Legend of Ravaging Dynasties: Sorrow Chapter 36
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The atmosphere at home has become extremely tense. "Quick"
But Gu Senxi did not suppress his indifferent emphasis because of this. He lay on the sand, put his legs on the coffee table, and flipped through the day's newspaper leisurely. Dad Sensi is watching TV with reading glasses next to him.
Mom Sensi stood at the door, looking out the corridor. Rub both hands in front of him.
It's almost eight o'clock. Gu Senxiang has not returned yet.
Mom Sensi kept calling her, but she was always off.
Gu Sensi watched his mother turn around in the living room, she couldn't sit still, so she put down the newspaper and said, "Mom, don't worry. My sister must be delayed by school. She is also an adult. , Can I still get lost?"
"It's only an adult that makes trouble easier! She used to call back when she had something to do at school. I didn't make a call today and the phone was turned off again. Can you worry about it?!"
"Then it’s useless if you keep burning your eyebrows here. You should sit down and rest for a while. Don’t wait for her to come back. What's wrong with you." Gu Senxi dropped the newspaper and got up. Glass of water.
"Look at what you are talking about! She is your sister! Why are you like a okay person if she doesn't come back so late? You all came back together before, and where are you going crazy today? Did you go home with your sister?"
"Don't be okay to make trouble, you! According to you, did you blame me for not coming back?"
"You take care of your son!" Sensi's mother suddenly yelled at Sensi's dad who was watching TV with a high, high-pitched voice, "Do you see my mother in his eyes!"
Dad Sensi put down the remote control and said: "So are you Sensi, talking to mom is not big or small."
Gu Senxi went back to the sand to read the newspaper, too lazy to care about her mother anymore.
I just turned the newspaper into the entertainment section, and there was the sound of the elevator opening doors in the corridor. Sensi’s mother jumped up and rushed towards the door as if she was suddenly picked up, and then came the mother’s yelling voice in the corridor: “Oh Xiangxiang, why don’t you make a phone call? Ah. Ouch, my eyelids have been twitching just now. Fortunately, you come back, otherwise I will call the police."
Gu Senxi put down the newspaper and went into the kitchen to bring in the food.
Gu Senxiang kept his head down while eating.
Senxi secretly glanced at her sister, and found that her eyes were red. He kicked her under the table, then leaned in and asked in a low voice, "What are you doing, crying?"
Gu Senxiang just shook his head, but the tears that suddenly dripped into the bowl shocked everyone.
Mom Sensi was the first to explode. She thought of the time when she went home so late today, and looked at her crying daughter in front of her, all kinds of explosive pictures appeared in her mind again. "Xiangxiang...Don't scare your mother..." Mother put down her chopsticks.
Gu Senxiang might also feel that he was gaffe, so he wiped away his tears and said, "Mom, I'm fine, but today a female classmate suddenly bleeds. Don't be sent to the hospital. She was caused by a miscarriage before. Me. Just look at her pitifully."
Gu Senxi stood up suddenly and shook the table.
"Are you talking about Yi Yao?" Gu Senxi asked.
"Yes." Gu Senxiang raised his head.
Gu Senxi turned and left the dining table, opening the door as if to walk out. Halfway through, he suddenly turned back and asked: "Where is she now?"
The whole family hasn't reacted yet, and haven't figured out what happened, just when Gu Senxi went crazy.
The only one who understands is Gu Senxiang. She looked at the nervous brother in front of him, then thought about Yi Yao who was lying in the hospital now, and Qi Ming shook his head in denial. She looked at Gu Senxi's face, and her heart sank deeply.
"Sit down and eat." Gu Senxiang sullen his face.
"You tell me where she is!" Gu Senxi was a little impatient.
"I told you to sit down!" Gu Senxiang threw his chopsticks on the table.
Everyone, including Gu Senxi, was frightened by her. Even his mother and father knew that Gu Senxiang had always been a baby brother, and today's sudden abnormality is also confusing.
Gu Senxi pulled the chair away and sat down angrily. Although he was not convinced, he did not dare to provoke him when he saw the pale sister in front of him.
The family finished their meal in silence.
Gu Senxiang didn't get up to clean the table as usual, but pushed the bowl and pulled Gu Senxi into the room.
She closed the door, turned her head and asked Gu Senxi: "Are you hiding something from me?"
"Sister, what's the matter with you?" Gu Senxi said a little aggrieved.
"What is the relationship between you and Yi Yao?" Gu Senxiang's expression became even more ugly.
"Sister, what do you think?" Gu Senxi seemed to understand a little bit, helplessly spread his hands.
"I ask you," Gu Senxiang grabbed his brother's sleeve, "Is Yi Yao's child yours?"
Gu Senxi opened his mouth, and just about to answer, the door was kicked open with a bang.
Standing at the door is a mother with a pale face.
Before Gu Senxiang could speak, her mother immediately rushed towards Gu Senxi, "You are looking for death, you are committed!"
The slap that fell from the head and face was all on Gu Senxi's body.
Gu Senxiang wanted to stop, but was slapped in the face with a slap, and slammed into the sharp corner of the desk.
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Yi Yao lay on the bed. The eyes looked straight at the ceiling.
It seems that many years have passed in an instant. All the days and nights, lined up in a long line without end. But he stood at the back of the team and couldn't catch up. So those days and nights disappeared ahead. I was left alone, staying at the end of the years.
It seems to be ten years old in an instant. Yi Yao moved his body, a feeling of weakness spread from his scalp to his whole body. Countless floating light spots float in the horizon like an illusion. Inside the room is the fading light at dusk. The fragrance of rice porridge came from the kitchen.
Lin Huafeng took the spoon and put the cooked porridge into a bowl, raised his hand to turn off the fire, and wiped away the tears on his face.
She took it out and walked to Yi Yao's bed, "Drink some porridge."
Yi Yao shook his head, but didn't get up.
Lin Huafeng held the bowl and didn't move, but stood in front of the bed and waited.
"Mom, don't do this." Yi Yao closed his eyes, two lines of tears streaming down from the sun.
"Don't do this with me? I didn't do anything." Lin Huafeng took the bowl, "You know it hurts now, and now you know crying, didn't you feel refreshed when you took off your pants?"
Yi Yao didn't make a sound in the darkness, just biting his lip and shaking.
"You are cheap! You are completely cheap!" Lin Huafeng put the bowl down on the desk next to the bed, and half a bowl of porridge spilled out, steaming hot.
"Yes, I'm cheap." Yi Yao pulled over the quilt, turned over and stopped talking.
Lin Huafeng stood in front of the bed, letting his heartache stabbed his internal organs like a dagger.
The office is like the sky before rain. The dark clouds pressed very low, as if staying above everyone's head.
Yi Yao stood in the middle of all the teachers, beside Lin Huafeng.
The grade leader took a sip of tea, looked at Yi Yao slowly, and then said to Lin Huafeng: "Parents, you know, the school will be sad if such a thing happens, but school rules and disciplines must be strictly enforced. Especially for a key middle school like ours in the city, this kind of scandal is enough to get in the newspaper!"
"Teacher, I know, it's Yi Yao from our family. But don't let her drop out. She is still young, at least let her graduate from high school."
"This parent, she continues to go to school, how much does it affect other students! With a bad girl every day, other parents should have opinions." A middle-aged woman who is hot on the scroll said.
Just as Yi Yao wanted to raise his head and say something, he saw Lin Huafeng standing next to him kneeling down straight like a tree.
"Mom, you don't need to do this!" Yi Yao's tears came out of his eyes.
"Mom forced you to shut up!" Lin Huafeng's sharp voice made everyone in the office stare.
The siren on the river that sounds at dusk.
Every time I hear it, I feel sad. A heavy, long voice floated on the surface of a fiery red river.
Yi Yao and Lin Huafeng walked one after another.
The surrounding area and the convenience store are steaming oden, the clothes hangers in the dry cleaners, the windows with beautiful dummy models, the green post office, and the newsstand full of colorful magazines. At dusk the rushing crowd rushed home anxiously. There is the smell of food floating in the alley. In the corridor with the rotating lights, the shampoo girl with her golden hair leaned languidly on the chair. There was an airplane with flashing lights, blinking and flew across the sky that had gradually darkened. There are all kinds of blurry lights flowing on the ground, like water that gathers together after a summer rainstorm. All of this was stirred together, and it precipitated the unique sadness of dusk.
Yi Yao looked at Lin Huafeng, who was walking in front of him and didn't know what to say.
While waiting for the traffic lights at the intersection, Yi Yao whispered: "Mom, you didn't have to kneel to them just now. I actually don't have to study."
Yi Yao lowered his head, did not hear Lin Huafeng answer, raised his head and saw her trembling face. She suddenly shook the bag in her hand and slapped herself over the head.
"Who am I doing this for!" Lin Huafeng's hysterical screams made the surrounding crowd quickly disperse while discussing.
"It doesn't matter if I'm shameless! I'm not dead anyway! How old are you! You will be poked in the backbone for a lifetime!"
Yi Yao raised his hand to cover his face, allowing Lin Huafeng to beat himself in the street like crazy. There was a sharp pain in the arm, and then a wet feeling came over. The iron piece on the backpack should have been scratched.
Yi Yao looked through the gap covering his face and saw Lin Huafeng's face.
In Yi Yao’s memory, Lin Huafeng’s sad expression in that twilight, her twisted and painful face, and the tears accumulated in her deep-set eye sockets were blown away by the wind. The growth line seemed to be let go. The slow motion, ten million times slower, was repeatedly showing on Yi Yao's heart.
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The empty playground 66 continues to be filled with students pouring out of the school building.
A large piece of black press.
In the broadcast, the director of the discipline is auditioning, and the various tones of "hello", "hello", and "hello" echo in the air. Some of the restless students in the team cursed clearly "Hey you x force".
The restless people lined up in countless long lines.
The radio music in the air stopped. The entire playground went quiet in one minute.
A regular Monday meeting that does not change every week.
On the rostrum stands the dean of training, beside him, is Yi Yao standing with hands down.
After the director finished the routine opening remarks, he pointed his hand to Yi Yao who was beside him: "Students, the student you see standing on the stage now, she is the negative textbook used to warn you. Do you want to ask her what she did? She has a sexual relationship with unscrupulous people outside the school. After pregnancy, she went to abortion privately."
The crowd below the rostrum burst out suddenly. It was like a pot of boiled water, tumbling with bubbles.
Yi Yao raised his head and looked into the dense crowd below. Through countless faces with different expressions, countless faces of mocking, surprised, sighing, sympathetic, and indifferent. She saw Qi Ming standing in the crowd looking at herself.
He looked over from a distant place.
The sad look stretched out.
His eyes are wet in the sun, like a mirror with a river flowing.
Yi Yao's eye sockets slowly turned red.
The dean of training is still talking about Yi Yao's misdeeds on the podium. Saliva flew out from time to time under the light and sprayed under the microphone. Suddenly there was no sound in the middle of speaking. He took a shot with the microphone, and now there is no response.
Behind the wall of the rostrum, Gu Senxi threw the wires and sockets that had just been unplugged into the grass and turned and left.
As if losing strength, Yi Yao slowly squatted down on the podium, and finally sat on the ground. Tears popped on the concrete floor and quickly penetrated in.
Qi Ming raised his hand and rubbed it along his eyes.
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It's been a long time since school.
No one left in the classroom. Qi Ming stood at the door of the classroom, looking at Yi Yao under the backlight in the classroom.
The sunset is getting darker and darker outside the window. The orange-yellow light slowly turns into black and dark red over time.
No one in the classroom turned on the fluorescent lights, and the air was densely distributed with film-like spots.
Yi Yao carefully put the books one by one into his school bag. Then I sorted the stationery in the drawer, pulled the chair away, stood up, and put the schoolbag on his shoulder.
When I walked out of the classroom door, I passed by Qi Ming.
"Let's go home together." Qi Ming pulled her gently.
Yi Yao shook his head, gently brushed away Qi Ming's hand, turned and walked into the corridor.
Standing at the door of the classroom, Qi Ming felt as if he had been blown by the wind all night and the blue sky in the morning was empty and painful.
The wheat field after harvesting, if you have ever stood on it, if you have ever witnessed such a prosperous growth that turned into a barren overnight, turned into remnant straw and burnt ground.
Then you must be able to feel this mood.
When Yi Yao walked out of the corridor, he saw Gu Senxi standing in the dim light.
He stretched out his hand to himself in silence, took the schoolbag in Yi Yao's hand, and put it in his bicycle basket. He pushed the car out, his dull voice said: "Come on, I will see you."
Yi Yao sat in Gu Senxi's car, and when he turned around, he saw the huge teaching building shrouded in the endless darkness of dusk. The sunset disappeared quickly, and the street lights were too late to turn on.
It is the darkest time.
Yi Yao looked at the building backwards in front of him, and the invisible but clearly felt Qi Ming standing silent at the door of the classroom in the building now, as if something was falling apart quickly in his heart. It's like a hillside soaked in rain for a whole summer, and finally collapsed~IndoMTL.com~ If you have not learned how to swim, what's the use of holding on to the straw.
It's just pulling the straw that was originally floating on the water to the bottom of the lake. One more thing to be buried.
Yi Yao closed his eyes and slowly pressed his face to Gu Senxi's broad back.
Under the shirt is his hot and young skin. The healthy and clean taste that comes out can be clearly recognized in the dark.
Cross the school runway.
Cross the noisy street at the door.
Pass through the street with countless traffic lights.
Continue to a future that I can never see clearly.
Gu Senxi squinted her eyes and felt a cool early summer breeze blowing on her face. A large area of his back was wetted by the warm liquid.
He stepped on the floor a few times, and then he was in the dark sea of people.