Seeking Happiness Chapter 95: Hidden reason
The characters on the manuscript are half ancient and not white, and they seem to be really strenuous. Shu Huan flipped through it roughly and felt that the owner of this manuscript, compared with the Gu Xiran in front of him, really has two completely different personalities.
The former is melancholic and melancholic. You can tell from the words that he is an indecisive person. Without mentioning anything else, he talks about Auntie Yun. He mentions a lot in his pen, but most of them are melancholy and melancholy. Auntie has a good impression, but due to her original identity, it is not too close, and there are a lot of thoughts that hate her weak body. It can be seen that he has been with Aunt Yun for so long, and he has always respected her as a guest. , Dare not have the slightest blasphemous meaning.
"This is really..." Shu Huan couldn't imagine how frustrated his day was, let alone being weak, so that after years of worry, even if she is not sick, she will be sick and Aunt Yun. She can only use the words that hateful people must have pity.
Seeing this, she suddenly remembered something, bit her lip, looked up at Gu Xiran, and said in a very slight voice: "Hey, I forgot to ask you, that... that..."
It seems difficult to ask about things.
Gu Xiran stared at her with interest and said: "What are you going to say?"
"That...you..." Shu Huan asked cruelly: "Before with Yunyan, is there any..."
It was really interesting to see her hesitating, Gu Xiran pretended to be puzzled: "Is there anything?"
"Is there...that..." Shu Huan suddenly caught a glimpse of the narrow smile in his eyes, and was immediately annoyed: "Seriously, don't pretend to be stupid"
Gu Xiran couldn't help but smile: "I thought, but unfortunately I didn't have time."
"You--" Shu Huan stood up suddenly, feeling a little annoyed whether he was telling the truth or not.
"Okay, funny" Gu Xiran said with a smile: "You have read the manuscript, you should know that she is still a complete body, how dare I touch it, I can't take it off if I touch it, and she is too much to the original owner. Familiar, I'm still afraid of revealing flaws, do you avoid her if you don't see me anything?"
Shu Huan hummed twice, squinting at him and said: "This means that if she is not the perfect body and is not afraid of revealing flaws, you don't mind taking advantage of it first and then throwing her away? "
"Strong words are unreasonable" Gu Xiran said depressed: "Am I so mean?"
"I think it's almost the same"
That's what I said, but she still breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, which was completely relieved, but when she thought that Gu Xiran had concealed her identity from her for so long, she felt a little upset, and blurted out: "Why Lie to me?"
"What are you hiding from you?"
"Things Passing Through"
"This--" Gu Xiran's eyes flickered slightly: "Seeing that you often expose flaws, I think it's funny. If you don't say it, it will be boring?"
Shu Huan was a little suspicious and very depressed: "That's it? Don't prevaricate me"
Gu Xiran lowered his eyes and thought, then sighed softly: "When I first put it on, I found that this body is weak and I don't know when it will die. Then why tell you and make you happy for nothing? Besides, you never doubted it. I couldn't find the right opportunity to tell you, I'm afraid to startle you."
This is half the truth, right
In fact, when he met her again in this world, he was determined to protect her for life, but the promise was not just a matter of words. To give her relative freedom and happiness, he must have the corresponding practical ability. In the current situation where he needs to temporarily rely on Gu's family to survive, he doesn't want to say anything.
What's more, the identity of the same person will definitely become an important link to maintain their relationship, which will affect his judgment of her true feelings. He does not want her to be with him at ease, just because of this special identity.
Shu Huan found that his gaze was getting deeper and deeper, and she couldn't help but blurted out: "Have we seen you before? Why did I think you were familiar when I saw you for the first time?"
There is such a possibility. Since she crossed over, even her first name, last name, and even her appearance have not changed at all, then of course he may be in the same situation. Maybe she has met him before crossing, and then there will be This familiar feeling.
Gu Xiran came back to his senses and smiled slightly: "Why don't we say that we are predestined? Even the chance of crossing this kind of thing can be met together, and we have become a husband and wife."
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Take fate as an example, but Shu Huan was speechless for a while, and finally thought about it, his words are also reasonable, so he has always been kind to her, and he has an explanation, but She felt a little frustrated and disappointed in her heart. It turned out that he was good to her because they both traveled through the same...
She just thought about asking this important question clearly, but there was no chance. Jingjing came back and said that Hexie was ready, and asked her if she would move there right now.
Shu Huan nodded, of course she was going. After so long, she realized that she really liked Gu Xiran. Then the picture in the Rose Hall where he and Aunt Yun were lying together, she I don't want to go to sleep either. This is probably the emotional cleanliness caused by love, and I don't want any unclean contamination.
Listening to the lotus pavilion built by the water, it is located on the side of the artificial lake in the other courtyard, and you can see a blue wave when you open the window. If it is windy, you can also see the layers of the lotus like the waves turning gently, and the view is extremely It’s wide open, but it’s a bit bad. The summer scenery here is the most prosperous. When the lotus dies, only half of the lake’s withered lotus remains. At that time, you can’t look at the lotus with your eyes, but listen with your ears——
Leave the remnant lotus to listen to the rain
Previously, she could only imagine the extremely elegant and interesting artistic conception, but now, she has the opportunity to experience it personally, and when she is interested, she can probably draw a picture of residual lotus stained with ink and smoke.
Shu Huan sits in front of the window, idly watching the lake view outside the window and the busyness of the maids in the room, holding a piece of pine smoke ink in his hand, soaking in water, he laps the pine flower stone moire inkstone one after another Circling around.
At this moment~IndoMTL.com~ She suddenly felt that the ancients lived really idle.
Without highly-developed technology, everything has to be handled personally, which slows the pace of life a lot, but this is the real life. Take this picture as an example. The trouble is a little troublesome, but it has a leisurely and leisurely taste, so that every piece of paper, every ink, every square of inkstone here is beautifully obtained as a work of art.
Washing is also the same. In the era without washing machines, the verses such as "One month in Chang'an, the sound of tens of thousands of households pounding their clothes" spread. Even to make tea, you must first draw the water from the spring, add charcoal to boil the water, and invite three or five friends, sit down and laugh, and drink slowly...
I just thought of this, and suddenly I heard someone coming in with a smile: "Good Yaxing, I moved to such a good place without making a sound. If I didn’t find your way and saw the maids move things, I would go there. I ran for nothing in the Rose Hall."
Shu Huan raised his eyes, looked out of the room through the curtain, and saw the person walking slowly into the room, it was Ji Danqing. When Gu Xiran saw him, he gritted his teeth and greeted him with a smile, saying, "Ji The doctor is so Yaxing, he is so idle to tease me"()
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