Harry Potter’s Book of Sin Chapter 2194: Loft conversation
Sarah wants to be a person, but the more she thinks about it, the more she understands that she will probably never be a "person".
Some things may have been destined from the beginning.
Even if her soul will finally be completely replenished in the future, she will become indistinguishable from ordinary people. Then as time went on, she killed everyone who knew the origin of her identity—yes, she did have this ability, but after all, she couldn't deceive herself, let alone the world.
Her existence is just like the rules of nature in this world, no matter how much it changes, what actually changes is just everyone's cognition. Except for all subjective factors, the rules themselves are of course immutable.
So, Sarah Hohenheim, she is the greatest failure and miracle in the history of alchemy. She was bred by rules, perhaps the only life.
Yes, even when she was "born", she was actually a living being as a defective product. However, although she is a life, she is still not a "person".
This sense of estrangement based on rules is probably the real reason why Sarah has always been difficult to integrate herself into the crowd.
"...Miss Lovegood, you know, I have never known how much human emotions are. So, if I say something wrong, I hope you don’t mind... I think you It seems to be hesitating?"
Sarah bowed her head, fiddled with the doll parts in her hand, and spoke casually. But even if her voice was very soft, the movement outside was extremely noisy, but Luna could still hear her clearly in this attic.
After all, the two are almost sitting side by side at the moment.
"Hmm."
Luna paused after hearing Sarah's words in her ears, but did not deny her guess. In a tone of voice that she didn’t know whether she was affirmative or negative, she agreed slightly, and then said leisurely and authentically:
"In the past, I didn’t really hesitate, and I didn’t like to hesitate—a person’s life is actually very short. It's over!"
Luna probably remembered her mother, and suddenly felt a little sorry for her. In order to prevent any regrets in her life, for herself and for her father, she always hopes that she can live faster.
But after a short pause, she seemed to think of something else, and suddenly pursed her lips.
"But... then I met Hermione," she said, "Hermione is a very smart person. If she gets serious, she might be smarter than Maca! However, she always does things. I hesitate, think about it, and sometimes even deny myself... I didn’t understand before, but now I know, sometimes it’s not a bad thing to hesitate."
Speaking of this, she turned her head, put her hand on Sara's shoulder, and smiled softly:
"You should know that Hermione likes Maca."
"Yes!" Sarah nodded, "As for this, anyone who had been at Hogwarts at the time probably didn't know about it."
"Well," Luna smiled again, and then blinked, "So I hesitated... well, maybe... because I didn't know what I was thinking at that time. Until later , I understood a little bit, and then I became hesitant."
It seems to recall the days when she was at Hogwarts. Although the smile on Luna's face was always so faint, it never faded.
I saw her continue to mumble:
"Later, we made Maca embarrassed too... Well, human feelings are too complicated, I don't understand, maybe Maca doesn't understand it very well, everyone is confused."
"This should be right for me." Sarah casually joked, but Luna nodded seriously.
"Yeah! That's true." She looked at Sara again, a little curious, but she just took a look and then continued, "But I don't understand... Maybe it is because of this that I will learn Let’s empathize with rule runes! I just want to see what others are thinking, maybe it can be used as a reference-oh, it seems that we shouldn’t say this right now, we just... Yes,'hesitating', we are talking about hesitating Things."
It seemed that the conversation was a little off topic, Luna pulled the topic back abruptly. However, her speaking style is always like this, she doesn't look like her anymore if she doesn't jump a little bit. It seems natural to her when she first turns.
"Sarah, you just said that I was hesitating...you are right! I used to think that I shouldn’t bother him when Maca is doing things—it’s probably hard for me to help him. So, at least it can’t drag him down, right? When he tries to bury his head and dash forward, someone must stay behind and guard a quiet place for him. When he gets tired, he can lie down at any time. Take a break...
But now, watching Hermione chasing Maca's back in front, even if she can't see it, she still doesn't want to stop. I just feel...maybe my thoughts all the time may not be right.
Sarah, so...what do you think will become of ‘from now on’ if this continues? "
Luna's last words sounded melancholy in Sarah's ears-this kind of emotion is absolutely rare in Luna's body, even Sarah knows this.
But Sarah also knew that when Luna asked this sentence, she didn't actually want her to give an answer, more just asking herself.
So, Sarah didn’t say anything, she just turned around and stretched out her hand to gently caress Luna’s long pale blonde hair~IndoMTL.com~ This picture actually looks weird, just from the outside Judging from the injury, Sarah is actually younger than Luna. But her movements were extraordinarily natural, as if a mother was comforting her daughter, without any abrupt feelings.
Luna seemed to accept Sarah's actions very much, and there was no rejection.
After a moment of silence, Sarah turned her head and glanced at the unclosed trapdoor above, and looked at the cloudy sky outside.
The wind was blowing, and the roof roared loudly, causing Sarah to subconsciously raise her eyebrows.
At this moment, Luna probably also felt some changes outside, and hesitantly raised her head and glanced at it:
"It's going to rain...?"
Sarah nodded, frowning between her brows.
"Well, it looks like this."
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