Legend of Ravaging Dynasties: Sorrow Chapter 34

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Yi Yao sat in his seat and read a book. When a dark shadow was suddenly cast on the page, Yi Yao raised his head and saw Qi Ming standing in front of him with a black face. "Get out, I'm reading the book." ." Yi Yao finished speaking lukewarm, and moved the book to a sunny place.

Qi Ming reached out his hand and closed the book with a snap.

Yi Yao frowned: "What's your nerve, it's okay, don't look for trouble, you."

Qi Ming took out his mobile phone from his pocket, opened the lid to call up one of the messages, and then reached out in front of Yi Yao's nose, "You are looking for something."

Yi Yao looked at the text message he had sent to Tang Xiaomi on the screen, but did not speak.

Qi Ming's eyes gradually turned red, as if being burned by fire, bloodshot as if his eye sockets were torn apart.

Yi Yao sat down with his head raised, and just about to say "I'm sorry", the corner of his eye saw Tang Xiaomi standing at the door of the classroom.

Tang Xiaomi just had to rush back to class after waiting for half an hour at the school pool.

At noon, Tang Xiaomi took the time to paint the makeup carefully.

Even Tang Xiaomi, whose dialogue expression has been designed.

At this moment, standing quietly at the door of the classroom, looking at Qi Ming, who is holding his mobile phone at Yi Yao.

At that moment, he understood everything. The complicated circuits distributed in the body were quickly connected with electric current, brushing through the body, beeping.

The class bell urged everyone back to their seats.

When the teacher opened the door, everyone took out the book from the drawer. Tang Xiaomi took out the unused English dictionary from the drawer, and slammed it against Yi Yao's head from behind.

When everyone in the classroom was stunned by the loud "pop" of the dictionary dropping to the floor, everyone saw Yi Yao lying on the table and holding the back of his head with his hand, unable to make a sound.

After a long time, Yi Yao didn't move, until the teacher got angry on the podium and asked "what's going on", Yi Yao raised his head.

She took down her hand and looked at the faint blood streaks that penetrated along the palm lines in her palm, then looked back at Tang Xiaomi behind her, and she looked like an unexpectedly surprised expression, and her surroundings All of you have the same expression.

Yi Yao turned his head, got up and picked up the dictionary on the floor, and said to the teacher: "The teacher threw a dictionary here, but I don’t know who threw it. It hit me. I just didn’t say anything in pain. , Sorry."

The teacher looked at Yi Yao, stretched out his hand and made a "sit down" gesture.

Tang Xiaomi sneered with a grin behind her back.

Just as the teacher was about to turn around to continue the class, Yi Yao stood up suddenly again. She flipped through the dictionary, then turned around and said in a loud voice: "Tang Xiaomi? This says Tang Xiaomi. Tang Xiaomi, it's you "

Yi Yao's outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, waiting for Tang Xiaomi to pick it up.

At that moment, Tang Xiaomi felt that the dictionary stretched out to him was like a dagger with green light. The face of Yi Yao with a sincere smile in front of him swallowed all the light and sound like a huge black hole.

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If Yi Yao turned her head to take a look at the moment when she stretched out the dictionary to Tang Xiaomi, she would definitely see Qi Ming behind him. He looked at his eyes like burning in a leaky room. The candle swayed back and forth, extinguished at the last moment, turned into a plume of white smoke and disappeared into the airflow.

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The lonely and warm light of dusk.

The noisy voices of people after school undulate on the campus like sea water.

The wind blew the leaves layer by layer.

The rustle's voice rippled from the top of the head.

Qi Ming brushed past Yi Yao's side without looking at her, and walked straight to the stairs at the end of the corridor.

Yi Yao stretched out his hand to hold the hem of his clothes.

"Do you think I'm too much?" Yi Yao said, looking at Qi Ming who turned around.

"Excessive?" Qi Ming's face was covered by the setting sun, with a yellow sad tone, "Do you think it is just excessive? What is the difference between you and them."

Qi Ming carried his schoolbag, turned around, and walked two steps to look back, "Don't you think that you are actually very vicious?"

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When I was still very young, about the fourth grade of elementary school.

One time at a school garden party, Qi Ming and Yi Yao were playing together in front of a game of fishing for goldfish. When Yi Yao poked his head out to look at the goldfish in the fish tank, the clip on his head suddenly fell into the water.

Qi Ming didn't say anything, so he rolled up his sleeves and put his hands into the fish tank. After touching the bottom a few times, he fished out Yi Yao's clip.

It was cold winter at that time, and Qi Ming's receiving arm was blown red in the wind when he pulled it out of the water.

Now, as if he had reached out into the water casually, he chose such a stone called "Vicious" and picked it up and slammed it at himself.

Yi Yao put the books in his schoolbag one by one, and felt itchy on his face when he buttoned the schoolbag. She lifted the back of her hand and wiped her face, tears wet with one hand.

Yi Yao quickly grabbed his schoolbag and ran towards the school gate.

When I ran to the door of the carport where the bicycle was parked, I happened to see Qi Ming pushing the car out. And Gu Senxiang standing beside him.

Yi Yao stood in front of Qi Ming, wiped his sweat, looked at Qi Ming's eyes without flinching, and said, "Let’s go home together."

Not "Shall we go home together".

It's not "Let's go home together" either.

It's "Let's go home together". It's like reciting the axioms in mathematics textbooks that can be directly quoted without being demonstrated. Speaking naturally and surely, we will go home together.

Yi Yao's hands firmly grasped the schoolbag.

Qi Ming lowered his head. After a while, he raised his head to look at Yi Yao and said: "You go home first. I have something else."

Yi Yao didn't mean to give way, she still stood in front of Qi Ming, fixedly looking at Qi Ming in front of her, her hands holding her schoolbag trembling slightly, there was no **** paleness. At that moment, Yi Yao was frightened like never before, and suddenly he wanted to see the familiar world flipped horizontally, completely unrecognizable.

Gu Senxiang looked at Yi Yao in front of him, feeling sad that he didn't know the reason. She looked up at Qi Ming and said: "Either I first..."

Qi Ming shook his head, turned the front of the car away, stretched out his arm behind him to grab Gu Senxiang's hand, and shook it gently, "Let's go."

The wrong world like a chessboard once imagined by people.

Rivers, lakes, seas, deserts, mountains and rivers are distributed on the same level as chess pieces.

And you just stretched out your hand gently and shook it at the far end of the world. So the whole chessboard was turned and tilted towards that side. All the rivers and lakes, together with the sea, all the tides rush towards the horizon like crazy. The once vast ocean became a deep canyon, and the once desert mountains were covered with boundless waters.

Now, this is the world after being re-selected and redefined.

Since you made your choice.

Since you put your hand in another far place in the world.

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Yi Yao took out the bicycle, and now he forgot to be in the classroom.

She put the car back, and turned back to the key to the classroom.

The people in the school have gradually dispersed, leaving a few students who are clamoring, running across the playground to the dormitory.

Yi Yao just ran up the stairs, slapped her head on and slammed her against the wall. A pair of shiny hands with crystal nails flicked over again, and Yi Yao grabbed the drawn wrist and raised his head. In front of him was a woman with thick eyeshadow. The person standing quietly with a schoolbag behind her is Tang Xiaomi, who is in full bloom like pure white flowers.

Yi Yao turned around and ran downstairs quickly. Just two steps out, the woman grabbed her head and pulled her back. She stretched out her hands to grasp Yi Yao's two shoulders and yanked them towards herself. Then at that moment, she lifted her knees and pressed against Yi Yao's stomach.

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Gu Senxiang looked at Qi Ming who was sitting on a green chair by the roadside, and didn't know what to say to break the silence.

Half an hour has passed since Qi Ming stopped and sat here.

"Do you think I was particularly ruthless just now?" Qi Ming raised his head, his voice dull.

"So what's the matter?" Gu Senxiang sat down beside Qi Ming.

"I don't know either." Qi Ming buried his head in his bent knees, "I feel like I want to run away from her, I want to run away from her very hard. But I don't hate her, nor do I dislike her. She. I don’t know how to say that feeling."

Gu Senxiang didn't interrupt him and let him go on.

——How to define the relationship? Love? Friendship?

——Just when there is a person in your life, very close to you. She will never be cherished, loved by no one, she will always live in a painful world, and she will always live in the air of being excluded and ridiculed. She would also turn her face from heartache when she saw other girls being taken care of by their parents and being taken care of by her boyfriend. When she was cursed by her mother "Why don't you die", she hoped that she had never been to this world before. She will also want to wear beautiful clothes. There are many friends who care about her, and there are beautiful boys to have a crush. She would also want her mother to serve herself a bowl of hot soup in the middle of the night instead of jumping into the kitchen to cook every day after school. She would also want to be a flower held in the palm of her hand instead of being treated as a dust that can be trampled on.

——When such a person has always lived in a place very close to you, when such a person uses your happy life as a mirror image and leads a completely opposite life to become a contrast, she The more you endure all this silently, the less you can get out of it.

——You will definitely want to help her wipe away the tears, you will definitely want to buy a lot of gifts into her arms, you will definitely feel the same heartache when she is beaten and crying , You will definitely become unwilling to turn back when she asks you for help, because you want to see her smile happily, even once. Or you don’t have to ask for a smile, as long as you can raise your hand to dry your tears and stop crying.

——When you were young, you saw her being shut by her mother to prevent her from eating. You wanted to quietly take her home and let her eat something with yourself, but your mother angrily took her Please leave the house. You secretly handed out a steamed bun from the window, and then you saw her burst into tears, took the steamed bun and bite it happily, but after only one bite, her mother rushed out of the house and raised her hand to knock the steamed bun to the ground. After slapped her twice, you saw her looking at the steamed bun on the ground, her mouth pressed hard but there was no crying, but her eyes were full of heavy tears.

——You have also seen her suddenly rushed out of the house and ran away crying, she stumbled and fell to the ground because she was too young, the women in the surrounding alley did not try to lead her up, but in her There were smirking gazes around her, and then she stood up, and Lin Huafeng, who was chased out, pulled her head back and slapped twice.

—When you were younger, you saw her one day chasing her father who left the alley with a suitcase and chased her to the door. Her father pushed her open and closed the car door and walked away without looking back. She sat on the side of the road and cried until dark. She went home after dark, the door was closed, and her mother wouldn't let her in. She patted the door and cried and begged her mother to let her in, not to leave her too.

——After Zhang Da, she learned to love people without hesitation, but she didn't meet good people. When she went to find the man with the child, she saw the man and another woman in the room respecting each other like a couple.

——You grew up with her slowly, and you watched her survive all the way through the cracks.

——You can’t wait to take out all of yourselves and give it to her, give it to him, throw it to her, even if she doesn’t want it, give it to her.

——In this way, she is like being in a black whirlpool of quicksand, everything around is sucked into the hole. She is stuck in such a whirlpool. Reaching out to pull her, it can only sink together. And if you let go, you will stand firm. That's how it feels.

——Just standing on the edge of the vortex like this~IndoMTL.com~ Seeing how she feels being absorbed every day.

——Even when one day, she has been completely swallowed by the black vortex, and together with herself, has become that huge black vortex.

——I want to run away. Escape this ruthless desert with quicksand.

Gu Senxiang looked at Qi Ming who was sobbing in front of him, his heart seemed to be crumpled hard.

She stretched out her hand and touched Qi Ming's clean and smelling shampoo head. A tear fell and hit the back of his hand.

——Don’t you feel that, in fact, for you, I want to take out all of myself and give it to you, give it to you, throw it to you, even if you don’t want it?

Qi Ming raised his head, rubbed the eye sockets that were already red in a circle, picked up the vibrating phone in his pocket, and just said "hello", the whole face was pale for a moment.

Yi Yao's voice on the phone was dying.

"Help me."