Gate of Revelation Chapter 594: [Human nature, and unknown premonitions] (two in one)

[Seven thousand words in this chapter, two-in-one chapter ~]

Chapter 594 [Humanity and Unpredictable Premonitions]

Bang! !!

Xia Xiaolei punched the sandbag in front of him and almost flew out. Under inertia, when the sandbag flew back, Xia Xiaolei was ready to fly and kicked out, he heard a muffled sound. , The sandbag was kicked directly!

The sand rushes down the ground, Xia Xiaolei hugged the sandbag, panting.

Here is the training room of the base. Xia Xiaolei is sweating all over. The originally weak mountain young man, after these days of training, and during this time, he was almost self-tortured in the training room every day, plus the system ’s With the modification of some drugs, the muscles on the body are very obvious, and the streamlined muscle contours have already looked very beautiful.

He gasped for a moment, took a bottle of energy drink from the base and poured it.

This is one of the several benefits that the base can currently provide. This physical supplement drink is produced by the base and is much stronger than those functional drinks in the outside world. When you are tired, you will be able to recover energy faster than normal. People are faster.

After filling a whole bottle of slightly sour and sweet energy drink in one breath, Xia Xiaolei took the towel and wiped the sweat on his body.

At this time, the door of the training room opened.

Qi Muxi came in and saw Xia Xiaolei at first glance. After the two of them looked at each other, Qi Muxi sighed and lowered his head to turn and leave.

"... Please, wait a minute." Xia Xiaolei suddenly called to her.

"Huh?" Qi Muxi smiled on his face: "Is there anything wrong?"

The smile on Qi Muxi's face cannot be said to be false, but it is the standard polite and slightly guarded smile.

Xia Xiaolei walked over and stood in front of Qi Muxi: "We can't go on like this all the time."

Qi Muxi's chest heaved a little, looking at Xia Xiaolei, and smiled strongly: "I don't understand what you mean."

"In the copy of Jerusalem, the two of us fell into a fantasy, and then the conflict broke out." Xia Xiaolei's tone was a bit harsh, but he still gritted his teeth and said these words.

Cimuxi's face changed!

Subconsciously, she will remember the tragic conflict between the two when she fell into the environment in the copy!

The devil-like illusion, the deadliest evil result, is not the worst effect that creates the illusion to confuse people. It is the worst, the darkest, the deepest negative emotion and thought in everyone's heart, All were induced and broke out!

In that mirage, the two nearly killed each other in life and death, while a teammate of one team almost killed the other.

The copy of Jerusalem has now become a taboo word in the Meteorite team. These days, it seems that everyone is trying to avoid mentioning the experience of that copy.

It's not just because of Jojo's death in that copy, the sacrifice of his teammates.

More importantly, in that copy, the players who fell into the illusion were each induced to the deepest negative emotions in their hearts. After the outbreak, everyone had a deep emotion. Mustard and cracks.

The terrible victory of that copy is the most tragic since the establishment of the meteorite team, and it is also the one with the most negative impact.

Xia Xiaolei and Qi Muxi, two young men, saw the swordsmen in that copy, almost the same, and more importantly, they exposed the darkest and most negative emotions in their hearts.

Although the copy is over, the cracks that have already occurred cannot disappear.

Not only two people, even the most mature tires in the team, became dumb after the copy. The two brothers with the spare tire had the best feelings, but after the copy, the discerning people saw that there was something weird between the two. .

"We can't go on like this all the time." Xia Xiaolei gritted his teeth and looked at Qimuxi face forward: "We are a team. Before the Jerusalem copy, our team was close and everyone absolutely trusted their teammates, When fighting, they are willing to give their backs to their teammates without reservation, and even willing to block the knife for the opponent ... The leader said that our team is still weak, but we break through the strong enemy again and again to get a copy In addition to strength and luck, the most important thing about victory is that we are united enough. "

The girl bit her lip and didn't speak.

Xia Xiaolei flashed a strange color in his eyes. He suddenly took a step, bypassed Qimuxi, and walked to the entrance of the training room. After closing the door, he pressed the lock button.

"... What are you doing?"

"Solving the problem, the two of us are here." Xia Xiaolei shook his head: "I am a stupid person, but I also understand the reason. If the problem between us is not resolved, it is the hidden crack in the team ... So , Right here, just today, right now, we solve the problem between us! Do n’t solve it, do n’t go out! ”

Qi Muxi subconsciously pinched his clothing corner.

"There are only two of us here, so there is something that is buried in my heart. After that copy comes out, no matter how embarrassing the words are because of the embarrassment, we are here to speak! Erquan spoke out, said happy, and then we solve it! "Xia Xiaolei's tone with determination and unquestionable determination.

Qi Muxi seemed weak, and after a minute of silence, the girl looked up and stared at Xia Xiaolei: "Okay! Now that you say so, let's do it. What do you want to hear from me?"

"Whatever you think, just say it. You can say everything, in this room ... say it's a pleasure, let's work it out together, after we get out of this door, we won't mention it again , Completely solve the problem! "

"Okay!" Qimuxi, who was always weak, now suddenly showed a trace of determination in his eyes.

She walked aside and looked at the bottle of functional drink on the stage, regardless of the fact that the bottle had been drunk by Xia Xiaolei for most of it, and it was poured into her mouth with all her brain.

After drinking, the girl wiped her mouth vigorously, then turned to look at Xia Xiaolei: "So, let me start."

Xia Xiaolei nodded.

"I ... have been very depressed in this team. Especially when facing you ... to be precise, especially when facing you! Xia Xiaolei!"

Xia Xiaolei doesn't speak.

"In that fantasy, the bad guy turned into my brother, and you killed it ... I was emotional, but I didn't hate you afterwards. Although I'm not smart, I'm not stupid, I Know what is right and wrong. What you kill is the bad guy who turned into my brother, and I wo n’t remember to hate you. But Xia Xiaolei, I ... I still hate you. "

"Why hate me."

Qi Muxi stared at Xia Xiaolei, she took a deep breath: "Okay, since it ’s said, let's just say that it is happy, and who doesn't have a dark side in it. You want to hear it, Xia Xiaolei, so I will You, I hate you, because ... before I came to this team, you were the weakest, the most useless and the most wasteful in the team !!! "

Xia Xiaolei was shocked.

"The leader will not say anything. He is the backbone of our team and my salvation beneficiary. Even if I have an opinion on anyone, I can only have respect and gratitude for him. Brother Rodi is strong and his Mechanical ability is one of the pillar skills of the team. The two big brothers of spare tires are seniors, they are not only good in strength, but also rich in experience. I only respect them. Not to mention Sister Qiao ... she is The leader's lover is so beautiful, the person is so good, and the strength is so powerful ... even the youngest Xiu Xiu has very powerful skills, and every time she fights, a terrifying power will erupt. "

Qi Muxi recounted sentence by sentence, and finally looked at Xia Xiaolei: "And you, Xia Xiaolei, you are not in this list."

Xia Xiaolei snorted.

"They all say that your skills are a discount on system purchases. Well, but because of this, every time you make a copy you are the target of protection. Your positioning becomes a logistics staff. Support staff ... Your own strength, there is almost no fighting skills, you can only play soy sauce in the fierce battle. I think ... Xia Xiaolei, you must be very grateful to me! "

"Huh?"

"You must be very grateful to me! The weakest hindering leg in the meteorite team originally was you! But after I came to the team, your status changed. You are no longer the hindering guy No matter how bad your strength is, but with my arrival, you will no longer be the weakest one! And I, Qi Muxi, will replace you and become the weakest waste of the meteorite team! "

Xia Xiaolei paused.

He never expected that Qimuxi, who was weak and silent like a kitten, actually said such sharp words!

Also ... some of the words of heartfelt made Xia Xiaolei ask himself, but could not refute it!

Because, maybe in my heart, I have more or less such thoughts.

"I'm weak, courageous, and weak-hearted ... but it doesn't mean I'm an idiot, and I'm not even a naive and ignorant girl who knows everything!" Qi Muxi's eyes flashed Moving with different colors: "I didn't have a home when I was very young. My brother and I depended on each other for life! We went south and north, we saw too many things in this world! Although my brother has been desperately protecting me, but ... ... I have seen many, many ... evil, disgusting, sinful, dark things.

Xia Xiaolei, don't think of me as a blank piece of paper. I'm just cowardly, but it doesn't mean I don't understand anything. "

Xia Xiaolei paused.

"I'm fifteen years old. Ten years ago, I knew this when I was five years old. What my brother told me ... we were all very young and weak. When we encountered bullying by others, we We do n’t have the ability to resist. When the streets are messy, even if they go to pick up waste, they will be beaten away. My brother resisted and was beaten to death. My brother learned a truth, he taught Mine: Since there is no ability to resist and no ability to protect yourself, then simply play the role of a weak person. When others bully you, you can't beat others, then bow your head to be soft, do not resist. Be as soft as possible and be as weak as possible. Maybe others bully and bully will let you go. So, I have been here for the past ten years! I am very timid and very weak, because I was so weak!

Apart from my brother, who helped me and protected me over the years? When I meet the bad guys, I ca n’t resist, I just kneel down and ask for forgiveness. When I meet a villain, I ca n’t help myself, so I can only try to escape. You can laugh at me being weak and useless, but I have no home, no protection, and so young, what else can I do? What can I do! !! What can I do! !! !! Tell me, what can I do? !! "

Xia Xiaolei pouts.

"Besides my brother, what I am most grateful for is the head of the group." Qi Muxi's eyes burst into tears: "The elder brother is dead, but the head of the group has protected me. No, it is not just protection. He also keeps After me, took me back here, brought me to know everyone, and made me join this team. I always felt that the biggest and most precious thing that the leader gave me was more than just protection, not just salvation My life. More importantly, he gave me. In the past fifteen years, no one has given me anything except my brother, that is ... "

Qi Muxi took a deep breath: "Dignity!"

Pausing, she continued: "I've never been like this. I'm in a team, I have a companion, a family, a friend ... no one bullies me and treats me as a person. An upright person. What I want, what I get, do n’t have to kneel and pray, do n’t have to be a weak person, a poor beggar! The head has taught me a lot, the brother with a spare tire taught me a lot, brother Although I often joke with me, but I know they are not malicious. They do not look down on me, but really treat me as a companion ... Although they are very weak companions, they never mind this. They will Teach me seriously, and teach me to become strong. But ... they treat me with respect! For the first time in fifteen years of my life, I felt a sense of dignity from someone other than my brother.

I finally felt like a person! Not a stray cat, a stray dog, or a poor worm that can be bullied casually.

Do you think I don't understand anything? Xia Xiaolei! I know! I even see more than you and know more than you! When I was very young, I followed my brother and wandered everywhere. You can't think of many abominable villains!

When I started growing up in these two years, I also encountered more disgusting things! There will be some bad guys pretending to be good to you, but in fact ... what they want is to get my body, to bully me, and to do disgusting things.

Hum, Xia Xiaolei, I know who is good, who is really good to me, and who really treats me as someone. "

"So, what do you think of me?" Xia Xiaolei asked in a sullen voice.

"... You?" Qi Muxi sighed: "In the beginning, you seemed to behave like everyone else, but ... soon I realized that your attitude towards me was a little strange. Although on the surface it seems It seems nothing, but I always feel that you are quietly targeting me in many things. Although I am here, you are no longer the weakest one in the team, but at the same time, I think, you are probably no longer Let ’s protect your little brother. And, sometimes, I can feel that you seem to look down on me. You think I am a waste, a guy who is holding back.

Well, in the illusion, when the two of us are in conflict, you are holding my neck and almost strangling me. You said it very clearly. I remember what you said at that time. Clearly. You say ‘you are a waste in the team’! Yes, that's what you said. "

Xia Xiaolei stopped talking.

Actually, he remembered what he said that day.

Well, in addition to the phrase "You were originally a waste in the team", what else did you say?

Yes, I said, "A guy like you is not qualified to stay in our team."

Well, that's what I said at the time!

"You also said," You guys like you are not qualified to stay in our team. ", right, Xia Xiaolei?" Qi Muxi stared at the boy in front of him.

"Yes, I said." Xia Xiaolei murmured in a low voice.

"This sentence actually has two meanings." Qi Muxi smiled abruptly: "You see, I said, although I am timid, but I actually understand everything. You say 'you are like this "Guy", it means that I am weak, is a waste, is a hindrance. You, you look down on me. And you said, "Our team". Well, yes, you think, this is your team However, it is not my Qi Muxi team. In your heart, you have never regarded me as a teammate. You have always thought of me as an outsider, an alien, weak, waste, useless ... … Thighing! ”

Qi Muxi shed tears: "I'm about to forget those days without dignity. I'm about to forget those begging, begging, weak, weak, bullied, kneeling on the ground for mercy, living like The life of a dog! I felt the dignity of being a person in this team! However, on that day, in those copies, these words of you, once again, gave me a little bit of dignity that I just produced ... … Teared! "

She doesn't seem to have too much anger, but with a little sadness in her tone: "Maybe you will think that you are weak, you are waste, you just do n’t have the ability, can't you say it?

But Xia Xiaolei, tell me, what else can I do?

I am weak! I am only fifteen years old and I have never had a good day. Most of the people I met were bad people. For the past ten years, I have been bullied. I don't have much ability or ability. I'm scared when I fight, that's because I've been bullied for ten years! I am cowardly, because no one has ever given me respect and dignity!

I'm weak, that's because I'm seized in this game world, my luck is not as good as you! Get the skills that are suitable for battle! !! I am a teenage, helpless little girl.

Xia Xiaolei, do you look down on me?

Okay! Then tell me, what else can I do? what can I do?

Am I going to die? Is someone like me going to die? Is justice?

Weak people do n’t have the right to live? !!

If I have skills like Brother Rodi, I want to contribute to the team too!

If I have the same strength as the leader, I also want to stand in front of everyone and shield everyone from the wind and rain when fighting!

But I don't! what can I do? You say I'm waste, yes, I'm a waste!

As a waste, should I die? Find a corner where no one else is dead and rotted, don't disturb you?

Is that right? !! "

Qi Muxi said here, it seems that all the courage has finally been exhausted, and then squatted down, crying holding his knees.

Xia Xiaolei stood in front of her, and as soon as Qi Muxi squatted, he seemed to reach out to help her, but half of his hand was finally retracted.

After a while, Xia Xiaolei whispered, "I'm sorry."

I'm sorry, but this did not ease Qi Muxi's mood.

Xia Xiaolei sighed. He grasped the back of his hand, as if to summon up courage, and began to speak.

"I admit that I really look down on you ... No, to be precise, not to look down but to be disgusted. The leader and sister Qiao Qiao are my most respected people. Everyone in the team is My elder brother, my sister, my sister ... even Xiu Xiu is better than me. I have never been jealous of them, only grateful. They took me from a mountain village boy, protected me into this game world, let I survived. I actually, in my heart, think of them like you, only respect and gratitude. I admit that when you first arrived, I was jealous of you. Because you are weaker than me. It seems You become the most important being for everyone to protect. I ... it doesn't seem to be the panda that is protected by the team owners.

But, Qi Muxi, can you please listen to me after finishing the following words? Today, I have taken the courage to solve all these contradictions, cracks, and contradictions with you. "

Qi Muxi raised his head and wiped his eyes with the back of his hand: "You said."

"I hate you, I admit it. You said that I usually have something to do against you quietly ... I also admit it. I am in some small things, and I like to target you and bully you ... but I am not The bad guys don't really want to bully you, nor do they really want to crowd you out. Maybe ... there is some jealousy.

In the mirage in the copy, I said those nasty words. That copy exposed the darkest negative side that was deepest in our hearts, and it seemed to be magnified.

However, Qi Muxi, and some beautiful emotions, have not been shown in that copy. It only magnifies the negative darkness, but hides some other emotions in my heart. I want to tell you now. "

"What do you want ... what exactly do you want to say?"

"I want to say ... I'm jealous of you, I'm a little crowded out of you, and even occasionally there are small things that will deliberately bully you ... These things, these practices, I know are all stupid, very, silly. Xia Xiaolei stuttered: "Actually, before I said this to you today, I talked to Brother Roddy, and he already scolded me. He said, I'm like a child who hasn't grown up ... he said, he In kindergarten, I have done the same things and behaviors as me, and often bullied a little girl ... but, just ... "

"Nothing more?"

Xia Xiaolei gritted his teeth, closed his eyes, and looked aloof, saying loudly: "Brother Roddy said: A little fart like you doesn't understand anything. When I meet a girl I like, I don't know If you express it, you will subconsciously bully each other to attract the girl ’s attention. This is the standard performance of a little fart. "

"........." Qi Muxi froze, staring at Xia Xiaolei with wide eyes: "You, you, you, you, you, you, what do you say?"

"I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I said, I, I, I, I, I like you."

...

"Two little guys are solving their problems, don't go in and disturb them."

In the lobby of the base, Roddy looked at the tires and seemed to be entering the training room.

The tire stunned for a moment, then suddenly looked at Roddy: "Your idea?"

"Always need to be resolved. You ca n’t leave everything to Xiaolian alone. When fighting, because of strength, we ca n’t help a lot of things, but we can try to help him when things within the team can be resolved. Solve it, don't let him worry about these things again. "

Rodi held two cans of beer in his hand and threw them a can.

The tires took it, nodded, opened the beer and took a sip.

"So, how about you?" Roddy stared at the tires. "When can you untie your knot?"

The tires froze.

"Well, I'm not a nosy person. Your problem should not be too big, I can feel it." Roddy smiled lightly: "The problem is not very serious, it is probably related to your former privacy, you again It is the oldest and most mature one of us, and the thing I do n’t worry about most is you, the tire. In contrast, the problems of these two little guys inside have to be solved ... The things of Chen Xiaolian are rooted in Qiao Qiao's death. There is also a glimmer of hope now. The only person I am most worried about is ... Xiu Xiu! "

The tires frown.

"Xiu Xiu's blackening is getting worse and worse. When I first met this little girl, she wasn't like this at all. She switched between two personalities. But these recent days ... the one that seems dark Personality has been around longer and longer. The original personality of the innocent and cute little girl has not appeared for a long time.

Rodi frowned, grinning bitterly: "I always feel that there is some unpredictable hunch."

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[Well, this chapter is seven thousand words.

Chen Xiaolian ’s line has some Caverns, turn the lens and write a branch line ~】

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