Gate of Revelation Chapter 218: [at all costs]

Chapter 218 [At all costs, Chen obviously has some dilemmas.

The countess's emotions are too excited. In fact, Chen Xiaolian can clearly feel that the young girl in front of him seems to have some signs of losing control.

Her mood seems to be breaking down.

... The emotional breakdown did not happen to the countess.

But today is a special day, a special moment.

She came to the cemetery before dawn in this morning to bid farewell to a special person.

The emotion is already very sad.

Add to that the impact of what happened around you.

After that, I suddenly saw Chen Xiaolian.

It's like the last straw that has crushed a camel.

The Countess at this moment has really lost control.

For a long time, all kinds of negative emotions, such as anger, fear, sadness, fear, etc., have been suppressed in my heart. Looking at the countess's eyes, Chen Xiaolian hesitated.

Say ... or don't say? Miao Yan's warning still sounded: stay away from my exclusive number! However, at this moment, Chen Xiaolian seems to be able to touch the suffering of the Countess! Just because ... are np? So ... can be freely controlled by people in the upper world? Although he seemed much more free than the countess.

But where can I go? Haven't you been thrown into the copy one by one and struggled to survive? And she ... she was even more pitiful, she couldn't guarantee the life of ordinary people.

She's just a puppet, a puppet.

A body ... for advent.

Because ... everyone is np! ... you calm down.

Chen Xiaolian gritted his teeth and reached out to support the woman.

The countess' fingers clenched Chen Xiaolian's wrist tightly and refused to let go.

But with Chen Xiaolian's help, she finally stood still.

If you are such emotional.

I can't talk to you.

"Chen Xiaolian shook his head.

The countess raised her eyelids, and her eyes, which were exactly like Miao Yan's, showed anger and blankness, which Miao Yan would never have.

Can you talk to me? What can you tell me Although the performance of the countess is very weak at this moment, although Chen Xiaolian is also infected by this emotion ... especially the feeling that the same np has no control over her destiny ... but Chen Xiaolian is not a fool after all.

Not an idiot.

Of course, he doesn't really say everything when his mind is hot.

Apart from the relationship and agreement with Miao Yan.

The important thing is that Chen Xiaolian is very clear, even though the countess is weak and helpless at the moment.

But she is by no means such a weak woman.

From my previous dealings, the countess is very difficult.

If you say sympathy ... she is definitely not the kind of weak who needs the mercy of others.

The countess looked at Chen Xiaolian and took a breath: "We have seen it before! Right! Chen Xiaolian sighed and nodded slowly.

The other party has their own sketch portraits. This problem is not to be denied, nor can it be denied.

It seems I've really seen ... when? "The countess stared at Chen Xiaolian's eyes.

She suddenly whispered: "It should be recent! Um, yes! It's recent! The quality of the sketches and the marks of the pencil are very new and should be recent.

She seemed to have finally calmed down, and without any words, she quickly analyzed herself: "And ... this memory fault is not the first time that happened to me.

But I just drew only your image, which means ... you are very important to me! To be precise, what happened to me and you.

It's very important to me, so I will draw your sketch to remind myself! Having said that.

The countess exhaled and stared at Chen Xiaolian, slowly saying, "What happened between us ... what happened? Chen.

The countess stared at Chen Xiaolian, and her face suddenly changed: "Did ... what happened between us ... There was a twist in her eyes.

Chen Xiaolian suddenly knew, and quickly shook his head, "No.

Not what you think.

You have concerns! The countess easily saw Chen. You have concerns. You have certain things that bother you.

You don't want to tell me! With that, the countess' eyes suddenly lighted up! When you saw me just now, you said ... You came to visit me and you just saw me go out, so you have been here with me all the time ...! So what happened when you came to see me? Chen Xiaolian suddenly felt that the decision to come to the countess was a terrible decision! My decision on this matter was a little hasty.

Let ’s believe it or not? "Chen Xiaolian smiled bitterly.

What do you think? "The countess sneered.

Actually ... "Chen Xiaolian hesitated for a moment and sighed:" Even if I tell you everything, it's useless ... You will forget it completely afterwards.

Do you mean ... memory will still be lost? "The countess flashed.

Chen Xiaolian sighed.

He remembered his conversation with Miao Yan.

Even if I tell you ... you will still forget.

So ... what's the point? Still want to know! The countess bit her lip hard, and suddenly she screamed out with all her strength: "Even if I know I am lost again, I must know! It makes sense! Even for a moment! But at least this time, now, I know the truth! It makes sense! For me in this memory now, the pain and confusion in my heart, there is an answer! !! She took a deep breath, her body trembling, and held Chen Xiaolian's wrist firmly: "Please, please! Please tell me! Look at the countess.

Chen Xiaolian suddenly thought of himself.

I remembered that night when I was facing Miao Yan! To make an exchange? Chen Xiaolian sighed.

Go ahead, what do you want from me? The countess narrowed her eyes. "I am willing to exchange all my wealth!" !! anything! !! Chen Xiaolian frowned, looking at this woman: "You have such a big determination? The countess was shocked! She suddenly let go of Chen Xiaolian's hand, turned around, and cast her eyes to the distance.

The tomb in the distance.

Do you know ... who prepared that tomb? There was deep sadness in her voice.

Come on.

The person who will be buried there is named Schmitt, who is two years older than me. It's mine ... Chen Xiaolian suddenly said, "Your boyfriend? No ... no.

But ... "There was a tinge of pain in the countess' eyes:" He ... he loves me very much.

Chen Xiaolian silently, after a while, he whispered: "May I ask, how did this Mr. Schmitt ... pass away? Think, it should be because of me!" The countess gritted her teeth.

Clenching his fist firmly, her nails pierced deeply into her palm.

Then she started speaking with a somber tone and voice.

... Jane Brummel Norman.

This is the name of the countess ... Of course, as a noble, especially the descendants of the Norman family, her official full name is longer.

But generally speaking, it is enough to call it like this for short.

The Countess is a typical English nobleman.

She received an aristocratic education from an early age, and attended the best public school in Britain, and in order to conform to the noble tradition.

She attended a girls' school.

After graduating from a girls' school at the age of eighteen, she began to take over many of the family's industries.

Also.

She also started studying at university.

The Countess, who had spent her entire adolescence in a girls 'school before leaving the girls' school ... Naturally, her beauty has caused the enthusiasm of many men around her.

The name of the first victim was Rohat Dawson.

Born from a political family, he can be regarded as an emerging aristocracy. His ancestors have been British ministers at the ministerial level.

This Mr. Rohat Dawson met the Countess on a social occasion.

Shocked to heaven, she launched a passionate pursuit of her.

Just after leaving the girls' school, it was like the countess who flew out of her cage, and may be somewhat surprised by the diligent men who appeared around her.

Also vigilant and uncomfortable.

And this Mr. Rohat Dawson quickly stood out and caught the attention of the countess.

Because he has a specialty: he is an outstanding polo player.

He has an extraordinary family background, a good education background, a good conversation, a good appearance, and his good polo skills, which just caters to the countess's hobby.

Since Rohat Dawson soon caught the count of the countess.

They are gradually approaching, and the friends around them, as well as the elders of the family, have a happy attitude towards the young people in this door.

Then ... tragedy happened.

Rohart Dawson finally confessed to the countess one day.

In fact, the countess, who has already secretly promised, said deliberately: If you win in the polo match tomorrow, I promise to be your girlfriend.

This is actually just a little girl's heart attack: Which girl does not want her sweetheart to become a high-profile hero, and then, in the high-profile, hold her hand in public? Yes, something happened during the polo game the next day.

Before the game, the countess intends to go to the stables and prepare to encourage her sweetheart before the game.

As a result ... she lost her memory.

When she recovered her memory, she faced the reality that before the game, Mr. Rohat Dawson was found lying in a stable and died on the way to the hospital. It is said that the cause of death was heart disease.

... I stayed there, I left the VIP box to go to the stables ... Then my next memory was that I found myself standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom.

There is a paragraph in the middle, my memory is completely blank, and a piece is missing.

When I walked out of the bathroom, my housekeeper came to tell me that he was looking for me everywhere, and ... Rohat had been sent to the hospital.

The countess spoke coldly to Chen.

... This is the first love of the countess.

A tragedy.

Her first love has not ended yet.

This incident did not cause anyone's doubt at the time.

Although Rohat Dawson had no previous history of heart disease, this kind of thing, although we were a little strange, had to accept it.

His parents and family are sad and sad, but no one can think of the countess.

Except ... herself! Only she knew it.

I had a short amnesia! Despite this brief state of amnesia and loss of consciousness, the Countess has had it before.

But she has n’t experienced too much before this time! She began to have some fearful doubts about herself.

... the beautiful girl continues to grow up.

Although Rohat Dawson's death is sad.

However, this beautiful young girl will still attract the pursuit of other men.

Mr. Bikman Hampson is the second.

He almost succeeded.

He is a university student of the countess. When a group of young people traveled together, everyone went for a hot air balloon ride.

Bikeman Hampson prepared flowers and champagne in advance, wrapped a hot air balloon, and invited the countess to fly to the sky together, intending to have a romantic courtship in the sky.

And the tragedy happened again.

There is a fault in the memory of the Countess.

She remembered that she had boarded the hot air balloon ... in fact, she had already planned to accept the pursuit of this Mr. Hickson.

Otherwise, he would n’t take a hot air balloon ride with him alone.

It was a fragment of her memory again.

She remembers boarding a hot air balloon.

Then ... the next memory was: she was lying on the ground in the bush and was seriously injured, or the search and rescue team rescued her.

And two kilometers away, the search team found the location of the hot-air balloon crash, and ... the body of Mr. Beekman Hampson.

What happened on the hot air balloon and how it crashed, how did the countess appear on the ground ... all of this she couldn't remember.

Police are following the investigation.

The inference made is that it is likely that there was a failure when the hot air balloon rose, and then the countess accidentally fell ... At that time, the height should not be high, so the countess was not injured and the man tried to land to rescue , But an operational failure occurred, causing the hot air balloon to fly far and then crash.

The man died as a result.

This is the conclusion made by the police.

But ... this time, the Countess didn't just lose her grief.

And ... doubts around! The last time Rohat died.

She wasn't found at the scene of the incident, it seems that everyone didn't associate with her.

But this time, they were both on the hot air balloon! One of them died, while the other survivor claimed that he had amnesia.

At least.

This statement is unacceptable to Beakman Hampson's family.

The Countess began to be polluted, and was treated with colored eyes.

Some suspect her as a murderer, others suspect her as a cursed ominous person.

In short, that experience directly made the countess drop out of college. She couldn't stand the strange eyes and skeptical attitudes of those around her.

The pain and sorrow and fear in her heart were no one to tell.

... Schumitt, who will be buried today, is the third.

After the countess suffered two previous tragic encounters, she began receiving psychotherapy and counselling.

At the same time, she closed her heart. She didn't dare or accept any more male pursuits.

She feels like an ominous person! Schmitt did not believe in evil.

Schmidt is a top student in medical school. He is a student of the Countess's psychologist.

One time, when the countess went to see her psychologist, she met Schmitt in the hospital.

It is normal that Schmitt fell in love at first sight with this beautiful woman who had amazing beauty but was melancholy and fragile.

He immediately launched a passionate pursuit.

This time, the countess closed her heart and was unwilling to open her heart to men easily.

Time and time again she rejected the passionate Schmitt.

But this young doctor is very persistent! ... Although he has been rejected many times, he has never been discouraged.

He has always cared for me.

I gradually let go of his resistance.

But I still refuse to accept his pursuit.

I always feel that the previous two.

I killed them.

I'm an ominous person, whoever I promised will court, that person will be cursed to death! Therefore, I have been reluctant to accept Schmitt.

Gradually, he and I became friends.

Finally, one day, I told him my inner fear.

He didn't believe it at all.

He thinks that this is just a psychological shadow. He is an excellent doctor. He tries to enlighten me psychologically. He vowed to cure my mental illness.

At this point, the countess' face was bitter: "But ... I'm not sick at all.

I know very well, I'm not sick! Those lost memories must be something important I remember! But these memories have disappeared! How did he ... die? "Chen Xiaolian looked dignified and sighed softly.

Car accident.

"The countess shed tears in her eyes:" One day he invited me to dinner.

I agreed without doubt.

But after getting in his car.

He drove straight out of the city and headed for the far outskirts.

I asked him, and he said, this is a surprise he gave me, and he wants to take me to a picnic camp.

I was so scared! As if in the middle of it, I had a premonition that something bad might happen.

So I tried to refuse in the car, I made a loud noise and asked him to turn around immediately.

He is very frustrated and disappointed.

I remember, the last word he said to me was: Jane.

Do you really want to make your life so painful because of the unreal shadows in your heart that may not be true? Well, this may not be the last word he actually said to me, but ... remembering that, his last sentence was like this.

You ... amnesia again? "Chen Xiaolian frowned.

Yes, I am amnestic again! "Said the countess slowly.

Her voice was a touch of madness: "When I woke up, I was in the hospital.

The doctor and police told me that we had a car accident, the car flew out of control and hit a mountain! They have seen the scene repeatedly.

The accident investigation reached such a conclusion.

The site survey did not reveal any abnormal conditions.

The investigation of the accident car is that the brake system is malfunctioning.

Wounded in hospital.

And Schmitt ... he's been unconscious, he has become ... vegetative! Chen is speechless! Schmitt ’s family is very sad, and more importantly, I do n’t know where they heard a lot of rumors about me, knowing that my first two pursuers were dead! So ... the title 'cursed' was firmly stuck on my head.

Schmitt was lying in the hospital for several months. His family refused me to visit. They even applied for a restraining order to prevent me from approaching their son.

They hate me! In the hospital, they growled at me, screamed at me, cursed at me ... and didn't hate them.

It's their wordlessness that only makes me hate myself even more! Hate my own ominous! !! Hate my own helplessness! !! He finally died, and I was refused to attend his funeral! Today, the funeral will be here in a few hours, but I can only come here before the sky is shining, and stand in front of his grave to express my sadness while no one else has And nostalgia.

... Chen Xiaolian froze.

He didn't expect that the experience of the countess would be so miserable.

At the previous meeting, Chen Xiaolian just felt the woman's shrewdness, calmness, and the gloomy atmosphere that loomed on her body.

Unexpectedly, she has experienced so many miserable things.

Imagine a woman three times in a row, facing the death of her sweetheart ... and because of some strange things that happened to her.

I'm afraid anyone will go crazy! And become dark! !! ... So, you asked me, even if you told me, I might still have amnesia ... "The countess suddenly sneered, her eyes flashing with a crazy taste:" Then I tell you! I must know the answer! Must know! !! You must know what's going on! !! This thing filled me with pulling hatred! My heart is full of madness! !! Yes! I must know the answer! !! Even if I am willing to give everything for this! I am willing to do whatever it takes! I am willing to do anything! !! Yes! I want to know the answer! You know what happened to me! What the **** is it, I will suffer such a curse and fate! !! Who are they, what power ... kill them! !! To know this ... I ... I'm willing to ... at any cost! This young and beautiful girl pierced her palm with her fingertips, dripping with blood! She bit her lip hard and blood bleed! With blood on the corner of her mouth, she repeated her last sentence: no! Sorry! One! cut! ............ Ask for a monthly pass! !! Ask for a recommendation! !! !! ……………… (to be continued ...)