Love Code at the End of the World Chapter 4: Slowly accept it

　　 I know that I may not figure it out for the rest of my life, but I will slowly accept this reality. There are many things that do not need you to figure out, but you only need to accept it.

　　 I am now living in this end time, what qualifications does an outsider like me have to judge this world?

　　 I did not leave the studio, I used a brush to brush wildly on the drawing board, and brush the darkness on this drawing board, just like this dark world.

　　What is human nature?

　　What is life?

　　 Did all this become meaningless to this end of the world?

　　 "Xiaobing... have dinner..." Lysius said softly from outside the door.

　　 I ignored Lysius and continued to paint my paintings. I followed the painters of the Guchen Ruins for so long, which also strengthened my painting skills.

　　 But, today I just painted the world black. This does not require a bit of painting power, only enough black.

　　 I brushed black indiscriminately, making this black world look so distorted.

　　"Xiaobing...eat..."

　　 "You go and do your experiment! I will figure it out!" I said solemnly, knowing in my heart that I just don't want to see Lysius, but for a while I can't accept Lysius who is creating and killing people all day. Did he feel God's supreme right because of this?

　　God created life.

　　 They also created life.

　　 However, when God created life, he added something they did not join, which is love.

　　 Therefore, only when a man and a woman love each other and when they unite, will life be created.

　　 And the current life is only produced in Lysius’ test tube and in the base fluid.

　　 I seem to be seeing the truth beneath the gorgeous surface of Silvermoon City, just like the dark and distorted world I painted, ruthless.

　　 In the days that followed, Lysius did not do any more experiments, but was outside my room without thinking about it.

　　 And when I saw the girls in Silvermoon City again, and the boys on the battlefield again after their injuries, I felt something disappeared in my heart.

　　 More often, I look at them in a daze.

　　 Are they born?

　　 Or did they nurture it like this?

　　 They are just the product of a male cell and a female cell in the base fluid, punctured by a mechanical arm, fed, combined, and accelerated.

　　Are they still human?

　　 I stood on the lawn and sent the young people away. After they die, will Silvermoon City clone them again?

　　In just one month, they stood in front of me alive again.

　　Slowly, I accepted this reality. It was not so much acceptance as to ignore and forget. I returned to my room, Lysius immediately walked up to me and looked at me worriedly and anxiously, but, as before, panicked, afraid to talk to me, or even to look at me.

　　 "I'm fine..." I said listlessly, "I want to sleep." I lay on my bed, feeling tired these days, more tired than going out to war. It turned out to be so painful and so exhausting to accept something that I thought was wrong.

　　 I am sad and want to cry sadly.

　　 But the other me told myself, what can I be sad about? Those people are all clusters of cells, no different from robots.

　　 I feel like I am about to split. I feel the struggle with the moral bottom line.

　　Lesius also lay on the couch, and he looked a lot more haggard.

　　 "Xiaobing, I didn't expect what I did would disappoint you so much, I won't do it again..." He said without looking at me, "I know I was wrong..."

　　 "What's wrong with you?" I'm more like asking myself, "This is the last days. Survival of the fittest. If those who live in the last days are eaten by beasts, eaten by sun-walking monsters, eaten by ghosts, there are Choose, they must think you are right, it is better not to let them exist in this world."

　　 "Ice, don't be like this!" Lysius was anxious, rushed to my bed and held my hand, "Please... don't do this..." Lysius became choked, "You can't Become the same person as us...no...it’s my fault...my fault...I shouldn’t go to Silvermoon City...I shouldn’t do those experiments...I can’t stand the temptation, yes I..."

　　 "Lesius...." I stared at the ceiling blankly, I tried not to think about it, because I don’t want to, I won’t struggle, and I won’t be in pain. This will make Lysius continue to suffer , "Go to sleep, I'm fine."

　　 I turned around and took my hand away from him. Behind me became quiet. He didn't leave or climb into bed. During this period, he has been sleeping on that couch, the bed where I used to sleep.

　　 Gradually, I heard the familiar voice of Lysius talking to himself and writing. He spoke very clearly and vaguely. I was in his "swish" writing and low whisper Go to sleep slowly.

　　 When I discovered that I had accepted this experiment and this phenomenon, my heart felt much better. The previous pain came from the collision of the moral values ​​of the two worlds.

　　 And now, I know that I have been assimilated, and in order not to bear the pain of being judged by morals, I have accepted partial assimilation.

　　 I’m standing in Xingchuan’s room, where I can see the battle every day~IndoMTL.com~ Today Harry is going to attack a new city of the eclipse, and Harry is advancing very fast.

　　 I have been fighting for more than two months without knowing it, I really miss Harry.

　　 There was a slight noise in the training room. When I looked over, I saw the moonlight-like silk robe. This kind of clothing... is Cangyu.

　　 He took a step forward and completely entered my field of vision. He slightly frowned and looked at the black-out painting of me. He had a little bit of his face and lost his smile: "Luo Bing, you don’t look like you live in this era. People..." He said suddenly, picking up my painting.

　　My heart beats slightly, and I look at him quietly: "I am naturally a person living in this era."

　　 "No...you don't look like..." He looked at the painting, shook his head, and slightly twisted his eyebrows. "From a psychological point of view, your painting shows your pain and struggle during this period of time. You are very particular. Humanitarian, you have your own moral bottom line, all of this...In this era..." He turned his face and looked straight at me, "It's gone."

　　 I was slightly startled, and became guilty and flustered as if being shot through by his sight. His eyes are like an eagle so you can't hide.

　　 "Your moral character reflects that you should be a person from 60 years ago or earlier, but this is impossible." Cang Yu denied this speculation, and I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "So, I speculate that Before you lost your memory, you might be living with someone who retains these qualities."

　　 "Perhaps, I have amnesia." Amnesia is my best excuse now.

　　 "Heh..." Cang Yu's faint laughter made it clear that he had seen the vicissitudes of life.

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