Unlimited Cycles of Death: 11. Iris (11)

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At this point, Muqin was just skeptical.

But later, when Mu Qin led Qiu Zijia and Cheng Guoxu to search the chapel, and Cheng Guoxu brought the stack of documents to Mu Qin, Mu Qin thought that Cheng Guoxu's identity was worth exploring.

Because Cheng Guoxu tore off a page of the employee list in the file.

From the standpoint of Cheng Guoxu, the list of employees in the orphanage has nothing to do with him. He shouldn’t have any reason to tear it up, unless the page is torn. It was registered with information that Cheng Guoxu did not want Mu Qin to see. For example, the employee was someone Cheng Guoxu knew...or Cheng Guoxu himself.

When I got the file, I found my own list inside. I didn't want people to know that I was an employee of the orphanage. I hurriedly tore it up and showed it to Muqin, using this guilty action to prove that I was nothing unusual. However, after Xu Fu and Han Li came to the church and heard the dialogue between Xu Fu and Han Li, Cheng Guoxu couldn't bear it, and with the idea of ​​fighting hard, he shot.

"Cheng Guoxu probably heard Xu Fu questioning Han Li about the murder of several children in the Iris Orphanage ten years ago by serial killers. He realized that Xu Fu was tracking down the murderer. As long as Cheng Guoxu’s character and strength are found to be Cheng Guoxu, Cheng Guoxu will undoubtedly die. Therefore, Cheng Guoxu took the risk and wanted to be strong first, taking the lead in killing Xu Fu to save himself.” Mu Qin came to this conclusion after analysis. .

After hearing this, Qiu Zijia shivered and said: "You mean Cheng Guoxu was a serial killer who abused and killed children ten years ago?"

"Although there is no direct evidence, but according to his reaction, it should be ten or nine." Mu Qin rubbed his arms, raised his head and glanced at the dim, endless raining sky.

This sudden message seemed to make Qiu Zijia difficult to digest. He stretched out his hand to hold his head: "So we have been acting with a vicious serial killer?"

"It's extremely vicious, but it's not actually counted." Mu Qin touched the black and walked under the tree. He touched Han Li's arm. Han Li's body was a little cold, and then Mu Qin touched Han Li. Sure enough, his forehead was boiling hot.

Mu Qin said: "I knew from a glance that someone like Cheng Guoxu had little courage, low self-esteem and weak, not strong enough to fight against adults, and he did not have the confidence to defeat adults, so he could only treat children Start. This kind of person is extremely inferior and extremely conceited, and his heart is evil and dirty. He dared to jump out and attack Xu Fu today, I am afraid it has exhausted all the courage of his life."

"Heh... it's ridiculous." Qiu Zijia was a little bit of a sign of a mental breakdown. He held his head and began to pull his hair. "So, indeed... each of us has a criminal record. We are all hopeless bastards, so we are sent here... This so-called killing game is punishing us? Since we are all dead, then... this is hell!? "

Mu Qin turned his head to look in Qiu Zijia's direction: "Have you committed a crime?"

"I..." Qiu Zijia paused for a moment, and finally said the truth frankly, "I killed my brother."

"Your brother?" Mu Qin was also taken aback. "Did you say that your parents adopted the one before?"

"Yes." Qiu Zijia became calm under pressure, "I forced him to commit suicide. I was only six years old at the time."

"Six years old?" Mu Qin couldn't believe it. "You can kill your brother? At your age, you probably don't even understand the meaning of the word'to death', right?"

"Yes, it's really simple." Qiu Zijia said, laughing suddenly, like a self-deprecating smile, "When I was six years old, I really didn't understand the meaning of the word'forced to death'. I was naive at the time. Terrible... the kind you can't imagine... how terrible a child's innocence is."

"Since I was conscious and learned to speak, I have had a simple dislike for my brother. The mentality at the time... I think he has taken away my parents' attention from me. Very simple mentality. Each. Children will do everything they can to get the love and attention of their parents, crying or acting coquettishly. The only child is okay, if there are brothers and sisters... you can imagine that older brothers or younger brothers, older sisters or younger sisters will all do their best to get from their parents. It takes resources and attention there, and tries to suppress its own brothers and sisters."

"This behavior is biological instinct. Even a litter of puppies will crowd and compete with each other in order to grab the bitch's milk/head. Humans and animals are not much different."

Qiu Zijia said, her voice getting lower and lower: "So, even if I was only six years old, I already had very dark thoughts in order to compete for resources. I hate my brother very much. I hope that he will get out of this family. Especially after hearing his parents occasionally mention that he is not his own, this kind of thinking is even worse."

"But I was very young at the time, and my behavior of suppressing him was also naive. Even if my parents gave him anything, I would grab it. Books, toys, school supplies, clothes and shoes for my brother, etc. , As long as my parents bring it, I will take it away. I will use or destroy these things by myself. If I don’t want them, I will return them to him like throwing garbage."

"At that time, my parents were very fond of me. This is the reason why I have always been confident. In the eyes of my parents, the adopted brother may not be better than the real me. They did not show much love and attention to my brother. They acquiesced to my unreasonable behavior towards my brother, so under the invisible connivance of my parents, my oppression of my brother became stronger."

"I arbitrarily took my brother's personal belongings, destroyed or discarded them, tore off his homework and textbooks, threw **** on him, splashed water, and smashed him with things, causing him to have wounds from morning to night. I I didn’t want to eat with him. I cried and broke the bowl as soon as he was at the table, so my brother could only eat in his own room after that. Later I was dissatisfied that his room was bigger than mine, so my parents asked me to change with him. If the room is closed, he can only live in a small small room."

"I even pushed him down the stairs. Although it was not a very high staircase, he hit his head and his face was bleeding. When my parents were about to take him to the hospital, I cried and made noise, so my parents had to guard Me, and he went to the hospital to stitch himself."

Qiu Zijia stopped here for a long time and looked at Mu Qin: "It's scary, isn't it? When I think about it, I think I was really scary at that time, how can I be so evil that it is...I can't Describe..."

"No, you are not terrible, but your parents are terrible." Muqin expressed his opinion, and he thought: "Your parents did not restrain or stop you. They used acquiescence to expand your unreasonable and even Cruel behavior. When you bully your brother, they indulge and spoil you, forgive you unconditionally and meet your requirements. This is a kind of'reward'."

"Reward?" Qiu Zijia looked at Mu Qin blankly.

Mu Qin said: "Yes, it's rewards. You were a child at the time, and your behavior was very controlled. They only need to let you form the concept of'as long as you bully your brother, you can get rewards'. Under this concept, it is right. When your behavior is shaped, you will become more and more intensified, taking pleasure in bullying your brother, and even doing more and more excessive things under the bottomless pampering of your parents."

"Is this really the case?" Qiu Zijia couldn't seem to be convinced. He seemed to be in a trance. "My brother died in the end. When I hated him more and more and insulted him, my parents made him go to boarding school. The decision. But he needs living expenses when he is boarding at school. He will go home every weekend to find his parents for living expenses. One day when he comes back on the weekend, I stole thousands of dollars from my mother’s bag and put it in his school bag. And blamed him for the theft. Then his parents scolded him and took all the money from him and drove him out of the house. He didn’t seem to want to drive outside, so he committed suicide by jumping off the building and staying with us. Upstairs."

"That was the first time I saw a **** corpse." Qiu Zijia said, "The strange thing is that I am not afraid, even today, when I saw the corpse in the stairwell, it made me feel scared. I have never had nightmares, but I always dream of my brother’s body. He has been lying in that place in my dreams, lying there blood and blood."

"I'm a selfish person, Mu Qin." Qiu Zijia laughed at herself, "I haven't reflected on it for so many years. I grew up heartlessly, squandering time and money, and turning a blind eye to the suffering of others. , Stepping on my brother’s corpse and blood to live to this day, I am such a **** person... finally has his retribution."

Mu Qin stared at Qiu Zijia for a while and said, "Qiu Zijia, I think you were scared by Xu Fu just now. You are not in a good state of mind and tend to self-destruct."

Qiu Zijia suddenly stared at Mu Qin: "Why are you so calm?"

Muqin stopped for a moment: "Calm down? I must remain calm in this state."

"Don't you think you are too calm?" Qiu Zijia yelled at Mu Qin coldly, the sound of the rain could not cover his roar, "From the beginning of this so-called'game'! From what I saw Since you start, there are not too many expressions on your face, you always analyze everything expressionlessly, without surprise or fear, you..."

Qiu Zijia looked at Mu Qin tremblingly: "Are you really that killer?"

Mu Qin was silent, staring at Qiu Zijia for a while, before repliing: "I am a soldier and have received relevant training. Calmness is normal performance. If I am as hysterical as you now, I will really be over. And the murderer is obvious. It's Xu Fu, Qiu Zijia, your mental state is really problematic... and Han Li is now having a fever. We need to find a safe place to stay and we can't keep getting wet."

"Just leave me alone." Qiu Zijia suddenly said astonishing, he lowered his head, "I am useless at all. The meaning of existence is to hold you back, so you just have to leave me behind. You are a very Excellent people are more likely to survive than me."

"Are you going to give up?" Mu Qin understood Qiu Zijia's mentality, because the current situation is really bad. Two of the six people died. The killer was Xu Fu, whose strength and stamina were far better than everyone present, plus a female teacher who had a high fever and was useless, and the key to the door was not even seen. In such a big orphanage, finding hope of escape is tantamount to finding a needle in a haystack. Desperate emotions are perfectly normal.

That’s why Qiu Zijia said: "I give up."

"After you easily killed your brother, do you easily kill yourself?" Muqin looked at him blankly, "cowardly, even alive to go back and kneel before your brother's grave to redeem his sins? Are there none at all?"

Qiu Zijia raised her head to look at Mu Qin and couldn't help but smile: "You look cold... actually a good person."

"I only do what is necessary." Muqin said, "Your chances of survival are at least higher than that of Han Li. There is no need to rush to give up."