Seeking Happiness Chapter 65: Ashamed


While Gu Xihe was venting his emotions, Gu Xiran was beside him in silence, watching Ji Danqing look at the injury for Shu Huan, without saying a word, until he really calmed down and sat down on the grass, sulking. Slowly speak.

"Enough trouble?"

His tone is very light, just like his expression, he can't hear the emotions, as if just casually asking about the weather.

Gu Xihe was taken aback, then turned his head stubbornly and ignored them.

Gu Xiran didn't think it was disgusting, but still said indifferently: "I am weak, so I practice martial arts to strengthen my body. Why do you follow the practice?"

When he asked this sentence, he didn’t expect to get an answer, so he saw Gu Xihe pursing his lips, so he answered for him: “You are for fun, to learn martial arts to show off your power But I didn’t expect martial arts training to be so hard and dangerous, right? I thought of shrinking in my heart, and I couldn’t hold back my face to say no to practice..."

"It's not." Gu Xihe interrupted him angrily, his face flushed.

Gu Xiran raised her eyebrows: "Is it angry?"

"No"

"Then what is your temper?"

"You still ask me if you know?" Gu Xihe rushed back angrily: "I'm so angry that you don't care whether I live or die"

Gu Xiran raised her eyebrows and asked in a slightly ironic voice: "Whether you live or die?"

"Yes, just throw me on the cliff and leave me alone"

"You have to figure out one thing first." Gu Xiran said: "You said you want to practice martial arts, we let you climb that cliff, do you think you will sit here and not move, martial arts will be Can it run on you?"

"Then you can't practice it like this," Gu Xihe said angrily: "If I stumble and fall, everyone will die, why should I practice?"

Gu Xiran smiled: "Then did you fall down?"

"No..." Gu Xihe was taken aback: "But I mean if I didn't fall to death, it is good luck, what if bad luck?"

Gu Xiran didn't make a sound for a while, just reached out and took a bunch of charred grasshoppers from Du Qiu, frowned slightly, took a bite, chewed twice, swallowed, and handed the bunch of grasshoppers to Gu Xihe In front: "Do you want to have a bite?"

"Don't" Gu Xihe raised his hand and photographed the string of grasshoppers on the ground: "Is this something people eat? You can bite it down."

"Yes." Gu Xiran turned the grasshopper string in his hand and said lightly: "If Du Qiu hadn't been afraid that you would stumble and fall off, he would have gone to hunt game elsewhere. Is it necessary to catch grasshoppers around here? Do you think he Love this?"

Hearing this, Gu Xihe immediately opened his eyes, with extreme surprise in his eyes.

He turned his head and looked at Du Qiu, only to see that Du Qiu's white board still had no expression on his face, except for occasionally flipping the roasted quail in his hand, he didn't even have an extra action.

Gu Xiran finished saying what he wanted to say, and ignored him, with his hands on the back of his head, lying on the ground, looking at the sky that was getting darker.

Silence.

Faced with this situation, Gu Xihe didn't know what to say, but just opened his mouth slightly and sat there in a daze.

At this time, Ji Danqing had smashed one or two herbs and applied them to Shu Huan's ankle to relieve her some pain.

Shu Huan was in pain, wiped the sweat from her forehead with her sleeves, and glanced at Gu Xihe and said: "You still admit it, it's just that you are careful."

Gu Xi was not kind to her, so he hurt her in a rage. He felt a little guilty in his heart, but the three words "Careful" really didn't listen. He still muttered in a low voice of dissatisfaction: "Where am I being careful? ……"

"Isn't it?" Shu Huan said with embarrassment: "Don't mention Master Du, it's your second brother. Is he too stupid to take you out and not take you back intact? Just when I combed his hair I noticed that he said that I don’t care about you. In fact, he always looks to the cliff. If something happens to you, I think both of them are the first to rush to save you. It is clear that you are careful, others You don’t even feel good to you, and you lose your temper, saying that people don’t care about your life or death."

……

Every time she said a word, Gu Xihe's head drooped down a little. At the end of the talk, his head almost fell to the ground. For the first time in his life, he realized what it means to have no self-containment.

It seems that he really misunderstood...

But he’s afraid of heights. Du Qiu is an outsider. Don’t care about him. Even Gu Xiran doesn’t care about him. He also said that it’s okay to be afraid of heights. He can be cured by climbing two more cliffs. After speaking, he climbs alone Now, leave him alone...

This behavior really angered him

Since childhood, the love he has received comes from his elders. Although there are many brothers and sisters in the family, none of them have made friends with him. Even his sister Gu Yun, who is a compatriot of his mother, feels boring and boring. They don't care much, so the only playmates are dye ink and inkstone. They are book boys, separated by identities, and master and servant rules are indispensable.

Now it’s easy to find that the second brother, who has been sick for many years and stays at home, is so interesting. Unlike the older brother, he is born with inheritance rights. He is instinctively repelled by the love of the master, so he can't help but give birth to For the sense of closeness, at the end of the day, those who have nothing to do have to go to Shengmei Pavilion twice before they feel comfortable.

Being ignored and abandoned by people who want to get close is undoubtedly one of the most painful things in the world, not to mention that this person is still his siblings, the only brother he likes at home...

To sum up the reasons, Gu Xihe has always felt that he is angry and reasonable. Therefore, his words and deeds did not leave any room for others. Unexpectedly, he was ashamed by Gu Xiran and Shu Huan's words at this moment, but it was him who was embarrassed.

"I..." He wanted to apologize very much, but he had never done this kind of showing weakness, so he was very embarrassed, especially since he had let Du Qiu go out without a word before, and he didn’t know. People are willing to accept his apology. If he doesn't, wouldn't he be more embarrassed?

However, he was more afraid of Gu Xiran's anger than embarrassment. From now on, he ignored him, so no one would take him to play. Thinking of this, he walked up to Du Qiu, blushing and apologized: "Master Du, I...I just said something bad, don't...don't take it to your heart..."

"Puff——" Shu Huan was worried that the herbs applied to his ankle would be rubbed off. She was wrapping a handkerchief. Hearing his stumbling and stumbling apology ~ IndoMTL.com~ Recall that when he first saw him, he was so awkward I could not help laughing out of the stubbornness and arrogance of I.

I didn't think that this laughter helped Gu Xi reconcile. Someone paid attention to him, even if it was laughing at him, it made him feel less embarrassed, so he immediately turned his head and glared at her: "What is the laugh?"

"Laughing, you can't even apologize." Shu Huan laughed: "Being a teacher for a day, and a father for life, your behavior just now is considered rebellious, at least you have to kneel down and give Master Du three heads. An apology is considered sincere."

Kneel? I have to kowtow

Gu Xihe tightened his brows, originally reluctant, but his gaze happened to fall on Shu Huan’s swollen bun-like ankle, and the guilt in his heart could not help but heavier by three points. Then he looked at Gu Xiran and lay there closed. I didn’t look at him at all, so I was heartbroken, really lifted his clothes, said: "Master Du, I was wrong, you forgive me..."

He was about to kneel down as he said. He didn't expect Du Qiu to suddenly reach out and support him, and said lightly: "It's not necessary to apologize. I said that with your silver, it doesn't matter what you do."

This is the best way, both money and money, not owe favors. ()

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