Eastern Palace Chapter 36: Yuanshui(5)

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I saw that his eyes were full of regret, and I felt very unbearable. He obviously couldn't live anymore, and my tears finally came out: "Master..."

His eyes were looking at the stars in the sky, and his breathing gradually became short: "That day... the stars were... like today... bright... you sit on the sand dunes... sing... sing... fox..."

He said incomplete sentences intermittently. I understood what he meant at this moment, and I said softly: "I know... I sing... I sing for you..."

I lifted his head half up, no matter what Pei Zhao thinks, let alone what those Habayashi Lang think, I just feel very sad in my heart, I remember that song, the only song I can sing:

"A fox...it sits on a sand dune...sit on a sand dune, looking at the moon...hey, it turns out it's not looking at the moon...it's the girl waiting for the return of the sheep..." I sang intermittently Song, I used to sing this song very skillfully, but today I don’t know what’s going on. Almost every sentence will go out of tune. I sang and found myself crying like rain, and my tears fell on Gu Jian’s face. But he kept looking at me, smiling at me, until his whole body became cold and cold...his hand fell to the ground. His white robe had long been ragged and ragged with arrows. I saw a corner of his shirt half exposed, and I gently pulled it out. It turned out to be a pair of flowers. Soaked in blood, I suddenly remembered that on the night of Shangyuan, he bought me a pair of Huasheng. I once pulled it down and threw it at his feet. It turned out that he was still hiding in his clothes. I abandon the things I don't want, but he cherished it so much in his arms.

I half-kneeled and sat there with a sad voice. Like a violent wind blowing in the desert, it whirled through his throat, unspeakably uncomfortable: "A fox sits on a sand dune... sits on a sand dune, basking in the sun... Hey... it turns out it Not soaking up the sun, but waiting for a girl passing by on horseback..."

Pei Zhao came up to help me: "Prince Princess..."

I turned my hand back and slashed his face. He seemed to be startled, but he still pulled me up: "I will send the princess to see your Royal Highness."

"I see no one!" I sternly, staring at him, "You...you..." I repeated it twice, but I couldn't think of a word to accuse him. He was only at the order of Li Chengyin, and Li Chengyin was the culprit.

Adu was dying, and Gu Jian died.

It's all because of me, for me.

They set up such a trap. Gu Jian could have been fooled because of me.

Gu Jian could have been immortal, just because of me.

I want him to save Adu.

He desperately saved Adu.

Time and time again, the people around me killed me.

They killed A Weng, they killed A Niang, they killed He lost, they killed Gu Jian again...

They killed the people around me and the people who loved me one by one...

Pei Zhao said: "Girl Adu's wounds are in urgent need of medical treatment, the crown prince, the final general has ordered someone to go to the imperial physician..."

I stared at him coldly, Pei Zhao didn't avoid my gaze, and he didn't argue.

I don't want to say a word to him.

But Adu's injury is important. I won't let them touch Adu. I picked Adu up by myself. Every time A'du hugs me, this time I finally hug her. Her body is so light. The last time she was injured like that, Gu Jian saved her. Can she survive this time?

Adu's pipa bone on his right shoulder was fractured and a rib was also broken. The imperial doctor came to pull out the arrow shaft, straighten the broken bone, and then apply the wound medicine. Adu fell into a deep sleep.

I curled up in front of her sick bed, whoever came to persuade me, I didn't even lift my eyelids.

I hugged myself with my arms, thinking wholeheartedly, when Adu's injury healed, I will take her back to Xiliang.

Li Chengyin came to see me. My clothes were all bloody, and my hair was tangled and tangled. He frowned and said, "Change the clothes for the princess."

Yong Niang was very embarrassed. Just stepping forward, I pulled out the wrong gold knife and stared at her coldly.

Li Chengyin waved his hand, and everyone in the room retreated.

He walked all the way up to me, I saw his boots between my loose hair, one step closer, one step closer... I was about to pierce it, but he slowly bent over and sat down, look Hold me.

I looked straight at him.

He whispered: "Xiao Feng, that person must be eliminated. He has excellent martial arts, and he can hold the emperor and escape from the army. I can't help but kill him..."

I didn't even have the anger, I just looked at him lightly.

"It is my fault to use you as bait, but I have no choice. Zhao Liangdi is the daughter of the family, and his father and brother are important ministers. I have to have a proper name to get rid of her. The Zhao family and Gaoxiang are embarrassed, and so are your majesty. Gao Dang restrained, so he made up his mind to reverse the case for the Chen family. Once the old case of the Chen family is reopened, Gao Ming will definitely be removed...Zhao Liangdi framed you again...I can only plan first...Now you can rest assured, the matter is over... …"

What he said is too complicated for me to understand.

He said a lot more, mostly about the court. Through the grievances in Yueniang’s family ten years ago, all the way to investigate, now the Gao family has been ransacked by the whole family, the Zhao family has also been slain, and Zhao Liangdi has poisoned Xu Baolin, but the matter that framed me has been thoroughly exposed, and she has been expelled. Donggong, committed suicide in shame and indignation... The Gao family used to be a force that supported the queen. After the queen was abolished, these people tried to get Gao Guifei to regain the position. The Zhao family was even more eager. These people had previously helped the queen plot against his biological mother. The harem repeats such intrigue and conspiracy forever... He avenged his mother. He tracked down the people and events 20 years ago. One of the most proud things he did in his life was Right?

What kind of senior, what Zhao family, what Gu Jian, and even Yueniang.

I don't understand.

Especially when he talked about Zhao Liangdi, he understatement as if he had crushed an ant.

The woman he has been in love with for three years, the woman he used to be like a pearl.

It's all acting?

You don’t even have any kindness?

I used to hate Zhao Liangdi, especially when she framed me. But at this moment, I just think she is so pitiful, really so pitiful.

Li Chengyin's heart must be carved in stone. Don’t say it’s a person, even if it’s a cat or a dog for three years, you can’t bear to kill it... I thought things would change after three years, but the only thing that hasn’t changed is him. No matter if he has ever jumped into Wangchuan, no matter if he has forgotten everything or not, he will never forget his power and his conspiracy. He always does not hesitate to use the people around him, he does not hesitate to use emotions, and then to achieve his goals.

He stretched out his hand to touch my face.

I feel disgusted: "Go away!"

Li Chengyin said: "They won't hurt you. They are all marksmen in Yulin Lang. Pei Zhao personally urged them. Those arrows will all fall by your side. No one will accidentally hurt you. I won't I should take your risk. Actually, I regret it..."

"What about Adu?" I looked at him coldly, "If Adu died with Gu Jian..."

He was startled again, and said: "Xiao Feng, A Du is just a servant..."

I slapped him on the face with a "slap", and he did not evade, I was trembling with anger: "She took her life to protect me, she followed me all the way from Xiliang... Adu is at you She is just a slave in my eyes, but in my heart she is my sister." I thought of Gu Jian, thought of him dying to save Adu, thought of him saying, he said he couldn't make me sad anymore. Even Gu Jian knew that if Adu died, I would also die of sadness.

Li Chengyin stretched out his hand and hugged me. He said, "Xiaofeng, I like you. I was ill that day, and you were held by me until I felt numb. Then I would I thought, how could there be such a stupid girl in the world, but I never thought that I would like you as a stupid girl. When you were taken away by the assassin, I was really going crazy... At that time I thought, if it can’t be saved What should I do when I come back to you... I have never been afraid... But when you come back, you said you like Gu Xiaowu. I know that Gu Xiaowu is Gu Jian. I'm going crazy with jealousy. Yes, I don't. I would like to save his life, because he is not only an assassin, but also Gu Xiaowu. Now Gu Xiaowu is dead, I am wrong, I should not kill him, but Xiaofeng, I have no choice, no one can hurt him from now on You, I assure you, you believe me once, okay?"

My tears fell on the back of my own hand, why do I cry like this?

Three years ago, when I jumped from Wangchuan, all my thoughts were lost. I just want to forget this person forever. I finally really forgot about him. I only remember what happened after I married Li Chengyin. He was so handsome, so gentle and elegant, and like a yushu. At that time, I wholeheartedly hoped that he would like me, even if he could smile at me occasionally, it was good.

Now he is holding me in his arms and saying such infatuation, but none of this is what I want.

I shook my head and took my hand out of his hand: "He is not Gu Xiaowu, Gu Xiaowu is already dead."

Li Chengyin looked at me in a daze, and after a long while he said: "I have already admitted my mistake, what else do you want?"

I feel very tired, and I really don’t want to talk anymore. I leaned my head on the pillar: “You used to like Zhao Liangdi so much. You quarreled with me every day for her. But now you tell me that you lied to her. .You used to have the closest relationship with Gao Xiangguo, but now you tell me that he is very rebellious, so he is full of people...You used to hate me the most, and you are going to stop me, but now you say, you like me... a person like you ...... Tell me how to believe you again......"

Li Chengyin stopped for a while, but did not move: "Xiaofeng, I am the prince, so there are many things that I have to do."

I smiled suddenly: "Yes, if a person wants to be an emperor, he will be hard-hearted and cold."

When Gu Jian said this to me, I didn't pay much attention to it. Now I finally understand.

A person is gradually approaching the position of emperor, he will forsake many passionate emotions. For example, the friendship between Adu and I, he couldn't understand because he didn't.

He has never given such trust to anyone.

I asked: "If one day, I endanger your throne, your country, and your community, will you kill me?"

Li Chengyin avoided talking: "Xiaofeng, the more dangerous place than the imperial palace is the East Palace, and the more difficult place than being an emperor is being a prince...The hardships of my journey, you don't know..." /

I interrupted him: "Will you kill me one day?"

He stared at my face and finally said: "No."

I smiled and said slowly: "You will."

I slowly said to him: "Do you know that there is a place called Wangchuan?"

He stared at me blankly.

"The water of forgetting rivers lies in forgetting feelings..." I slowly turned around, humming the familiar song along the way, "A fox sits on the sand dunes... sits on the sand dunes, basking The sun... Hey... So it's not basking in the sun, but waiting for a girl passing by on horseback..."

I know that Gu Xiaowu in my heart is truly dead.

Li Chengyin knew that Zhao Liangdi had sent someone to kill Xu Baolin with chronic poison, but he didn't move at all.

The life of a woman who has had skin close to him is just like a grass.

Li Chengyin obviously only uses Zhao Liangdi, but he can still love her every day.

The woman who had a white-headed appointment with him was also fate.

Li Chengyin knew that Zhao Liangdi had framed me, but he didn't move at all. He still watched me step by step into a dangerous situation. Instead, he used this dangerous situation to lure Gu Jian to come and take the opportunity to kill Gu Jian.

He won't jump down Wangchuan with me again.

The Gu Xiaowu in my heart really just died like this.

I stood beside A'du in uncomprehensive clothes. When her injury worsened and she developed a fever, I thought of Gu Jian. Last time, Gu Jian rescued her, but this time it was gone.

When Adu had the worst fever, I also fell ill.

It was raining heavily that day, and I walked over the covered bridge with a basin of ice. As a result, I slipped and fell severely.

That fell and broke my forehead, but at night, I started to burn.

Adu is also having a fever. Li Chengyin said that Adu had given me the anger and wanted to move Adu out. He said that I had only recovered from the disease and that I could no longer be infected by Adu.

Who caused Adu to be like this?

I was so angry that I was guarding Adu with the wrong golden sword, and no one dared to come forward.

Li Chengyin was also angry, and ordered someone to drag me away.

Adu didn't know where he was sent. I was locked in the inner sanctuary. I didn't have the energy to make trouble anymore. I wanted my Adu, but Adu didn't know where to go now.

I didn't eat or take medicine. Yongniang came with the medicine. I tried my best to knock over the medicine bowl in her hand. All I need is Adu. I can't stay in this East Palace for a day. I want Adu and I want to go back to Xiliang.

I slept drowsy all day, having nightmares. I dreamed of A-niang. I dreamed that I was crying a lot of tears. I dreamed of A-da. He touched the top of my hair with his rough big hands. He said to me: "My child, I have wronged you."

I am not wronged, I just feel exhausted and can no longer struggle. Like a fish, about to suffocate; like a flower, about to wither.

Li Chengyin and Donggong are the heaviest chains in the world, and I can't bear them anymore.

Later, Yong Niang gently shook me up, she told me: "Adu is back."

A Du was really sent back. He was still lying on the bed unconscious, not knowing how Li Chengyin changed his mind.

I touched Adu's hands. Her hands are hotter than mine. She has a high fever, but as long as she is here, I can stay with her.

Yongniang didn't say anything, only said: "Adu is back, let's take medicine for the princess."

I drank the big bowl of bitter medicine in one breath. It was really bitter. I didn't even eat the pressed apricots. I smiled at Yongniang, but she suddenly wept inexplicably.

I thought it was strange and asked: "Yong Niang, what's wrong with you?"

Yong Niang did not speak, but said softly: "The crown prince's hair is messed up. The slave and maid will re-comb it for you."

The rhino comb is very comfortable in the hair. Yongniang's hands were light and warm, like those of A-niang. While combing my hair, she said slowly: "I remember that when the princess arrived at the East Palace, she was very ill, and the place was so hot that she was so hot. The imperial physicians did not dare to take medicine casually, for fear of something good or bad. The slave and maid stood by your side. At that time, your Central Plains dialect was not good enough. In your dreams, you were crying for a confidant and a confidant. Later the slave realized that the confidant was the mother in Xiliang dialect."

I forgot all about it. I remember that I was ill once when I arrived in the East Palace, and Yongniang and Adu took care of me until I got better.

"You were only fifteen years old that year." Yong Niang helped me gently pull up my hair, "Three years have passed."

I turned my head to look at her, and she smiled at me: "Niang Niang’s Fangchen, I forgot in the palace, and my Highness also forgot. Today Niang Niang is eighteen years old."

I really forgot about these things, Adu was so sick that I didn't remember to celebrate his birthday. The palace should remember these things, but it is said that there is a lot of chaos in the palace now, and there is something wrong with Concubine Gao, and the rest of the people must not care about such trivial matters.

Only Yong Niang remembers.

She carefully squeezed the temples on both sides of my hair with a grate: "From now on, the prince will be an adult, and she can no longer be willful."

Who is going around?

I think these four words are so far away...The self-willed me, seems to be gone long ago. Three years ago, she died in the sacred waters of Wangchuan, and I was muddled through her body, and another three years passed. I have forgotten everything, the sea of ​​blood and deep hatred, and I have followed my enemy for these three years. Until, I fell in love with him again.

He never thinks of me.

Fortunately, I would rather he never think of me.

When Adu's injury gradually healed, the summer was almost over.