Absolute Choice Chapter 447: : The truth that was hard to find (seventh more!)

She was almost killed by loneliness.

But when she reached the crossroads of understanding disengagement and persistence, she eventually chose to live strong.

Because the mother said such a word before closing her eyes forever.

"Mom, will always stay with Xier, will watch Xier grow up, as long as Xier live healthy and happy, the mother will not disappear, mother will, always, always, always live in Xier's heart . "

Ah, if Xier is dead.

Mom disappeared.

So she can't die!

Can't die!

Can't die yet!

She wants to overcome loneliness, she wants to live!

The four-and-a-half-year-old girl is hostile to loneliness, and she begins to talk to herself.

To the silent tree, to the silent stone, to the bird that only squeaks, she tells all the words inside, her grievances, her pain, her sadness, her mother, Her little happiness, what she did today, what she did yesterday, what she did, what she wants to do in the future, what she must do if she leaves the island, she ... ..

She confided everything she could think of, and she made all the sounds she wanted.

She kept talking, but she was destined to never get a response.

But, it doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter, so ... it's enough.

As long as she talks, even if she talks to herself, even if she does n’t respond, as long as she can talk, she will not be so lonely, and she will be able to get a little bit, even if only a little bit, she must fight for it The courage!

In the end, the little girl defeated loneliness, and won almost. She almost lost.

Because she was rescued, she was finally found by the family after three years, rescued the island, and finally returned to the world. If it is another year, no, another month, a week, or even a day, she is likely to collapse. .

But she was so lucky that she was not beaten by loneliness.

Ha, ha ... ha, lucky ...

Well, she survived. Mom is still with her. Mom hasn't disappeared yet. Isn't that lucky?

Even after she returned to earth, she lost her expression, lost her feelings, and even could not communicate with humans normally, was she lucky?

But this fierce battle against loneliness leaves aftermath.

She can't communicate with humans normally. It's not autism or inability to speak. On the contrary, when facing strangers, she can still talk freely, even for a long time.

But she can't hear the sound.

I can't hear the other party's response.

In other words, she subconsciously treats the opposite human as trees, stones and birds!

This is a disease, a heart disease, a drugless disease that only she can treat herself.

After all, she couldn't heal herself, and she didn't feel the need to heal herself, because she was used to it, her confession was not responded, and she was used to cold silence.

Even if she can still answer questions with other people, for her, it is self-questioning, because in that isolated island, she talks to herself countless times, and of course she often asks herself.

There is no way to make an expression.

Unable to understand the feelings of normal humans, the negative emotions of anger, sadness, and hatred have long been swallowed up by the lonely emptiness, and the positive emotions of joy and excitement have long been forgotten in countless killings in order to obtain food.

She has always been expressionless as a man, and she is naturally not welcomed by boys, and her strong strength is destined that no one dares to reject and bully her. The handsome appearance attracts many nerds, but no One who can stand her talking to herself, and there is no way to communicate with each other in her eyes,

She still has no friends in the world and is still alone.

But she's used to being alone, and used to be with loneliness.

She can't change, and doesn't need to change.

Because of the habit of talking to herself, even in the face of the false **** king (Li Wuyu), she still patiently answered his questions. Without rushing to kill him, she was extremely verbal, and she The expression of the expressionless and stranger is completely inconsistent.

But in fact, she is not communicating with Li Wuyu, she is just asking and answering herself, because Li Wuyu's questions and answers have long been formed in her mind, no need to hear voices, no response, She was able to complete this communication alone.

It was the same with Shi Xiaobai at first.

She regards Shi Xiaobai as an icy stone. Although the confession surprised her a little, in fact, various possibilities have formed in her mind, and she can rely on herself to complete the conversation.

But she tirelessly talked to Shi Xiaobai, answered his questions, and asked him questions, all for the sake of talking to herself.

However, however, when Shi Xiaobai said the phrase, "My King knows even a red mole under your right armpit", her world suddenly changed from black and white to brilliant colors, and she finally !!

I finally heard the "voice"!

Ah, he heard it.

I really want to keep listening, his voice.

Oh, what happened to this radically unexpected dialogue?

Why, why can't you think of what he will say in the next sentence, but still wonder what he will say next?

For the first time since she was six, for the first time she stopped talking to herself.

She can't wait to ask him questions, can't wait to get his response.

Curious? Want to solve your doubts? Don't want to leave a puzzle?

Not really.

All excuses!

It's just that he is addicted to communicating with him, and can't extricate himself from his voice and response.

I just hope that this conversation can go on, on, and on!

The teenager didn't let her down, peeling away the puzzle left by layers, and her surprise came again and again. His voice became clearer and more ... real. !!

I want to keep listening to him!

I don't want to kill him!

I don't want to kill him!

I really don't want to kill him!

He is, he was the one I managed to find again-

True!