Ultimate Teacher Chapter 443: , much thought!
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Chapter 443, I think too much!
She is used to her parents' death!
She is used to being helpless!
She is accustomed to grievances and seeks perfection!
She is used to all doom and disaster!
However, she is worried that Fang Yan is not used to it. , Ybdu,
When a person suffers from a lot of fate, when a person has suffered too much pain and lost too much, her heart will become hard and her body will become strong. She shielded herself from the wind and rain, she greeted Xiamu Xingguang for herself.
Like a flower on a cliff, after all, it is more arrogant and independent than the wildflowers and grass at the foot of the mountain.
Lu Chaoge is a flower on a cliff. Fang Yan used to be a flower in a greenhouse.
The flowers on the cliff see some flowers in the greenhouse. After all, there will be some worries and some pity. The wind outside is so heavy and the snow is so crazy, can his thin body carry it?
Lu Chaoge knows that Fang Yan is suffering from the sadness that ordinary people can't imagine, just like she had suffered when she was a child. However, she gritted her teeth stubbornly. It was a kind of tearing pain, as if I were soberly picking an organ from my body.
Father, which organ of his body should he correspond to?
I worry that you are not used to it!
After hearing Lu Chaoge's answer, Fang Yan was momentarily stunned.
Looking at Zhao Chao ’s face with a concerned face, he whispered: "The place where I was born has a very bad habit-the men there like to emphasize love and light on life and death. The heroic words. Public and private, justice and justice, for all of this, we will pay for our lives. "
"So, some people will leave every year. Some people are buried in the strange and dangerous North Sea, and they can't even pick up the bones. Some people are sacrificed in the hot and wild Gobi, and the bodies are overwhelmed by the quicksand. Some people died of illness, and others died in pursuit of martial arts self-exploitation-sometimes they received the news of the death of their relatives in the distance in the spring morning, sometimes they received a call for funeral in the summer night, sometimes it was the Double Ninth Festival, and Sometimes it ’s New Year ’s Eve ----- you can choose the day of birth, who can choose the day of death? "
Fang Yan held a bowl of fresh fish soup for herself, and then sipped it in a sip.
"For such things, I thought I had watched it very easily. Sometimes even when my mind is hot and I feel that other people can do things, I can do it ---" Fang Yan laughed at himself He got up and said, "I couldn't do it. I'm not brave, I'm a little weak."
"You are not cowardly." Lu Zhaoge comforted softly: "You are just too emotional."
Fang Yan shook his head and said, "When I was alive, I hadn't talked to him properly and had a drink. Once I died, what was the point of waiting for a long time? What kind of expression ---- also Can't it be called a relationship? "
“I ’m just too guilty. When he was alive, he did n’t take a good look at the paintings he painted, and did n’t appreciate the words he wrote. I knew he was busy with his painting exhibition, and I did n’t even have a greeting in the past. Does it need success? He lives in his world, and I live in my world. Although we are a family, I always feel that he does not understand me, and I do not understand him. "
"So, this time I stayed in Yanziwu for three years, I read all the paintings he had painted before, even the manuscript paper under the bookcase did not fall. I wrote every word he wrote The poems were carefully conjectured, and even the wrong typos were sorted out. Some words were well written, proving that he was in a good mood. Some words were poorly written. At that time, maybe he was very upset? "
"Later I discovered a secret. When he writes good-looking words, there must be something that makes him happy that day. For example, I got the title of outstanding graduate of the school, for example, my Kung Fu has To make him grow satisfied ---- the day I first felt The Heart of Tai Chi, he drew a picture of "Morning Exercises for Youngsters". A young man practiced his fist diligently in the morning light. The red sun in the painting was dyed by him very much Red is very red, which proves that his mood must be very excited at that time ---- "
Fang Yan couldn't talk anymore and bowed his head to drink soup.
Fang Yan's depressed mood was lightened a little by the warm and delicious fish soup.
"There is nothing to get used to, just to give up." Fang Yan said with a smile: "I just don't want him. That's all."
Lu Chaoge looked at Fang Yan, and his beautiful eyes were deeply worried. He said, "Fang Yan, why are you going to Huacheng?"
"There are too many things to do, and we can't wait forever." Fang Yan replied: "Besides, the students before me-they are waiting for me."
"Fang Yan, don't you think this is too risky?" Lu Chaoge didn't believe Fang Yan's explanation and said aloud: "I know you, I know what kind of man you are. You are waiting in Yanziwu After three years, I also waited for three years. You thought that those people would still appear, and you thought they would still attack you-but they did not come out slowly, just like they disappeared from this world. "
"So, you left Yanziwu, left Yanjing, and came to Huacheng, the most dangerous and your weakest ---- do you want to use your life to lead snakes out of the cave? Fang Yan, this is too dangerous. . Go back, go back to Yanziwu. There is the safest place. They can do everything ----- "
Fang Yan ’s eyes are filled with scary red light, and the white spots are covered with mottled red bloodstains, watching the landing Chao Ge's voice calmly said: "But, the contradiction must always be resolved ------ They killed my father, let me kill their family. You see, this is not too much? "
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Fang Yan saw Lu Zhaoge's startled expression and asked, "Aren't you not used to it? I used to not speak like that. If I encounter such a problem, I will use another expression -------- I ’ll tell you that I ’m a pacifist, and then kill all of them in my back. This is my style, right? ”
Lu Chaoge nodded and said, "Yes, that's your style-I hope you are the same as you used to be. Although you had a vicious mouth at that time, you were kind-hearted. I'm willing to think about others. "
"No, I can't do it." Fang Yan patted his heart and said, "Every night it looks like it was burned by a fire, and it makes people sleeplessly tortured. When was this fire burned? It ’s gone, so I can become what I used to be. "
"Then let's take it slowly. Don't worry." Lu Chaoge said. "What are you doing in Suzaku? Are you going to be a teacher?"
"Do not be a teacher." Fang Yan said: "My current mentality is not suitable for being a teacher. I'm afraid I can't control my emotions."
"Being a teacher is what you are good at. If you are not a teacher, what do you want to do?"
"Be the school security guard." Fang Yan said.
"Security?" The fish soup in Lu Chaoge's mouth almost spewed out. If she didn't want to maintain an elegant posture, she thought it would be difficult for her to control such things.
At that time, a rising education star in Huacheng's education industry just wanted to go to school to be a security guard-is this contrast too strong?
"I used to like to educate people, but now I just want to protect people." Fang Yankan said to Zhao Ge, with an unprecedented tone of seriousness. "I learned later that it is most important to be alive. I hope that the people I care about do not suffer any harm."
"It ’s too tiring to do this."
"If you don't do this, you're tired." Fang Yan said. "I didn't do this before, so I'm so tired now."
Lu Zhaoge sighed softly and said, "What can I do for you?"
"Help me get Chaoyan well." Fang Yan said. "I will need money in the future, I need a lot of money. I need resources, all kinds of resources ----- I don't just want the strength of a person, I need the strength of a family. Only then can I be able to Against the conspirators hiding behind me. I was able to cut off their dirty hands and pierce their dirty hearts. "
Lu Chaoge nodded and said, "You have been in Xiaoziwu for three years. I haven't visited you in three years-I put all my time and energy on the development of Chaoyan Technology. I know there will be Such a day, I hope that when you come out, Chaoyan Technology will be your strongest backing ----- I think Miss Qin thinks the same way. "
After the funeral of Fang Yixing, Qin Yitian left immediately.
She became her mother's assistant and one of the decision-makers of the Qin family business.
Her eyes are always on Chaoyan Technology. She uses the Qin family's resources and contacts to **** the development of Chaoyan.
Without the support of Qin Yitian, without the support of the Qin family in the back, Chaoyan Technology, which is as fragile and full of potential as a toddler, has long been torn into pieces and swallowed into the stomach by those ambitions.
It can be said that if there is no Lu Chaoge standing on the bright surface to attract artillery, if there is no Qin Yitian standing behind to display the thunder, the two small flames of Chaoyan Technology have long been wiped out.
"I owe you too much." Fang Yan Shen Sheng said.
He did n’t say thanks, because those two words were too weak, and there was really no way to express his mood at this moment.
Lu Zhaoge smiled silently and began to pack up the chopsticks, saying, "You go to watch TV for a while, and live with me in the future."
"-------" Fang Yan felt awkward.
He feels that he is in a bad mood right now, and is not well-suited to consider matters between men and women.
Moreover, he and Lu Chaoge still lack some emotional condiments. He feels that he is not ready yet. If he sleeps rashly, is it not appropriate?
Fang Yan is in a dilemma. I do n’t know what reason I should use to be able to refuse Lu Zhaoge ’s invitation without hurting the woman ’s proud self-esteem.
Because he rarely speaks in the past three years, he feels that his language ability has deteriorated seriously.
"I have cleaned the room for you." Lu Chaoge walked into the kitchen with the chopsticks.
"-------" Fang Yan only knew that he was thinking too much.
(ps: Thank you Xingye Evil Brother for his ten thousand rewards, the local tyrants are powerful and domineering. Thank you Gu Yueqingfeng ’s thirty thousand rewards, the Guardian Jin Ge Iron Horse, and the world!)