Legend of Ravaging Dynasties: Sorrow Chapter 33

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The alley at four o'clock in the morning.

The cold light has no time to shine through the freezing darkness.

The gray light drags the shadow back and forth.

The alley that had just boiled back to a quiet place. The women muttered, sneered, and gradually closed the door of their home.

The lights that were turned on were pulled out one by one.

The river of sadness flows slowly in the darkness. Overwhelmed all the youth and time that had no time to escape.

You could have escaped very far.

But you have stayed here all the time, any water surging up and down until it topples over your head.

Together with the sound and light, there is no time to escape this huge river of sorrow.

The vast black water reflects the cold white light. Slowly expand. The moon affects huge tides.

Will the whole world be swallowed slowly because it is too late to resist?

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Actually, there is nothing in this world that can definitely hurt you.

As long as you are cold enough, indifferent enough, enough to stop caring about everything. As long as you slowly polish your heart into a smooth and hard stone.

As long as you think of yourself as dead.

Then, there is nothing in this world that can hurt you anymore.

I don’t want to feel so much pain from others. Then stop giving so much love to others.

Sentences like this will definitely cause stomach acid when you see them on TV or in novels. But when all of this has turned into a tangible entity, slowly covering your whole body like a thick mist, you will feel that these have become wise sayings, shining with a cruel and calm light.

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A few days passed. It seems that there is no major bleeding after abortion. On the first day after the operation, there was still some blood bleed like during the menstrual holiday, and there was less blood after that.

The ticking time bomb in the body seems to have survived.

I gradually stopped dreaming at night. But it is not very deep sleep. Always floating on the surface of dreams. The ears and eyes are still keen to capture sound and light. Occasionally, a flying insect vibrated its wings in the room, and Yi Yao would slowly open his eyes in the dark and stare at the unclear ceiling quietly until he dived into the surface of the dream again.

Lin Huafeng stayed in the hospital for only one day, and struggled to go home.

The first aid cost four to five hundred yuan that night. Lin Huafeng didn't want to stay in the hospital for a minute.

I went home weak for two days, and then slowly recovered.

Also recovered, as well as the slippers Lin Huafeng smashed at Yi Yao, and the familiar phrase "Why don't you die?" Yi Yao didn't want to hide either, letting his slippers hit him or even his face. It's just that every time she heard Lin Huafeng say "Why don't you die", she would think in her heart that maybe it was the right choice to let you die at home that day.

Want you to die. It's like you want me to die.

For you, I am a superfluous existence. Then, I can understand your wish that I will die in Taobao women's clothing Tmall Taobao mall Taobao women's winter coat. Just like my own child, it is also a sudden accident beyond expectation. Therefore, I also hope that Taobao women's clothing Tmall Taobao mall Taobao women's winter coat will die, and it is really killed by me.

You can understand this feeling.

In fact, it will be a matter of time before anyone dies.

Every time Yi Yao looked at Lin Huafeng, such dark and vicious thoughts filled his heart. Uncontrollably swept every space in the brain, swelling so that there was no gap to store the once fleeting warmth.

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In fact, it is also a very accidental opportunity. Yi Yao heard the conversation when Tang Xiaomi called.

At that time, Yi Yao was changing the sanitary napkins in the toilet cubicle. It was the fourth day, and the sanitary napkins were replaced with no blood stains.

When I put on my pants, the voice of a phone call came from the next cubicle. It was Tang Xiaomi.

Yi Yao didn't intend to listen. When he opened the door and went out, he heard Tang Xiaomi next door laughing and saying, "But cousin, you are too capable. How did you get that medical record? Ah? So realistic. Do you know what Yi Yao's **** is called in our school now? It's one hundred yuan. It's so funny..."

When Tang Xiaomi came out of the toilet cubicle, she saw Yi Yao, who was washing her hands in front of the bucket, and her face instantly turned pale.

"What a coincidence," Yi Yao smiled at Tang Xiaomi from the mirror, "You said that?"

Tang Xiaomi twitched the corner of her mouth awkwardly, revealing a smile that was uglier than crying.

When returning to the classroom, Yi Yao found Qi Ming. She asked him if he borrowed his cell phone and wanted to send a message to his mother, because his cell phone was dead.

Yi Yao quickly finished typing a text message and sent it out.

When he handed the phone back to Qi Ming, Qi Ming didn't raise his head, but just reached out and took it, then continued to look down. Yi Yao smiled faintly, and returned to his seat indifferently.

Tang Xiaomi took out his mobile phone after it vibrated. He opened the lid and saw that the person on the screen was "Qi Ming". He took a deep breath.

She turned off her phone and looked at Qi Ming's seat. Qi Ming lowered her head to read a book. The light shone from his right face, and a light golden fluff on his skin seemed to be enveloped in a soft light.

Tang Xiaomi took a few deep breaths, then slowly returned to her seat.

Yi Yao, a few meters away, slowly retracted his gaze, lowered his head and smiled at the corner of his mouth.

The short message he sent from Qi Ming's cell phone just now was: "See you at the pool at the back of the school before class starts at two o'clock in the afternoon. I have something to tell you."

The recipient is Tang Xiaomi.

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When get out of class was over at noon, Qi Ming and Yi Yao happened to walk out of the classroom together. Qi Ming looked at Yi Yao in front of him, hesitating to ask her to eat together. Before he spoke, Yi Yao had walked out of the classroom without looking back.

Qi Ming stood at the door, pulling his hand on the schoolbag belt, watching Yi Yao slowly walk away until he disappeared at the end of the corridor.

When the phone rang, Qi Ming picked it up, listened to two sentences, and answered the other party: "Well, I will go to the classroom to find you."

Yi Yao didn't go to the cafeteria for dinner. I went to the canteen to buy a generation of biscuits and a bottle of water, and then walked slowly back to the classroom.

Lying down on the corridor and looking down, small figures scattered around the playground moving back and forth. Sunlight shone from among the branches of the trees that circled the playground, sprinkling bright spots on the gray ground of the playground, moving back and forth a small distance by the wind.

In the air are the songs selected by the broadcasting team played on the student radio station. Yi Yao also knows that the group are all artificial girls who can be described in pink, dressing themselves up as 14-year-olds, looking through Japanese and Korean magazines, speaking in the tone of cartoons, keen to go to the street Cute ten continuous shooting on the machine.

The song in the air is Tengtian Liwei. Japan's hot **** woman recently.

In fact, if you listen to it without any prejudice, her songs will not make people feel uncomfortable.

Yi Yao poked his head out and saw Qi Ming slowly walking into the corridor and Gu Senxiang next to him. Yi Yao half closed his eyes expressionlessly, avoiding the strong light shining into his eyes.

It's not summer yet, so there are no loud cicadas in the air. It's just that the sun gets dazzling day by day. The shadow at noon gradually shortened to a mass under the feet. It is no longer an elongated long shadow pointing far away.

The summer in my memory is so far away that it is a little fuzzy. It's like inserting a piece of frosted glass in my mind every day, blocking the memory layer by layer.

Only the noise of the construction site from a distance is left, it seems that the school has built a new teaching building. There was a dull piling sound, like a mysterious timing, continuously coming from afar.

Yi Yao put his feet on the railing~IndoMTL.com~ and pushed his body out, his head was blown away by the wind. As soon as Yi Yao closed his eyes, he heard a loud scream in his ear.

Yi Yao turned around and saw the unknown girl standing in front of him. After watching it for a while, he laughed: "What do you think I'm doing? I was so scared."

The girl didn't speak either, just clutching her skirt with her hands.

"Do you think I want to die?" Yi Yao asked.

The other party didn't answer, turned around and ran away quickly.

"What's so terrible about death. It's painful for the living." Yi Yao even laughed at the escaped girl.

"Then you go to die, what are you waiting for!" A loud sneer came from behind, and Yi Yao turned his head to see Tang Xiaomi.

The difference from the morning is that if she looks closely now, she will see that she has applied foundation and mascara. A clip with shiny rhinestones was also pinned on his head.

Yi Yao looked at Tang Xiaomi in front of him, and a smile that was instantly realized appeared at the corner of his mouth: "Waiting for you."