Dreadful Radio Game Chapter 17: The first time to look at each other!

According to the views of the monk and Gyatso, the matchup just now was clearly a strong dialogue between a pseudo-big-time audience and a half-step high-level audience, but in the end it turned into a tangled fight between two street gangsters. , This made the two monks who were watching the show with melon seeds mineral water in their hands felt a little regretful.

It's like entering a movie theater. I was looking forward to watching a big Hollywood popcorn movie, but the movie version of "Country Love" appeared on the screen.

When returning to the house, the monk saw Jaime Mei being thrown on the tiled floor, Xie Zi was still sitting on the sofa, the little guy and Jixiang should have gone back to the bedroom, and Su Bai was standing alone in the living room Outside the French window, there is the vine beside him.

In the room, there is no feeling of returning from victory, and there is no atmosphere of bragging each other back from a fight. The monk himself feels that the rhythm of this day is really dull and a bit out of place. If Su Bai is a prisoner, he Gyatso and Gyatso are actually passer-by A and passer-by B in the cage next door. When the camera is aimed at Su Bai, they are beside them shouting "I'm so hungry, let me go out" and so on. of.

However, there was something that the monk faintly felt in his heart that this world of punishment stories seemed to be a bit too deliberate for Su Bai, or rather, a bit too much.

Broadcast obviously does not use "death" as the final punishment, but a "reconstruction" method. Perhaps, from the perspective of the broadcast, a Su Bai who has completely cut off the past can inspire blood similar to that of the past. The weather of the corpse. Broadcasting seldom directly uses its own power to intervene in the real world, but in the case of the blood corpse, the broadcast really did a little deliberately.

In the real world, the story is only five minutes long, allowing the blood corpse to avoid the death of his wife "Ye Zi" perfectly. When he comes back from completing the task, he sees his dead wife.

Deliberately, full of deliberate, but in fact, what the blood corpse did later on is enough to explain his excellence, but maybe even the broadcast did not expect it, but the blood corpse's excellence was used all in one mind. Regarding revenge, even for the sake of revenge, the broadcaster had to pull the blood corpse secretly back into the story world forcibly, and then used it as fertilizer.

But it's really interesting.

I remember that in Su Bai’s morning recount, he said that he himself is now lying in the coffin in the land of sermons as a gatekeeper. This is actually equivalent to half of a civil servant position. From here, it seems that , It seems that the broadcasting strategy has begun to undergo some changes.

The monk knows that his thinking can only be limited to today, because tomorrow he will return to zero again and become a "silly white sweet", so all his thinking now is useless, but people are more advanced than other animals The significance is that people like to do something meaningless and are willing to pay a great price for this, such as the so-called "artwork", whose additional attributes can neither be eaten nor worn, but it is a tireless pursuit of mankind.

First there was a man and a woman, and now there are lychees. If those three people become stronger and start to threaten the structure of broadcasting, then according to normal logic, as Su who has a direct opposite relationship with these three people Bai is undoubtedly a good investment target.

It seems that this is true.

All this also depends on the height that the man and the woman and the lychee can get now. If it really makes the broadcast feel that it is about to shake and threaten itself, then according to the qualifications of the broadcast, it will naturally proceed subconsciously. Preparation, such as deliberately cultivating some people, but there is another problem here, that is, why does the broadcast think that the people it deliberately cultivated will really listen to his words and become its loyal broadcasters?

After all, the lesson of the blood corpse is not far away.

Jiemeimei closed her mouth and closed her mouth and looked very confused. It looked like she had ingested an overdose of drugs or drugs. Actually, it was almost the same. As a lychee walking in the real world, he did I have used that mask more than once. Every time I use that mask, it is a pain for him. First of all, his self-consciousness will be slowly faded away during use, just like I was forced to impose a new personality into my mind, and my own personality that belonged to myself would naturally be suppressed and eroded. In addition, my own power would be drawn out. This is also the strength of Jaime Mei. To promote the reason.

You must know that when Su Bai just entered the world of paper man stories, Jaime Mei was much stronger than Su Bai. Even if Su Bai is the only one who has a rapid increase in strength, after all, Jaime Mei is not for nothing, his strength has always been This is the reason for standing still and even going backwards.

Jie Jie’s face is uncertain. Just now, the monk told himself some facts. Obviously, Jie Jie does not have such a transparent state of mind like the monk and Gyatso, the two monks. He is a clone and all this is just a punishment story world designed for Su Bai alone, and he still can't let go.

When I wake up in the morning, I am still a new senior listener who feels good about myself. As a result, I suddenly find that I am just a clone. It is difficult for most people to accept it directly.

However, being unable to let go is one thing, but from a rational point of view, it seems irrefutable, because although he has stayed in the house and did not go out, he can sense the movements outside. It can even be seen through his own "spiritual sense" that he is a master of illusion after all, and his own spiritual cultivation is beyond doubt. The power displayed by Su Bai and the hysterical madness of Jaime Mee really proves that the monk just now What you say to yourself is true.

"Oh." Xie Jin sighed. He was originally watching the show, but found out that he was the background of the stage. This feeling is really not very good.

Su Bai is still squatting outside the French window, seemingly not planning to come and interrogate Jaime Mei, who has become a "dead fish", the monk walks over, if possible, the monk is willing to help Su Bai search for Jaime Mei Soul, even if the soul search risk factor of the same level is high, it doesn't matter to the monk. Anyway, I am a clone, and there will be a new myself tomorrow. This smelly skin and this life are not in vain.

But when the monk approached, he saw Su Bai stretched out his hand to pluck a tender leaf and placed it in front of his eye to look at it. The monk remembers that Jixiang used the brain flower as fertilizer when it was planted, and it has now grown. vine.

After a short while, Su Bai put the leaf into his mouth, and then Su Bai's body began to tremble, and the terrible corrosiveness was crazily eroding Su Bai's internal organs, just like countless sharp knives were going crazy in his body The cutting tore.

The monk's face twitched slightly, but Su Bai, who was just the winner, was self-mutilating at this moment. Seeing him trembling on the ground, the monk really had nothing to say.

But what I should do, it seems I should do it, so as not to waste it.

There is no need to wait for Su Bai's reply. The monk walked directly in front of Jaime Mei, first ran the formation in the house to bless herself, and at the same time signaled Gyatso to help protect her.

Jie Ji saw what the monk was going to do, and stood up from the sofa to watch the excitement.

On the other side, Su Bai slowly recovered his calm after the initial pain, lying face down in the yard, three months of self-harm training on the deserted island made Su Bai understand For a reason, sometimes physical pain can temporarily conceal the pain from the soul, but according to mainstream values, this is a cowardly behavior. Of course, most people who can say this are also standing up. Not back pain.

Turned over and faced the sky on his back. At this time, the sky was already gloomy, and Su Bai’s abdomen had melted into a big hole, and many arms, thighs and even his face appeared. hole.

At this time, Su Bai, his physical body is not the physical body of an advanced listener. Even if he becomes an advanced listener in the future, he ate rice eel with leaves on Gyatso’s suggestion, which is considered a kind of pharmacology. Hedge, but at this time it is dry eating.

The painful feeling has temporarily passed, but the body has also become broken.

Turning his head, Su Bai saw me next to the window sill. The little guy was looking at him with his hands on the glass. The little guy’s face was full of tears and distress. A pair of little fleshy hands kept tapping the glass window. He wants to go out, he wants to come to Dad, but Jixiang on one side is unmoved. In fact, Jixiang is in a bad mood now, and it can even be said to be very contradictory.

When Su Bai told the monk Gyatso and the others, he did not avoid Jixiang. Although Jixiang did not experience the pain of being slapped with a lychee-like Jaimemei to slap his body and soul, but the thing that should be understood is Jixiang understood.

For this reason, Jixiang is able to understand Su Bai’s pain and Su Bai’s pain. After all, he is a cat who has been with blood corpses and lychees. It is not strange to some things and strange things in the story world.

After the huge pain, it seems that even the soul has stopped slightly. The cry of the little guy should have been deliberately blocked by Jixiang, because Jixiang knows that what Su Bai needs is quiet now, and the little guy’s Crying is likely to have the opposite effect on Su Bai at this time, and even aggravate Su Bai's disgust and disgust.

Slowly raise both hands, and then slowly put them down, a drop of rain fell on Su Bai’s face, with a little coolness, and then a breeze with moisture,

It will rain soon.

The holes in the body are getting bigger and bigger, and the self-recovery ability of the blood family seems to be temporarily unable to keep up with the residual corrosive erosion, but Su Bai does not care at all, because death is not the end here, but another boring beginning. , When death loses the end point, then death really has no deterrent.

Su Bai suddenly thought of Xu Fugui, and didn't know how the goods are now. He has been lying in the coffin for 20 years. After going out, he should go to see his wife, children and maybe even grandsons.

After thinking of Xu Fugui, Su Bai naturally thought of the place of proving the Tao, the punitive story world of "a prisoner for a day". In fact, it is easy to get out. You only need to lower your head and accept the transformation from the broadcast. Su Bai is more inclined to do this, because this kind of repetition day after day, especially on this special day, is really a kind of great pain and torture, but I don’t know why, it seems that there is still that little bit in his heart. Persistence.

Su Bai couldn't find where he persisted, but he just couldn't leave it alone. Is it the last bit of hypocrisy? Or is that trivial or even ridiculous self-esteem?

This kind of persistence does not seem to be for the little guy, because I look at the little guy now, even if the little guy is crying so miserably there, but there is no fluctuation in my heart. I am really numb and disgusted. .

This kind of persistence should not be against the past self, because in the past, it seems that in addition to suffering or suffering, in childhood, in youth, it seems that there is really not much to persist in. Su Bai is not the three steps A believer who knelt down on a pilgrimage, he was a selfish person, a person who paid more attention to his own feelings. Therefore, in the last time today, the monk saw that Su Bai seemed to be deliberately abandoning himself, so he couldn't help but remind him.

So, what's your persistence............what?

If you change to someone else, such as Gyatso, such as a monk, they just swallowed a corrosive leaf from the angle of Su Bai. When they temporarily gained a moment of clarity through huge physical pain, they would probably take advantage of this. The opportunity was desperate to think about how to break the game and how to save himself, but Su Bai used the time he had spent in exchange for great pain to think about it.

It's extravagant and wasteful. It's like a person who has built a city model with great pains and pains, but only to ignite the last fire to watch the city burned.

Think of Xu Fugui, the place of proving Tao, the jade seal of Dian Kingdom, and the Ruyi there,

Next,

Su Bai thought of the group of faceless lampholders by Huangquan.

Su Bai remembers that the first time he saw the lampholder was when a group of people explored the place of proving the Tao, the big guys were studying and observing the coffin at that time, and his hand touched the coffin, in an instant There was a breath of killing and violence that began to fill my mind, but in the end, fortunately, the mental illness of my own bones was stimulated to open, and I forcibly restored myself to calm. At that time, I was turned into a person who only knew killing. The walking dead.

Su Bai’s eyes suddenly flashed a touch of enlightenment. This is the world of punishment stories. The radio station is standing in the sky and watching all this. It should expect me to completely collapse and become what he wants,

But I seem to have another possibility,

Just like when I was in the realm of the Dao, I would either go to the annihilation of my self-consciousness and become a walking dead who only knows to kill, or I would arouse the violence in my heart and enter that state.

But Su Bai now feels that even if he is ill, it will not help, because the people who are targeting you, from Lichee and Jaimemei, have already been transformed into broadcasting.

You want to find the radio to lift the table, but first you have to find out where the table is. Even if you hold the Xuanyuan artifact in your hand, your situation is still at a loss.

Soon,

The Qingming time gained by the pain of the leaves began to end, and the pressure and pain on the soul came again, and the feeling of disgust from the heart swarmed like a tsunami.

This is a suffocating feeling, and also a feeling of powerlessness,

Su Bai stretched out his hand subconsciously,

Despair, disgust, disappointment, sadness, all kinds of negative emotions almost drown him,

At this moment,

So similar and familiar,

Just as if I had just left the mother’s body, Su Yuhang was directly placed under the bathroom faucet for washing,

As if placed in a petri dish, staring blankly at the picture scroll filled with memory,

Just like when I was shooting a family portrait, I quietly kneeled in a corner of the photo with a piece of talisman on my forehead,

Su Bai is looking at the three pictures of himself,

But Su Bai suddenly had a feeling,

That is the self in those three pictures, and they seem to be looking at the self now!

When you just leave the mother body and are put under the faucet to wash your body with cold water, when you are like a tool and a part is filled alone, when you are forced to be suppressed in the body like a puppet When Zombie is in the corner of other people’s family portrait,

When you are helpless, when you are in fear, when you are sad, when you are totally unable to resist and cannot control yourself,

At that time, what was in my mind?

Su Bai's eyes slowly become sharper,

He suddenly understood,

Myself back then,

It should be thinking, one day in the future,

As long as I have a chance, as long as I can, even if it is only a trivial touch of light,

I have to fight for it at all costs,

Even if you can only get the freedom to breathe freely for a moment,

Also,

I don’t hesitate!

Because I have experienced too much torture and depression, I will not allow myself to bow my head and be wronged again in the future,

This is the source of the violent factors deep in my soul, the anger that my childhood kept accumulating under the suppression of that man and woman,

It is also the reason why I have mental illness!

At this moment, Su Bai felt that the only trace of illusion he had before had been shattered.

After knowing his life experience, Su Bai’s feelings about broadcasting naturally brought some expectations, because he knew that what the man and woman did was against the will of broadcasting. Therefore, Su Bai felt that broadcasting and himself It is a front, and in the future, the broadcast will help itself with revenge.

But now, Su Bai seems to have fully awakened. The man and the woman did squeeze and use themselves as chess pieces, but now, what's the difference in broadcasting behavior?

Do you actually suffer from Stockholm syndrome?

Su Bai's eyes began to be filled with spite and hysteria, but this time the spite, far exceeded the rejection and dislike of this day in the story world,

A familiar feeling is spreading over Su Bai’s body and soul,

Because I have experienced hardships, I can really recognize myself.

At this time, the monk in the living room is searching for the soul of Jaime Mei,

Jie Meimei’s soul is very chaotic, and the process of searching for the soul is not smooth. After the search is over, her expression is languid. Faced with Gyatso and Jie Di’s inquiries, she shook her head helplessly. The monk tried her best, but Nothing, Jaimemei’s soul level is very high because of the fact that lychee is the master. Besides, Jaimemei himself is also majoring in spiritual enhancement, so it is really too difficult and difficult to search for his soul and read some information. .

At this moment, the three people in the living room seemed to have noticed something, and looked out of the living room together. There, Su Bai was still lying down in a decadent manner, as if it were no different from before.

Often, only people with an empty heart and extreme loneliness will choose to use self-mutilation as a naive way to prove their existence, to enrich their sense of existence, they are mediocre, they are ordinary, they are a dust in society , Their presence or absence really has little effect, at most they can only affect their parents and relatives, so many people use the pain from self-harm in this context to remind themselves: Ah, I am still alive.

And Su Bai actually used this method just now, it is indeed a bit low-end.

The corrosiveness of leaves is actually the most terrifying, not for the body, but for the soul.

At this time, after a period of precipitation, its corrosiveness began to exert its real effect. The previous physical erosion was just an appetizer, but now it is a hard dish!

The pain of the soul suddenly became countless times stronger than before. All kinds of entanglements and tears hit Su Bai’s nerve center time and time again, plus the rejection and hatred of the soul in this "prison for a day" story The suppression and distortion of this is a torture of the soul, a soul torture that Su Bai has never experienced.

But Su Bai's face became more and more calm. Last time at home, Su Bai swallowed the eel with the help of Lord Buddha. In fact, in addition to the memory of the female corpse, there are still some characteristics remaining. In Su Bai's body, it just couldn't be detected, but now, because of eating leaves again, the hidden attributes of the eel were stimulated.

Su Bai's consciousness began to twist, and gradually divided into three. In his mind, there seemed to be three other selves.

The female corpse has stayed in the Hell of Abi, and was even found in the **** by Su Yuhang and Xu Fugui. This also means that the existence of female corpses spans several periods of time. In addition, when Su Bai was promoted to a senior audience, gold came out With a lot of effort, when the two characteristics were concentrated ~IndoMTL.com~, the memory that had been covered and filled deep in Su Bai's heart began to wake up.

In a trance,

Su Bai found himself in a cold and humid bathroom.

"This kid is too dirty, don't give it to me." The woman's voice came.

"Hehe, you'll be clean after washing."

The man held a slap-sized baby in his hand and walked to the pool, turned on the faucet, and the cold water flushed the baby's body. The baby let out a harsh cry.

Suddenly, the man seemed to have sensed something and looked to his side,

And this time, Su Bai, who stood beside the man, seemed to have no fear, but looked at him calmly,

Yes,

Father and son, strictly speaking,

The first time to look at each other!