Hidden Assassin: Volume 4, Youth at the Time, Section 125 Injury
Don't... don't want to live anymore...
She hugged her body with her hands, shivering, and the surrounding air was abnormally cold. Even if she had been in an extremely cold environment for a long time, she had never felt as cold as it is now.
Mother has left when she was very young. Her father is a gambler and drug addict, and her character is not very commendable, but in any case, she has always been the only relative who has depended on her for a long time, although there is still the Huang family. Such a family, but in fact, no one can afford her father at all. Although they can also get a little help from there, for example, let the Huang family help pay for the tuition, borrow a little living expenses here and there, but the remaining money is basically Can't fill the bottomless pit of father.
Since I was a child, I have been despised and blinded, and I have even suffered from freezing and starving. After reading many books, I have tried to struggle or become self-improving, but how much a child’s innocent thoughts can contribute to life In the end, she only made her withdrawn and low self-esteem. Gradually, she also learned to be snobbish, learn to pretend, learn to deceive, and learn to hide in a dark corner and look at those who are living well and ridicule and curse in her heart.
She once stolen ballpoint pens and erasers from classmates, but of course she was not found. She used to deceive pocket money from some relatives with a pitiful appearance. She originally wanted to cheat Jia Ming, but later found out Jiaming didn’t have any status in Huang’s family, so she gave up. After Dongfang Wan helped her repay more than 100,000 yuan, she began to contact each other intentionally or unintentionally. Although only occasionally met and chatted, she knew that the benefit would definitely be. Yes, when her mind gradually sank, she learned to take drugs.
After trying secretly once, I can't give up anymore...
She knows that it is a bottomless abyss that can hardly extricate herself from being deep in, and she has tried to get rid of drug addiction again and again, but the feeling at the time of the attack is really too uncomfortable, and the father is deeply caught in drug addiction. I can't say whether it is good or bad. Every time I see Xu Yiting struggling when a drug addiction occurs, I can't bear to see her daughter feel uncomfortable and give her some of her drugs. In this way, she tried to struggle every time, one hour, two hours, three hours...but every time to the end, she would always take the drugs off.
At least I tried it. I endured it every time, and gradually endured longer, at least... My addiction is not very deep, I haven't had an episode in front of my classmates, this time I have endured it for a long time, maybe Next time I can bear it completely, maybe the next time... But now, everything doesn't matter anymore.
After the death of such a father, she is the only one left in the world. No matter how hard she struggles, she can only fall into a more desolate situation.
It's so cold...
Shaking to find the key, he opened the door. The furnishings of the hotel rooms are still warm and gorgeous. If she and her father alone can’t afford to live in such a room, how rich the Huang family are, they are obviously relatives, so why can’t they help us? Next, when they talked about the dead father one by one, they were just indifferently thinking about how they could not ruin the reputation of the Huang family, why they were like this... took out the matches from their pockets, and then took out the small packet of drugs. The manager was so scared that she fell to the ground when she ran away. She picked it up later. There was actually a small packet left by her in the room. Adding up, it was a large dose she had never tried. I'm very happy. If that happens, I won't feel any pain.
Starting to put hot water in the bathtub, she went back to the room to find the fruit knife and the needle used by her father-it is said that this would be happier, and it would be better for her to die suddenly because of it-standing at a height of one person In front of the mirror, she put down two ugly braids, and then took off her big glasses. The girl in the mirror was a little fuzzy, and then became clear. Although her face was too sad, she still could see that she was very beautiful. There is also a pitiful and weak feeling.
That was the only thing she could be proud of. No matter how difficult she encountered, she never thought of using her body to make money. The fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl sees too much, occasionally dreaming about the future, dreaming that she will have a vigorous love, so she dresses herself up, firstly to not arouse the jealousy of other girls, secondly... if the other girl is Because she fell in love with her because of her appearance, what was the difference with her being someone's mistress.
That was the only hope in her heart.
Standing in front of the mirror, I took off my clothes little by little, and my whole body gradually became sexy. The developing body is tender and green, without a devilish curve, but it contains a burst of bursts. Like the strange vitality, the pigeon’s milk is not big, but it is strong and attractive. Due to the emotional tension, the skin of the whole body is showing a light pink, and there are already light black hair bushes between her legs... She wants to use The most attractive image died. Tell those of her age who were cold-eyed or laughed at her, Xu Yiting was not stupefied at all, not ugly at all. She wanted to engrave her image in everyone’s mind-in the most difficult When visiting Huang’s house with her father, she even imagined a cousin who would notice her beauty and help herself. It doesn’t matter if it is [***] at that time, but no matter what the fantasy exists in her mind Prince Charming, never appeared... Never again... The emotions in her brain became trembling because of the fact that she was about to die. She prepared everything, sat in the hot water, and followed her father's instructions. Method Pour the drugs into a small bowl, and then inhale the needle. Someone is knocking on the door outside, looking for herself for her father's business, but she is unwilling to speak or answer. She will leave soon, she thought, why are you still bothering me at this time? Do you want to come and laugh at me?
The needle was trembling in her hand, looking at the needle in her hand, and then at the fruit knife on the side. After the injection, cut the wrist. You must do this immediately, otherwise she will forget to cut it as soon as it feels up, so remember.
At this time, the outside door opened with a "click", and the sound of the sweet female voice that attracted everyone in the casino just now: "Look, knock on it, you can come in anytime ."
"Okay, okay, you can do it well, Yiting, Xu Yiting, are you there?"
"It seems to be inside."
While speaking, a fashionable woman with colorful bead chains appeared at the door of the bathroom, looking at the needle in her hand and the knife beside her, she raised her eyebrows and whistled, and then Yahan also left. Came in.
"Go out!" Xu Yiting yelled with a cry, Yahan seemed to realize something, and quickly pushed the woman next to her: "She has no clothes, you go out! Get out! Yi Ting, what are you going to do, don't What a fool."
"You are going to commit suicide, she has a knife in her hand, it will hurt you, let me..."
"You can't hurt me, you let me out." Kicked Jia Ming out, Yahan nervously approached Xu Yiting in the bathtub, "Yiting, don't be afraid, there will be a solution to everything. We will help you..."
"Don't come here!" Xu Yiting screamed and picked up the fruit knife next to him, but Yahan took a deep breath and slowly stretched out his hand: "It's okay, we will help you, it's really okay. , You have seen the sister outside, how powerful she is, and with her, no one will dare to blame you, even those from the Huang family..."
She has also learned how to use the empty-handed kung fu, so she is not very afraid that Xu Yiting will stabbed with a knife, but only when she heard the word Huang Jia, she cried again and suddenly turned the blade upside down. Stabbed in his chest.
"No!" Yahan yelled and rushed on.
Between the blood bursts, the tip of the knife pierced the body for about a centimeter, but Yahan's right hand had already firmly grasped the blade of the fruit knife, and the blood flowed for a while. Forcibly resisting the severe pain, Yahan screamed and violently exerted force. The fruit knife was thrown backward, and she also fell to the bathroom floor.
"I'm sorry..." While crying, Xu Yiting flashed a responsible look in her eyes. She picked up the drug-injecting needle and wanted to pierce her chest again. However, at the next moment, she could only hear "click". With two clicks, severe pain came. Her hands had been pulled to dislocation by the woman walking nearby. After that, the visitor had directly grabbed Xu Yiting's long hair and pulled her straight out of the bathtub just like that. come out. The girl's body was struggling in the air, with water drops splashing, looking like a dolphin being forcibly pulled out of the water.
"I'm sorry to disturb your great ideal of suicide."
It was still a pleasant female voice. At this moment, her tone was absolutely cold. She grabbed Xu Yiting and directly pulled the naked [***] girl toward the room. Yahan was frightened. Quickly got up from the ground and followed up: "You, you...what are you going to do..."
"You care what I want! Now quickly find gauze to stop the bleeding and bandage your palms. I don't need to teach you these. You idiot, I said I'm here!"
"But, but..."
Seeing that Jiaming showed a look even more fierce than in the casino, Yahan held her skinny right hand but followed closely behind, threw Xu Yiting to the foot of the wall, and fell down before wearing her. The woman was already choking with one hand. Holds her throat, presses her against the wall and directly lifts her up.
Pain, suffocation, Xu Yiting opened her mouth and made a "Uh, uh..." sound, her body was struggling desperately in the air, her white and tender legs flicked wildly, Yahan was so frightened that she wanted to pull it apart. Jia Ming's arm, but nowhere can it have the slightest effect.
"You, you, you...you will kill her, you will kill her... let go, let go..."
"I am helping her."
"Let it open and open it..."
Gradually ~IndoMTL.com~ The pressure on the neck is getting stronger and stronger, Xu Yiting opened her mouth wide, and her tongue desperately spit out, as if she could hear the sound of broken bones in her ears, when her lower body was finally incontinent, In the dim vision in front of me, there is still the beautiful almost perfect image of the big sister. The whole body seems to be enveloped by this attractive halo. It was the image of herself that she had imagined, but in front of her, the other person's eyes But it is almost ten thousand years of cold ice.
I'm going to... be killed by her...
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My father and mother are not at home. My brother thought he was free just after the final exam. He went to the Internet cafe with someone at night and didn’t come back after ten o’clock. He was beaten only once two days ago. He came again today, causing me to pay Go out and look for it. It was so cold outside, and his hands and feet were so painful. On the way back, he invited him to a barbecue, and then he squashed a meal. Well, I was a model brother, so if I were a younger sister, I didn’t need to **** me. There are so many hearts... well, but it's hard to say, who said that the younger sister is half of the brother's ass, if it is touched by someone... anyway, it is complaining.
(To be continued)