Shen Yin Wang Zuo Chapter 52: My fool (2)
Chapter 52 My Fool (2)
"My consciousness is gradually blurred, and I am gradually numb to everything around me. I am only three years old and I do n’t even know what despair is, but at that time, everything in my body was as cold as the outside world. . I hate them, I hate great ancestors, hate dad, hate mom. Hate everyone. Why, why do they leave me in such a place. "
At this point, Caier already was sobbing, Long Haochen never expected that she had such an experience, how painful and tragic it was for a three-year-old child. No wonder, it's no wonder that Caier is always cold. It turned out that all of this originated from that time.
Long Haochen only felt that his heart was so painful and painful. He pressed her tightly, hugged her to his leg, and hugged her tightly. He wanted to infect her with the warmth of his body. , To dispel the coldness in her body and heart.
Cai Er also held him tightly, and her inner fear erupted, making her seem to return to the cold and humid place full of cold and dark. Her nails were even bitten into the muscles of Long Haochen's back, and her body was shaking like a sieve. Can't heal for a long time.
"From that moment on, father, mother, grandfather, grandma, great ancestor, in my heart, are just a code name. I hate them, I can't think of them as my loved ones. I hate them, hate why they are like this Selfishness, even if everything they do is for the entire Temple Alliance. But have they ever thought about it for me? From that moment on, I ’m no longer their loved one, but a cold weapon, a They want to build as sharp a weapon as possible.
Caier spoke again, maybe Long Haochen ’s warmth helped her coldness resolve a bit, and the tremor in her body gradually calmed down, but her voice was still crying, she was full of sadness and anger. .
In these words, she had been already in her heart for more than ten years, and at this time she finally confided. She just felt that her heart was also more comfortable.
"Seven days, seven days in full. When I was about to fall into a coma, I saw a black figure, which seemed to be a mist, and it got into my body like that. In despair, I fell into completeness. It's cold. After that, I don't know anything. "
"When I woke up from the cold, those of my family were around me, and what I saw was a surprise on each of them. What they heard was that they were talking about the reincarnation furnace. And the name of the sword of reincarnation. From that moment on, there was a ball of black and a sword in my body. And that same day, I lost my sense of smell. And I later learned that my coma continued. For two years, when I woke up, already was five years old. "
Long Haochen took a breath and said, "Is that your power that day?"
Caier nodded gently, "The reincarnation spiritual furnace, ranked first among all known spiritual furnaces. Attack type. Before me, it was only owned by one person, that person is our sanctuary of assassins. He was called the Son of Reincarnation. The sword of Reincarnation was his weapon. With the spirit furnace and sword, he had attacked the first demon of the generation known as the Demon Emperor. In the end, the Son of Reincarnation died in the Devil In the hands of the emperor, and the demon emperor died shortly afterwards, and it is said that it is located in the next generation of demon emperor. At the moment of the crisis of the alliance, the buffer time was won. "
At this time Cai Er's mood seems already Gradually stabilized, but still holding Long Haochen's tight, Jiaoqiao's small hips sat on Long Haochen's thigh, but the feeling of soft elasticity was ignored because Long Haochen was also immersed in her sadness .
"The reincarnation spiritual furnace is extremely powerful, especially with the sword of the reincarnation of the artifact, it can emit unimaginable lethality. The son of the reincarnation that year only entered the ninth stage, and the total spiritual power was less than 200,000. But the Demon Emperor is a super strong with nearly one million spirits. With the reincarnation spirit furnace and the sword of reincarnation, he was able to defeat both the Devil and the Emperor. It has become our generation of legends of the Assassin Temple. "
"However, there is a huge price to pay for practicing the rebirth furnace." Caier said here, her mood seemed much bleak.
"To get the recognition of the reincarnation furnace and the sword of reincarnation, you must first have the reincarnation constitution, that is, the assassin with spiritual power over ninety days ago. Under the action of the reincarnation furnace, my spiritual power in the first days It was even promoted to the top one hundred points. To really use the power of the reincarnation spiritual furnace, in addition to continuous cultivation, the body must also be subject to constant trials and even torture. My six senses also started from that time, Lost in turns. "
"The first is the sense of smell, then the sense of hearing, then the sense of taste, and the most terrible is the time when I lose my sense and touch. When I ca n’t feel anything and feedback, I ca n’t even control my body. After lying in a cold place for two and a half years, I gradually recovered. And the sixth thing I lost was vision. So, I can't see you now. "
As he talked, Caier retracted a hand from Long Haochen and stroked his face lightly.
Long Haochen's heart was shaking. He always knew that he was not only talented on the road to cultivation, but already worked very hard. But what is your own effort compared to what Caier has experienced? How many tortures did Caier have to endure today's achievements!
"Several times, I really ca n’t hold on. Especially when lying there for two and a half years, I ca n’t move. I really want to go crazy. At that time, I just felt like I was unlovable. Since there are so many tortures, it is better to die. However, whenever this idea appears, a fool figure will appear in my heart. A person who has no ability at all, but protects me by covering my body with I faced a strong enemy and stood up for me, willing to resist all fools for someone I just met. "
"And Correct, this fool, planted a warm seed in my heart. Relying on the warmth emanating from this seed, I felt a sense of love and made me look forward to one day Repay him. The support in Correct made me persist. Whenever I can't stand the torture of the rebirth furnace, I think about the fool who protected me when I lost my sense of taste and ability to speak. "
"You, that fool. That kind of fool. My fool."
At this point, tears flowed from Caier's eyes again. The difference is that the tears at this time are no longer pain and sorrow, but the only warm tear of happiness.
Long Haochen said dullly, "You, were you the little girl you originally were?"
Caier burst into tears and laughed, "You are such a fool. If it was not because I knew you, how could I have you send me back when I met that day?"
Long Haochen said: "But we are all grown up, I did not recognize you! How did you recognize me?"
Caier gently touched the forget-me-not ring on his hand. "That day, you seem to be recovering the weapon into the ring. I was going to leave, but suddenly I felt the forget-me-not energy fluctuation. I I brought it with me since I was young, and I was so familiar with it. Later, I asked you to hold my hand to confirm that it really is. Then I asked your name again, how can you not know that you are a fool? You Still so stupid, help me when I see a strange blind girl. "
"That's the case, I said, how did you suddenly change your attitude that day?" Long Haochen realized it.
Caier said quietly, "I didn't expect to see you so soon. I wanted to wait for the last level of the reincarnation furnace to be refined before I came to you. I don't know what you will look like , But, the warmth you brought me at the beginning, I want to return to you. But you just appeared in front of me, maybe, this is the fate. "
"Do you know? That was the happiest period of my time. Waiting for you to send me back every day, not a long way. Being held by you. The warm seed in my heart seems to be taking root. When you told me that day that I would protect my life, I knew that I finally had a loved one and no longer loneliness. Only by your side can I feel that I am a person and not a killing weapon. "
"Of course you are not a weapon, you are a human, you are my pick." Long Haochen hugged her tightly, as if she was afraid she might lose her.
Cai Er closed her eyes and snuggled into the embrace of Long Haochen, infected by the warmth of his body. Her breathing sound gradually became even, and she fell asleep in Long Haochen's arms.
She curled up in Long Haochen's arms. She was so quiet. There were some crystal tears on her long eyelashes. Some pale cheeks had a touch of pink that seemed to be brought by warmth, hanging at the corners A smile of satisfaction.
She was so deep in sleep that Long Haochen gently put her on the bed without any movement. Long Haochen wanted to leave, but Caier held her tightly and tightly. After all, he didn't want to leave. Looking at her peaceful sleeping face, Long Haochen had only softness in her heart.
He carefully pulled Miner ’s hand, then wrapped her body with a quilt, and then he lay down, holding Caier in the quilt so that her head was still in her arms. A person will not have too much physical contact, and he never wants Caier to get a slight injury, even if it is a little embarrassing when he wakes up.
Caier's longing for warmth in Long Haochen's heart already surpassed his dedication to cultivation.
He wants to give her this warmth.
Gently kissed her on the forehead, "I will always be your fool."