Grasping Evil: Happy New Year!
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Another year has passed!
Intellectually retarded ink still has n’t finished writing, and the book friends around come and go, and come and go, after a few Samsara, suddenly turn back, only to find that the book is still living in the dim light.
Because the ink update is too slow, this book has been updated and four years is half finished. (From August 13 to the present, it is really four years half right, so simple it is impossible to make a mistake!)
In the long update, this book is devoted to the youth of ink, which must be accompanied by the youth of some book friends.
The surrounding is obviously a festive atmosphere for the New Year, but I do n’t know why, it is not the joy memories, but the desperate mood when I originally wrote this book.
That year, in treatment room, the grandmother ’s coma, the doctor asked the family members whether they would continue to maintain their breathing or extubate. Do you want to give up? I saw my mother, uncle, and uncle all crying, and all were silent. The without/has not people wanted to give up, but they were too weak, and everyone was under the burden of life. The without/has not people dare to leave their homes to let grandma live more several days.
At that time, I hated why they did n’t give up and treat their grandmother. If the treatment goes on, maybe there will be one in 10,000 hopes, maybe there will be one in million ...
But when I realized the difficulties of life, I realized that when they were silent, they were also desperate and regretful. At that time, Uncle Unemployed at home ; mother opened a small shop with phone charges, monthly income is only one thousand ; Uncle ’s work is a salary of 2000, live to middle-aged even his own house is without/has not, and live with grandma together.
They are not the richest man in the president ’s essay and TV series, nor are they the protagonists of novels who love one person and want to give up the world. They are just ordinary people, people with flesh and blood, obviously weak but hard to feed a family. people.
In the end, they also unplugged the tube from without/has not, but without/has not money continued treatment.
So he was discharged from the hospital, so he bought an oxygen bottle and returned to the house to give oxygen, so the grandmother left.
Uncle grandma was crying in tears before her grandmother's spirit. If it wasn't seen with my own eyes, I wouldn't believe that the arrogant man on weekdays would cry like that fool. I think the uncle at that time was probably the most painful and regretful person. Hate their ordinary, hate their weakness, hate their weakness.
We are all too weak. At that time, I at also point 2 thought so. Compared to the incompetent uncle and others, I can't even take out a hundred dollars to save my grandmother.
So I secretly swear, even if I write a small h article, even if I embark on the dark road, I have to earn a little manuscript to support my family.
Because indeed is infused with this kind of S2 mood, Ning Fan will be the image of a stubborn teenager in the early plot of the enchantment. His naive and imperfect personality is actually just the author's miniature.
So, the enchantment was not called this name at the beginning, it was just a small h-word ;, the ink of that year was only a little white author, and it would not set the plot. Any book on without/has not has limited writing skills. .
At that time, when I saw someone commenting in the book review area, I was happy like a fool. (Later dare not read the book review area, timid, afraid of seeing negative reviews)
At that time, the only problem with lumbar disease was to write books. (Now the waist disease is basically good, except that you can't exercise vigorously, there is no big problem)
Because of low back pain, I can't move. I have to bite my teeth. At that time, I could stop and walk for ten minutes on a 100-meter road. I stopped and sat on the road several times. (Now I can walk a few kilometers in one breath without panting!)
At that time, without/has not people thought that I could make money by writing books, even how much I believe in by no means. But at that time, in addition to writing books, I had already made without/has not to do other things to make money. (Now I have basically entered the socialist initial-ranked stage!)
This is my last chance. I am eager to seize it. I actually love writing by no means. My middle school writing has a headache. I just have to do this. When my loved ones are gone, I do n’t want to be like that anymore. Desperate and powerless.
Yes, that ’s right. Ning Fan, who was a little middle school and a little extreme, was my original intention in writing.
Sorrow at your own weakness and never bow to Fate is the purpose of this book.
Later I got it, either uncle or uncle, mother, or any ordinary person in this world, anyone in without/has not is weak.
Everyone is gritting their teeth alive, if they fulfill their responsibilities, even if they are poorer and mediocre, they cannot be considered weak.
The new year is coming again, thanks to those book friends who have been with me, and even more to those who are still with me.
Happy New Year!
Do n’t forget your original intention!