The Devil Does Not Need to Be Defeated: 388 “I am Lilith.”

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This is an area that no one can reach.

This is a world that no one can reach.

In this realm and this world, Jade is the only one wandering in it like a soul.

Because this is the body of the evil **** Lilith, the inside of the goddess, the depths of consciousness, or the "soul" itself.

Here, Jade felt that she had become in a trance, and even the existence itself was extremely unstable.

"It's going to fall apart."

"It's going to crash."

"It's going to disappear."

"Can't hold on anymore."

Obviously, I didn't feel any discomfort, but feelings like this kept pouring into Jade's mind, allowing Jade to understand how bad his current situation was.

It's like soaking yourself in poison and losing your pain. Not only will it not be alright, it will be even more dangerous.

This is how Jade now feels.

Under this feeling, Jade began to look back in his own memory.

She can't speak.

She is not mature either.

Even though it has survived for nearly 10,000 years, in terms of personality rationality, although Jade has grown, it is moving in a direction that is not quite right.

She wants to improve her rationality and her personality strength to fight against her own ontology, but the chaotic nature of her ontology has been suppressing her personality and rational growth, resulting in Jade’s rationality. Even the intellectual has grown in a somewhat strange direction.

In some fields, she knows and understands very well, and she seems to be more knowledgeable than a century old man, and she can be called aloof.

But in some areas, she seems to understand, or even completely ignorant, which is worse than a child.

Such a contradictory and deformed ideology has been maintained for nearly ten thousand years. Sometimes it will make Jade feel anxious, and sometimes it will make Jade feel broken, and she really can't bear it.

She doesn't know how to blame the heavens and others, or why her destiny treats herself like this, so she can only stray, stray, and stray on the ground in order to eliminate this anxiety and sense of collapse.

In Jade's memory, there are really only these.

After all, from the moment she was born, as a rational half-body, she was excluded from the body, and immediately after the body broke into a catastrophe, she was sealed together with the other party, and then began this extremely long wandering journey of.

During this journey, she met someone who saw herself pitifully and adopted herself.

During this journey, she also met people who were unruly towards herself and wanted to do something to herself.

She tried to live with the former, but found that they have their own family, their daily lives, and there is no place for them. Even communicating with each other is a problem, and there is a great barrier. Therefore, she finally Chose to leave.

She was also taken away by the latter and sold as a commodity. She didn't even choose to resist when the other party wanted to do something wrong with herself. Fortunately, she was dark and chaotic no matter what. The leader of, even if it is a powerless rational half-body, those who come into contact with themselves with dark and evil negative emotions, and even intend to hurt themselves, will eventually fall into madness and die on the spot.

For nearly ten thousand years, Jade has always come here in this way, either first being accepted and then feeling the barrier and leaving, or attracting those evil people and causing them to die suddenly.

So, from beginning to end, Jade is a person.

People call her a "happiness-seeking spirit", but she actually doesn't even know what "happiness" is.

She doesn't even know what "unfortunate" is.

Otherwise, when the people of the old demons destroy the space node, break into the temple of the present world, and take her away, she will not resist.

That time, for Jade, it was just a humble experience during a long journey.

The only difference is that because someone stared at the main body's seal, it was very possible to release the main body. At that time, Jade had an idea.

That is, take this journey experience as the final destination.

She doesn't want to go on like this anymore.

She doesn't want to wander like this anymore.

Therefore, even if she knows that the final result must be annihilated, she plans to take this opportunity to return to her body after this.

Until, I met that person.

"Hello."

This is the first sentence the other person said when they saw him.

Very ordinary, very ordinary, without any bright spots or a special sentence.

At the time, Jade didn't feel that he would have much involvement with the other party.

That is the same as those people in the past, when they encounter themselves, they will be connected with themselves, and in the end, they will either take the initiative to leave, or the other party will die like those who died suddenly, nothing more.

But for some reason, the look in the other party's eyes made Jadeite have a deep impression.

It was like looking at a big trouble. He obviously didn't want to touch him, but his body and heart went against his will, so he had to make contact, full of tangled eyes.

The look in that look made Jade quite concerned.

In the past, those people who saw Jadeite were either full of sympathy and love, or full of desire and darkness. I have never seen such a strange person.

Because I was very concerned about the look in the eyes, that night, Jade also got into the other's bed and wanted to take a good look at the eyes, but because the other's arms were too reassuring, I fell asleep unconsciously. Finished.

Jade doesn't know why he feels warmth and peace of mind in the other person.

She didn’t know that Sheen had the blessing of the Supreme God. Otherwise, she might understand that this happened because Sheen, who had this blessing, and the mother of the gods The relationship between her breath has only given her the same sense of peace of mind as being in the arms of her parents, who is also a Protoss.

And what really changed Jade's mood was what happened the next day.

"Little guy, do you want to go with me?"

When that person looked directly at him and said such a sentence to himself, Jade felt quite incredible.

It's not because no one has said that to myself.

In the past, those who adopted and adopted themselves didn’t say this.

But their eyes are completely different from the eyes of that person.

In the past, those who planned to take in and adopt themselves only regarded themselves as outcasts of unknown origin, and only planned to bring her into their lives based on sympathy, compassion, and affection.

But this person is different.

The look in this person's eyes is not to bring himself to his side, but that he intends to enter his side and intervene in her life, her life.

These are two completely different things.

The former is to let herself abandon her past and live with them, but Jade can't do it, so she left.

The latter is to allow oneself to face one's own problems. The other party will intervene and intervene, and face them together.

Especially the emotion that the other person will show from time to time as if looking at people who are sick and pitiful, making Jade feel different touches from those people he has encountered in the past.

Perhaps, even the other party didn't know that he had shown such emotions?

So, at that time, Jade nodded.

Not based on the choice to follow the trend, but for the first time in history, out of my own ideas, loyal to my heart, nodded this head.

From then on, everything is destined to be changed.

Later, Jade discovered that he was a brave man. He possessed the Holy Sword. Not only could he help himself break the seal and return to his body, he could also help himself weaken the power of his body and increase his chances of returning.

"Don't worry, I will help you."

The other party is obviously not a person who can say such warm words, but when facing himself, he naturally said such words.

“Don’t forget, I let you choose whether to follow me or not, and I let you tell me what you have, and claim to help you. Now that you have made a choice, then I will definitely help you. In the end."

For this reason, the other party broke the seal regardless of the consequences, or it was impulsive and reckless to choose to do so even knowing that it would cause trouble.

But...

"Don't worry, we still have time, and then slowly think about what we should do."

"How about?"

These words at the time, it was incredible to calm Jade's anxiety and sense of collapse, and let her incomplete reason suddenly make a living.

That is, I shouldn't give up and die.

Yes.

Before this, what Jade wanted to return was nothing more than self-defeating.

The result she seeks is not success, but the intention to end it all.

In other words, in the end, it doesn't matter whether you succeed or fail.

She just doesn't want to go on like this anymore.

It wasn't until that time that Jade had the idea of ​​success for the first time.

Even if the hope is still very slim, the nature of the existence of the evil **** Lilith itself, it is a difficult and even problematic thing to get the rationality and intellectuality it should have, but Jade still wants to fight it.

If it fails, forget it.

But if it is successful, this time, she must eliminate the barriers she felt in the past, enter the lives of others, and let her rationality grow.

Of course, Jade now only wants to enter a person's life.

That's him————

"My name is Sean, how about you?"

This is also what the other party said when we first met.

At the time, her answer was—“Emerald”.

But this time, she wanted to answer like that.

"I am Lilith."

"Returning from the dark, born in chaos, and with the help of the brave, successfully gained a rational existence."

"Cthulhu?"

"No, it is not."

"I am the goddess, goddess Lilith."

In this way, the girl's swaying soul body quickly stabilized as if it might collapse at any time.

......

"Boom..."

This is the roar of the sky.

This is the tremor of the earth.

Above Cosmos, in the bright light source, a burst of bright light pierced out like sunlight penetrating the darkness, illuminating the surroundings.