Summoning the Holy Sword Chapter 63: Fear of self
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Sonia no longer knows what to do.
I do n’t know what method Rhodes uses, so that when others look at her, they do n’t see a person at all, but a dog. This makes Sonya unable to do anything even if she wants to ask for help. What she heard in other people ’s ears was just barking, and no matter what she did, it was nothing but pet action in the eyes of others. This made Sonya feel unprecedented despair. She felt that the world seemed to completely abandon herself. Everyone turned a blind eye to her. Until this moment, even if Sonya's determined mind, can't help but began to shake.
However, this is not the most terrifying thing for Sonya.
The thing that scared her most was not Rhodes ’s attitude towards treating her like a pet, nor the appearance of others turning a blind eye to her, nor the act of being forced to lie on the ground like a dog, but ......... Sonia felt that she felt something about it? !
As a noble origin and well-educated young Noblewoman, Sonya has barely exposed her body in front of anyone since she was born. For Sonya, this is her most precious and sacred The wealth will only be dedication without reservation in front of the loved one. Instead of watching it like a wild beast like it is now. However, with the passage of time, Sonya feels that deep in the heart has changed. Whenever others look at themselves, the girl will still feel shame, indignation and anger. But beyond that, Sonya was surprised to realize that, as the panic and anger deepened in her heart retreated, an unprecedented sense of stimulation and comfort emerged from her body. Now, he is naked walking on the street with his body in front of them, but they don't know anything about it, even don't even notice it. This strange feeling began to increase gradually, just like a mischievous child stealing an insignificant product from the store quietly, but he was not caught and was full of guilt and breaking taboos without being punished. The joy and satisfaction are mixed, and interweaving fusion becomes a feeling of excitement. Obviously knowing that this is wrong, not good, but the relaxation and excitement of the rest of the life without punishment, like poison, eroded the girl's soul.
As a young Noblewoman, as an female, she is absolutely unable to make such a shameless gesture, like a dog on all fours, the whole body naked shakes the hips naked, if there is no illusion, I am afraid that even herself The most hidden places will be clearly seen by people. By that time, how will you be treated? I am afraid that it will be regarded as a yin chaos, abnormal/pervert, no sense of shame women will be insulted, contempt. I might even laugh at myself that even the dancers in the tavern are inferior, even the prostitutes on the street are 100 times heavier than myself.
When she thought of such consequences, Sonya couldn't help but feel trembling, but the thrill of sprouting under the fear of escape from the moral taboo bottom line punishment also followed. Now I am doing this myself, but no one sees her true identity, obviously she has already made naked body and made such a gesture of movement. There are so many people watching her around, there are men, women, old man, and children. Many of them are farmers, blacksmiths, guards, mercenary and other lower-level people, but they are so unscrupulous that they present their bodies in front of them. If they know that a noble young Noblewoman, they are like When dogs crawl like, what kind of expressions will they have?
This idea grew stronger in Sonya ’s mind. from the beginning was just because of fear, and now, it has become Sony ’s subconsciously forced herself to fantasize like this. She looks at the people around her, and instinctively imagines that at this time The Illusion Spell on his body suddenly failed, and then what kind of reaction they would have when they were presented in front of everyone, but the incredible pleasure accompanied by fear became more and more clear, and the feeling like electric current began to gradually increase. Sonya didn't seem to be aware of it at all, just immersed in it. clenched the teeth, I don't know if I was enduring or enjoying the frightening scenes in my fantasy.
"How does it feel? Miss Sonya?"
"Ah?!"
When she heard Rhodes' talk, Sonya shuddered, and she recovered from her fantasy. Just now she had even begun to imagine that she would be dragged into a small alley by a group of hooligans and insulted wantonly, but, The more fantasizing scenes that make people goose bumps all over the body, the more vivid the joy of evil in Sonya's heart. At this moment, after being called back to reality by the voice of Rhodes', Sonya recovered. She looked up and saw that Rhodes was mixed with drama and sarcasm. It seemed that Rhodes was completely clear about what she had just thought.
Holy Spirit above, what am I thinking about just now? How could I think about such a thing? ! What was my expression just now, could it be was discovered by him? But ...............
This eldest young miss is really rarely seen (weirdo).
When I saw the disturbed Sonia, Rhodes eyebrow raised, as a veteran of the communication field, the Rhodes, who had spent many females, naturally understood some of the unique preferences of female. For example, Canary likes to play shame 'play', because this sense of challenge and taboo is a perfect way for her to be a top student. But now, Rhodes finds that Sonya is more exaggerated than he thought. originally took Sonya out just to crush the self-esteem deep inside Sonya with a sense of shame, so as to make the first step of listening to his own words. But Rhodes did not expect that Sonya's "quality" was far beyond her imagination. After the initial anger and panic, she was almost completely immersed in the pleasure brought by her delusional humiliation. In the eyes of Rhodes', I can see that Sonya's body shivered, and a blush appeared on the face. Even when softly panting started, my eyes were completely blank and lost focus. This simply is like a hair. Not only that, after hearing Rhodes''s call back, Sonya stared shamefully into her eyes, vaguely hiding a trace of what she didn't even find herself, mixed with the joy of being told, and Flattering Rhodes' as if her subconscious is still eager for Rhodes to abuse herself a little more!
It seems that my judgment is true, this eldest young miss really deep in the heart is an masochist, pure!
"I did n’t expect that Kingdom of Light's young Noblewoman actually has such hobbies, it is really abnormal/pervert."
"You, what are you talking about! Nonsense, this is not all you brought me out, let me ..."
"So, is it all my fault?"
"Is n’t this a matter of course?"
After hearing Rhodes's seemingly innocent inquiry, Sonya's inner anger suddenly broke out.
"If it ’s not you, why should I be treated like this! You brutal, tyrannical, evil abnormal/pervert! Scum! Scum! Noble ’s shame! barbarian! Do n’t think it ’s over! Let you regret everything you have done to me! Obviously it looks like a woman, but it is so abnormal/pervert! It is disgusting! "
"Oh ....................."
After hearing Sonya ’s anger, Rhodes nodded completely, then he took out his ears and looked at Sonya with a taunting smile.
"... I really didn't expect you to be so eager to be punished, Miss Sonya, are you enjoying it?"
"You ............... !!!"
I heard Rhodes' answer, Sonya complexion greatly changed, Rhodes' although the voice is not loud, but Sonya felt that his words seemed to poke a sharp curved blade straight into her chest, let her the whole person can't help but Curled a bit. Because after scolding Rhodes, Sonya really came out with a hint of doubt —— heard these, how would this man treat me?
No, it should be said that she is even expecting the man ———, what will happen to herself next?
This originally is just a little idea hidden under the spirit/mind shell of heavy, but at the moment, Rhodes' discourse is turned into a sharp blade, so the heavy shell is knocked on, so that everything hidden in it is completely exposed In broad daylight.
"I did n’t ....................."
"I do n’t want to listen to your nonsense."
Rhodes interrupted Sonia ’s panic defense. He just looked at the girl in front of him curiously, and then eyes narrowed, staring at her ****.
"Un, so ... Miss Sonya, I want you here myself ..."
Talking, Rhodes made a gesture.
"You should understand what I want to say, it should be no stranger to your young lady. If you do n’t want it, then it does n’t matter, I will tie you here and do your own thing, But I need to tell you that Illusion Potion's duration is only one day. If you wait until midnight, then you will ......... "Bang" change back to human, just like Cinderella. "
"……………………"
When she heard Rhodes', Sonya bit her lip, of course she understood what Rhodes was referring to, but ... here?
Thinking of this, Sonya looked around. She and Rhodes were in the depths of **** in front of her. With the end of the war, the residents returned to Fortress City, originally was deserted *** * It gradually became lively again, and music and noise can be heard not far from the trees and bushes. Here ... do that kind of thing?
If she changed to Sonya of normally, she would rather die, but this time, I do n’t know what kind of thoughts, but Sonya was silent, and did n’t do the same as before. Protested loudly in Rhodes, angrily insulted him. On the contrary, Sonya ended up with bit down after hesitated for a moment.
"I do ..............."
On hearing Sonya ’s answer, Rhodes suddenly eyes narrowed, a dazzling, cold and proud glory flashed through it.
As a young girl in Huaichun, Sonia naturally once had the dream of lingering with her beloved person, Prince Charming, and used it to comfort her body and needs. However, it was all in private, alone. Now, the girl is doing it on the stone chair, opening her thighs according to the Rhodes' command, and doing the humiliating action. Although it was clearly known to outsiders that it was only a pet dog sitting in a chair, but the sharp eyes of Rhodes made Sonya can't help but tremble.
"Wu... ......... Un ..............."
Girl eyes hang down forced herself to ignore the man in front of her, stroking her body intently. The strong stimulation brought by that shame still remained on her body at this time. Soon, the hot touch swept her body. Sonya bit her lips tightly, and the low and rapid groaning sound issued from her, her fingers were skilled Walking on his own body, touching and touching sensitive parts, and not long afterwards, the waves brought by happiness roared and began to smash the barrier named Reason.
"Un ............"
Sonya shivered for a moment, the finger movements are getting faster.
This picture of yourself will be seen by people other than yourself. originally does n’t even want to know Andre. The most shameful aspect of yourself is so exposed at this moment, under the broad daylight, Are you doing this kind of thing really qualified to be liked by Andre? Thinking of this, Sonya sees transparent tears in can't help but's eyes, but soon, with this harsh, self-masochistic mental torture, the sweet and sinful pleasure reappears.
I am already an impure woman and I am not qualified to be seen by Andre. I did not come here for this ... why, Andre ... don't look at me, my body has been completely soiled. I can feel that the man ’s eyes, he is watching me, as if watching a toy ... Andre! I wish you could come to rescue me, but, has already become such me, still qualified for your salvation? ! Andre! !
"Wu... ......... wu un un un un ............ !!!"
deep in the heart is calling the name of the person she loves deeply. Sonya raised her head, but what she saw was the cold, dark eyes of Rhodes. The cold, contemptuous and mocking eyes turned into lightning at this moment, which penetrated Sonya's body completely. Seeing the expression of Rhodes', Sonya finally reached the peak, her fingers accelerated faster, and finally, the roaring waves exploded completely in the girl's body.
"don't look at me ... don't look at me ... don't ......... !!!"
A series of spasms spread throughout the body, and Sonyia ’s strength was completely drawn away at this moment. She was sitting on the stone chair like this, and the transparent liquid came out like a fountain from her legs Sonia leaned on the stone chair like this, her eyes staring blankly at the sky, but the blue sky before her was gray in her eyes, like a desperate plain in hell, full of nothingness gray. Shame, anger, and self-blame flooded her spirit/mind, but in this, sweet sin and happiness took root.
And at this time, the cold voice of Rhodes appeared in Sonya's ear again.
"You did a good job, Miss Sonya, we should go back."
Andre ............ Sorry ...............
After hearing Rhodes' talking, Sonya's painful closes the eyes, deep in the heart whispered to herself. RS