Return To 1977 Chapter 365: Woman’s heart

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On September 22, from early in the morning, "Ba Octopus", "Sea Hare" and "Sea Gouzi" began to think of ways to lure "Tang Xin'er" into the water.

They adopt a two-pronged approach, first using the temptation method. He offered to give the fishing gun to "Tang Xin'er" and take her into the sea to hunt fish with her own hands.

After "Tang Xin'er" refused, he resorted to provocation.

They said that although "Tangxiner" looks beautiful, he lacks courage. You can only make up your mind, not be afraid of sacrifice, overcome all difficulties, and strive for victory. Only then can one be considered 100% beautiful. The great leader taught us that we need to exercise in strong winds and waves. Do you dare to exercise in strong winds and waves?

Needless to say, all these tricks have ulterior motives, to make up for yesterday's regrets and to feast their eyes.

Unfortunately, no matter which method is used, it fails. They were not able to relax their "sugar-hearted" attitude or feel ashamed at all.

She just smiled nonchalantly, shook her head slightly, and easily destroyed all their plots.

The frustration caused by this failure made several brats turn their grievances on Hong Yanwu.

They were particularly angry and believed that this was entirely the result of Hong Yanwu being too stingy and deliberately telling "Tang Xin'er" not to get into the water.

So when everyone went to pee together, he complained to Hong Yanwu and expressed his dissatisfaction.

What "The eyes of the revolutionary masses are sharp, and everyone on the street knows what your little boy Sima Zhao is. You are so unjust."

What else is there: "You, Hong Batian, want to seize beautiful women from good families, and you won't even let your brothers see them. Be careful if I make a list for you in the future."

But Hong Yanwu didn't bother to pay attention to them at all. After urinating, he spat in contempt and left directly.

So these gangsters had no choice but to grit their teeth and stamp their feet and continue to curse behind their backs, so they had no choice but to vent their anger on the children swimming at the beach.

On this day, all the children playing on the beach were unlucky. Once seen by these nasty guys. You will be surrounded by them and become the object of their pranks and fun.

"Hai Bangzi" all have this ability. Their rough skin, short hair like messy steel wires, and eyes that are red from being soaked in salt water are the most terrifying weapons.

No matter how happy the children are, if they stare at them pretending to be vicious for a few seconds, their feet will go numb. burst into tears in an instant. After a while, he ran away crying "Oh my God!"

Of course, the two parties involved, Hong Yanwu and "Tang Xin'er", know best what is going on.

In fact, everything that happened last night and the physical "inconvenience" caused by it were the main reason why "Tang Xin'er" stayed away from the sea today.

But they would never tell outsiders about this. Even Chen Liquan would hide it secretly.

So in order not to make everyone suspicious, they also deliberately kept a considerable distance from each other. Not only did they never act alone again, but they also never got close to each other.

At most, it was only when the sun set and fell into the sea that the two of them sat on the beach holding hands. Watching the white waves turn into gold, red, then lavender, then iron black...

However, what Hong Yanwu never expected was that after returning to Bincheng on September 23, "Tang Xin'er" would not be able to regain the cheerfulness and enthusiasm of the previous few days.

Not only did she continue to maintain a plain alienation from him, she even tended to become increasingly depressed.

For example, when everyone had lunch together, she ate very little and didn't joke much.

In the afternoon, everyone met to go watch a movie together. She, who had always been very considerate, was absent for the first time because she was tired. Even though he invited her again and again, she still insisted on staying in the guest house.

At dinner time, she actually said she felt a little unwell and did not go to eat at all.

Can he not be anxious about this? In his opinion, everything between them should be pretended for everyone to see.

"Tang Xin'er" is acting like this, absolutely abnormal! Either he is really sick, or he has a big emotional problem.

After finishing a meal absent-mindedly, he quickly went to buy some gastrointestinal medicine and cold medicine, and then knocked on the door of "Tang Xin'er" with the food he brought back from the restaurant.

When the door opened, he was immediately surprised.

There were no lights on in the room, and it was completely dark. Moreover, under the light of the corridor of the guest house, "Tang Xin'er" looked extremely ugly.

The face that used to be so bright that it could almost shine was now as pale as a different person, and his eyes were still slightly blue. Only her black hair was still as curled as before, shining with the luster of stars.

"What's wrong with you? You're really sick..."

Hong Yanwu turned on the light and asked with concern.

The light is on.

But "Tang Xin'er" just remained silent, neither speaking nor moving.

When she saw Hong Yanwu staring at her, she turned her face to the side and disappeared into the backlight. Her hands just hung in front of her, tremblingly fiddling with a corner of her clothes.

"What's wrong? Why are you like this? Do you have a fever or do you feel uncomfortable somewhere?"

Hong Yanwu reached out and touched "Tang Xin'er"'s forehead. The temperature was normal, but there was no response.

"Speak! Huh?! Tell me what's wrong?" Hong Yanwu unconsciously raised his voice.

"I'm not sick..." The pure and beautiful female voice finally spoke, but it was mixed with obvious hoarseness. His head was still turned to one side.

Hong Yanwu quickly took out his lunch box and spoon, "Then you must be hungry. Eat something first. If anything happens, let's talk about it later..."

But "Tang Xin'er" slowly shook his head. "I'm not hungry..."

"Tell me, what's wrong with you? Tell me what you have to say! Don't hold it in!"

Hong Yanwu reached out to pull "Tang Xin'er" and wanted to hold her in his arms, but unexpectedly, "Tang Xin'er" pushed him away with a tug.

She still shook her head. "Don't ask, I'm really fine..."

"How can it be okay! Why are you so angry with me! Why on earth? You were fine yesterday!"

Hong Yanwu finally couldn't hold it in any longer. Frequent rejections not only made him embarrassed, but also made him a little impulsive.

But at that moment, he saw a drop of clear tears slipping from the corner of "Tang Xin'er"'s eyes. He seemed to understand something again, and suddenly he became full of guilt, a little afraid to look at "Tang Xin'er" in the face.

Yeah, why didn't he think of it? What does the first time mean to a woman?

A passionate encounter? Or a wonderful pleasure? I'm afraid it's not that simple.

In this era, when it comes to this kind of thing, women don’t have the same coolness as they did thirty years later.

Not only did they get almost everything they had. It is generally believed that this kind of thing can almost determine one's future

That’s right! When she crossed the mysterious line between men and women for the first time, at the moment when she took off her shirt on the beach, she was obviously so fragile and frightened, but his feeling was - full of joy and fulfillment.

It’s absolutely normal for “Tang Xin’er” to be like this!

"You...are blaming me...are you?"

As soon as Hong Yanwu said these words, "Tang Xin'er"'s body trembled obviously. His heart immediately twitched, and he felt that he had guessed correctly.

"Sure enough... Alas! You should blame me. I admit, I am too bastard. You deserve to call me a gangster, shameless, and obscene. My fault is that I am too selfish, no To consider your feelings."

"But now, it's too late to apologize. I don't want to defend, and I can't. But what I can guarantee is that I am serious about you, not a game, and I will be responsible to you to the end. ”

"If you can register in two years, let's get married. I will do my best to make you happy, and I will try my best to be a good husband and a good father..."

Hong Yanwu's self-talk was full of depression and depression, but there was no doubt about the sincerity and sincerity in his words.

So these honest words from the heart finally showed results, and "Tang Xin'er" was touched.

She turned around and looked at him quietly for a while, with a somewhat moved expression on her face.

It was just a little different from what he thought, but "Tang Xin'er" didn't immediately jump into his arms. Instead, he sighed rather sadly.

"Thank you for saying this to me...Actually...In fact, this day will come sooner or later, and I understand it. So I don't blame you, and it's not that I don't believe you. I'm just very scared of the future, and I have no certainty at all. , I have no confidence, and I don’t know what we will become. Really, even getting married doesn’t mean anything. It’s normal for us to become really bad in the future..."

"You...why did you say that?" Hong Yanwu looked at "Tang Xin'er" in disbelief, "You have so little confidence in me?"

"It's not that I don't have confidence in you, I have confidence in everything... Oh, you don't know... I have seen and experienced everything that makes me helpless..."

"I don't know, just tell me and I'll listen to you!"

"Tang Xin'er" couldn't help but look at Hong Yanwu blankly again. This time it took longer before he lowered his eyes.

"Hey! How can I tell you...those are things about my past..."

"Speak directly! Tell it from the beginning! As long as you are willing! Are you willing to let me know your past?"

"That's not a nice story, it's very annoying..."

"I want to know, really..."

In this way, with Hong Yanwu's repeated persistence and perseverance, "Tang Xin'er" finally made up his mind.

And these words have indeed been held in her heart for a long time.