Library of Heaven’s Path: Father’s funeral has been done and updated in the past few days.

I stopped for more than a week.

At 15:25 on June 18, 2019, my father was involved in a car accident and was hit by an earth-moving vehicle. His skull was comminuted and his ribs were broken. Five hips and leg bones were broken. The news rushed back to home already at 14:00 on the 19th.

I saw a ventilator on his body and a tube on his head. The whole face was covered with gauze and his body was swollen. He didn't live with persist/insist on anymore and collapsed on the spot.

The next day, contact met the experts from Jinan and said that they had the opportunity to take an ambulance and prepare for surgery. outcome/in the end, the electrolyte imbalance in the body, sodium and potassium ions are too high and too low, and they have not been able to operate. After one night of treatment, instead of getting better, it became more and more serious. Cerebral infarction also exceeded more than half. The overall score was only 3, which is minimum.

The doctor said there was no hope.

My mother said, you ca n’t be outside. According to the customs of your hometown, even if/considered as is dead, and you ca n’t live in another country. Go home.

I arrived home at 15 pm on the 21st and stopped breathing.

I knew then that life was short.

These days, I have been confused, I feel dreaming, I want to be able to wake up when I find out that everything is fake, he still sleeps in the room, still calls my milk name, still asks me how the now/current is going ... unfortunately These are all "ifs".

His father is a teacher. He has been in education for more than 30 years. He has countless peaches and peaches. He has never done anything that violates morality and conscience. But Heaven cannot let him stay for a long time, walk so fast, so decisive, even one sentence. There was no leave/stay behind or even an sound/voice. The eyes did not open once from the accident to the death.

For more than ten years of writing, countless lives and deaths in the pen, I do not feel sad, but I personally experienced ownself, I felt so painful, so helpless, like the entire world, abandoned me. I know that from now on, my father's appearance and sound/voice can only be recalled from now/current. I can no longer see it. I already completely lost him and became a child without a father.

After graduating from university, I worked in Qinghai, and later started my own business. I stayed in the local did not return back hometown in Shandong. I spent less time with my parents for more than ten years.

I do n’t want them, but I feel that time is enough. As long as you give me a period of time, you can have a career of ownself. ...... He worked hard for more than ten years, and just when he was about to do it, he was gone.

I've been thinking these days, why not give me some time? I really can, even if you give me a little bit and let me serve well, not considered as gave birth to this son.

But it was so sudden ...

In the past years, I ca n’t go to work or write a book, I ca n’t change it. entire person rotates, there is almost no ownself time. I have to be careful about what I do. Conditions, he could not enjoy it.

Listening to Elder Brother, when I went to Shanghai last month, he kept complaining. Since he is here, why not go home?

I know, he misses me.

I did n’t see the last side of did not return back.

I always thought that there was time, now/current understand, completely gone.

My father is an authentic rural man. He was frugal all his life. He lost his mother at the age of six. His father died in his twenties and lived alone until he married my mother. Born three sons, from private teachers to now/current, never had a good day.

In 2017, my daughter-in-law was pregnant. I asked him and my mother to come to take care, which meant that I wanted to stay with us for a longer period of time, but my location was more than 3,000 meters above sea level. After less than four months, I lost more than 20 pounds and walked. Unable to walk, the grandson was born eight Heavens/days and went back.

Let's go to clean up the room, only to find that there are more screws and screw caps for mineral water bottles, which are usually picked by bending and bending, in case it is useful, even did not use/useless, iron, can also sell for money. When I got on the plane, I could n’t go through the security check. Upon inspection, I found that there are broken-angle pliers, screwdrivers with no handles, and a worn compass ... I asked what to bring with him. I smiled and said, what do you mean, I can't even afford this thing? Just buy it for you. He said, it still works, what can I buy? Do not waste!

I was very happy when I got home and called me, saying that I always wanted do not understand, why can such a large iron block fly to the sky and fly so high. Can fly in the village, considered as is very powerful, everyone is envious, many people still do not believe it.

My father likes to learn new knowledge. When I was a kid, home books were almost always "hundred thousand Why", "The Moon Mystery" and so on. I used my mobile phone to be proficient more than me. I always wanted to learn a computer. I said to go back and buy one for you, and if you have it, I will buy a better cell phone for you ... but this "turning back" will never happen again.

Can do carpenter, home a lot of stools, he made it himself. Will repair electronic products, when the black and white TV, is a well-known electrician in four villages and eight villages, almost every day someone sent electrical appliances to repair. After repairing it, I will receive a maximum of accessory money, do not make a living from it, or make money from it, only to gain a reputation as a "good guy".

I always wanted an elderly house. I said I bought it in the county seat. I said that I don't like living in a city house. I want to live in the countryside. I said it was built. I gave money early this year and built a house in my hometown. Over the past few months, I have been worrying about buying materials and finding people. I live there every night, watching the bricks and bricks are built, and smoking with satisfaction. At the beginning of the month, it was finally built and the furniture was bought. I am happy to say that there is finally a nest belonging to ownself. I am about to move there, and there will be no people. A brand new house has not been lived for a day.

I like to read some miscellaneous books. I am very yearning for various mysterious events. I would like to get a passport and take you to a place like the pyramid to stroll to appreciate the wonders of the world. He is very happy, exercise every day persist/insist on, said that when going abroad, he will not fall behind, can follow us, and now/current, passport did not use/useless once.

I do n’t like to owe money. Even my son recorded on my mobile phone that I bought him a ticket and took him out every time I spent. The train ticket, bus ticket, air ticket time and price are all recorded in be together. I plan to save money. Enough, give me back. Still thinking, save these years, wait for the house to save enough money, and return me ...

I didn't plan to let him pay back, but now/current thought, how good it would be to pay back, at least to show that he was still alive.

On the way back from Jinan, watching his vital signs diminish a little and eventually tend to disappear, I feel like my head is about to explode. These years have been creating the world, and I always feel that ownself is omnipotent, and it is difficult to do anything, but the real presence/in front is useless.

I fancied that if there was medical gas, Soul Master, Qi of Heaven's Path, could summon Zhang Xuan ... in this way, he would not be gone, but could not do it!

I used to think that as long as I can make more money, my life will be better, many things can be avoided, and I can live happily, but now/current found that many times, the money is did not use/useless.

Zeng narrowly thought why it was you, not others.

I want to keep you, but I ca n’t keep it.

I want to go back a few days ago and prevent you from going out. This tragedy will not happen, but I am not the protagonist of the novel. Time cannot be retreat, and I cannot regret it.

I'm just mortal.

A useless mortal.

Nothing that can be done.

Facing the departure, I can only watch it without any help.

I'm emotionally confused.

My father ’s funeral has been completed and the ground is settled. It ’s two days before handle. The responsibility for traffic accidents will be restored in the next few days.

Heng Sao Tian Ya

June 26, 2019