Rise Chapter 1032: Own mind
The atmosphere in the living room suddenly became a bit quiet with Su Xue's words.
Behind the sofa, the flimsy gauze curtains on the edge of the window flicked with the cool night breeze coming in through the half-opened windows and doors, and the water-like bright moonlight flooded in and fell on the faces of the two people beside the sofa, Lin Feng slightly lowered The head was silent and did not speak, and the faint Yuehui was reflected on his side, and he couldn't see the real expression at the moment.
He knows the meaning of the words of Sister Xue in front of him.
I know more clearly... In fact, the other party has found out so many reasons, in fact, they are deliberately avoiding a real suggestion.
Go to... Britain?
The venue for the first round of the first round of the S6 World Finals.
Manchester.
When these words flashed in his mind, the eyelashes on someone's eyelids quivered slightly, rippling and trembling around like the water of a lake of mind that had been plucked.
Perhaps, it's not just Su Xue.
In fact, it should include everyone who is familiar and close to him. Everyone who knows about it will probably expect him to untie the knot and really cheer up again. This... the most direct way is undoubtedly to meet the girl again in person.
It’s just...perhaps because they have been worrying about his situation and mentality, so even if anyone around him is like Tangtang, Sister Xue, and Ouyang Lao Yang Arou, even if they look forward to it again, they will always Some words suffocated but never actually said them directly...
"I have some knots, should I untie them?"
Suddenly Su Xue's voice sounded again, breaking the quiet atmosphere in this living room space.
Lin Feng's body froze suddenly when he heard it, and then raised his head blankly and looked at Su Xue in a daze. He didn't expect that some secret words that seemed to have been tacitly understood by everyone would be suddenly caught at this moment. Point out directly in person.
Too sudden.
It's also too unprepared.
At this moment, his mind was blank for a moment, but he didn't know how to react in the first place.
But Su Xue seems to be serious, and feels that tonight's words have already been said for this purpose, it is also time to thoroughly explain the problem to this big boy who is regarded as his own brother, and immediately there is no Hesitating, staring at Lin Feng with gleaming eyes, continued to speak:
"Of course you have to make your own choice no matter what."
"But... it's been so long."
"Even things that were unacceptable before, now that you think about it, it shouldn't be that difficult to accept."
"You think so too, don't you?"
"Being a man, sometimes you should take the initiative. It would be too bad if you always complain about yourself and get immersed in a meaningless heart knot."
"But..." Lin Feng murmured subconsciously, but Su Xue interrupted him by shaking his head again before he finished speaking, "There is nothing good."
Then she looked at Lin Feng seriously:
"Actually, you already have a choice in your heart, right?"
"Ask your own heart."
"Really...Do you want to keep escaping like this?"
It is almost rare that there will be such a time when Su Da’s anchor Su Da, who has always been just playing with someone on weekdays, will teach such a lesson to the former in such a serious or even serious manner.
But this is exactly the one that rarely appears...
Effects.
Also significant enough.
Lin Feng lowered her head again, never speaking, and Su Xue, who was sitting next to him, had just finished a long talk and was in a good mood, but at this moment, seeing someone still unresponsive and couldn't help but feel a little worried. ……Why this kid hasn’t moved yet? Isn’t she speaking a bit too hard just now? If you knew it, I should be more euphemistic...
Just as Su Xue couldn't help feeling a trace of regret, Lin Feng suddenly took a deep breath, then raised his head to look at the forward, his eyes fixed:
"I will consider it."
"Oh, I just..." Su Xue, who was anxious, blurted out subconsciously to make up for it. As a result, when he heard Lin Feng's answer in the first half of the sentence, she froze back abruptly and couldn't help but stare. Eyes: "Huh?"
"I said, I will consider it."
Someone repeats his words seriously, with clear eyes and solemn sincerity:
"Sister Xue, give me some time to think about it."
Although it is not a direct and positive reply, it is an unexpected good thing to be able to get a response like this from someone. Su Xue was overjoyed and nodded again and again: "Okay, don't worry, don't worry, you can think about it first, it's okay It's okay—"
But then she couldn't help but urged one more sentence:
"Eh, but don't think about it for too long...Tomorrow I'm going to hand in the materials..."
"Why don't you think of a result now?"
After speaking, he blinked his eyes and looked at someone with a look of anticipation.
Lin Feng: "..."
Su Xue regrets: "Okay, okay, then you think about it..."
……
The night is getting deeper.
Lin Feng, who returned to his bedroom, sat beside the soft Simmons bed, but had no intention of going to bed. He lowered his head and stunned for a while, still flashing back to his mind on the sofa in the living room. Sister Xue's solemn and serious persuasion.
"Ask your own heart."
"Really...Do you want to keep escaping like this?"
Is your...inside?
Lin Feng subconsciously took the phone out of his pocket, looked at the "Demacia" shell of the League of Legends fan-like elements outside the phone, and then unconsciously held the phone slightly.
Even without disassembling the phone case again, he seems to be able to perceive that there is a small piece of paper that has been carefully folded many times in the middle of the interlayer that is close to the inside of the phone case.
That one... the letter that has been preserved for half a year.
So, in fact, his heart has never changed.
Otherwise, when I received the forwarded letter from Tangtang half a year ago, I might have thrown it away after reading it, and how could I preserve it carefully next to my body, and even now I can still write to that letter? Every sentence and every word in the letter are memorized so clearly and deeply that they can be memorized back and forth.
Lin Feng's eyes droop slightly:
It's just--
It was he himself who was confused and timid.
The more time he retreats, the more intense the timidity in his heart, making him less aware of what attitude he should use to face the childhood sweetheart again after half a year. Maiden.
He is too timid...
Clearly knowing that everyone around him is actually caring and worrying about him, clearly knowing what everyone is expecting and even what he is expecting, but I can never really muster the courage to step forward. step.
But...
Sister Xue is right, isn't it?
Since you can recognize your own mind clearly, then other difficulties should not become difficulties, and you should not even look forward and backward thinking about what and how the other party will be. After all--
As a boy~IndoMTL.com~In this kind of thing, you really should be more proactive, right?
Lin Feng took a deep breath.
Then, as if finally making up his mind, I took the phone in front of me, opened the lock screen, and clicked on the text message window. I almost didn’t need to think about the memory and I quickly slapped the string of phone numbers that had been branded in my memory. The input is complete.
After that.
In the text message input field, a few words were typed out:
"How are you doing?"
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I'm busy in advance, and the update is delivered, and I will continue to fly to the next city tomorrow. . Go to bed and rest. Good night, my friends.