Rise Chapter 2044: This time only for myself
Lin Feng was stunned by the words of Dawn Morning Star.
Because for him, in fact, although he himself has been in contact with the League of Legends e-sports game for the first time since the S1 season, and immersed in it at a very fast speed, he has even won such countless honors and achievements afterwards. , But when it comes to the meaning of e-sports to him...
Such a problem, he rarely really thinks about it.
Because the word "meaning" seems too vague, and it takes too much trouble to think about it seriously. With his temperament, he has never bothered to waste too much time on this kind of illusory question.
Or according to the ideas and concepts of most ordinary gamers——
"Happiness is over!"
But Lin Feng also knew that the dawn and morning star in front of him at this moment did not expect and wait for such an answer, so he paused for a while, then thought carefully, and finally gave himself carefully in words Thoughts and answers:
"In the beginning, it was probably just because I liked it."
"I came across it by chance, I found it interesting, I liked it, and then I became addicted."
"For me, this is a very happy thing."
"Whether I win or lose, I can see my improvement and growth every step of the way."
Speaking of this, basically it was just a very ordinary answer, and then someone paused again and continued:
"However, it may not be the same later."
"Because I lost to that guy Han Shihao in the S1 finals-I was hit hard."
"So, at first, I will really have only one idea in my head. I have to compete with that guy again, and then I have to win."
Someone looked at the dawn and morning star in front of him seriously. At this moment, he did not shy away from his most candid and true thoughts:
"Speaking of which is somewhat utilitarian."
"But from then on, I found that I used to hate failure so much."
"For me, e-sports is the most suitable battlefield for me. In my life, I may be able to carelessly care about many things, but if it is in this field that I am best at-I don’t want to Lose."
"I don't want to lose once."
"But I have lost once, then to make up for the regret, you must win it back again."
"Oh of course, if you make up for your regrets, there are actually other things—"
As if suddenly remembering something, someone scratched his hair again and smiled embarrassedly:
"If it was the level of the Four Emperors, then I had already reached it back then, and now I am only returning, but even so, there is actually a lot of room to continue to improve."
"The realm that so many legendary predecessors of the previous generation did not reach, and now that guy Han Shihao is constantly trying to break through the bottleneck."
"For two whole generations, only Senior One has done it."
"So, it always makes people tickle and curious--"
Lin Feng took a long sigh of relief, and looked at the night sky in the distance, his eyes flickered slightly:
"If you can."
"I also want to see the scenery above the Four Emperors."
……
If you want to be strict about faults, then in fact, Lin Feng's answer just now is a little bit more unreasonable.
Dawn and Morning Star asked with meaning.
Someone's answer seemed a bit broad, as if he would naturally say wherever he thought of it, more like an ordinary chatter.
But Dawn Morning Star still listens carefully and attentively from beginning to end.
Not even blinking.
Listening to every word someone said with great concentration, at the end, he nodded slowly.
But he shook his head again.
"It's great."
This is a sincere evaluation made by the single captain of the God team after listening.
Then he paused and spoke:
"My words."
"The initial mentality and thoughts were similar to yours."
"It was just a coincidence that I came into contact with League of Legends, and then I felt interesting, and I was also interested in contacting professional e-sports."
"Every victory and defeat, every growth."
"All things are worthy of excitement."
"At that time, it was not as high as it is now, but every day is indeed simpler and happier."
Dawn Morning Star spoke slowly, as if lost in the memory of his thoughts, with some yearning and emotion, but then he stopped again, but shook his head again:
"But then, it became a little different."
"Later--"
"For me, e-sports means more responsibility at the beginning."
"Then...not so simple and pure anymore."
Lin Feng listened silently, and when he heard this sentence, he couldn't help taking a deep look at Dawn Morning Star in front of him.
Yes.
Understand this mentality.
Because at any time, when the word "responsibility" is involved in a matter, it will inevitably become a little heavy.
At the dawn of the year, Morningstar may be just an ordinary rookie professional player with outstanding talents, and more only need to consider how to become stronger alone, and strive to show up in the professional arena where the strong is like a cloud. Many people are familiar with it, or perhaps they are simply looking forward to being able to leave the bench to become a member of the second team, and refueling to become the main first team player in the team.
At that time, you don't need to think about other things, you only need to think about yourself.
Just concentrate on rushing forward.
But that was the dawn of the day, an ordinary professional e-sports player.
But now he is already the captain of the God team.
So.
Everything is different.
As a team leader, you have to bear the burden of an entire team.
As the captain of God-Hands of God, as the core leader of the strongest team in the LPL division of the national service, he even has to bear the expectations of all players and fans of the national service.
The greater the ability, the heavier the responsibility.
Compared to anyone else, perhaps in all these years, Dawn Morning Star is the one who can directly and deeply appreciate the heavy weight of the word "responsibility".
"It's very hard--"
Lin Feng let out a sigh.
He can understand the mood of Dawn Morning Star very well. When the career he pursues and the dream he loves becomes a heavy responsibility, the taste and experience of this change is definitely not what makes people feel relaxed and happy. Good thing.
At dawn, the morning star was silent for a moment, and then slowly nodded:
"Hmm."
"It's really hard."
Perhaps this is also the first mid laner in the LPL division and the ace captain of the God team for the first time to confess his sincerity in front of others.
Under the rainy night sky in London, the air is refreshing and cool.
It also seems to have an invisible magic that makes people willing to talk and confess.
"So many times I envy others."
"I envy you too."
Dawn Morning Star said to Lin Feng.
"I also want to be a pure professional player, just as a mid laner."
"Go and fight without scruple."
"The goal is single and clear only for one's own victory and fun."
"Regardless of other people's expectations and hopes."
"I also want to see the Four Emperors, and even the scenery above the Four Emperors, just for myself."
Lin Feng squinted his eyes, his gaze fell on the face of Dawn Morning Star:
"Perhaps ~IndoMTL.com~ you should do this."
At dawn, the morning star gave a soft "um", staring into the distant stars hiding behind the clouds under the night, the expression on his face became a little calm at this moment:
"Yes."
"So, this time--"
"You can not be responsible if..."
"Actually, I want to fight the last time just for myself."
"Whether you win or lose."
"At no cost."
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