiously: "Xiaohui, you...are you not sad?"
"Nonsense!" Su Hao said speechlessly, "I must be sad, but what does it mean to be sad? It can't change the reality."
Suddenly, the ward fell into a brief silence, and no one spoke.
Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, Huang Shujun's tears were about to fall again. He hurriedly said: "Mom~IndoMTL.com~ I know you are good to me, but the matter has reached this point and is irreversible. In the last time of my life, I Do you want to live in my own way? I want to read a book."
Huang Shujun choked and said: "But the doctor said that as long as you maintain an optimistic and positive attitude towards life, there is a chance of recovery. So don't be too stressed during this period and just listen to your mother, okay?"
Su Hao comforted: "Don't worry, I will actively cooperate with the treatment, and I won't let my body get too tired. I promise to only see you for a short time every day."
Huang Shujun was still hesitating, and Su Hao added, "Mom, don't you remember? Your son is a genius. Let me study my disease myself, and maybe I can find a cure."
Luo Shengrong hammered his palm, and the dark clouds drifted away from his face: "That makes sense!"
Su Hao struck while the iron was hot: "It makes sense, as the saying goes, it is better to seek help from others than from yourself. It is up to you to control your own life. Believe me, maybe you can really succeed."
In the end, Huang Shujun was convinced and agreed to help Su Hao get a computer and go to the bookstore to buy him some medical research and life science books.
The prerequisite is that it is only allowed to be used for no more than four hours a day, and it will be withdrawn after four hours.
But such conditions are like no restrictions for Su Hao. He only needs to get a computer and scan all the knowledge about life medicine into the pinball space, and then he can view it at will in the pinball space.
After settling Su Hao's matter, Huang Shujun turned her attention to Luo Chaoxin.
"Xiaoxin, tomorrow my mother will take you to sign up for an extracurricular interest class. You have to learn art, piano, dance, taekwondo, swimming, table tennis... You must be in good shape. Do you understand?"
Luo Chaoxin fell from heaven to hell.