I’ll Quit Being a God Chapter 202: Inner Demon

The water falling from the shower head never quenches the flame in Liu Enze's heart.

Clean shower gel cannot take away the stains in your heart.

Dark emotions gnawed at Liu Enze's body and mind, leaving him to calm down in this way.

He had been in the bathroom for more than half an hour.

During this period, I kept showering and scrubbing.

But there is no feeling of relaxation, it is obviously natural and close to the water.

After finally calming down his chaotic brain, the boy stepped out of the shower room and touched the mirror with his dripping hands, restoring the brightness to the mirror that was blurred by water vapor.

Every time after taking a shower, he would look at himself in the mirror like this. This is a very common thing in Korea.

He will not go out to meet people unless he improves his appearance to a degree that satisfies himself.

This is his dignity, Liu Enze.

Skillfully brushing aside his drooping forehead, the young man looked at himself in the mirror.

He - was stunned.

Why is the person in the mirror so strange?

The originally bright eyes were now dull and dull. If you look carefully, you can still see the **** lines in the whites of the eyes.

The skin that was originally rosy and shiny is now ugly. It's better than pale, sallow.

My hair is messy, my figure is stooped, and my steps are sloppy.

Liu Enze never thought that such a state would appear to him.

Ever since he became successful in practicing "Yin Yang Dao" and stood out from his peers, he believed that he was superior to others.

Glorious and bright, the envy and jealousy of others are natural in his eyes.

Because I am good enough.

Although I soon realized that I was not the best, and the best among the best, I just felt disappointed at the time. It didn't take long for me to regain my fighting spirit, but I never became what I am now.

What happened to me...?

"You still need to ask? You are inferior to yourself." Such a voice sounded in my ears.

"Who!"

Liu Enze shivered, his whole body tensed up, and his eyes wandered back and forth.

"It's so ugly that I can't even hear my own voice." The laughter was harsh, right in front of me, "Here, here."

Liu Enze looked up and saw a man who looked exactly like himself in the mirror with a mocking face.

"Who dares to use illusions to tease me?" The young man's face turned pale.

But the expression of the person in the mirror remains unchanged: "Is it a joke, can't you tell? You still see it, but you just don't want to admit it in your heart."

"Well..."

"Okay, just think of it as teasing, what can you do?"

"..." was speechless for the second time.

"Don't put on such an ugly expression, it will only make you uglier, although you are already ugly enough now - both physically and mentally."

"What do you want to do?"

"I don't want to do anything. I just follow your wishes and tell you what's wrong with me?"

"..."

"Good enough? Superior to others? Don't make people laugh. Just be complacent with a few achievements. What's the difference between you and those mediocre people you look down on?

Don’t you feel inferior in front of Jin Zhongzhen and Lin Xianjing? That's just self-deception on your part. Because you are 'Mr. Yin Yang', not a swordsman or a mage, so it is normal to be inferior to them in related fields - after all, the magic system grows slowly in the early stage, haha.

I am number one in my field, and no one else is as good as me. This is your truest thought. ”

"I..."

"What am I? I can't say it? You have realized it, right? This time is different. Appearance, appearance, height, temperament, cultivation... none of them are worse than you, even your most proud 'yin and yang' Dao'du——"

"Shut up!"

"——He was surpassed. And it is not the 'Yin Yang Dao' in the broad sense, but the 'Yin Yang Feng Shui' that you are best at."

"Shut up!!!"

"He has found your location a long time ago. That shipan is just a deception. He is luring you into taking the bait, idiot."

"I told you to shut up!!!"

Liu Enze roared and roared, but he knew it was of no use and the sound continued.

"He is better than you in everything, and you are useless in front of him. Even the junior sister you care about most and think you will get married in the future is speaking for him. Not only speaking for him, she also won? Defeated. Beat an opponent you can't beat - another person has surpassed you, and she is a woman."

There was a bang, followed by a tiny clicking sound.

Liu Enze's fist collided with the mirror, creating a pit in the mirror. Spider-web-like cracks quickly spread to the entire mirror, just like the boy's bad mood at the moment.

But this still doesn't stop the man in the mirror.

"Face the reality, you are a loser! Just like the people you looked down on before, a complete loser. As long as he is alive, you will be a loser and will always be the green leaf that sets him off."

Liu Enze ran away without taking care of himself or even having time to dry himself off and put on clothes.

He just ran out of the bathroom and stood alone in the hotel room in a daze.

Fortunately, the standard of hospitality in Japan is very high. They are all single rooms, so you don’t have to worry about your ugly appearance being seen by others.

I don’t know how long he stood there, but the doorbell woke him up three times in a row.

What came next was a familiar girl’s voice:

"Senior brother, are you here? I am Xinlan."

"Senior Brother——"

"Senior brother?"

"..." Liu Enze said nothing.

I obviously heard it.

Obviously I have never ignored my junior sister.

But now, he just doesn't want to say anything, and even holds his breath subconsciously.

The distance between the two sides is so close, only separated by a door, but yet so far away.

Without receiving a response, Yin Xinlan could only leave, and the last thing left behind was a sigh: "I hope senior brother is safe and sound."

This made Liu Enze even more irritated.

He wanted to chase him out, but looking at his current state, he gave up.

Going to bed and wrapping yourself in a quilt, you are like an ostrich with its head buried in the sand. As long as your eyes can't see and your ears can't hear, you don't know anything.

Unfortunately, people are not ostriches after all, and they cannot hide under the quilt all their lives.

When he finally couldn't hold it any longer, it was already the next day, near noon, when he opened the seal of the quilt.

Fortunately, there are no formal arrangements today. It is a free activity. The Japanese side will send some youth representatives over. You can continue the unfinished exchanges with them, or you can find someone you like to be an "accompany" - accompany you to eat. Drink with me and play with me.

It took a lot of time to finally tidy up enough to see.

Although "beauty" among the "four evil arts" belongs to Japan, South Korea is not bad in this regard, especially for men...

Put on a handsome outfit and comb your hair like an adult.

Yesterday, I had a bad attitude and hurt my junior sister's heart, so I have to make amends.

I will have a good day with my junior sister today, and look for Shuyuan www.zhaoshuyuan.com. I remember she said she wanted to visit Shibuya last time.

The boy left the room and knocked on the door next door.

No one responded.

No wonder, it’s about this time.

Probably at the restaurant. If no one is there, call again.

Thinking like this, the boy followed his memory and arrived at his destination.

Although it is a free activity, there are not many people staying in the hotel, sitting in twos and threes, eating the buffet.

Junior sister Yin Xinlan is also there, sitting in an inconspicuous corner.

But he still found it at a glance. We are brothers and sisters who grew up together.

Two steps away, and just as he was about to say hello, Liu Enze suddenly discovered that the junior sister was not dining alone, but there was someone sitting opposite him.

She is dressed in white and has a graceful demeanor. She can move people's hearts just by her appearance.