Fantasy World Transmigration Chapter 36: Another myself
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After Dr. Kiwi left, Chen Ang was sitting in front of the laboratory bench and lost in thought, placing consciousness in the body of ordinary humans, which made Chen Ang feel long-lost and dull, and even the speed of the breadth of thinking was limited. .
It ’s like having a high fever with a severe cold, so blurred and unconscious.
The body feels like wearing a thick cover, only obscurely observing the situation of the outside world, agile thinking in the past, and at this time it is also dull like an idiot. Chen Ang moved his limbs and walked out of the laboratory. In the eyes of others, he is still agile, but only Chen Ang knows how he is twisted.
Ca n’t see the electromagnetic radiation in the air, ca n’t hear the background gravitational waves of the universe, ca n’t control the molecules, atoms, nuclei, hadrons, bosons, fermions, and complex knowledge in memory that can only make up your own body. Recall slowly with the human brain.
The environment that can be observed is only a small part of the role of light radiation and mass. Infrared, ultraviolet, infrasound, and ultrasonic waves are not visible. Chen Ang feels that he is confined to an island in the universe ’s vast dark matter environment, narrow The space made him uncomfortable.
Because of the extremely confidential research mission, Chen Ang ’s laboratory is in the Avengers Building. The building donated by Stark Industries is completely unrecognizable. The defensive structure takes up a lot of space, and the Avengers ’active area , Is always the most convenient location of the whole building.
"Dr. Chen." Someone stopped him when Chen Ang passed by the activity area.
"Peter, is there something wrong?" The person who came was the little spider. He rubbed his hands a little nervously and said embarrassedly: "Can I take a picture for you? My work needs some pictures of celebrities, Ph.D. You are a big hit for the next Nobel ... "
"Then you are really busy! Two jobs, hero police and newspaper reporters." Chen Ang poses for Peter to take a picture and ask him with a smile: "Why don't you accept it?" What about Nick's invitation? Becoming an Avengers is generous, and the work is more decent. Even if you don't want your family to know what you are doing, Nick will cover you up. "
I heard this. Peter was hesitant. "I do n’t know what to think. Doctor, maybe I do n’t want to be separated from this society. My family. My friends are ordinary people. The status of superhero makes me move away from them. So I need An ordinary person, to balance my responsibility and life. "
Chen Ang nodded his head to understand that he took the little spider into the activity room and said to him: "Then you will feel very tired, the conflict between the two identities. It will make you worse than life."
"Yes, doctor, I already feel it." Peter covered his face wearily.
The event room is a place where ordinary heroes rest and entertain, so there is everything here. Chen Ang sits on the piano stool next to him and solemnly said to Peter: "Peter, we are different from ordinary people ..."
He tried a few sounds under the piano and said, "For ordinary people, they have worked hard, struggled, and pursued things in their lifetime. But we can easily get it. For example, piano, there are millions in the world. People learn piano, and tens of thousands of people devote their souls to love it. This is a dream for them and a goal to pursue. "
I heard that the little spider nodded again and again. His girlfriend Gwen was a literary youth. When he was dating him, he did not miss the concerts and records of those musicians.
The top performers have everything ordinary people dream of—career, wealth. Lofty prestige and status.
The piano is considered to be one of the most elegant music and a knocking stone for the upper class. Many people have struggled in this field all their lives, devoting themselves to everything.
"But actually. What is it? It's just a movement of hitting the keyboard." Chen Ang smiles and smiles: "Music is a sentimental saying, plainly speaking, it is sound waves, and playing piano is nothing more than suitable Strikes the keyboard at the right moment, causing the mechanical movement of the piano hammer and emitting sound waves on the steel wire and steel plate! "
"Music is the fluctuation of the air. Letting this air fluctuation carry emotions is not performance but superpowers. To hear emotions in so-called music is to deceive yourself."
"Is this ...?"
For the first time, when he heard this, Peter could n’t respond for a while.
A series of smooth notes flowed down from the hands of Chen Ang, which is more beautiful than Peter said that anyone who has heard anything played. Chen Ang pulled out a hand and looked at Peter sideways, he did n’t look at the keys, Complex and standard notes flowed from under his right hand.
"The ability of ordinary people is too poor, they ca n’t grasp the timing of pressing the keyboard, they ca n’t remember the order of the keyboard, so they put on a simple action to put on Chinese clothes and give them all kinds of sacred meaning. Pull it high To the level of art. But to play the piano bluntly is to play the keyboard in order, it is neither art nor complicated. "
Peter couldn't help being shocked by the yell of Chen Ang, and stood up in shock at Chen Ang's current behavior.
With one hand, Chen Ang played a ‘ghost fire’ known as the ghost hand of the piano.
Spider-Man ’s senses are more sensitive than ordinary people, but in the sound of Chen Ang, he heard clearly more pleasant, or Chen Ang's handling of details is more delicate, after all, not any pianist can exceed the limit of human perception Appreciate the piano.
"Shocked? You can do it too! Look at my hand." Chen Ang said
In Peter ’s eyes, the speed of Chen Ang is not fast. His every move is clear. He moves and plays on the keyboard as if it has been slowed down dozens of times. The strength of Chen Ang ’s percussion, timing, The way muscles are exercised is deep in Peter's mind. He knows that he can copy it whenever he wants.
"We are different." Chen Ang's calm voice came from the piano sound: "Humans have to form hard memories through hard work and hard work. Among them, those who are talented and talented, work hard to remember knowledge and learn. Skills are easy for us. "
"The skills they are proud of, they have racked their brains to learn things, sports, music, work skills, for you are just a simple imitation. You can feel the world ten million times more complicated than them, you Your vision can see the mites on your girlfriend's face, your hearing can hear the sound of a mosquito wing fan thousands of meters around you, your sense of smell in the city, if you fall into the source of stench, your taste can taste food The disgusting taste covered by spices ... "
Chen Ang just recovered the super five senses that Peter tried to forget from his memory, and made Peter feel nauseous. He pushed away Chen Ang and ran aside to vomit.
The voice of Chen Ang still speaks these facts coldly.
"Tell me, Peter! When you see her girlfriend ’s large pores, smell her foul smell, feel the dirt and bacteria on her body, hear her farting, and taste the smell of her **** on the tongue When it tastes, do you still love her? "
"I can love her!" the little spider struggled.
"It's different! Peter, it's different!" Chen Ang sighed.
"From the moment you change, everything is different. Do you think this is the trouble that superheroes bring to you? Yes, there are factors in this regard. An ordinary person will change after the living environment changes. Feeling at a loss, they will be changed. If they enter another social class, even the three views will be changed. "
"This is just a change in the environment." Chen Ang spread his hands.
"The torture you are experiencing is just another way of life that affects you. If you are willing to accept your status as a superhero, it is not even more difficult than graduation from college. Like Stark, it ’s easy Accept this change and even love it. But there are different things ... "
"Your essential change."
"You have a contradiction with this world. Your way of thinking and behavior are all human, but you are already different. You can pretend to forget, pretend to be no different than superpowers and mortals, but this You ca n’t change your extraordinary nature. You ’re completely physiologically different from humans. ”
"Trust me, time will make you change, and this change will torture you until you have a complete personality, until your personality, three views, personality, and cognition range from ordinary humans, metamorphosis to your special adaptation."
In the depths of Chen Ang consciousness, there is also a trace of waves.
From the depths of his memory, he turned out the old ones, as if from the corner of memory thousands of years ago, the old self. (~ ^ ~)