Absolute Choice Chapter 446: : Lonely is the biggest enemy (sixth more!)

Li Chenxi, who is fighting hard, doesn't know that someone is talking about her kendo, obsession and childhood in the distance, and she doesn't know that the teenager who survived by her hand is true.

Yes, she's hesitating.

Hesitation makes her unable to kill.

She has no intention of killing. Of course, she has no way to start the killing kendo. She can only use swords that do not require obsession.

But after all, it ’s difficult for Jianyi to compete with kendo, not to mention the deep obsession with her teenager who is chasing after him. His kendo is bright golden, dazzling and beautiful, just like starry sky.

His physical quality can be called horror. She's pure strength and speed are even better than her who uses the "blessing of God's grace". The realm of flashing body skills is not much weaker than her. The way she played was so rude that she made her cry.

Li Chenxi has to admit that this is a very difficult opponent. This is a very difficult battle to win. Otherwise, she will not repeatedly defeat and flee like this.

But she has remained calm from start to finish, even if there is occasionally a little irritability, it is aimed at her hesitation, not because of the difficult situation now.

Because she is always full of confidence.

She is confident that when she no longer hesitates, the moment she opens Kendo, the balance of victory and defeat will be broken, and the **** in front of her will be killed instantly by her sword.

She is convinced of this, so she doesn't have any irritability about the difficult fighting now.

She just repeated three words in her head.

Kill him!

Kill him!

Kill him!

However, even this sullen self-hypnosis still can't dissolve her hesitation.

She has no way, no way, there is really no way to kill this dark-haired boy.

Even if he teased her with a series of lies, even if he teased her with the shameless statement that "I have seen it all, even the red mole under the armpit", even if he used the double-bladed rascal Law is becoming more and more intrusive, sticking to her like crazy with nougat, even if ...

Even if he did so many things that disgusted her, she still couldn't kill him.

Because she doesn't want to kill him.

This is certainly not a love story at first sight, or a cliché that is being subdued and falling in love.

In fact, she doesn't have much likes and bad feelings about him. The only thing worth mentioning is just his trivial appreciation due to his intelligence and wit.

But she didn't want to kill him, she didn't want to kill him, she really didn't want to kill him.

Because he made her feel real.

For the first time in her life, she felt her real existence.

To her, that reality is too precious and rare, so rare that she feels that once he is killed, no one can give her that reality.

......

At the age of three, the little girl was thrown into an uninhabited island full of beasts.

The beast, poisonous insects, cannibal plants, and even some mixed Warcraft are her first difficulties. To survive, she must survive these dangers.

Fortunately, she is a real child prodigy. Although she was n’t born, she has wisdom far beyond ordinary people from birth. In three years, she has learned something that ordinary people may not have completed in more than ten years. Importantly, she learned to be strong from her terminally ill mother.

Strong, she has no despair, no suicide, and no more death.

After shed tears and endured sufferings, and passed countless times with death, she knew how to avoid danger, hide herself, and find a trace of space in the gaps between beasts, poisonous insects and cannibal plants.

Of course, simply avoiding hiding will not make her live, because hunger is her second obstacle.

In order not to starve to death, she must look for food.

In the beginning, she ate bitter fruits, hard bark, and disgusting loach, but later she began to practice psionics with the knowledge of some books in her memory. More energy is added.

So in order to survive, she must learn to kill.

Hunting the beast is her only way of life.

Kill!

Kill!

Kill again!

In order to survive, she must make those brutal beasts her own food.

When she learned to kill, illness became her third obstacle.

In the beginning, there was no way to make a fire, and to cope with nausea and nausea, she ate raw meat of beasts, and even some worms. Those pathogens that constantly poured into her belly without treatment, of course, destroyed her physical health.

However, even if she is sick, even if she is about to die, she must remain awake, because she must avoid danger, she must kill beasts, and she must survive alone in the uninhabited island.

No one can help her, and no one will save her life from the sky and become her hero.

So, she can only save herself and become her own hero.

Based on a text about the Holy Light Healing that she had seen in the vague memory, she fumbled, created, and improved herself, and learned her own healing. She named it Morning Healing. ,

She cured her illness with the healing of dawn.

With the knowledge of swordplay in her mind, she used a tree branch as a sword, and in her spare time she wielded the sword, wielded the sword, and kept swinging the sword. Finally realized the sword.

When she used the sword to cut out the flame sword, she finally shed tears, even if it was just a faint flame, because from that moment, she could finally eat cooked food, and finally did n’t have to hold back her desire The nausea buckled out of his throat ate those **** raw meat.

Resolving dangers, hunger and disease, she finally leads a slightly normal life.

However, the biggest and most difficult test she faced finally came-loneliness came.

At first, I didn't have time to think about other things in order to survive, but once life finally stabilized, the feeling of loneliness and loneliness finally surged, completely drowning her young.

She doesn't know how long she will survive in this isolated island, and she doesn't know if anyone will come to her rescue. For her, this isolated island is a prison for life imprisonment.

In this prison, there are no other humans except her.

It's a world where only little girls exist.

In that world, no one can hear her voice.

Her voice is unreachable and won't get any response.

Lonely, lonely, slowly devouring her strength.

Finally, one day, after experiencing countless hardships and always being strong, she managed to survive the first time she thought of suicide.

Lonely is the most terrible enemy.