Tears in Heaven Chapter 6: Transparent (6)

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Lei Yuzheng then raised his head and asked: "Miss Du doesn't have a drink?"

Shao Zhenrong said: "She can't drink."

Lei Yuzheng smiled: "Really?"

Mother Zhao made a fish dumpling for Du Xiaosu, and then blamed Lei Yuzheng and Shao Zhenrong: "Drink less, eat more vegetables, and have to drive back."

Lei Yuzheng said: "It's okay, the driver will come to pick me up, and send Zhenrong and Miss Du by the way."

The meal was eaten late, it was already dark when I walked out of the house. Standing in the small patio, she could see the blue ink-like sky, and she couldn't help but raise her face. The four corners of the sky are faintly red, maybe because of light pollution, but the stars can be seen, a little bit, so fine that they are almost invisible. Du Xiaosu did not drink, but he also felt hot on his cheeks. Just now Mama Zhao gave her a gold ring in the house. It was so delicate and beautiful that she could not tolerate her rejection. Mama Zhao said, "Zhen Rong is like my own child, so I must give it to you. Yutao took it for the first time. When your sister-in-law came, I gave her one. In the future, Yuzheng will bring a girlfriend, and I will also have one for her. All three of you have it, which is a little bit from Mama Zhao."

I should have liked it, but she only felt that the ring was hot when pinched between her fingers, as if it were hot. The night air was clear, and it seemed to be painful when inhaled into the lungs. Because of the cold, the tip of her nose was already red with cold. Shao Zhenrong resisted the urge to scrape her nose. He just took her hand and asked her unexpectedly: "Why are your hands so cold?"

She shook her head indiscriminately, Lei Yuzheng had already walked out, and the three of them said goodbye to Mother Zhao.

The driver and car have already arrived and stopped quietly outside the door. It wasn't the silver-gray Jaguar Du Xiaosu had seen outside the airport, but the black Maserati. This car looked like the main character, but restrained but not losing its edge. And she just felt a heart sink, sinking into the abyss.

Lei Yuzheng said: "Let's go, I will see you off." Then he asked, "Are you returning to Jingshan?"

Shao Zhenrong nodded.

He was very polite and let Shao Zhenrong and Du Xiaosu sit in the back seat, and he took the seat of the co-pilot. The driver drove the car very smoothly, and the air conditioning in the car was very warm. Du Xiaosu lowered her head and counted her fingers. She had never been so quiet, so Shao Zhenrong asked her: "Is you tired?" She shook her head, and there were a few stalks of fluffy hair lying in the back of her neck. He helped her. Skip up. His fingers were warm, but she didn't know why, her heart was just faintly cold.

The car is almost here, and Lei Yuzheng turned his face: "Your plane tomorrow? It's a pity that time is too rushed, Zhenrong, you won't take Miss Du to play around?"

Shao Zhenrong smiled and said, "She has been in Beijing for a year, and what's so fun about being in a cold weather." Seeing that he didn't mean to get off the car, he stopped for a while and finally couldn't help it. , "Brother, how long have you not been home?"

Lei Yuzheng seemed to be smiling, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly, just saying: "Don't worry about me, you can take care of yourself." After thinking about it, he handed Shao Zhenrong a black box and said ,"This is for you."

Shao Zhenrong just smiled and said, "Thank you brother." He took it, but then passed it to Du Xiaosu, "Open it and see, do you like it?"

Du Xiaosu opened it obediently. It turned out to be a pair of NHCOttica watches, low-key and classic, unique and generous in shape, and there is no bright diamond. In an instant, her face turned white after brushing. Shao Zhenrong was very happy. He said to her, "Second brother likes watches. He actually has a hand-made Tourbillon made by Jiao Dayu. Xiaosu, he is the most Extravagant."

Du Xiaosu closed the lid and smiled hard, lest Shao Zhenrong would see something.

Having been back to the hotel, she began to tremble, only feeling cold. In fact, the room was well heated, and she didn't take off her coat, she just sat on the bed like that. She didn't know what she was thinking, but her mind went blank until the phone rang suddenly.

It was the phone in the room, and the rapid ringing startled her. Her heart was pounding, and it became louder and louder, as if it was not the phone that was ringing, but her own heartbeat. She looked at the milky white phone as if looking at something she didn't recognize. It rang for a long time, and finally fell silent. She clutched her shirt tightly, as if clutching the last straw, unconsciously sweating.

But without waiting for her to breathe, the phone rang again, unyielding. She looked like a sleepwalker, knowing that she could no longer hide, she stood up slowly and picked up the receiver.

His voice is low: "I think we need to talk."

She was silent.

"I'm waiting for you in the car." He hung up the phone with a click. She was still sleepwalking, and she didn't know how to put the receiver back for a while. The empty busy tone kept reverberating in her ears, and she stood there in a daze, as if she had lost consciousness.

Zou Siqi always feels that Du Xiaosu has changed a bit after returning from Beijing, but what has changed? Zou Siqi can't tell, just feel that it is not quite right. In the past, Du Xiaosu was very active and energetic, and she was refreshed to eat Ruby’s Xiaofang by working overtime all night, and she was not idle with a mouth. You can talk from the latest gossip in the entertainment industry to when the aunt next door is walking the dog. Jokes. Now although there are talks and laughs, but smiling and smiling, she often feels in a daze, as if her thinking has drifted away in an instant, like a big invisible hand suddenly wiped her smile from her face.

Zou Siqi couldn't help: "Du Xiaosu, why are you so awkward? Have a fight with Dr. Shao?"

Du Xiaosu said: "No."

"That is when you go back to their house this time, and his parents won't wait to see you? Last time you didn't say that his parents were nice to you?"

Du Xiaosu lowered his eyes, Zou Siqi only saw her long eyelashes go down. They were sitting by the window. The early spring sunshine was just right, and her whole body was in the backlight, and her whole body was covered with a vague halo of burrs. Zou Siqi suddenly felt a little shocked, because she looked a little faint, as if she was not real, the little ruddy baby fat on her cheeks was gone, and her face was thinned into a real melon seed face. She couldn't help holding Du Xiaosu's hand: "Xiaosu, what's the matter with you? What happened? Speak out, think of a way!"

Du Xiaosu was stunned for a long time before saying, "His father is..." After a while, he said a name.

Zou Siqi didn't hear clearly for a while: "Who is it?" Du Xiaosu didn't say anything. Zou Siqi picked up the cake and stuffed it into her mouth. As she ate, she suddenly choked up a bite of the cake in her throat. The choking made her roll her eyes. It took a long time to take a breath: "Same name and same surname?"

Du Xiaosu remembered that at the airport, he had asked this sentence stupidly. He was really a bit silly. At that time, Shao Zhenrong was really nervous because he cared about her. She was so sad that she wanted to shed tears, and only shook her head gently.

Zou Siqi couldn't help gritting his teeth: "Bah! What's up with me! After a long time, you are worrying about marrying a rich family? This kind of beetle makes you catch your hand, what else are you worried about?" The last poke, "Why did you meet the best? I'm so jealous. Oh, I can't tell. Dr. Shao is usually simple and his character is good. He doesn't look like the son of brother. You, don't think about it. Now, as long as Dr. Shao treats you well, what are you afraid of?"

Du Xiaosu raised her eyes a little hastily, her expression fell into that kind of trance again, she just said intermittently and a little bit weakly: "I really don't know what he is—in fact, I don’t even recognize him. ……"

Zou Siqi didn't understand, and shook her hand: "Xiaosu, what are you talking about?"

Du Xiaosu seemed to come back suddenly, her face was very pale, the corners of her mouth sank weakly, and only a small voice said: "Nothing."

Zou Siqi still felt uneasy after thinking about it. After arriving home, he called Shao Zhenrong. He was busy, and was surprised when he received her call. Zou Siqi asked directly: "Doctor Shao, did you quarrel with Xiaosu?"

He was a little confused and anxious: "What's wrong with Xiaosu? After I came back, she had a lot of operations, and she was also very busy. She hasn't seen each other for a week. What's wrong with her? Is she sick?"

Zou Siqi heard the concern in his voice, immediately relieved, and said jokingly: "Doctor Shao, career is important, love is also important, and spend more time with his girlfriend."

Shao Zhenrong smiled badly: "I know, I know."

Actually, he would call Du Xiaosu every night, but she was always working overtime, and the tiredness in her voice could be heard on the phone, so he always distressedly told her to go to bed earlier.

So on the weekend, he deliberately changed shifts with his colleagues and went to pick Du Xiaosu from get off work early.

At dusk, the flow of people was raging, and he didn't wait long to see Du Xiaosu coming down the steps. She was a little thinner. In the sunset, she could see her head down slightly, and her pace was slow. He seldom saw her wearing such a proper suit, and he seldom saw her like this, feeling a little strange in his heart. Because she has always been radiant and lonely, she seems to be a different person, perhaps too tired.

"Xiaosu."

She raised her head suddenly, widened her eyes and looked at him a little calmly, as if she was frightened in some way, but for a few seconds her mouth curled up, as if smiling: "Why are you here?"

"Nothing happened today." He took her bag smoothly. It was just after get off work that many of Du Xiaosu's colleagues came out of the office building. Some people looked sideways. It is no wonder that Shao Zhenrong and Du Xiaosu are standing together, no matter how they look, they are a very eye-catching pair.

"What do you want to eat at night?"

She thought for a while: "I want to eat noodles, eel noodles."

She wants to eat eel noodles from the small shop near the hospital. On weekends, the traffic jam was a mess. He put a CD in his hand. The melody was very beautiful. A man’s rustling voice sang like an oh: "Thankyouforlovingme...Thankyouforlovingme...IneverknewIhadadream...Untilthatdreamwasyou..."

The most crowded dusk in this city, their car was caught in the middle of the traffic, and they moved forward slowly and persistently, and they drove forward until they encountered a red light.

There are cars on the front, back, left, and right. You can't move around waiting for the green light. Du Xiaosu suddenly called him: "Shao Zhenrong!"

She likes to call him by his first name and last name. There is a kind of brutal closeness. He couldn't help turning his face to smile: "What?"

Her voice is pitifully gentle: "Can I kiss you?"

His ears turned red, and he said, "No!" He suddenly leaned over and kissed her. She held him tightly and would not let go for a long time. The signal light had already changed, and the car behind became impatient and started honking the horn. He said, "Xiaosu."

She just didn't want to let go, as if he would disappear after letting go.

He called her again: "Xiaosu."

She burst into tears, and he was startled: "Xiaosu, what's the matter with you?"

She didn't answer, she stubbornly shed tears.

"Xiaosu...what happened? Don't cry, tell me, don't you, Xiaosu..."

His voice is close to her ear, calling her name, holding her anxiously. The car behind was honking desperately, and a traffic policeman had already approached them.

"Shao Zhenrong, let's break up."

His body shook slightly, and there was still a touch of consternation in his eyes, and he didn't react to what she said. She repeated it almost numbly, and he seemed to slowly understand.

This sentence, she thought in her heart day and night, like a pot of oil, tormented and tormented, and boiled and boiled, boiled all of her internal organs to ashes, boiled them into dregs She didn't feel the pain anymore, she didn't expect that the moment she exited, she was still piercing her heart.

An unbelievable gradually appeared in his eyes: "Xiaosu, what did you say?"

Her tone is calm and decisive, as if the suicidal person cut his veins, without a trace of pain: "I don't want to say it again."

He asked: "Why?"

Outside traffic police are knocking on their car windows, making gestures. But he even had red eyes, and asked again: "Why?"

"I don't want to be with you, I don't love you anymore."

He grabbed her wrist, so hard, she had never seen him like this. He is gentle and elegant, and he is personable, and at this moment he is almost hideous, with small veins on his forehead, and on the back of his hand, his voice is hoarse: "You bullshit!"

The traffic police increased the force of knocking on the roof of the car, and he had to look back. She took this opportunity to push the door and got out of the car. If she didn't leave, she was afraid that she would do something more terrible. Without turning her head back, she hurried forward from the gap between the blocked car, like a fish that had slipped through the net by chance, and hurriedly wanted to return to the sea. There were cars on all sides, and she stumbled and ran.

Shao Zhenrong was in a hurry and pushed the car door to chase, but was stopped by the traffic police. He didn't care about anything, so he took out his driver's license wallet and stuffed it into the traffic policeman's hands. The car ignored him and went after Du Xiaosu.

He chased after two intersections before catching up with her. She was running fast in high heels, like a small deer, rushing almost blindly to escape, and when he finally grabbed her hard, both of them were gasping for breath.

Her face was frighteningly pale, with crystal sweat on her face, as if she still wanted to break free from his hand, unable to break away, and finally calmed down a little weakly.

"Xiaosu," he tried to calm his voice, "what's the matter with you? What did I do wrong?"

She lowered her eyes: "You are not wrong, I was wrong."

"If you have any questions, can you tell me frankly? If I did not do well, you can bring it up and I can correct it."

His forehead was wet with sweat, and several strands of it stuck to his forehead, and his eyes were fixed on her, as if the black sea under the starry sky was shattered, so pure that she felt heartbreaking.

What would she say?

No matter how you say it, you can't tell.

"Xiaosu," he clasped her hand tightly, "I don't know what's going on, but it's not about feeling disappointed. If you have any problems, you can speak frankly. Let's find a way together, okay? "

There was pain in his eyes, and she felt that her heart was cut like a knife. If the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain, then a knife is worse than a thousand swords.

"Shao Zhenrong, I have done a wrong thing before, and it is so wrong that it can't be undone." She almost begged, "It's so wrong that I can't love you again. Shall we break up? May I beg you? I really can't help it."

She was so proud and never humbled like this. He only felt heartache and at a loss: "Xiaosu, no one never makes mistakes. The past is over. I don’t care about your ex boyfriend. I have Live girlfriends. We met and fell in love now, I only care about now."

"It's not like this." She was almost exhausted, only repeating mechanically and numbly, "Not like this."

There was still no blood on her face. She slowly said: "I really loved Lin Xiangyuan back then, I loved it very much. I never encountered any setbacks at that time. My parents loved it, a famous university, and An excellent PhD boyfriend, I always thought that I would marry him after graduation, and I would be happy for a lifetime. But it’s not like that. He went to Beijing and I went to Beijing as soon as I graduated, but he didn’t take long to marry other people. ..." Her voice lowered, as if torn apart, "I can't forget him, until I see him again, I don't know I can't forget him... So, let's break up..."

"Xiaosu, I don’t believe what you are saying." He seemed to calm down slowly. Although his fingers were still trembling slightly, there was unquestionable firmness in his voice, "Xiaosu, take this Everything is forgotten. Don't mention this matter again, just as if it hadn't happened."

But she can't help it.

She spoke with difficulty, with tears in her eyes. As long as she touched it, she would roll down: "I always thought I had forgotten, but now I can’t do anything, even if you tell me to forget now, I can’t do anything. . I have no way to face you..."

"I don't believe what you said." He said calmly and firmly, "I don't believe you don't love me."

If possible, she would rather die in this instant. But she couldn't help it, her lips trembled: "Zhenrong...I am real, I thought I love you, but now I know that you are just a driftwood I can catch, I'm sorry... "

His face turned blue, as if vaguely foreseeing something, he suddenly interrupted her roughly: "Enough! Let's stop talking about this today. I will send you home. Can you calm down?" He pulled her so hard, as if trying to stop something, but in vain.

"Shao Zhenrong," the sentence finally squeezed out between the teeth, "please don't escape, I really didn't like you, please don't pester me again."

The whole world seemed to stand still all of a sudden, the noisy city, the flood of traffic on the driveway behind him, the people coming and going on the sidewalk, the sound of cars and people, so noisy, but it seemed to be suddenly lost. Only my own heartbeat is left, "Boom! Boom! Boom..."

Very slow, very heavy, one click, and then the pain, very subtle but very clear, slowly winding down the bloodline, all the way to the heart. It turns out that when the ancients talked about heartache, it was really painful. The pain was so painful that it couldn't even breathe.

He looked at her a little blankly, as if he didn't know her or had never seen her. Otherwise this is a dream, as long as you wake up, everything will be fine. But there was no way to deceive herself anymore, her tears gradually dried, her face was stretched and her eyes could hardly be opened.