Princess Medical Doctor: 762 blame yourself, do n’t go back

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There is a heavy building to lead the way, all the way without fear and danger, the smooth is like walking around his back garden, so that Lin Chujiu does not know what to say.

Seven days later, Lin Chujiu and Chonglou walked out of the forest and walked down a path.

Zhonglou pointed in the north direction, "That's the way back to the capital city of Dongwen," the arm moved slightly, and pointed in the other direction, "There is the way to the magic palace, where are you going?"

Lin Chujiu seemed to be given the choice in both directions, but there was no choice.

Lin Chujiu hesitated and asked weakly, "Can I not choose?" She is now not subject to the doctor system and can be regarded as a half-free body. She does not want to go back to Beijing again. Of course, she did not want to go to the magic palace, facing the heavy building.

"Why? Want to go alone?" Chonglou's sentence was particularly bitten and spoke very slowly, obviously angry, and still very angry.

"I ..." Lin Chujiu hesitated for a moment, but still gritted his teeth: "I didn't think about going to the magic palace, and I didn't plan to return to the capital, especially now."

"Why?" What did Xiao Tianyao do? Make Lin Chujiu so disgusted to go to Beijing?

Lin Chujiu did not directly answer Chonglou ’s words, but tried to make a careless smile, “You know, why did I fall into that tree forest?”

Waiting for the opening of the heavy building, I replied myself: "It is because of my willfulness that I have to go back to Beijing by myself and walk alone, so that the enemies in the dark can see the opportunity and set me up to kill me. You know, in order to let I left safely, and the people who protected me died in front of me one by one. Because of my waywardness, because of my **** self-esteem and inferiority, I killed them. "

Lying, Lin Chujiu's face was full of tears, and there was no sound of tears. It was sad to watch.

"I have killed so many people, how can I ... how can I go back with a face." Lin Chujiu said more and more self-blame, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, squatting on the ground, crying with low headache, "they could not have used It ’s all because of me. It ’s because I killed them. I really have no face to go back. "

She is not a coward or a timid person, but she is really scared. After going back, she is faced with the accusations of dying to protect her companions, and afraid of facing the accusations of their family members.

"It's my willfulness, I'm ignorant, and I killed them. Dozens of lives were only due to ruin, they, they ... didn't have to die." Lin Chujiu bit his lip , Trying not to cry, but the effect is not good.

She has been condemned and upset by her conscience these days. These days, she closes her eyes, which is the picture of those guards tragically dying.

These days, she has been hypnotizing herself so that she can forget those things, do n’t think about it, but she ca n’t.

Fortunately in the woods, the huge pressure of life made her have no time to think about it. When she walked out of the woods, she could n’t say she was innocent no matter how hypnotizing herself.

She is guilty, she is the culprit who killed them.

"I regret it. I really regret it. I should n’t want to ask to return to Beijing alone, I should n’t be arrogant, I want to protect myself. In the end, I survived, but the person who protects me Dead. My waywardness killed so many people, I really have no face to return to Beijing. "

"If it were n’t for me to be self-willed or if I was mad at Xiao Tianyao, things would n’t be like this."

"I have killed so many people, how come I have a face to face them, how do I ..."

...

Lin Chujiu crying more and more sad, the more self-blame and guilt in the heart. Chonglou stood aside, trying to comfort her several times, but reached back halfway and retracted it.

He does n’t seem to comfort people!

Moreover, he does not seem to be qualified.

Waiting for a long time, I did n’t see Lin Chujiu stopping. Instead, there were signs of crying. Chonglou finally could n’t help it, and said with a black face: “Cough ... do n’t cry, noisy.” Protecting her All people are dead, Lin Chujiu will feel guilty, and will blame him for understanding, but can he bear all his mistakes on his own?

Besides, they were not killed by Lin Chujiu. They were not strong enough to protect Lin Chujiu. It would be good if they were not held accountable for their negligence. What did Lin Chujiu blame?

"Not just a few escorts. Their duty is to protect you. If they don't protect you, they die in the opponent's hands because of their own strength. What do you have to do with them?" How dare you face such a woman?

"This is not the first time someone has died in front of you, what are you sad about?" Lin Chujiu didn't feel soft before. There were not many people who died before to protect Lin Chujiu. Although Lin Chujiu was sad, he didn't blame himself, so he didn't dare to face it.

Lin Chujiu shook his head and choked: "That ’s not the same, it ’s not because of me. This time it ’s because of me. They did n’t have to die." This time, it was all because of her anger with Xiao Tianyao. capricious.

"What's the difference? Isn't it all protecting you from disadvantage? Lin Chujiu, the patience of this seat is limited, you get me up to clean your face, there is no free time in this seat to accompany you to cry here blindly."

It ’s not just crying blindly, a group of people are half alive to find Lin Chujiu, she is better, she is safe and she does n’t want to report, but she dare not face it because of self-blame and guilt, it is useless.

"You only consider dead people, have you ever thought about living? Lin Chujiu, don't be too selfish to be a man." Chonglou looked at Lin Chujiu holding a group, crying like a pitiful child, with no reason in his heart The outbreak of an unknown fire.

"Living person? Who? No one in the Lin family cares about my life and death. They wish that I would die early." Lin Chujiu also cried tired, and cried a bit, and she was not so uncomfortable in her heart.

She is not a weak, kind woman after all. Although he blames himself, although he is guilty, and although he bears all his mistakes on himself, he will not die because of excessive grief.

She is selfish, she blames herself, she feels guilty, and she is uneasy, but she never thinks about fate.

"Is there only the Lin family in your eyes? Fool!" Chonglou strangled Lin Chuujiu's heart.

Do n’t this woman always speak with her teeth? What's wrong now? Every sentence made people angry, and wished to slap her to death.

"Yes, there is also Xiao Wang, Xiao Tianyao. However, my life and death do not matter to him. I died. He just happened to be able to get married again. He is a man and doesn't have to keep a festival for me." Lin Chujiu wiped his face The tears on my face made me cry with a ugly smile. "I have been missing for more than twenty days. Xiao Tianyao's people did not find me. I must have thought that I was dead. I returned to the capital at this time, and it was not good for anyone. It's causing trouble for people, the difference is that the bridge returns to the bridge and passes by. "

Why go back?

Back to the capital, it ’s just troublesome ...

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