Smiling Proud Wanderer Chapter 177: Marriage (3)
Chapter 177 Marriage (3)
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? After leaving the Zhengqitang, Yue Feng only felt extremely upset in his heart. He hesitated for a while and walked straight into the ancestral hall of the Huashan School, kneeling cross-legged in the futon. Looking at the portrait of Patriarch He Datong in the middle of the ancestral hall, Yue Feng still couldn't calm down.
I don't know how long it has passed, and the sky has gradually darkened. At this time, he should have gone into the bridal chamber to accompany Li Yuxin, but at this time he was not in the mood to think about Li Yuxin, who was alone in the vacant room, and he didn't even bother to find Li Yuxin.
Suddenly, the door of the ancestral hall was pushed open. Yue Feng's expression moved slightly, without turning his head, he said: "Mother, you are here. Don't rest, tell me what you are doing here."
Ning Zhong turned around and closed the door, and then he said: "We all know what happened in the day. Feng'er, why are you?" Ning Zhong sighed slightly, and Ning Zhong said, "If you are I really like that girl, if I marry. Even if he really is the daughter who can do what I want, what's wrong? With your current martial arts, why bother to care about the rules of the world? Who dares to say that you are not?" said At this point, Ning Zhongze was also involuntarily puzzled, completely ignorant of what Yue Feng was doing.
"My mother said, if I really like it, it’s okay to marry. And if it’s true, no one can stop it. When your father wanted to give me a marriage, you didn’t agree. I was afraid that I thought I would like it. People." At this point, Yue Feng couldn't help being silent.
After a long time, Yue Feng continued: "It's just a martial artist, martial arts will always be the first, and other things can be discarded." His face couldn't help but twitched, and Yue Feng suddenly spit out each word. , Said: "It's just that, if I wait for martial arts practitioners, how can I be trapped by love."
As soon as he finished speaking, Yue Feng suddenly raised his head and looked at Ning Zhongze. The coldness in his eyes made Ning Zhongze tremble.
Just listen to Yue Feng continuing to say: "Since the child practiced martial arts when he was three years old, he has always been self-denying and trustworthy, and has never slackened a little bit. Even if it is not a severance, it is not far away. But a child is also a human, too. I know how to be tired and want to have fun. But for the sake of practicing martial arts, the boy gave up everything. The boy even imagined Linghu Chong, indulging in the rivers and lakes, drinking for fun all day, but for the sake of martial arts, he also gave up, even dare not touch alcohol. On weekdays, I always teach others not to be diligent, but in fact I envy them."
"Only later, when I met that woman, the child could no longer extricate himself." Yue Feng shook his head, his face was full of regret, and he said, "The days I spent with her were the most important in my life. Happy times, but from that moment on, I can’t calm down anymore. Even if I still practice martial arts every day, I no longer have the original results. Moreover, I can’t help but think of her in my mind, and I can’t help it. Can't drop."
"That’s all. As long as I spend more time and work hard, everything will work. But she also has an ambitious father, and she wants to drag me into that whirlpool. Inside. In this way, there is no longer a possibility between me and her."
"Hehe, so the boy, knowing she was going to lie to me, followed step by step, trying to break the final relationship between the two. So everything went well, she really was me What I thought was normal, and I continued to walk on. I was finally able to lay down my heart and said the words of grace and righteousness. But this is not enough. How can my martial arts be learned in vain. If she can't be with me , Naturally it's good to die."
Speaking of this, Yue Feng couldn't help getting worse, and he said: "I wanted to kill her with a single sword. It's a hundred, but I always can't do it. But what kind of wisdom sword cuts love silk, boy I really can’t do it, and I can’t do it. So I can only find a woman casually, get married early, and let myself forget everything."
"But now, she's here again, still pestering the child. The child's heart is upset, completely messed up. Mother, what should I do, what should I do. Mother, do you think the child will do Wrong, I shouldn't have been so cruel at the time. Or is it too useless and too soft." At this point, Yue Feng couldn't help but look at his pair of trembling hands, but his heart became more uncomfortable. .
Ning Zhong looked at Yue Feng, and his heart couldn't help but feel complicated. Although it has long been known that Yue Feng and Ren Yingying are unclear, they haven't thought of it. Emotional things, can you think like this? Even if the two realities can't exist, it's only good to get together and get away at best. But like Yue Feng's idea of directly drawing the sword and facing each other, she really couldn't understand. This kind of thinking is difficult for anyone except neuroticism to have. Suddenly, Ning Zhong couldn't help but have such an idea, and he was shocked.
If she was Ren Yingying, and she met a **** like Yue Feng, she would have liked to slash her with a sword. But this **** is his own son, and the only son, that's different. Moreover, looking at the scene of Yue Feng, it seems that there is a real sign of confusion now. If you continue like this, don't talk about martial arts training, for fear that you will not even be able to keep your name.
After a long time, Ning Zhong calmed down, looking at Yue Feng with pity in his heart. Her marriage with Yue Buqun back then was nothing more than respecting her master's orders. He naturally couldn't understand Yue Feng's pain now.
After a long time, Ning Zhong stretched out his hand and touched Yue Feng’s head, and said, "Feng'er, what you do is naturally right and it can’t be wrong. We also harmed you, if it is Huashan faction. Be stronger, where did you suffer such a sin? We have seen all the suffering you have suffered over the years, but there is no way to do it. The Huashan Sect is obviously not enough to rely on your father alone."
Yue Feng shook his head, it was obvious that Ning Zhong still didn't understand himself. If it is for the development of Huashan School alone, how would I be willing to take this path, let alone drive myself to a dead end. After all, what he is pursuing is the way of longevity, immortality, broken emptiness, for this dream, what kind of love is not important.
Even if it was Huashan faction, if it weren't for the unforgettable feelings for Ning Zhongze and others, and his greed for power, it would have been long since ignored. But if immortality represents this eternal loneliness, immortality is worse than shit. At this time, Yue Feng was faintly startled. Especially the sword that stabbed Ren Yingying, it only felt like stabbing in his own heart. Had it not been because of his dedication to martial arts, he would have completely collapsed long ago.
However, he didn't need to say these words to Ning Zhongze, nor did he dare to say them. If he wanted to come, he only had to say a little bit about immortality, and Ning Zhong would also treat him like a lunatic like Ren Yingying.
To be honest, with Li Yuxin for so long, he really couldn't show any love to her. In fact, in his heart, he just regarded Li Yuxin as an indispensable role. The purpose is to help myself manage the Huashan School, and also to have children. Even without Li Yuxin, there will definitely be Wang Yuxin or Zhang Yuxin.
Yue Feng always feels a little unwilling to think that he must obey the fate's arrangement and live with someone with the slightest affection for a lifetime. In the final analysis, this is after all a slight impact on him from his previous life. Even if more than two decades have passed, some opinions from previous lives still cannot be completely faded away.
"Feng'er, what do you want to do now?" After hesitating, Ning Zhong said: "No matter what you want to do, my mother will support you."
Yue Feng couldn't help being silent. Now, what else can he do. Now that he is married, he can't do the kind of thing that would leave his wife behind. Even if you are not reconciled, you have to admit your fate and keep going.
"Otherwise, you can go and leave here." At this moment, Ning Zhong was really afraid that Yue Feng would go crazy if he went on like this. In total, he had such an idea and suddenly said, "Look. Because you are so uncomfortable, I can't bear it as a mother. If you don't want to leave here, your father's side, I will explain."
"Leaving here, where shall I go?" Yue Feng hesitated slightly, and soon understood what Ning Zhongze meant.
"No way, I can't do this." Yue Feng shook his head, really felt that he couldn't do this. If he really didn't even care about his wife who had just married him, then Yue Feng would be too unhuman. But Ning Zhongze's words made his mind that had died suddenly come back to life.
"I stabbed her with a sword just now. I guess he would have hated me completely. This way, the two of me will be completely cut off. I'm going like this now, it's not that I can't find myself uncomfortable. ?"
After a while, Yue Feng thought to live again, muttering to herself: "She promised me just now, saying that as long as Dongfang is undefeated, she will stop me for everything. She will not bother her father anymore. It will not let me go in with the participation. If it is true, maybe it will do."
"Furthermore, and the East is undefeated. Let me go. Are they the undefeated opponents of the East? This is not true. If not, she, she will definitely die in the hands of the East. If she is like this It's dead." Thinking of this, Yue Feng couldn't stay quiet anymore, stood up abruptly, and wanted to leave, but stopped again, not knowing what to do.
After a long time, Yue Feng suddenly wanted to understand, tears in his eyes could not help, but he knelt on the ground, knocked a few heads at Ning Zhongze, and said: "Mother, the child is leaving now. After a while, well, I'm afraid it will take many years at least before I come back."
Speaking of this, Yue Feng stood up and answered the door. As soon as he walked to the door, Yue Feng couldn't help but stop, and said: "Mother, help me tell her, saying that the child is sorry for her. If there is another life, it will definitely make up for it. Oh, what a pity, what a pity."
(Three chapters of ten thousand characters, there are five days. It’s been a while. Because of the exam, there are still three exams. There are still 13 days for the three exams, but there is time in between. It will also be updated, and the update will try its best to explode, and it will not be interrupted for so long.)
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