Goddess Medical Doctor Chapter 10:

　　" Before I was five years old, my parents’ relationship was always very good. My father never did housework because he was a big man. On the contrary, before I was five years old, most of the housework in our house was my dad. I was doing it because he felt that my mother took care of me very hard, but after I was five years old......"

　　 She retracted her gaze looking at the vast white clouds in the distance, lowered her head and closed her eyes, and took a deep breath. "They started arguing every day, and my father stopped doing anything for my mother. From time to time, I would get drunk, because the drunkenness accidentally hurt my mother." A gust of wind blew Nanhuofeng's hair and covered it. She had a sad expression on her face.

　　 Every time my father missed his hand and hurt his mother, he would come to hold her and cry silently, or he would be drunk lying in bed holding her hand on his eyes and saying, "Feng'er, Feng'er, father, so bitter, It hurts!" Just repeating it over and over again. Gradually the tears fell, wet her hands, and hurt her heart, and all she could do was silently accompany her father to cry. She didn't know what happened. A good home became like this. At the time, she only vaguely felt that her father was accusing her mother.

　　" And my mother would quarrel with my dad at first, but slowly my mother never quarreled with my dad again. Their quarrels turned into only my dad’s screams and anger. This is what The reason I like it." Nan Huofeng raised his hand to put the wind-blown hair behind her ears, raised her head, her eyes widened and looked forward, otherwise she was afraid that the tears in her eyes would fall uncontrollably. Come.

　　 From that time on, she couldn’t sleep at night, always paying attention to the movement in her parents’ room, because father once pinched her mother’s neck because her mother stopped arguing with him, if not She rushed into the room in time, cried and pulled her father's leg back to let him let go, and her mother's life might be gone. The next day she took her mother's hand and asked them what was going on. Her mother smiled bitterly at her: "Feng'er, do you believe in your mother?" She raised her head to look at her bitter smile, and replied loudly without hesitation. Feng'er, of course I believe in my mother!" Tears appeared in my mother's eyes, and she embraced her. "Feng'er, trust my mother, don't ask, you are still young, and I will tell you when you grow up." She wrapped her mother's waist tightly and put her head in her arms. She never did I haven't asked, but my mother didn't have the chance to wait until she grew up.

　　 Although my mother didn't tell her, she was often awakened by Dad's roar. After that, she noticed the movement in their room and did not dare to sleep. She also knew something from Dad's roar. Dad is accusing his mother of betraying him, and betraying him with his best friend. Listening to Dad yelling out his best friend, she was slightly startled. Dad’s best friend is Uncle Nan, but why? Uncle Nan is such a good person, dad must have made a mistake, he must be! I told myself to believe in my mother and Uncle Nan, but listening to her father's painful accusations every night, her trust in her mother gradually began to shake, and Uncle Nan did not feel disgusted in her heart. It's not only Dad who is suffering, she is also caught in a whirlpool of pain.

　　 Nan Huofeng said it simply, her expression did not change, even her voice was calm, and Jian Xingfang sitting next to her still felt the wound in her heart. Understatement does not mean that the wound has healed. On the contrary, it is still in her heart. A wound that has not healed.

　　 He looked at her faintly visible side face in the mess of wind-blown hair, full of void. He reached out and shook her hand, pulling her back from the memory. She regained her senses, turned her head in doubt, her eyes seemed to ask: What's the matter?

　　 Jian Xingfang smiled slightly. "What about after?"

　　 Nan Huofeng still stared at him with puzzled eyes, after that? After what?

　　 He saw her puzzlement, and then added: "What happened to your parents afterwards?" Even if asking like this will make her hurt again, he still has to ask. Only when the pain is said will it not be so It hurts.

　　 Nan Huofeng understood what he was asking, his expression did not change, only his eyes darkened slightly, and then he turned his head and looked into the distance.

　　 The calm voice sounded again. "Dead, they died together on the same day."

　　 Back then, because my father was always angry, causing physical problems, when he became ill, he always yelled angrily at his mother: "You killed me like this. Even if I die, I will take you to the funeral. "And my mother always shed tears, and replied loudly: "Okay, I will accompany you to prove my innocence." When my father heard my mother want to die with him to prove my innocence, he would not feel moved. Will go back ironically: "Why don't you go to die now to prove your innocence, go, go, go!" "Do you think I dare? If it's not for the wind, I" mother cried silently. Then there will be Dad's swearing and mother's crying.

　　 was originally just what Dad said when he vented his anger, but it became true. They both left her on the same day, leaving her alone in this world. At first, she didn't understand why the mother had betrayed her father, but if a woman could prove her innocence by death, there would only be fame! She didn't know what was going on at that time. Since her trust in her mother began to shake, it was not so easy to recover, especially when she saw the pain of Dad every day. Until the mother told her the whole story when she died, she shed tears of guilt, and she could no longer make up for this guilt, which became a deep regret in her heart.

　　 Jian Xingfang also guessed that this is the result, or how could she have a foster father! But he did not expect that the two would leave together on the same day, unless they committed suicide.

　　 He continued to gritted his teeth and asked. "How could this happen? Will they reconcile afterwards?"

　　"How about reconciliation? Yes, they are reconciled before they die, and they can be together happily in the underworld." Only left her alone, and mother said that she was sorry and she could only leave herself Yes, Dad also said sorry to her. She didn't blame them, never, they had done enough for her.

　　 "Excuse me, since your father and mother are so stiff in front of you, the two can be separated, why are they" For example, her father can divorce his wife or her mother can divorce her husband because of her father's atrocities~IndoMTL .com~ This is good in their country. If a woman is treated harshly in her husband's house, she can propose to dissolve the husband and wife relationship, and the woman can also marry another.

　　 "Because of me, they don't want me to be hurt." Also because they love each other, but no matter how deep the love is, they will feel tired because of the long-term hurt of each other and want to be separated. In the end, she became that they could not be separated The biggest reason. She has been a burden since she was born, and her parents would have lived better without her.

　　 "Since they are not separated because of you, how can you leave you behind and be yourself" Jian Xingfang said excitedly, because she suddenly turned her head and interrupted what was behind him.

　　 Nanhuo Feng Danfeng's eyes burned with sparks. "Do you think they died by suicide? I tell you, no! My mother died from an accidental injury, and my father was hit hard by my mother's death. His already sick body was unbearable and depressed. Huo Gongxin left with my mother. They left me and left me. Anyway, I was just a cumbersome, a cumbersome." She said loudly, emotionally out of control, and the complaints against herself over the years burst out.

　　 Jian Xingfang feels distressed because of her disgusting tone. "Don't talk about yourself like that, your parents will be sad to hear you say this." He stretched out his hand and gently stroked her hair like a child, calming her emotions.

　　 Nan Huofeng felt the tenderness from his hand, and his eyes were red. "You don't understand, you don't understand, you don't understand" she repeated these three words.

　　Jianxing Fangqing couldn't help but stretched out his hand and hugged her. Hearing her say "you don't understand" once, his heart hurts for her once.