Seeking Happiness Chapter 83: Confused

Huiyun was a little absent-minded when she returned to the Rose Hall. Shu Huan thought Zhang Hanfang had given her something embarrassing, but after asking a few words, she replied no, and only said what Ding Ma said was important. Then he said that he had a headache and avoided the room.

Shu Huan was puzzled, but knew that Huiyun had an idea. If there was something she didn’t want to say, it would be impossible to ask, so she didn’t pay much attention to it. She just called someone to invite a tailor to come back. Aunt Yun cut her two new clothes, and asked the kitchen to cook longevity noodles the next day and add some good dishes. As for the jewellery, let's get rid of it. Anyway, she didn't win over Aunt Yun's thoughts, she just wanted to be at peace with each other and not touch each other.

One day calm and stable until night, Shu Huan was catching the charcoal sticks and drawing her design draft of the Jinling twelve hairpins on bamboo paper. Suddenly listening to the beautiful scenery back and forth, she said that it was Master Zhang Jiabiao who came to her door, and she was shocked.

Zhang Rong nominally came to the Guanyue Courtyard to escape the heat, but in fact he ran out after Sanchawu and didn’t know where he went. In short, he was not in the courtyard for more than half of the time, but occasionally. There was also Chengri’s excitement over there. He either invited a couple of friends to have a drink, or asked a small drama to sing in the Zhuohua Pavilion where he lived. He never had time to walk with them.

If Shu Huan deliberately avoided seeing Zhang Hanfang, then for Zhang Rong, she seemed to be unaware of the existence of this person, so after listening to the beautiful scenery, she was a little stunned. Think of the young master's last name.

Gu Xiran, who was leaning on her head to read a book, reacted before her, dropped the booklet in her hand and said, "I'll go out and meet."

Shu Huan, who had not yet risen, sat back in her chair, anyway, she had no interest in Zhang's people. It would be best if she could not meet, so she only called the beautiful scenery and went out to pour tea.

The soundproofing of the ancient house was not very good. At first, the greetings from the outer room came in clearly, but Shu Huan focused too much on her drawings and ignored all those words. I never thought about it for a while. It calmed down, and then Mei Jing walked in with a depressed look, and turned over the suitcase without saying a word.

Hearing the movement close at hand, Shu Huan regained consciousness, wondering: "What are you looking for?"

The beautiful scenery said dullly: "Find a thicker dress for Er Ye."

Shu Huan was taken aback: "He is going out?"

Wonderful scenery said: "Did you hear the milk?"

Shu Huan shook her head.

The beautiful scenery then whispered: "That Master Biao is not a good person"

This maid is used to getting bolder and bolder, she can say anything without taboo.

Shu Huan looked at her helplessly and said: "Why did he offend you?"

"Don't tease me, I'm a little maid, how can I be offended by Master Biao?" Meijing said while turning his suitcase, "Master Biao, when he spoke first, he also said two serious things. He said that his sister was habitual at home and had a bad temper. She taught the second master to be more forgiving and apologized for Miss Zhang..."

Shu Huan wondered: "Isn't it great that he can come to apologize for his sister?"

The beauty suddenly blushed and said: "What's the matter, he talked to the second master about eating flower wine, and said that he had invited two sisters who can sing, please second master I used to have wine and listen to singing."

Shu Huan came to understand and raised her eyebrows slightly and said: "So, your second master went to Zhuohua Pavilion to eat flower wine?"

The beauty looked at her face and nodded.

Shu Huan lowered her eyes and groaned for a while, then suddenly picked up the charcoal strips and continued to paint her paintings.

The Wonderful Way of Beauty: "Do you care about milk?"

"What's the matter?" Shu Huan didn't lift her head, and said with some interest: "It's not unusual for a man to eat flower wine and go to the kiln to accept concubines."

The beautiful scenery shook for a while, and finally suffocated a sentence: "It's not all like this..."

"Um." Shu Huan nodded twice: "Most people from poor families are not among them."

But it’s not that I don’t want to, it’s that I can’t. Looking at those younger brothers who came from officials and wealthy families, how many are not wives and concubines? Master Gu took five concubines, and even Gu Xi’s Kaaba also had two. This is not to include those seven or eighty-eight outer chambers and general chamber girls. Everyone thinks it's normal, even if Lin and Fang have some in their hearts. You Yu, you have to find a better explanation for your man in front of others——

That was for the sake of blooming and dispersing, and passing on the lineage

Shu Huan wrinkled her nose disapprovingly. This is an era of proud stallions, but she doesn't want to criticize anything. This kind of thing is common throughout the ages, not to mention ancient times and modern times. It's just the former. Honestly, the latter needs to be hidden.

Men is not impossible. There is no emotional foundation. As long as they have beauty, they can do things with love. The only difference is that when the squandered flowers become charming, some people have a sense of responsibility and self-control, and can control To live on their physical impulses, while some people succumb to physical pleasure...

The beauty sees her in a daze, only if she can’t think about it, Nane persuaded: “I’m all to blame for my mouthfuls...milk, don’t take this to your heart, the second master is not such a person, so go to drink with Master Biao. , It’s just for entertainment, no big deal...not to mention..."

What's more, there is a beautiful and quiet Aunt Yun in the room, and I didn't see the second master resting overnight with her...

It's just this sentence, it's not easy to say it according to the identity of the beautiful scenery. She can only swallow the words that are on the tip of her tongue.

Shu Huan glanced at her sideways, and suddenly laughed: "What are you worrying about for me? Don't you want to send clothes over? Go ahead."

This is, let her stare over there, right?

The beautiful scenery was agitated and immediately nodded and said: "I will go now"

As she walks, she is still wondering in her heart, in order not to be sent to do something by those two masters who just make an excuse, should she drag Huiyun with him, but if they are gone, the milk will be alone. Now, what if you want tea or water but you can’t find someone...

Shu Huan watched her go out excitedly and couldn't help but shook her head secretly.

What is this little maid thinking about? She just doesn't want to continue the tangled topic anymore and just sends her out casually.

As for what kind of person Gu Xiran is, Shu Huan still can't figure it out~IndoMTL.com~ She can only be sure that his character is good. She went to have a drink with Zhang Rong without hiding it at all. What's the secret? Just as the beauty said, it’s all about socializing, but what does this mean? He still has a concubine in his room, and the future is still unknown

Even if he doesn't want to take a concubine himself, he is not allowed to force him to take a concubine at home

And what qualifications does she have to care about and control?

The longer she stayed in ancient times, the more she realized that the idea of ​​leaving Gu's family was unrealistic.

If the current situation continues, Gu Xiran will not divorce her if there is no accident. Could she still sneak away under the name of a runaway wife? Regardless of whether she can escape smoothly and whether she has the money to survive, she has no way to get things like her household registration, not to mention the other troubles that follow. There are things she wants and there are also She could not think of...

Shu Huan sighed secretly, confused.

Whether to compromise with reality, or to struggle with idealism for a while...

This is a difficult problem()

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