Nightfall Chapter 119: Hey

Ning Que looked at the fist mark on the tree and asked: "Where is it wrong?"

Sangsang didn't speak, and walked back to the courtyard with his back. He followed behind her.

In the early spring, it was slightly cold, and the tree in the yard still did not emit too many branches. She walked under the tree and looked at the trembling cold branches and said: "If it is not, then you let me go."

Since Ning Que thinks that being together is just life, not his way to keep her in the world, then when she wants to leave, he shouldn't stop her.

"You can go anytime," Ning Que said behind her.

Sangsang looked at the trees, and a black crow fell on her gaze in the sound of a fan.

She said: "If I really want to leave, you will commit suicide."

Ning Que was silent.

Sangsang turned around, looked at him and asked: "Do you want me to die that way?"

This is the sixth time she said this sentence to Ning Que, or remembered this sentence in her heart.

"I just don't want you to go."

Ning Que did not evade her eyes, and said: "Even if you leave, where can you go? You have been to the world, how can you sit in the cold kingdom of God for a long time?"

Sangsang said: "I should have been there."

Ning Que said: "Where is there? You often say that this is Haotian's world, and the kingdom of God must be in this world, so what is the difference between the kingdom of God and the world?"

Sangsang said: "Your teacher is there now."

Ning Que said: "Why do you have to stop the teacher, why do you have to stop us? Don't you want to know, what is outside of this world?"

"This is my world. I am the rules of this world. My existence comes from the unique characteristics of this world. If you want to destroy the characteristics of this world, then I cannot exist."

Sangsang looked into his eyes and said calmly: "This is the most fundamental contradiction between me, your teacher and the college. It cannot be resolved. If you insist, you will want me to die."

"Do you want me to die that way?"

This is the seventh time.

Ning Que looked at her quietly. Said: "Don't go back. Become real people and we will live together."

Sangsang said: "People will die."

Ning Que said: "Cultivation can lead to longevity, we will cultivate together."

Sangsang said: "I want to maintain the existence of this world."

Ning Que said: "I don't understand. There are other ways to solve this problem. Why do you have to guard the old world? What are you guarding?"

Sangsang said: "I don't understand, you and certain humans in history. Why do you have to leave this world, what do you want to know?"

Ning Que said: "The thing we want to know is very simple, that is, what's outside."

Sangsang said: "I don't want to know."

All of her thinking logic, to be more precise, all her life has regular objectivity, if we say that human instinct has a yearning for freedom. Then her instinct is to be closed and self-consistent.

Ning Que took a step forward and stood in front of her.

The black crow on the branch cried indifferently.

He took her hand, looked into her eyes and said: "Become human, and then we will live together, practice together, buy vegetables together, eat together, and do many things together."

After Sangsang came to the world. Never looked in a mirror. She is a face modeled on the most modest face of mankind, and a tall body formed according to her own mind. It didn't make her very happy, so at this moment, she looked at the woman in Ning Que's eyes, feeling very strange and a little confused.

"Why do you do this?"

"Even if it is for humans, of course, the most important thing is for me, please stay."

The ordinary face of Sangsang's own in his eyes suddenly shattered into countless pieces of light and shadow, and could no longer be gathered together again, so her eyes returned to indifference.

"No." She looked at Ning Que and said calmly: "Countless years ago, mankind chose me to wake me from the chaos, because I wanted me to bring them eternal peace."

Ning Que didn't know what to say. He didn't understand because that sentence made her react so violently. He thought it was a human choice that caused her to wake up. Hearing her next sentence, he knew it was because of himself.

"I can now understand that the imagination and curiosity outside the world are the desires of human instinct, but those people should not include you, because you are not a person in this world."

Sangsang looked at him and said, "You come from outside the world. You know very well what the outside world has. You have been telling me about that world since twenty years ago. I haven't forgotten it, and now I You can clearly see the picture of that world in your consciousness."

Ning Que felt that his body gradually became colder, and said: "That world... is very beautiful, very vibrant, and countless real suns are full of warmth everywhere."

"You are lying."

Sangsang's voice was still so calm, without a trace of extra emotion, but these words exploded like thunder over Chaoyang City, shocking countless thousands of people looked up at the sky.

"Your world is full of dangers. The burning sun may explode or go out at any time. Most places are cold like a ghost. Whether it is a fragile ordinary person or a relatively strong It’s impossible for any of the practitioners to survive in that world."

Ning Que said: "The lifespan of a star is many billion years. How can it explode at any time? I admit that it is true that most places are cold, but the world is really big. You can always find a suitable place." /

Sangsang said: "Even if it is billions of billions of years, it is only a short period of time for life that needs eternal continuation. What's more, your world will inevitably end in death, and there will be nothing left. ."

Ning Que was silent for a long time and said, "Or, are there more memories left?"

Sangsang’s words did not leave warmth with an inch of living space: "Without temperature, there is nothing. Death is the end, without eternity, that is the great terror."

Ning Que shook his head and said, "It’s not like that...I admit that you’re right. The outside world might really end in the end, but in the long years before that, life can go to the edge of the world. , Or simply break the world and find a way to a new world."

Sangsang said: "What if you can't find it?"

Ning Que was a little angry for some reason, and said in a deep voice, "You haven't lived in that world. Why are you sure that mankind will not find a new world?"

"Because I am not a human being. I never deceive myself as a comfort."

Sangsang looked at him calmly and said: "Compared with my world, the outside world is more like a nether hell, and what you want to do will make me treat you as the son of Hades."

Ning Que hadn't heard the words "son of Pluto" for a long time, or many years ago, including some people in the great priest of Guangming, had been speculating that he was the son of Pluto. Later, this title fell on Long Qing for a short time, and Sangsang eventually took over the name.

Now he naturally knows that there is no Pluto at all, and Haotian is Pluto, but at the same time he must admit that Sangsang is right to some extent.

The world he once lived in. Relative to this world, it is so cold, so turbulent, and so dangerous, just like the kingdom of Pluto.

He came here from that world, brought the information of that world here, and strengthened the academy and master's belief that if the Haotian world is finally broken, go to that wider universe. But finally died. Then his arrival has brought the shadow of Pluto to this world.

This kind of assumption made him very cold. Subconsciously angry, watching Sangsang shouted: "You always have to win everything, even if it is a discussion, you never give up even once, why?"

Sangsang looked at him quietly, with a slight pity.

Her expression made him even more angry. He walked under the tree and slapped him heavily. The black crow on the branch looked down at him. He didn't fly away or make a bad cry.

"For so many years, since you can talk, I have listened to you everything. In the eyes of others, you are my little maid, serving me every day. I say that you dare not go west, I say If you eat dry rice, you definitely don’t dare to cook the rice thinly, but you should be very clear about what the real situation is like. I said, before you go east, you have to take a look at the east side. I said that you eat dry rice that you left the night before The porridge is all poured!"

Ning Que turned around and looked at her and shouted angrily.

"In Minshan, I tried my best to catch a little deer that year. You just looked at me and I let it go! In Weicheng when you were eight years old, the fat aunt proposed to you for her distant nephew , You are not happy, I almost slaughtered that kid that night! You said you want to go back to Chang'an City, I will go back to Chang'an! If you say you want to sell characters, I will write and sell!"

"You said you wanted to rent the shop in Lane Fourteen Seven, I'll rent it! The result is good, I almost sold this little life to Chao Xiaoshu! For you, I swelled Long Qing's face Yes, because he used you to threaten me, I don’t care about offending Xiling Temple, and I’m not afraid to cause trouble to the academy. I just shot him into a fool with one arrow. The result is good. Ye Hongyu chased him like a dog! There are these broken places!"

He pointed to the courtyard, watched her voice tremble and said, "Is it fun for you to turn yourself into the daughter of Hades? For me, this thing is really not fun, the whole world wants to kill You, I was the only one who carried you on my back. I was really scared at the time. I couldn't beat them. Do you know that, but I'm not going to beat them yet?"

Sangsang did not speak, but looked at him quietly.

"I have never violated your opinion. Whatever you want, I will do, and I will not hurt you. There is no such possibility in my consciousness. From the day I picked you up in Hebei Province, it was In this way, I pity you, I love you heartily, I take you more seriously than my own life."

Ning Que's voice gradually lowered, but his emotions became more agitated, saying: "Because I was also abandoned by the world at that time. At that time, only you were by my side. You could survive because of me. I can survive. Isn’t it because I want to feed you? What is natal? This is natal."

Sangsang looked up and looked at the sky gradually being invaded by night. He didn't speak. The black crows living on the branches looked slightly at the two in the yard, as if trying to figure out the current situation.

"You killed the little uncle, but I was not born at that time, so I can ignore it, but... Teacher's death, I can no longer say that it has nothing to do with me."

I don't know if it was because of too much talk or too much emotion, Ning Que's voice became a little hoarse, very low, and tired enough that he might lose his strength at any time.

"At the time by Surabaya, I could have stopped you because you were my destiny, but I didn’t... I thought it was because I forgot. But then I learned. I didn’t forget, it’s just me. Instinctively made myself forget this, because I am really afraid of your death."

He looked up at the stars in the night sky and the moon that was about to appear, and after a moment of silence, he continued: "I have never told anyone about this, but in fact, everyone knows it. Brother in the college. The senior sisters know it, but they never mention it."

"For you, I can have nothing, I can shame, I can die, let alone loyalty and shame. What is morality? If it was before, I could treat all people in the world for you Kill all, as long as you are alive, as long as you are good, I don’t care what others think of me, how they talk about me, how they laugh at me, how they hate me. How are they afraid of me."

Ning Que retracted his eyes and looked at her. He smiled and said with tears: "But... not this time, the senior brothers and sisters in the academy. Those people in Chang'an are very good to me and very good to you. If you go back, the teacher will die, Tang Guoguo Death, there will never be a college in the world, so I can’t listen to you."

The moon finally appeared in the night sky, just behind him, but it was not bright, because the moon was cloudy and clear, and the moon was so dim tonight, as if it might go out at any time.

"I will die too."

When Ning Que spoke, Sangsang remained silent until this time.

She looked at him calmly and said: "If it were not for the college and you, in the Xuankong Temple, I would not be so embarrassed by those monks. You should be very clear that I am getting weaker day by day, if you Don’t let me go back to the kingdom of God, then one day I will die. Don’t say anything about becoming a real human being and then practicing, I said, I don’t like to deceive myself, I am Haotian, how can I become a human being? Adult me, will I still be who I am now? How do you guarantee that I will live?"

The sky does not give birth to a master, and the ages are like a long night. The master is the first person in the Vast Sky world for countless thousands of years. Haotian came to the world, this is also something that has never happened in history. As for him, a guest from an extraterritorial world, he is even more special. No one knows the final outcome of the story written by the three of them.

Haotian didn’t know, the Master didn’t, and Ning Que couldn’t even know, so he couldn’t answer this question. He could only walk to the door of the kitchen and asked her back, “I’ll cook a bowl of noodles for you?”

Sangsang looked at him quietly, his eyes were not disappointed, just a little light.

"I have no appetite."

After saying this, she walked back to the bedroom, went to bed and covered the quilt. Like an angry child, she pulled the quilt so high that it covered her face. It seemed that this would be much easier.

In a short time, Ning Que walked into the bedroom, opened the bedding, and helped her up.

She said: "I said, I don't want to eat noodles."

Ning Que said: "Scalp your feet before going to bed."

Sangsang only saw the hot mist of clear water in front of the bed.

Ning Que squatted down, took off her shoes for her, tested the water temperature, and found that it was just right, put her white lotus-like feet in the water and scrubbed them carefully, there was no leak in the toes.

No words for a night.

Woke up early in the morning, Sangsang did not get up, but continued to lie on the bed and looked at the roof. The clean beams formed a cobweb, and the spider waited quietly on the edge of the web. When insects hit the web, it would Climb over graciously, kill the food in the most enthusiastic manner, and then greedily draw the delicious juice in it.

"You can't continue like this, you need to decide." She turned sideways, looked at Ning Que's face, and said, "If you don't let me go, I will kill everyone."

Ning Que rubbed his eyes and said, "I'm out of rice. When buying vegetables, remember to remind me to buy a bag."

I used the remaining rice in the rice jar to cook the porridge. After the two of them drank, they went to the vegetable market and went to the rice shop first. Just when Ning Que was about to pay, he suddenly found that there were more people in the rice bag. head.

The head of the owner of the rice shop.

Blood oozes out of the bag. As for the rice in the bag, it has long been dyed red. It looks like the blood rice that is a specialty of Qi, with a nauseating smell of blood.

The buddies and the women who bought the rice saw this scene, screamed in shock and rushed out of the shop, but before they had time to cross the threshold, they became dead.

There are countless ways for Haotian to let a person die. She can make people die silently, with a joyful expression, as if still asleep, and in the sweetest dream.

But obviously Sangsang didn't choose this method. In order to make Ning Que feel more direct and show her determination, the method she used was bloody. There were broken limbs and arms everywhere in the rice shop.

Ning Que was pale and looked at her, trying to say something, but couldn't say anything.

He walked out of the rice shop, did not dare to go shopping anymore, and walked quickly between the vegetable stalls with his head down. No matter how the vegetable vendors who were already familiar with him called him, he ignored them, and even forgot his hands Also carrying a blood-stained rice bag.

Sangsang didn't let him go. Although he didn't do anything, as his steps moved, all the vegetable stalls he passed by turned into blood, and the vegetable vendors died miserably.

"Enough!"

Ning Que stopped at the door of the vegetable market. The street in front was full of people. He didn't dare to take another step forward. He could only turn around and looked at Sangsang and shouted angrily.

Blood is everywhere in the food market, which has flooded the soles of his shoes.

Sangsang walked in the blood without any emotion on his face.

Looking at this scene, Ning Que's body trembled.

Then, he gradually calmed down, tiredness written on his pale cheeks.

He looked at Sangsang and said, "It's useless to me."

Sangsang said: "I want to try, and what if it is the Tang people who die?"

Ning Que didn't speak, and became nervous.

Because she is already thinking about it.

Moving thought is anger.

Anger is anger.

And anger comes from different.

……

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(Four chapters, 15,000 words completed, I wish you all a happy weekend, a little tired to write, but the content is relatively satisfactory, so I am happy, please vote for recommendation, thank you.) (To be continued.)