The Pinnacle of Martial Arts Cultivation Chapter 2661: Why me (on)
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Yongning Palace, originally Chen Fan’s bedroom.
Now it has been changed into Chen Yixin's study.
In order to make her daughter more aware of her responsibility as an emperor, Jiang Zhixi personally supervised the reconstruction of Yongning Palace.
All the decorations were removed, leaving only two court ladies to accompany in the palace.
Pile of books are placed on the shelves, among them there are many books that Chen Fan has read before, and books written by himself.
Almost all researches on governance policies, and some content about Chen Fan’s wisdom in life.
Sixteen years ago, Chen Yixin began to learn these things under the guidance of Jiang Zhixi every day from the beginning of her word recognition.
The 14-year-old Chen Yixin gradually became pro-government after the death of Dr. Meng.
Jiang Zhixi thought that her daughter could be alone, so she moved out of Yongning Palace, and since then Chen Yixin lives here alone.
In the past two years, Chen Yixin has tasted the taste of loneliness, and has become more aware of the reason why emperors have been called loneliness since ancient times.
But... she doesn't like this.
Today's Yongning Palace is the first time Jiang Zhixi has set foot in two years.
She and her daughter returned to the home of Chen Fan back then, and seeing that although great changes have taken place, they still retain the original charm of the bedroom. Jiang Zhixi had already wet his eyes before she knew it.
She has always been reluctant to get involved in Yongning Palace. The biggest reason is that when she comes here, she will unconsciously think of Chen Fan.
Think of my husband.
This time, Jiang Zhixi came with her daughter because she knew that if there were no accidents, Yongning Palace would cease to exist.
Da Chen, after all, was destroyed in this crisis.
People with a discerning eye can actually see this truth, but everyone didn't say it, only Jia Boqian stood up.
Everyone is dominated by feelings, and Da Chen devoted all his efforts and wishes.
So, even if you die, you must die together!
It's just... after suffering Chen Yixin, at only sixteen, he has to go through all this.
"Xin'er, you are doing well, and my mother is proud of you."
Looking at Chen Yixin, who automatically returned to her desk and started reading, Jiang Zhixi suddenly felt distressed.
The voice trembled slightly.
Chen Yixin heard the words, and the two hands holding the book trembled slightly. He looked at his mother and seemed to stop talking, but after all, he said nothing.
Jiang Zhixi found her daughter's abnormality, wiped her tears secretly, and finally said what she had buried in her heart for 16 years.
"Xin'er, these years, have you... blamed me and your father?"
Chen Yixin paused again, and when she looked up, tears were already rolling in her eyes.
She bit her lip, and then said after a long time: "I don't complain."
"I just don't understand, why me?"
Just this sentence finally made Jiang Zhixi couldn't help tears anymore, as if the line was disconnected, silently flowing.
She seems to think of Chen Fan's entrustment before leaving 16 years ago, and she also seems to think of her daughter's pain for so many years.
Are there any parents in the world who don’t want their children to be happy every day and face the world with smiles?
But when Chen Yixin was five years old, an innocent and lively girl was told by her mother that she could not laugh.
Because of the emperor, I can’t laugh!
Since then, a smiling face has never appeared on Chen Yixin's face. A child has disappeared from this world and replaced by a power wielder.
It's hard to tell whether Chen Fan's choice was right or wrong.
If he didn't choose Chen Yixin as his successor before he left, Chen might not even have eight years of stability. He would have been left intact in the endless war and would have died.
All of this, he traded for his child's smiling face.
Is it really worth it?
"Sorry..."
Thousands of words, it seems that they can only turn into this sentence in the end.
But this sentence can express the sadness and guilt in Jiang Zhixi's heart vividly.
Chen Yixin also cried.
In my impression, this was the first time she cried since she was severely warned by her mother when she was four years old and crying because she broke her knee.
For the first time, she felt that it was such a happy thing that people could cry.