Return To 1977 Chapter 317: Emotion
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June 12, 1978, eight o'clock in the morning.
In the "Qifenglou Hutong" near Dongdan North Street in Dongcheng District, Beijing, there is a small courtyard with a single family.
Although it looks inconspicuous from the outside, the layout of the courtyard is also very small, with only three north rooms and two east wing rooms. But to be honest, the inside of this small courtyard is really extraordinary.
First of all, in the courtyard, the flowers and trees are particularly prosperous.
Because it is in flowering season, except for the two leafy "Peaceflower" plants in the corner that bloom like waterfalls, another vine-like plant is planted under the eaves and in front of the windows.
The gorgeous and enchanting big morning trumpets with golden edges also hang like wind chimes everywhere. When the cool morning breeze blows, the small courtyard is filled with fragrance.
In particular, the main color of the two flowers is white, which gives people the feeling of being noble and gorgeous, a bit otherworldly, mysterious and romantic.
It’s the same indoors, everything is extraordinary.
The main room of the north room is a small reception room. There are complete sets of Western classical sofas, soft Suzhou embroidered cushions, and a floor paved with diamond-shaped floor tiles, which are exquisite, relaxed and lively.
This place is divided into three spaces based on functionality. There is a dining table in one space for eating. There is a sofa and coffee table for entertaining guests, and there is a wine cabinet, an old-fashioned gramophone, and a rocking chair in another corner, which is undoubtedly where the owner spends his time.
The most eye-catching thing in the living room are the beautiful ornaments scattered everywhere. Copper table lamps, enamel ashtrays, stained glass dishes and silver candlesticks, etc.
Especially on the coffee table, there is a yellow gladiolus inserted in a clear crystal vase. The vase is tall and slender, and the flowers are colorful and elegant. Just such a flower fills the room with a soft and beautiful atmosphere.
In short, if most people today have an antique image of wealth and prosperity, then here is just the opposite, completely foreign-style.
It’s just that everything seems to have stayed before liberation, a mirror image of the remnants of the old days.
The two small rooms connected to the living room are bedrooms.
When we got here, it completely changed. It was completely opposite to the richly colored living room. It was all white walls, white furniture, and white curtains. If it weren't for the colorful bedding on the bed, it would be so holy that it would be scary.
At this moment, there was a figure sitting in front of the large, ivory-white dressing table, blinking shyly at himself in the mirror.
The already beautiful face became more vivid due to excitement, and became more gorgeous due to vividness. Even the eyes are so bright that they shine.
She is "Sugar Heart".
If "Aunt Bao" were present, she would definitely find that "Tang Xin'er"'s expression at this time was really abnormal. And based on people's experience, she can probably tell that this girl is probably about to fall in love.
Actually, after "Tang Xin'er" left "Old Mo'er" with Hong Yanwu and Chen Liquan last night, they did not go home directly.
Because Hong Yanwu quickly came up with a new idea and took the two of them directly to the observatory of the National Planetarium opposite the "Beijing Exhibition" to continue their dinner.
It must be said that Hong Yanwu did have fantastic ideas.
Although the National Planetarium reopened in 1976, the observatory had not yet been built into its current closed state. There were only twenty staff members, and no one was there at night.
On the large stargazing terrace, you can light a few candles on the candlestick in the "Old Mo'er" foyer, face the stars, look up at the moonlight, listen to the chirping of chirping insects, and taste fine wine and delicacies. It is cool and comfortable, and has an indescribable unique taste, which is really refreshing.
At the same time, it must be said that Hong Yanwu does have something in his stomach.
After fifty years of life experience, his stomach has turned into a grocery store. There are endless jokes, anecdotes, allusions, and stories, and there is no need to worry about the atmosphere being dull. So everyone was very happy, chatting while eating, and full of interest.
The most important thing is that when he drank just right, Hong Yanwu even sang several songs by Teresa Teng with great interest.
Although his voice is not good, fortunately he is thick-skinned and performs exceptionally well, so he doesn't go out of tune very much. I basically sang "Sweet Honey", "On the Side of the Water", "Seeing the Smoke Again" and "The Moon Represents My Heart" in place.
It turns out that this move is the most attractive trump card for girls. After hearing this, "Tang Xin'er" had to learn to sing every line from Hong Yanwu.
In this way, they taught and practiced one by one, and the song was learned, and there were two duets between men and women. But the Maotai and red wine were all finished.
In the end, I got tired from singing "Tang Xin'er", and I don't know when, so I fell asleep leaning on Hong Yanwu's shoulder.
When she woke up, she realized that it was almost five o'clock in the morning. Moreover, not only was he covered with Hong Yanwu's shirt, the pillow under his head was also Hong Yanwu's legs.
With the faint morning light, she discovered that Hong Yanwu was actually awake, and she felt that her face was burning badly.
The most embarrassing thing is that after Hong Yanwu found her waking up, he smiled and said to her, "Don't worry, you didn't drool..."
At the age of twenty-one, it was the first time in her life that she was cared for so carefully by a man, but her private side was unexpectedly exposed. How could her face not be red?
In her eagerness, she was so filled with hatred that she couldn't help but pinch Hong Yanwu hard.
"Don't laugh, don't laugh at me..."
Unexpectedly, Hong Yanwu was not afraid at all, but he started laughing more and more uncontrollably. Then he hugged her...
When I think about the scene at that time, "Tang Xin'er" feels so depressed that she is speechless.
Shameful, so shameful!
Why does my heart feel sweet when I think about it? There is still a little sourness, a little astringency, a little panic, a little nervousness, a little anticipation...
Is this...
"Tang Xin'er" finally covered her face shyly.
But it shouldn't be like this. In her mind, shouldn't a good man be handsome, full of articles, ambitious, and heroic? Just like Feng Zhe in the movie.
Then how could she treat a cynical, dishonest, bad boy who could change his mind in a blink of an eye, and who was playful and smiling all day long...
No, that's not right either.
"Tang Xin'er" suddenly felt something in her heart.
To say that Hong Yanwu is completely like this is not true.
At least on the night he rescued her and sent her back, he seemed very manly, magnanimous, and righteous. It was the same last night. He won the bet and didn't take the opportunity to touch her. He seemed trustworthy.
In addition, he seems to have read a lot of books and knows a lot of things. Things in books, such as philosophy, history, literature, and art, become much more interesting in his mouth.
The method of making money is also very clever, and he also has a unique view on the hearts of people in the world. It seems that nothing is too difficult for him.
After all, his lively and unruly personality is actually quite interesting, especially when he takes care of others, he is even more considerate and thoughtful, bringing a lot of fun to her life that she has never had before.
She never thought of this! Aren't these considered excellent?
And...could he be hiding more things? Is this just his true identity just revealed?
Strange! This person was so weird that she couldn't create a complete image.
Is it possible that one day, I will really treat him...
No! Not just him, no one can!
A negative voice sounded, and "Tang Xin'er" was suddenly startled. She suddenly raised her head and looked at a black and white photo hanging above the dressing table.
That is a woman who is free and easy, as beautiful as a flower. Calm expression, quite conceited and arrogant.
It seems to be saying to her, "Silly girl, you have grown up so much, why don't you understand human feelings?"
Yes, why did you forget it?
"Sister Agou" has told her more than once that men use their feelings, while women use their hearts. No matter how good a man is, he is still a drain on women.
No man's feelings are always hot and there is no guarantee that they will not cool down in the future. The better a man is, the less likely he is to stay with a woman until they grow old together.
A smart woman can never be sincere towards a man, and should only use love as a weapon and tool. Otherwise there will be no good results!
Could Master’s words still be wrong?
In the traditional Chinese concept. There are generally only two forms of love stories
One is childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts. Then there's love at first sight and vows of eternal love. The standard for measuring quality is generally the same as before, and this attitude remains unchanged.
However, in real life, the word "love" often does not follow an ideal trajectory. Its form and connotation are not so absolute.
And often because it is mixed with a lot of trivialities and complications, it seems unintelligible and difficult to be elegant.
Because life is real after all, and is often more real than the poetry and picturesqueness in books. Especially in that special era, the word "love" seems to have been completely forgotten by people.
It is even impossible for many young people to learn about these two words and the ideal and realistic meaning they contain from "normal" channels.
They have no standards of measurement, no models to refer to, no restraints and no romance. Their spontaneous feelings are like a clear, pure and thin spring water flowing out when a crack in a rock breaks. They have no idea of the hardships and ups and downs of the future. Bumpy, clear and turbid, or flowers blooming, and I don’t know where I am going or where I should go.
Especially a girl like "Tang Xin'er" who has always protected herself tightly and is used to rejecting others thousands of miles away. This kind of emotional experience is either due to pure ignorance or due to some extreme influence from the person I admire the most.
This makes her desire instinctively and at a loss, and then interpret or reject it instinctively and at a loss.
As long as one is not careful, one will be completely trapped in a confusing emotional world.
For her, this is really a kind of sadness that she is on the cliff without knowing it...