Tears in Heaven Chapter 11: When I miss you (1)

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In the summer of the city, there are always sudden rainstorms. The weather has changed in an instant, and only the lead-grey sky can be seen outside the French windows, and the heavy and large clouds are laid out extremely low, as low as within reach. Such a sky is like a lens of a future city in the movie. The huge glass windows were covered with water droplets, running side by side and side by side, and then flew out obliquely by the wind.

The atmosphere in the entire conference room is also low and depressed, and everyone is in a bad mood. It is an indisputable fact that the performance of profitable projects led by real estate has declined for two consecutive quarters, and the big boss finally returned to Shanghai from Beijing today. The problems accumulated over the past few months have to face. Seeing Lei Yuzheng's expressionless face, all the supervisors were cautious, lest they might touch anything.

"We will not do reconstruction of the disaster area." Lei Yuzheng closed the half-inch plan with one finger, "The competition is fierce, there is no need to blend."

The face of the vice president in charge of planning is ugly. Although the company is registered in Beijing, the center of business has always been in Shanghai. Many major investment plans are made in the name of Shanghai. This time it took them almost a month to plan out the detailed and informative plan, but they had not yet reported to the board of directors. It was just a regular meeting, so it was easily rejected.

Reconstruction of the disaster area?

Lei Yuzheng almost sneered: Why? Why should we rebuild the ruins?

No one knows how he arrived in the earthquake zone that day, and no one knows how he got to the scene of the landslide. Standing in front of the collapsed rock, he really knew there was no hope. But he was very calm. He used all the available power. The local rescue team did their best. Finally, the collapsed ambulance was pulled out. The leader of the medical team at that time was a big man. I cried when I stood there. They are doctors. They are all doctors who are accustomed to seeing life and death, and seeing blood and pain, but in the face of disaster and death, the same face is like ashes, and they only cover their face and cry.

He took Zhenrong out with his own hands. Zhen Rong's whole body was miraculously not injured. His face was even clean, and his body was still soft, but because of suffocation, there was no sign of life. It took too long, too long. He couldn't wait for his second brother to save him, and he was already taken a final breath by the mud that was several meters deep.

He is his most beloved younger brother, his parents’ most beloved youngest son, his closest siblings, the little tail that followed him since childhood, the one who followed him softly called his brother, that even brought Frankincense bean sprouts-Shao Zhenrong has been in poor health since he was a child, so the family ordered him two portions of milk, one portion in the morning and one portion at night, so he always carried a scent of milk on him. Always taunting this younger brother for "not dry."

Zhen Rong, who is "not dry", has grown up day by day, has become long arms and legs, and has his own opinion. Zhen Rong was admitted to the best key high school, Zhen Rong insisted on studying medicine, Zhen Rong went abroad to continue his studies... One time he went abroad for an inspection, he deliberately went to the school to see Zhen Rong. There was just a heavy snow that day. The two brothers walked side by side on the road of the school. The snow squeaked under their feet, surrounded by ancient foreign buildings. Zhen Rong told him about the school's trivial matters. Shufeng blew on his face, Zhen Rong squinted like he did when he was a child. It was then that he suddenly realized that Zhen Rong was actually as tall as himself.

He always thought that they would live a long time, until their hair was all white, all their teeth fell, and they would sit by the pond in the sunset, fishing while talking about their children and grandchildren.

These are his closest siblings, that is his most beloved brother, he is sitting on the plane holding Zhenrong, the whole cabin is empty, and no one dares to talk to him. He thought that his face must be more ugly than Zhenrong's. He didn't allow anyone to touch Zhenrong. Finally, he got off the plane and hugged Zhenrong himself.

My eldest brother has rushed back to Beijing, and several lonely cars parked on the tarmac. At that far, he walked one step more slowly. He almost couldn't hold him anymore, Zhen Rong was no longer the light and sick child, Zhen Rong was a big man. The eldest brother walked over, silently, and stretched out his arm to take Zhenrong. Travelling thousands of miles away, he brought back his youngest brother and handed it over to his elder brother. The two lads carrying stretchers only dared to follow them from a distance. The eldest brother walked to the car, put Zhenrong down, and put it in the coffin prepared in the car. He helped by the side, holding Zhenrong's head, and the moment he lowered his head, he clearly saw that two tears fell from his elder brother's eyes and fell on Zhenrong's clothes.

That was the first time he saw his elder brother cry, he was always handsome, even calmer and more determined than his father.

He stood in front of the car, watching the wind mess up his eldest brother's undisturbed hair, and watching the two lines of tears on his face.

They did their best to comfort their parents. Although they brought Zhenrong back to Beijing, they even wanted to unreasonably prevent the elderly father from seeing Zhenrong's last side, so they sent Zhenrong back to Shanghai and sent the memorial service to Zhenrong's unit in Shanghai. To hold. Because both the eldest brother and he knew that a father with a serious heart disease couldn't bear that kind of scene.

It shouldn't be Zhenrong.

He is the youngest in the family, and he is the most loved one in the family.

He has never even bullied classmates since he was a child. He has always treated people best and most sincerely. He has never done anything that hurts the world. He chose the medical department because he could treat illnesses and save people. He went to the disaster area to save people.

It shouldn't be Zhenrong.

For a long time, Lei Yuzheng stayed with his parents, as if returning to a very young age, Yiyi's knees.

Because the eldest brother is busy at work, he can't always stay with his parents, so the sister-in-law took a long vacation and brought the children back to live. Because the family has a little niece who is learning Chinese, it seems that it is no longer deserted. But my mother is still getting thinner and thinner. When his little niece is taking a nap, he often sees his mother holding a photo of their brothers when they were young, and it takes two or three hours to see it.

He almost thought grimly, why is Zhenrong? Why invest in the sad land of the whole family? Why do you want him to rebuild the ruins?

Even the most damned person is dead, and even the sky is blind. Why?

He won't have any sympathy anymore, he won't have any mercy anymore, even fate doesn't have pity for him, he doesn't have pity for Zhenrong, why should he pity others?

He will never again.

Never again.

After the meeting came out, the secretary Shan Wanting seemed to hesitate before asking: "Mr. Lei, Miss Du, designed by Boyuan, made an appointment with you a week ago. I want to see you. Did you see her?"

He heard the words "Boyuan Design" and remembered that he was a partner of the company, so he said: "The design company is left to Vice President Liu."

Shan Wanting knew he hadn't remembered, and added: "It's Miss Du Xiaosu."

He finally remembered who this woman was, so he was even more expressionless: "What's the matter with her?"

"I don't know, she insisted on having an interview with you, calling again and again, she said it was related to your brother."

Shan Wanting took a careful look at the boss's face after finishing talking. I don't know why the boss has been in a bad mood recently. Not only has he lived in Beijing for a long time uncharacteristically, but he also has no usual patience for official business after returning. There are rumors in the company that something happened to the boss's house, but no one knows what happened, let alone inquires.

Lei Yuzheng didn't respond for a few seconds, and Shan Wanting thought to herself: It's broken, is this Miss Du an important person who has delayed things by herself?

As a result, Lei Yuzheng left a sentence very coldly: "Look at the itinerary and give her five minutes." After that, he turned around and entered the office.

Shan Wanting checked the boss's schedule, adjusted the schedule, and then called Du Xiaosu to inform her to see Lei Yuzheng in the afternoon.

When Lei Yuzheng saw Du Xiaosu, he barely recognized her. She hasn't seen her for two months, she is so thin that she has almost only bones left, her whole face is a small circle, and her eyes are haggard and absent.

He thought of the girl who Zhenrong led home with a plump and plump apple face and big flickering eyes. Even if he recognized her later and prevented her from staying with Zhen Rong, she still seemed arrogant and arrogant when she came to the office to talk to him, as if she had the most powerful strength to support her in her heart.

But now she seemed to have become another person, her whole body dimmed, and her expression tired. She was holding a big travel bag, she put the heavy bag on his desk, unzipped it, and turned it upside down. Thumping and thumping, bundles of hundred-yuan bills spread across a table, rolling down everywhere.

He frowned.

Her voice is very small, but very clear. She said: "Mr. Lei, this is 700,000 yuan, I know it is not enough, but this is all the funds I can raise. I have a job, I can apply for provident fund and business loan, 700,000 yuan should be enough for the down payment. I am I’m here to ask you to sell me the house that Zhenrong bought."

Her tone was almost humble, but her eyes flashed with unspeakable enthusiasm. She stared closely at his face, his eyes, as if they were staring at the only hope in the world. She said: "Mr. Lei, this is my only wish. I hope you can promise me."

Lei Yuzheng gently pushed away the money with his fingers: "I don't plan to sell that house to you."

She put another stack of documents in front of him, neither humble nor arrogant: "This is the house purchase contract and the house payment invoice."

He still doesn't have any expressions: "The contract has not been filed with the Real Estate Bureau, and it is still invalid." He picked up the house purchase contract and looked at it, and suddenly tore it from the middle. Du Xiaosu was stunned by his sudden action. He watched him tear the contract to pieces. He lightly wrote: "The payer is Shao Zhenrong. You are not qualified to get this house."

"I just wanted to buy this house, so I came here with money." She was shaking all over, "Why are you tearing up the contract?"

"I am not going to sell it to you." He pressed the inside line, called the secretary, "Send Miss Du out."

She didn't cry or make trouble, and followed Shan Wanting obediently.

Lei Yuzheng originally thought it was over, but when he got off work at night, when his car just drove out, she suddenly rushed out of the road and rushed to the middle of the road, stopping in front of the car, scaring the driver. You have to slam the brakes. Fortunately, the performance of the car was good, and it stopped with a "G", and it was only a few centimeters away from her. The wind swept her skirt against the air intake grille of the front of the car, her whole body was so thin that she could be blown away by the wind at any time, but she stood there, looking straight at him. The security guard in the parking lot was taken aback and ran over here immediately. Through the car window, she just looked at him calmly, as if she didn't care about the dangerous action she just made.

Lei Yuzheng knocked on the back of the seat and told the driver: "Drive."

The security drew her away and the car drove out of the parking lot. From the rearview mirror, she could still be seen struggling, as if trying to break free of the security.

He ignored the smaller and smaller shadows in the rearview mirror.

He didn't expect that she was really crazy, she would be there on time every day, no matter whether he went to work or got off work, she always had a way to follow him. The security stopped to let in, and she waited outside. As soon as his car came out, she followed closely like a ghost. He changed the car several times, and she was able to recognize it at the first time. During the busy rush hour, she still had a way to catch a taxi and stare at his car. She followed to the gate of the community many times. Fortunately, the security of the apartment he lived in was very strict, and she could not get in anyway. But sometimes he drove out by himself, and as soon as he came out he could see her standing at an intersection outside the community.

She used to be Yuji, he remembered, and now she seems to spend all her time here. She doesn't cry, make trouble, or harass him, just follow his car at a distance. She will go wherever he goes. When he goes back to the apartment, she follows outside the door of the apartment; when he goes back to the villa, she follows outside the gate of the villa area; when he goes out to socialize and eat, she waits outside the restaurant or hotel.

She is like a quiet madman, or an incurable paranoia, following him very calmly and calmly, no matter where he goes, just following him purely and silently. He had asked the security to expel her countless times and prevented her from appearing near his office building. She didn't quarrel or quarrel, and let those people take her away-she was obediently and quietly at their mercy, but she kept looking at him. Her eyes were very dark, and her pupils were almost darker than the white of her eyes. She looked at him with nothing in her eyes, only a kind of empty peace, as if she knew that a terminally ill patient had no vitality, just looking at him like that.

She is like a madman in the true sense, living only in her own world, doing what she wants to do, and vowing to never give up unless she achieves her goal. He doesn't sell the house to her, she just follows him every day, every moment with him, and she spends all her time doing this.

Lei Yuzheng found it strange that this woman was getting thinner and thinner, so thin that her wrist was so thin that she might be broken at any time. The security guard held her arm and could get her aside without any effort. But I don't know what is supporting her, as if a stalk of grass can actually push up the stone and grow out of the gap.

Shan Wanting asked him twice: "Mr. Lei, do you want me to notify the Legal Department to come forward and send a lawyer's letter, she is harassment."

Lei Yuzheng glanced at the figure in the rearview mirror, and faintly replied: "When will I see she can follow, six months? One year?"

Shan Wanting no longer mentions it.

Du Xiaosu is tougher than they imagined. She is almost unimpeded. She can always appear in their sight before and after get off work. Gradually, even Lei Yuzheng's driver got used to it. Before leaving the garage, he always had to take a look at the rearview mirror. As soon as Du Xiaosu's figure appeared, he should step on the accelerator and accelerate to leave.

Lei Yuzheng worked overtime this day. It was already eight o'clock in the evening when he got off work. It was already dark, and it was raining again. The surroundings were pitch black, and even the light from the street lamps was just a hazy cloud. The rain was too heavy, and the stagnant water flowed down the driveway like a river. The car drove up from the garage, and the two headlights were all illuminated by silver rain arrows, flying diagonally and hitting the car straight. The windshield wipers were already at the highest gear. Waves of water splashed up and were scraped off by the windshield wipers, and then more water splashed up. The sky seemed to have a hundred rivers pouring straight down.

The driver was very slow due to the heavy rain. He habitually glanced at the rearview mirror and couldn't help but uttered a "Huh". He knew that he was out of shape and stopped making noise.

Lei Yuzheng raised his head when he heard the sound, and glanced at the rearview mirror. It turned out that Du Xiaosu was standing next to the exit of the garage under such heavy rain, because it was close to the wall of the building, and there was a protruding marble wall from the podium, which could be slightly sheltered. She didn't hold an umbrella, and her whole body was already soaked. The street light outlined her thin figure, which looked like a paper man. I saw her figure drifting away in the rearview mirror, swaying a few times in the vast rain, and finally fell down and fell into the stagnant water, motionless.

The driver watched her fall from the rearview mirror, and instinctively stepped on the brake.

Lei Yuzheng asked: "What do you do for parking?"

The driver was a little embarrassed and quickly started the car again. In the rearview mirror, she was only seen falling into the water, still motionless. The rain was falling, more rain fell on her, and as the car drifted away, the figure in the rearview mirror became smaller and smaller, and finally she was out of sight.

Du Xiaosu had a long dream. He dreamed that Shao Zhenrong came back. But she was so tired that she couldn't speak, her whole body was exhausted to the extreme, she couldn't breathe, she felt choking, maybe it was water, suffocating. She couldn't even move her lips, she was so tired, as if her bones were broken. She had so many things to tell him, she missed him that way, everyone said he was dead, but she didn't believe it, she would never believe it. She missed him, always thinking that her heart hurts, if he knew, he would come back. He asked her to wait, so she waited, obediently, but didn't wait for him.

Now that he is back, he finally—is back.

She doesn't cry, because she has a lot to say to him. For example, she loves him, in this life, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, she will still love him; for example, she misses him, she is very good, she goes to the psychologist on time, she takes medicine on time, she just Can't help but dream of him.

But his figure was very vague, and he shook there for a while before leaving. She stretched out her hand in vain, trying to grab something, maybe the corner of her clothes, she held it tightly, and someone was breaking her finger again, she was terrified, but she just refused to let it go. She knew he would leave when he let go, or when she let go, she would wake up and never dream of him again. That was Zhenrong, that was her Shao Zhenrong, she would never let go of her hands when she died, she would rather die than let go.

Lei Yuzheng frowned slightly, looking at the fingers holding the corners of his clothes tightly. They were very thin, so thin that their fingers were like bamboo knots, but they seemed to have a brute force, grabbing the corners of his clothes. , I will not let go of death. No matter how hard he tried, she made her nails turn white and refused to loosen it.

He already felt that he had made a mistake in sending her to the hospital, and he might as well let her fall into a coma and choke to death with water. He really shouldn't care about such nostalgia. But she clutched the corner of his clothes and refused to let it go. Her lips were pale and blue, but her cheeks were sickly flushing. She has a high fever, the potion in the bottle has been half gone, and the fever has not gone away. The doctor came several times, and the nurse also came to take the temperature several times, each time saying 39 degrees 6, 39 degrees 4......