Lady Cultivator Chapter 245: The secret that is hard to tell
He never denied his appreciation for this woman.
Maybe it is because of Pearl. It may also be the reason for those admirers. He has never looked at women very much. He always felt that although they were not talented men, they often contained too many messy things in their hearts. Except for a few, they are not suitable for cultivating immortals.
Ke Mo Tiange is the one he thinks is unique.
She is diligent, and when her talents are extremely poor, she will not complain about herself, but will work harder than others, even after knowing that she is talented, she still does not slacken; she is serious, since knowing her, she has never seen her mind Putting it on other messy things, just earnestly cultivate immortals and walk your own way earnestly; she loves herself, since she was a little qi-refining monk with nothing, and wanted to go further on the path of immortality, she has always been herself Work hard without betraying her pride and self-esteem; she still has some wisdom, although she will do wrong things and go the wrong way. But it will learn a lesson.
Starting from getting to know her, such an inconspicuous little monk in Kunwu has slowly grown to today, becoming a true elite disciple of the martial arts. Her efforts and perseverance have not changed, but her experience and handling are growing. Although he himself had pushed a number one among them, her talent and hard work were undeniable.
In fact, in a way, she was lucky. I thought it was a useless spirit root, but it turned out to be the gift of Tianzong, and it was also favored by the cultivator of the god, and obtained some strange treasures.
However, her own efforts are worthy of this result.
Actually, who can walk to the back of the monk is not the result of hard work and luck? The master is out of luck, and all advancement depends on his own cultivation, but there are many strange treasures in his body, and these are also the foundation of standing. Uncle Zhenyang, Uncle Miaoyi, including the Master Songfeng who had a grudge against their master and apprentice, which one has never encountered a chance and has not obtained a foreign treasure? This also includes himself.
Everyone in Xikun says that Qin Shoujing is a genius that is hard to find for thousands of years. In fact? Double spiritual root qualifications, even both spiritual roots are excellent. How can it be compared to the real geniuses with single roots and different roots? Even if he has a simple mind and never encounters a bottleneck, it is the same.
Before the foundation was built, it was indeed the result of his own efforts, but the cultivation of the master was indispensable. After the foundation was built, he often went out for both mental experience and opportunity. Because he felt that he couldn't rely on the master for the rest of his life.
He had good luck and was alert enough, so he successfully encountered many opportunities and obtained many spirit treasures, including Yang Lingzhu and Sanyang True Fire Sword.
At the age of seventy-eight, the unsuspecting person was surprised that he, a monk with dual spiritual roots, could achieve this level, but in reality? It was because he got the Yang Lingzhu.
Yang Lingzhu is a kind of extraordinary treasure formed by the focus of heaven and earth aura. It itself is condensed from very pure masculine aura. The small one has absorbed a certain spiritual vein of Kunwu and turned it into nothing. An ordinary mountain without aura. Then it was buried somewhere for hundreds of thousands of years. He got it.
So, after getting the Yang Lingzhu, he doesn't need to absorb aura from the outside at all, because from a certain aspect, he has a whole spiritual vein in his body.
This kind of strange treasure allowed his cultivation base to advance by leaps and bounds, and he was promoted smoothly at the age of seventy-eight.
However, if you change someone, you will definitely get these strange treasures. Will you encounter these opportunities? Sometimes, even if chances and foreign treasures are in front of them, people who don't work hard can't get them.
The monks who don’t know hard work, but always talk about their talents and opportunities and the cultivation level are higher than him, or those who don’t work hard because of their talents, never understand these principles
So, in a way, he admired this woman because she let him see himself.
Master told him that people who are opposite or similar are easy to feel curious about each other, and curiosity is the first step in generating feelings.
He didn't believe it, but now he has to believe it.
When did you treat her as a woman instead of a child?
Maybe it was when he came to Xuanqingmen to recover his original identity, or it may have been in those thirty-five years. He wanted to remember, but found that he couldn't remember. Sometimes I even feel that this feeling seems to have no reason. It happened suddenly.
Because of appreciation, so curious, because of curiosity, so attention, because of attention, so more at ease. Beware that the more you put your mind on, the more you can't give up in the end.
Sometimes he thinks back carefully, maybe because, when they met, she had grown up, right? Their meeting was seven years late, giving her enough time to grow up. So at first, even though he would still think about this child, he knew in his heart that she had grown up and she was no longer a child.
She treats him as a monk of the same rank, and she will laugh with him, talk about what she has learned, and even talk about her thoughts. This kind of ease and joy made him feel happy.
He wants to hide his identity subconsciously because he likes the feeling of equality with her. I always feel that he is telling the truth. Their distance will suddenly become farther, and she will no longer have that trust in him.
He said to Zhong Muling, because he didn't hide, she would not stay at Xuanqingmen. Yes, this is one of the reasons. She was like a frightened bird at the time. If she knew his true identity, she would try to escape, right? She can trust Qin Xi a little bit, but she can't trust Qin Shoujing wholeheartedly, especially when she fled like that back then.
He didn't think too much about saving her in the monster chaos. Was there any extra emotion for her at that time? It seemed that too long had passed, and he couldn't remember a bit. But he can be sure that at that time, he didn't have the idea of double cultivation.
A cultivator who just built a foundation, he wouldn't take it easy, even if she was exceptionally talented. The difference of over a hundred years old is nothing in the eyes of the cultivator, and he has no blood relationship with her. Even he and his father are nothing more than companions. Although they are inextricably linked, they are actually a hundred years apart. Seniority? For monks, this is a non-existent problem. There was only one, and he couldn't care less, and that was the difference in cultivation level.
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He patiently searched, searching for traces of the past deep in his heart, but found that the reason was so simple. He is not a detached person, the utilitarianism of the monk is deeply buried in his blood. Even if he has a good feeling, his Qin Shoujing and Xuanqingmen's future hopes will not marry a woman who has just built a foundation and is unknown to the immortal road.
These are the fragments he picked up only when he thought about it today, but he never thought about it back then.
Later, after entering the Void Heaven Realm, I saw the two god-transforming cultivators, and caused him to suffer such humiliation.
He originally thought he was standing at a high place looking at her, with a little good feeling in his heart, but he couldn't persuade himself to let go of his cultivation. But it turns out that in the eyes of others, he only ends up with the word "luding".
Luding, these two words are almost the greatest humiliation to a man.
This is especially true for Qin Shoujing, who has a high self-esteem and is clean.
So, he practiced frantically, trying to let those two people know that he Qin Shoujing. Will be able to compare with them, even surpass them, and finally step into the existence of the road.
But the master said that he has entered his own devil, let him think about it, the innocence of the initial cultivation.
At that time, he didn't cultivate immortality for any reason, just because he wanted to cultivate immortality. So he has no ties, no obsessions, but just keeps on practicing wholeheartedly.
Not anymore.
In the past few years, it's not that he didn't know that his state of mind had changed. He was no longer the Qin Shoujing who had no extra emotions in his heart, didn't know the taste of obsession, had a pure heart and few desires, and a pure Dao heart.
But once you change, how can you return to the original simplicity?
He tried to calm himself down, so this retreat was thirty-five years.
In the past thirty-five years, he has actually fallen into the game he set up and finally trapped himself firmly. The more you have to prove yourself, or the more you love in your imagination, the more obsessed you are, and the devil is hard to get rid of.
Today, little by little, he slowly picked up these thoughts that he had never thought about in the past from the corner of his memory, no matter how difficult it was to express these thoughts in the past.
He originally thought that he or his whole life would be like this, indulging in immortality, lonely for a lifetime, and finally embarking on the supreme road.
Or, she will truly fall in love with a woman, no matter what her status or status, she will stay with her until the end of her life.
But it turns out that he is not as innocent as he thought, nor is he as innocent as he thought.
He developed feelings for a woman, but he was trapped in his cultivation, enjoying the superiority of looking down on her. Because his self-esteem and this sense of superiority were violated, he practiced frantically in order to let himself look down at her again.
Why are there such dark emotions? Or because he couldn't let go of her, but he couldn't let go of his ridiculous self-esteem, and didn't want to admit that he was moved first. Or, he himself is so utilitarian, no different from those monks.
Master was right. He had entered the barrier, thinking that he could get rid of these unspeakable gloom by cultivating himself and concentrating on his cultivation. In fact, this is just putting the cart before the horse.
But ~IndoMTL.com~ even if he asks to understand his heart, he will not say these words now.
If you say it now, how is it different from wanting to use her? If you can’t get a baby, you want to get her so that you can get rid of your obsession and get a baby? He didn't want to do something like this, he didn't even want to get a relationship.
This is what he can do after admitting all his gloom, the last point of persistence.
Chengxian Avenue, you have to go on your own in the end, how can you expect it from the side door? Even love, the matter of cultivating immortals, is still his lifelong wish.
And she, presumably would not want a feeling mixed with utilitarianism.
So, if you love, if you can’t let it go, then, wait for him to form a Nascent Infant, wait for her to become a golden pill, and then simply ask, would you like to visit Immortal Dao?
If she is willing, her long-cherished wish can be fulfilled, and if she doesn't, she won't be in this life.
What is this? In fact, I'm not sure whether it can be worse at night, so I changed it first. This chapter is a psychological analysis and an explanation of some of the behaviors of someone in the previous article, which is a bit boring. ) Book friends hurry up and pay attention!