Tears in Heaven Chapter 23: There are some words that only listeners will remember (6)

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"No..." She almost wanted to push him away weakly, his eyes almost occupied her entire field of vision, like vibrating eyes. He didn't give her another chance to speak, as if with some kind of temptation, he kissed her slowly and patiently. She thumped him on the back, but she was afraid of hitting his broken bones. He still kissed her coaxingly, but he fumbled with his hands to unbutton her. As soon as she resisted him, she increased the force on her lips and bit gently, making her feel trembling. His skills are very good, all of her poor superficial experience was hooked up, she couldn't stop, struggling to death on the edge of morality and self-discipline: "Lei Yuzheng! Let me go! Let go!" He hugged her tighter. That night the horrible feeling struck her again. She gritted her teeth and beat him hard: "I hate you! Don't let me hate you again!"

He is as if drunk, with bloodshot eyes, almost gritted his teeth: "I know you hate me, and I hate myself, I hate me why the **** should love you like this!"

I finally said it, the last thing I should say. Her hand paused, then beaten harder, but couldn't stop him. He said a lot, mostly in vague and broken sentences. At first, because she was crying, he murmured something to coax her. She cried a lot, listening to his words, but repeating what she had said to him before. She didn't even know that he even remembered, and remembered so clearly, from the first meeting, what she said and what she did...like a film copy, it was stored in the deepest part of her mind. If he doesn't take it out, she will never know.

She cried as she listened to him whispering in her ears, mingled with tiny kisses, and was dragged into the torrent of time. If everything goes back to the original point, will there be different experiences and different results? He kept all this meticulously and properly, but he never made it easy for anyone to peep. She missed him, and he missed her, and then went around, being pulled back by the hand of fate.

She is like a fawn, with wet eyelashes still on his face, making him feel that what she is holding is actually a kind of illusory happiness. For so long, he didn't even know that it had been so long. Such a longing, such a expectation, even he himself didn't know it. From such a long time ago, he had already started, like a seed that sprouted in his heart, growing day by day, day by day, and finally broke out of the shell. He used to stop it in vain, but now he doesn't know if it is because of siblings or because of jealousy, jealous of her appearing in front of him casually, like being completely forgotten that night.

So many years and so many journeys, but fate sent her back to him again. Only then did he know that it was her, that was the case.

In any case, he will not let her go again. The first time he let go ignorantly, she became a stranger since then; the second time he let go, almost lost his life. This time he won't let go anymore, she belongs to him, and that is his.

The last time it was intense pain, this time it was chaotic and confused. Before he woke up, Du Xiaosu left quietly. She felt that she had made a mistake again. She could not resist last time. This time she was able to resist but did not resist. It is obviously a taboo that cannot be touched. He is clearly Zhenrong’s brother. She clearly made a big mistake, but now she has made a big mistake. Wrong again. Morality makes her feel ashamed, and her conscience makes her desperate.

She locked herself in the room all day, and she ignored whoever knocked on the door. Lei Yuzheng was probably afraid of her accident and found the key to the room to come in. She just lay there quietly, pretending to sleep with her eyes closed. He stood in front of the bed for a while, then left.

When she went downstairs, he was sitting at the top of the stairs with a cigarette in his hand, and on the floor next to him was a huge ashtray full of cigarette butts. Looking at the soot on the teak floor, I don't know how long he has been sitting here.

After the operation, the doctor told him to stop smoking, and he really stopped smoking. He didn't expect to smoke again today.

He completely blocked her way, and she held her breath: "Get out of the way."

He moved aside, and she walked past him until she reached the bottom of the stairs, and he did not speak.

Actually, there was nowhere to go, she stumbled to the lake. There was a group of ducklings in the lake, and a mother with her child, holding bread piece by piece, tore it to pieces and fed the ducklings. Because the management of the community is very strict, there are entrance guards for entry and exit, and there are not many owners, so there are only three of them by the lake. The mother and daughter feeding the ducklings couldn't help but look back at her. She hadn't eaten all day, and she felt acidic water in her stomach. She squatted down to vomit but couldn't. The lady seemed very concerned, and helped her: "What's the matter, do you want to go to the hospital?"

She gave a weak smile: "It's okay, it's just a stomachache."

The little girl cried out very well, "Auntie." Then she asked her mother, "Auntie is going to give birth to a baby? It's all on TV."

The lady laughed: "No, the aunt has a stomachache, just go to the hospital to see it."

At that moment, a terrible thought flashed in Du Xiaosu's mind, but she didn't allow her to catch it. The domestic helper had already found her. Seeing her from a distance, she was very anxious: "Mr. Something happened..."

Lei Yuzheng has smashed everything that can be thrown in the room, and the nurse has also been shut out by him. The butler, seeing her as a savior, put the key in her hand. She had to open the door to the room, but it was actually very quiet inside, the curtains were drawn, and the lights were not turned on, so she couldn't see anything in the dark.

She fumbled and turned on the light, only to find that he was squatting in the corner alone, crouched into a ball from the severe pain, and the big man who was about eight meters tall was shaking.

She squatted down and stretched out her hand tentatively. His whole body was convulsed in pain, his teeth were clenched tightly, and he still wanted to push her away already. She felt he was angry, but fortunately the pain made him weak. She held him in her arms, he was still trembling, but could not speak. She patiently coaxed him: "Is an injection OK? Let the nurse come in and give you an injection, OK?"

He shook his head stubbornly. Like every time before, his headaches have been getting less and less recently, and the pain is less severe than once, and has never been so severe. She knew why. When he was sitting alone at the top of the stairs, he used to watch her come out with eyesight, just as pitiful as a child when he heard that the porridge was gone that day. She didn't care about him. She had planned to leave. Even though he had said that, even if he had clearly let her know, she still planned to leave.

The doctor said that this kind of pain has a lot to do with emotional tension. He kept vomiting in pain and then fainted. Du Xiaosu originally thought he was asleep again. The nurse came in and realized that he had passed out with pain, so he injected him with analgesics.

She felt softer again, she was so gentle, but she couldn't leave him alone. But the secret thought in the bottom of her heart made her uneasy to the extreme, and she finally became suspicious of her recent physical condition, but she had to find a way to confirm it. If something goes wrong, she can only leave quietly.

But currently she is still trying to maintain the status quo. After Lei Yuzheng woke up, she tried her best to make herself behave more naturally, even trying to get closer to him, but he was not kind to her and even stopped talking to her. He became irritable, impatient, and often locked himself in the room, and she found that he even smoked more vigorously. The housekeeper was sad, and she had to figure out a solution on her own. She hid all the lighter and cigarettes, he couldn't find it, and finally he was willing to talk to her: "Take it out!"

"Give me some time." She seemed to say calmly, "You can't ask me to accept it all at once."

He ignored her, but didn't dig the ground to find the cigarettes.

The weather was fine on this day, and she finally coaxed him to go out on the balcony to get some calcium, but he sat on a wicker chair and read the newspaper. The sun is fine in autumn, the sky is high and the clouds are light, and the wind seems to have the fragrance of fallen leaves. She always told him: "Don't look, hurt your eyes." He avoided the shadow of the marble railing and continued to look.

She pointed to the garden downstairs: "Look, stray cat."

Sure enough, he put the newspaper down and looked down the balcony. There are small animals in the flowers, and the branches of the bushes are shaking slightly. But when he thought about it, he understood that he was fooled. In such a heavily guarded luxury villa area, where the stray cats came from, he couldn't wait for a fly to not enter the gate of the community.

Sure enough, the little thing came out and saw that it was a new pet dog from the neighbor next door, wagging its tail and barking at them. After a while, the neighbor’s domestic helper followed the sound, and smiled and apologized to the housekeeper: “I’m sorry, this little guy slipped over in the blink of an eye. Tell Mr. Lei and Mrs. Lei for me, I’m really sorry. ."

He looked at her on the balcony watching people take the puppy away, and he seemed very sad. Recently, she was almost trying to please him. Although he didn't understand her purpose, the way she looked at the dog reminded him of a long time ago, on that remote island, she pitifully begged him, thinking Take away the scrawny kitten. At that time, her eyes were foggy, like there was always water vapor, and she always cried.

He couldn't help but said: "Why don't you raise one."

She just feels that her head is as big as a fight, and her days are worse than work. She has to take care of all the mess in this big house, serve this young master, and add a dog...

"I don't like dogs."

"You like cats."

She was a little surprised: "How do you know?"

He snorted and said nothing.

At dusk, the neighbor sent someone specially to send a basket of fruit and wrote a card personally, saying that the puppy had just bought the baby, so this accident happened. I apologize, very much. It's kind. The housekeeper picked up the fruit, told her as usual, and then suggested to her: "The kitchen has just baked fresh cakes, and there are children in the neighbor's house. We will send a cake to me. It is also a courtesy."

She also agrees. There are only dozens of families in this huge place, and it's rare to have a harmonious neighborhood.

A few days later, she accompanied Lei Yuzheng to the review. When she came back, she happened to ran into the neighbor’s wife with her child. The driver went to the car, and the mother and daughter came over to greet them and thanked them again. It turned out that it was the mother and daughter feeding the ducklings by the lake that day. The little girl is very well-educated. She is very polite at a young age. She called her uncle and aunt first, and smiled sweetly: "Thank you, aunty for the cake that day. It’s better than my mother’s baking."

The neighbor’s wife also laughed: “After a few days in the baking class, I came back to bake a cake for her. She was not happy to try it. She sent the cake over that day, and she kept complimenting the deliciousness and let me learn art from Mrs. ."

Du Xiaosu was taken aback: "You misunderstood..."

"She didn't bake it." Lei Yuzheng smiled rarely. "The cake was baked by our pastry chef. I will ask him to copy the recipe and send it to you later."

"Thank you." The neighbor's wife smiled and asked Du Xiaosu again, "I met you by the lake and saw you look very uncomfortable. I want to send you to the hospital, but you refused. Or I will introduce an old Chinese doctor to give you a pulse, he is also quite good at treating stomach problems."

I don’t know why Du Xiaosu’s face changed, and he smiled reluctantly: "It’s okay, it’s better now, it’s just an old problem."

"You still have to pay attention to what you looked like that day, maybe it was too much stomach acid. I was like that for a while, and thought it was a little hairy again, the result was a false alarm." He said a few more words , The neighbor’s wife took her daughter to say goodbye to them.

As soon as he entered the living room, the servant greeted him, brought them slippers, and took Lei Yuzheng's trench coat. Du Xiaosu went upstairs and returned to his room, who knew that Lei Yuzheng also followed. Recently he has always ignored her, and today's face is even more gloomy. She couldn't help but stop the house door: "I want to take a nap."

He did not speak, and went straight to the drawer. There were some of her personal belongings in it, so she was very angry: "What are you doing?"

He still didn't speak, and went to get her bag again. She didn't let him move: "What do you want to do?"

He stood there without moving, and finally asked: "You are not well, why don't you go to the hospital?"

"Which hospital do you go to for a little problem?"

"Where are you uncomfortable?"

"You can't control it."

"Then follow me to the hospital for an examination."

"Why did you go to the hospital after coming back from the hospital?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"What am I afraid of?"

"Yes, what are you afraid of?"

She gradually felt a little short of breath. He looked at her, the man's gaze was as poisonous as an arrow, and he seemed to want to find her seven inches to go down, forcing people to struggle desperately. She grabbed her handbag and tightened her fingers involuntarily, with a cold voice: "Get out of the way."

"If you don't make things clear, don't think of this door."

She was so angry that she pushed away his hand and walked out. He hugged her as soon as his arms were tight, and ignoring her struggle, he kissed her fiercely. Her vest was against the wall, touching the cold wallpaper, she felt like a piece of felt, squeezed by him, almost breathless. There seems to be some kind of pain in his strength: "Tell me."

She closed her lips tightly, her hands resisting against his chest, no matter how much she earns, she can't get away from his shadowy lips. He sucked fiercely, as if he was hating something: "Tell me!" His breath was mixed with a faint fragrance of medicine. It was the bitter and sweet smell of the bear bile porridge he had eaten in the morning. She felt the familiar morning vomiting come up again, her stomach was sore, and her throat tightened. He held her waist forcibly, forcing her to look at his eyes, like vibrating eyes...

She pushed him away and rushed to the bathroom, where she finally vomited. Keep vomiting all the time, as if to vomit out all the gastric juices. When she finished vomiting exhaustedly, he handed her a glass of warm water and a towel. With a wave of her hand, she overturned the cup and towel, almost hysterical: "Yes! I just got pregnant? What do you want to do? You raped me, do you want to force me to give birth to you? You forced me to become So, what do you want?"

Both of them stared at each other fiercely. He resisted the urge to tear her to pieces, and said each word: "Du Xiaosu, I know what you are thinking, I tell you, don't think about it." He endured I can't help but growl, "Don't be wishful thinking!"

He slammed the door and called the butler: "Look for someone to look at Miss Du. What's wrong, I only ask you."

He took the fastest flight home. The autumn is obviously more in the north than in the south. Lei Yuzheng even forgot to wear his windbreaker, buttoned his suit, and when he stepped down the gangway, he accidentally found a familiar car parked on the tarmac not far away.

The driver saw him all the way down, so he came down and opened the door for him. When he saw Lei Yutao, he was still very calm: "Brother, why are you here?"

"I came to see the guests, but I didn't expect to receive you." Lei Yutao smiled, "Why are you back?"

"Come back and see my parents."

"You are out of luck, my father went to Henan, and my mother is not at home."

Lei Yuzheng did not make a sound, Lei Yutao patted him on the shoulder: "Go, I'll catch the wind for you, and eat something to eat. Looking at you like this, you are almost as thin as Zhenrong before."

Of the three brothers, Zhenrong is the thinnest. Mentioned him, the two brothers fell silent and stopped talking.

The place Lei Yutao picked was very quiet. It was not the so-called private restaurant, but the home of Grandpa Tan, who used to be in charge of the cafeteria. It has been more than ten years since Master Tan passed away. It is rare that his son has learned 70% to 80% of his craft, but he does not use it as a career, and it is even rarer to cook. It's just that occasional old friends say hello in advance, so they cook so many pots, and they don't charge money, because they usually come to eat with old people who have friendship for several generations. Tan's house is a clean courtyard. Two acacia plants were planted behind the gate of the moon cave, and now the leaves are all gone. Judging from the large south-facing glass windows, the small courtyard was quiet and silent, occasionally a sparrow flew down, pacing solemnly on the square brick floor, as if counting the fallen leaves. When a gust of wind came, the sparrow's white feathers were blown up, so it flapped its wings and flew away.

Master Xiao Tan came to serve the dishes himself. It is said that it was Master Xiao Tan, and it was also called that by Master Tan. In fact, Master Xiao Tan is also over fifty this year. He smiled and opened the lids for them one by one. They were all stews, especially a Buddha who jumped off the wall and made it authentic. The smell of the incense is mouth-watering.

"I was greedy a few days ago. I specifically called to let Master Xiao Tan cook it, saying that he came to eat today." Lei Yutao personally scooped a spoonful of Buddha over the wall for Lei Yuzheng, "It's cheaper for you."

Master Xiao Tan took the door for them and went to the front yard to work. The room was very quiet, the walls were whitewashed, and it was no longer the original brick wall. The furniture hasn't been changed much. The old water chestnut purple eight immortal lacquer table and chairs were later equipped. The original stool and stool were all destroyed by the children. This is the place they used to visit when they were young. He came to visit Grandpa Tan. Grandpa Tan loved their children by making rotten meat noodles. He also fed a little white rabbit, which was specially given to them.

Buddha jumping over the wall is very fragrant, Lei Yutao glanced at him: "Why don't you eat?"

"I want to get married."

Lei Yutao’s expression was very calm, and his tone was very calm. He ate a piece of Su-made meat and asked: "Who do you want to marry?"

He was holding the cold silver chopsticks, and in the bowl was the Buddha jumped over the wall that Lei Yutao had just scooped for him. The fragrance was alluring. Like the biggest temptation in the world, he could not restrain himself, but struggled. It is like an ant, wrapped in the rosin that drops suddenly, struggling desperately, knowing that it can't break away, but also struggling desperately. Thousands of years later, in the condensed amber, people can still observe the final weakness of the lifelike fate. But what can be done, who is not the ant of fate?

Lei Yutao asked again: "Who are you going to marry?"

He stopped speaking.

Lei Yutao slapped his chopsticks on the table and sneered: "Don't dare to tell? I told you, did Du Xiaosu?" The anger he finally suppressed was once again uncontrollable, "Are you crazy? You? When you came back last time, I called you early in the morning. It was the woman who answered the phone, and I knew something was wrong. At first I expected you to be confused for a while. Okay, you turned out to be fantastic! Do you want to be mad at our parents? She is Zhenrong's fiancée, even if Zhenrong is gone, you can't marry her!"

"I met her first."