Rise Chapter 654: Everyone has different choices

It's late at night.

After finishing the chat with September Shuangye, Lin Feng closed the chat window and shut down the computer.

Then he continued to sit quietly at the table like this, thinking of the conversation with his old friend just now, slightly startled.

The reunion of old friends should have been something to be happy about.

Moreover, seeing that after September Shuangye retired from the game, he was able to achieve such a high popularity on the live broadcast platform of Douyu TV, and successfully became famous in the anchor circle. As a friend, I should be happy for it.

But by the way

Lin Feng was not happy at all.

No, I am happy with the current state of life of my old friends, there are still some.

But at this moment, there are more emotions in his heart that are more complicated and unspeakable.

Sorry.

Dissatisfied.

Disappointed.

Perhaps there are all kinds of emotions and thoughts in a mess in his mind, making Lin Feng feel tired but not a little sleepy.

Thinking about it, he picked up his cell phone and played a phone number and called out.

Toot toot

The call is connected.

A pleasant female voice came from the other end of the microphone, and it seemed to gasp slightly:

"Hello? What's the matter? Call me so late."

This call from Lin Feng reached An Xin.

In fact, at this late hour, the only person he could find someone to talk to was An Xin, a childhood sweetheart.

Lin Feng gave a "um", and then felt a little confused:

"What are you doing?"

"It's so panting"

The **** the other end of the phone took another deep breath, and then smiled: "It's okay, I just worked out at night~ Now I'm done exercising."

Lin Feng: "Huh? Are you still working out without sleeping so late?"

The girl seemed to curl her lips disapprovingly:

"What's the matter, don't you call me if you haven't slept so late."

Lin Feng: "Oh"

The delicate girl quickly heard the depression in Lin Feng's tone, her tone was a little slow, and she asked softly:

"What's wrong, are you in a bad mood?"

"Hmm."

"You big idiot will suddenly be in a bad mood, let's talk, what happened? Hey, yes, isn't it the first broadcast of Sister Xue's change of platform to Douyu TV tonight? Isn't it not going well?"

Lin Feng shook his head: "No, Sister Xue had a very good performance in the first show of Funny Fish tonight, which exceeded the ideal expectations."

An Xin on the other end of the phone was slightly pleased: "Is that so great? Yes, then you are unhappy because of something?"

"It's not unhappy either"

Lin Feng hesitated and spoke slowly:

"Yesterday, I contacted Ye Ziyi to help Sister Xue's popularity on Douyu's side. I doubled with him for two games tonight, and then chatted on QQ for a while."

"Leaves?" An Xin was stunned when she heard that, and then she reacted: "September Frost Leaf?"

Lin Feng nodded: "Yeah."

The girl is a little puzzled: "Isn't your relationship always very good? I haven't contacted for so long. This time I can contact and play a dark game together. It should be a happy thing."

Lin Feng shook his head, thought for a while, and thought about the words used to explain all the content of his chat with Jiuyue Shuangye tonight, as well as some of his own thoughts.

"Well, that's basically it."

After talking to An Xin, Lin Feng only felt that the whole person was a lot easier.

There are some things that he can't even say to the person.

But you can tell Baozi.

So many years of childhood sweethearts and acquaintances, he has already subconsciously regarded the **** the phone side as the person he can trust and rely on most. If he doesn’t understand many things, his first reaction is to want Go to An Xin to ask for opinions.

This time is no exception.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and Lin Feng remembered that An Xin on the other end of the phone had been listening, and hadn't made a sound for a long time:

"Bun?"

The voice of a girl came from the other end of the microphone:

"Well, I am here."

"So you feel a little unhappy because of the leaves?"

Lin Feng was silent for a while, and then nodded: "Well, I can't say that it is unhappy, but I feel a little complicated, and I still have a little regret and disappointment."

The girl asked softly:

"Then, why are you disappointed?"

Lin Feng thought for a while and gave his true thoughts and answers seriously:

"I don't think he should have retired so early. If he wants to, he can choose to play for another season or two."

"He won a world championship trophy, but he is not the championship of the World S-League. If he can continue to work hard, he may really get it."

The words were not finished, but An Xin interrupted:

"But it might not be available, right?"

"This is the risk."

Lin Feng still wants to insist on saying something, but the **** the other end of the phone has already continued speaking on her own:

"One is to fight for another year, two, three years to win a World S League championship trophy, but at the same time bear the real pressure of declining professional status, low income, and hard training. ."

"One is to choose to retire before the peak of his professional career, before slipping down, and transform into an anchor, relaxed and with a generous income to ensure life."

"In these two situations, it should be easy to choose whoever changes."

"Isn't it?"

Lin Feng was silent.

And An Xin continued to speak softly:

"Not everyone can have the determination and courage to advance bravely."

"Because this is a gamble, I can't see hope and the future, and I have to grit my teeth and continue to fight for one, two, three years."

"It's too strong to be difficult."

"Moreover, for a former professional e-sports player, it is already very difficult to say goodbye to the arena where he swayed his blood and sweat, and to bid farewell to the dream of the year. It is already very difficult to make this choice."

"Ye Zi would not be in a good mood, either."

Lin Feng was startled.

Recalling the content of the previous conversation with Jiuyue Shuangye on QQ, as well as the speechless silence of the other party several times, finally made his heart slightly touched.

Maybe

He is indeed too subjective.

For some things, Ye Zi should have his own difficulties.

At this time, An Xin on the other end of the phone seemed to be aroused by this topic with emotion, and sighed slightly:

"The life span of professional e-sports players is still too short"

"The state of the golden peak rarely lasts more than two years."

"If you want to watch your own strength state slip from the peak, if you still can't do anything, it's really better to make the choice to retire earlier to make yourself a little easier, right"

Speaking, as if thinking of something, An Xin suddenly chuckled and asked Lin Feng:

"By the way, what if you?"

Lin Feng: "Huh? What?"

An Xin smiled: "If you replace the leaves with you, how would you choose?"

Lin Feng answered almost without thinking:

"I, of course, will not retire. I absolutely must continue to be a professional e-sports player."

The girl asks:

"Is it the same even if the state of strength slips down from the peak, does it matter if I watch myself getting further and further away from my dream?"

Lin Feng thought for a while and answered seriously:

"Then I still have to continue to fight~IndoMTL.com~If the state of strength declines, then just work harder to make up for it."

Plain and pure words represent an extremely serious and firm belief and determination.

The **** the other end of the phone paused, then laughed:

"Yes."

"You are a stupid idiot, this choice is your style~"

"Everyone has their own choices. What decisions other people make do not need to be criticized or blamed"

"As long as you know that you are still following your heart and working hard for what you really want, that's enough."

"Isn't it?"

The update is here. I will fly to Changsha tomorrow. I have to go to bed early in the evening. Good night, my friends, thank you for your red envelope!