The Sage Who Transcended Samsara Chapter 169: I do n’t know who I am in my dream
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The person who came in the door, the plaid shirt, jeans, white shoes, a single dog without a girlfriend's help to match clothes, is usually ordinary, everywhere, but the face, the breath, gives Meng Qi a chilling feeling around it .
It turned out to be another one!
Are n’t you supposed to die in a rental house? Parents have been suffering from bereavement for almost three years now?
The five senses engraved in a model is copied between the manners, even the breath is exactly the same, and even when the emotion is agitated, Meng Qi thinks it is caused by the fluctuation of dissipation, and it has not been noticed.
He looked at the "self" in front of him, throwing off his shoes, putting on his slippers, rubbing into the kitchen, grabbing half of the uncut sausage and chewing on it, and knocked his head fiercely by his mother, only to see the scene as if reproduced yesterday , Seemingly illusory.
The beauty of the memory is played like a movie, but the one in the memory is not yourself.
Who is true and who is false? Is it true and false if it is true?
Is Demon Buddha or Yang Jian deliberately "making" another one for concealment and not being noticed, or is it hiding something else?
He stands in the living room, figure hides the void, watching the scenes of warm homely scenes.
"It's almost thirty, and I haven't got a shape yet, so I'm going to take out the dishes." The mother pushed a "laughter" who looked tired.
"I" smiled and praised my mother ’s extraordinary sausage skills, and then took out the prepared dishes, lowered my voice, and asked my father: "How much private room money have I saved recently?"
Dad clutched his pockets, his face wary: "Little Bunny, want to beat your father ’s private house money again? Is it easy for your father? Every time I buy food, I save a few dollars. To buy a pack of cigarettes, you have to use the good cigarette box you used to hold. Not only do you not respect your father, but also the idea of playing with my private money, I really hate having no daughter. "
"Self" asked for proofing: "Dad, I will ask, are you so excited?"
As he said, he took out a stack of money and stuffed it with his father: "Quit smoking, buy some smoke oil instead."
My dad borrowed money and suddenly sighed: "I just talked about it, you can keep the money yourself, the family conditions are normal, I can't help you, the girl is also demanding, and I have to marry my wife in the future. On your own. "
"Give it to you, I am young and strong, with academic qualifications and ability, and afraid of not making money?" "I" said indifferently.
Dinner set up, enter the mother ’s long time as usual, look at this dissatisfaction, look at the one who wants to kick, and finally sighed: "Meng Qi, mother does not ask you to provide for the elderly, but you are almost 30 people Well, there is not even one target. I ’m in a hurry. Xiaoming next door is a few years younger than you. My son can call my father. I know you have a high spirit and do n’t want to be. The room is getting smaller and smaller, I am older, and my health is not good, I do n’t want to see my daughter-in-law ... "
Seeing my mother saying more and more sorrow, "I" coughed and said hippie with a smile: "My mother, this is not a problem. There are not a hundred or dozens of girls who secretly love me. Of course I have to choose carefully." "
My mother immediately was amused and gave a "self" glance: "I will brag! I will bring you back before the end of the year!"
"Yes, yes, follow the empress dowager's purpose." "Self-time" gags, making the supper atmosphere softer.
A broken mouth, full of love, one silent and silent, love hidden in the heart, an active atmosphere, perseverance and filial piety, constitute a warm and beautiful family picture, reflected in the eyes of Meng Qi, let him ups and downs Awkward, the emotions are complex and unspeakable.
I was moved, aftertaste, and sour, but I could only look like an audience. I watched all this quietly. There was a gap in front of as if.
All of this often appears in the memories, but at that time, my mother rarely babbled about her wife, but now, standing next to me, watching them enjoy the world, but it has nothing to do with themselves.
I do n’t know that I am a guest in my dream.
Washing the dishes, mopping the floor, chatting, when the Meng Qi of the earth returned to the room, his eyes contracted suddenly, and his heart beat rapidly, because there was a familiar figure sitting on the computer chair.
If he did n’t know that there was no mirror and the clothes were very different, he definitely thought he was watching arrived himself.
"Who are you?" He blurted out, looking horrified.
Then I just heard the sound echoing in the room without any leakage.
Meng Qi smiles extremely faintly: "Am I not you?"
His eyes bloomed in black and white, and a ancient lamp photo passed through to the future. The third-generation Wisdom King wheel turned quietly, directly awakening the memory of Meng Qi in front of him.
Bit by bit, reappearing in the past, Meng Qi has gone through childhood, teenagers and youth, no difference from its own memory, but the time passed through, this Meng Qi's memory did not die, was sent to the hospital, and then understood Life is easy to die, he quit his job, returned to the small county, and lived close to his parents.
Wisdom King rotates, the memory goes back further, immediately is blank, this Meng Qi has no previous life!
"It turns out this way ..." Meng Qi closed his eyes and figured out the causes and consequences.
In order to get out of trouble, Demon Buddha acted cautiously, after putting his own "he-me" into the body of Su Ziyuan, he also created a brand-new soul to replace "Meng Qi". This soul has no memory and is infused with Demon Buddha. Di, formed the same personality and manners, with the same memories, in a sense that he is "Meng Qi" is not an exaggeration.
After that, Yang Jian stole the beam and changed the column, took the blood and pinched the body, and replaced the flesh.
"I have Meng Qi's self-knowledge, have complete and detailed memories, have the same three views, the same personality and the same hobbies, so the people around him and even himself believe that he is" I "." Looking at the familiar five senses, Meng Qi suddenly raised a bit of realization, "What is me? What is him? What is the unique mark that distinguishes itself from others? The genes can be copied, the blood can be derived, the view of something, the view of something The feelings of some people or things come from memory and experience. When other people have exactly the same memory and exactly the same experience, who is me? Who am I? "
This is the only thing First Mister Lu is talking about. This is the question that Blue Emperor is looking for. Finding yourself and finding the real "I" is the main link to improve the level of life. It is the key point of legend, Good Fortune and even Pāramitā.
Otherwise, there are countless others in all realms, how many of you in the past and how will you know me as me?
Meng Qi left the room unconsciously, walked to the living room sofa and sat down, all kinds of enlightenment flashed in my mind, and there were many doubts. The soul is like the night outside, and sometimes the moon and the stars can be seen, but after all, the light is not broken.
He did not hide figure. The black-and-white cat first hid aside, then probed his brain to peep, and then seemed to smell the familiar breath of arrived, and came over and rubbed his hand with his head.
This rub has penetrated years.
Meng Qi touched the head of the cat, sat quietly, admiring the night, thinking of me as me, and the whole person as if was shrouded in darkness.
The unique "I" comes not only from personality and experience, but also from the so-called nature, the nature of Innate, the original brand, which is why he and I can always be connected.
unconsciously, the rooster sings, the east is white, the morning light illuminates the sky, illuminates the fog in Meng Qi's heart, he realizes that the internal organs and the internal organs are light, gradually higher than the world, and not far from Heavenly Immortal!
At this moment, the door of the parents ’room opened, and Dad walked out, walking to the bathroom in a daze.
After the corners of his eyes swept, he looked at arrived Meng Qi sitting on the sofa and paused figure said: "So early? Your mother's words made you worry about yesterday?"
Familiar tone, familiar care, Meng Qi pursed his lips, his eyes drooped, and said with a low smile: "Your son has no heart and no lungs, how could he be worried? Playing games is too fascinating, staying up all night, coming out to breathe . "
This kind of question and answer, for me, has been more than thirty years apart. I do n’t need to envy the warm scenes I saw last night.
"You." Dad shook his head and walked into the bathroom. After coming out, he saw Meng Qi holding some green plants in his hands.
Meng Qi handed it over with a smile: "Dad, this is the arm of Kuaicheng Jingban blue root, uh, sticks, cure all diseases, I bought it online, but it ’s definitely genuine, you boil soup with seven bowls of water, With the common Banlangen to share the medicinal properties, you will not cough again after drinking half a cup every day. "
"Quanchengjing's Banlangen?" Dad sneered, his son was running the train full of mouth, but filial piety, it is comforting.
He took Ban Langen, hummed a little song, and walked back to the room.
Meng Qi stood in the white in the morning, looked at it quietly for a long time, and left home.
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The fake "Meng Qi" always feels weird when it wakes up, turning its head to look aside, I saw a piece of paper placed on the computer table, pressed with a strange metal sheet.
He took a note and read a few words on it:
"From now on, you are my brother."
"My father and mother are old and it ’s not easy to toss about it. Give them more tonic and the herbs will be passed on to you."
"Use the universal realm for something."
"Meng Qi" is confused and dazed, what brother? What universal symbol?
At this moment, his phone rang and answered, and a sweet voice that could not be forgotten came: "Hey, Meng Qi?"
"Cai, Cai Yang?" "Meng Qi" is full of joy and surprise, "How do you think of calling me?"
"I found several talents to call you. Thank you for your guidance yesterday. I would like to invite you for a meal. Well, if you do n’t mind, I have a friend who wants to ask you for help." Bottom airway.
"Okay, okay." "Meng Qi" didn't hear the words behind.
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Walking on the stairs, Meng Qi met arrived's neighbors who had known each other for many years. He was nothing, but now he looks energetic.
"Little Meng, get up so early today?" The neighbor's elder brother said hello.
Meng Qi nodded: "It's getting older, you can't do it anymore, you have to start exercising."
The neighbor's big brother yelled and suddenly came over: "Little Meng, you heard about ..."
Did he start doing Amway ... Meng Qi sullenly said.
Brother Neighbor continued: "Have you heard of it, have you heard of Unborn Venerable Mother?"
Uh ... Meng Qi looked at arrived on his face. (To be continued.)