Absolute Choice Chapter 457: : Destiny’s Dialogue (16,000 words
The truth is often cruel, packing the rotten nature in the sugar coating of lies.
Li Chenxi already understood this cruel truth when he was three years old.
The bad guys who exiled her to an uninhabited island didn't know that a congenital and intelligent three-year-old girl had been pretending to be in a coma, and she saw their crimes from beginning to end.
The island left in the sea does not actually exist in the human world, but in a trial place. It is just a trial place that is very difficult to train novices, but It's like **** to a three-year-old.
And in this trial place, the isolated island where she is located is not the only one. There are thousands of similar islands in the trial place.
So she was not the only child exiled to the island at that time, maybe hundreds, maybe thousands, maybe even tens of thousands, but these children had one thing in common, they were all orphans.
This plan to place tens of thousands of orphans in the beast islands of the trial land, to help them isolate themselves and help themselves, and to screen talents in such an extreme way, is called the "orphan project".
When the "orphan project" was launched, the mother of her only loved one happened to die. Although she was a son of the Li family, she was a marginal collateral, so she was unfortunately rushed to get together. The number of performers is chosen as the goal of the plan.
And the most ironic thing is that the force that launched this project was the Li family. The original purpose was to train a group of "outstanding" killers. If a child of three or four years old can survive alone in a crisis-ridden island Three years, the "pervert" of its ability and will can be imagined. No matter how many children are sacrificed, as long as it can leave a dozen or even a few excellent seedlings, it is worth it. Whoever calls these children is just a cheap purchase Or even orphans adopted for free.
However, the plan was too whimsical after all. After three years of placement, when the Li family was about to "harvest", it was only discovered that among the thousands of orphans, only a six-year-old girl survived Come down.
However, the old patriarch of the Li family was pleased that the six-year-old girl was the blood of the Li family. Although it was only a child of a collateral family, this "careless" was The little girl who belongs to the orphan program does indeed have the blood belonging to the Li family.
As the only survivor, the value of the little girl is far higher than previously estimated, and having the blood of the Li family has qualitatively changed her destiny.
After testing the little girl ’s survival in the island for three years, the old patriarch seemed to see a more brilliant future for her in her.
The follow-up plan to train the little girl into a killer was immediately overturned. The old patriarch adopted the little **** the spot and claimed to have found a lost grandson.
Maybe it's a whim, or it's because the son-in-law is too mediocre. After a long time of thinking, the old patriarch decided to train this little girl who can live alone in the island for three years as his successor. Even deceived her gender outside,
The above is the cruel truth and the truth that Li Chenxi has always known.
But the old patriarch who mistakenly thought that the orphan plan was implemented seamlessly did not know that the little girl already knew the truth. The lie he carefully woven out was the gorgeous "sugar coat" that wrapped the rotten truth.
The "Reaper" dispatched to the island disguised as a rescuer, claiming that her encounter was a black hand under the hostile forces of the Li family. They never gave up searching and searching for her, and finally found her after three years. .
The old patriarch told her in tears that her father was actually his illegitimate son, and she was his own granddaughter. Then he explained that the heirs in the family were all mediocre, and she hoped that she would dress as men and be her successor. Of the patriarch.
At the age of six, she could only watch the exaggerated performance of the old patriarch blankly, sneering silently in her heart.
If she doesn't know the truth, she may be grateful to the old patriarch and the Li family, and become the most loyal family member of the Li family.
However, even after she was six years old, she was really treated by the heirs of the Li family. The old patriarch treated her like a granddaughter and gave her an enviable environment for growth. She still would not let go of her vigilance. .
Because she knows it all, it's just an illusion that it will break at any moment.
If she doesn't work hard enough, her talent is not strong enough to show the value of "Heir", then everything she has now will be gone, and the old patriarch will put away all his kindness and kindness.
Fortunately, she is hardworking and hardworking than anyone else. She has unprecedented talent, and her value far exceeds the expectations of the old patriarch.
The lonely character created by living in the island for three years is taken for granted. She does not need to cater to anyone, does not need to attend family gatherings, and does not even need to play the role of granddaughter of the old patriarch. She only needs to A person becomes stronger and stronger, becoming a well-deserved successor to the Li family.
Although everything you have is built on lies, you can't deny that this life is very good.
However, after seeing the lies and seeing the deception clearly, I understand what humanity is, and still leave the root cause in the heart of the six-year-old girl.
Li Chenxi has a clean habit since he was six years old.
......
Cleanness is a type of obsessive-compulsive disorder, which means that things within the scope of normal hygiene are considered dirty, feel anxious, and compulsively clean, inspect and reject "unclean" things.
Li Chenxi's cleanliness is more special. There is only one kind of "unclean" that she rejects-human beings.
She doesn't want to be close to anyone, and she doesn't allow anyone to be close to herself. It's like the patient with cleanliness can't stand a little dust. Once someone approaches her, she will feel sick from the bottom of her heart.
Li Chenxi knows that she is not normal. Whether it is "inaudible" or "excludes humans", it is a very serious mental illness, but she never thought of change because she has become accustomed to a person and is used to it. An unmanned world with only plants, stones and birds.
Until then, she finally realized that she did n’t want to change, but she could n’t change it. It was n’t that she could n’t hear it, but human voice could n’t be communicated anymore. Can't wipe clean from her heart.
But this is not necessary.
Because, a teenager named Shi Xiaobai broke the necessity that she thought she couldn't change.
He made her hear.
In the face of absolute power, he not only did not flinch, but firmly adhered to victory, exhausted his utter no-regret gesture with the last sword, and bloomed the most beautiful light in human nature.
He is special and different from everyone.
If it's him, it's fine.
She summoned the courage to approach him proactively, and she did not feel nauseous. She hugged him in her arms with shame, but did not feel rejection. She even remembered the warm memories of lying in her mother's arms before she was three years old. .
This feeling is beautiful, warm and unexceptionable.
But how long can this feeling last?
For the first time, she learned what it means to be "gaining and losing."
"Oh, you sure ... aren't humans?"
Li Chenxi murmured, but regretted it as soon as he said it.
Shi Xiaobai said that she could talk about anything, but she was unknowingly confused because she had forgotten it. Generally, casual chatting usually started with what kind of topic.
You really are not human.
Li Chenxi never expected that he would have a brain drain, so stupid as to start a chat with such a corrupted topic, this is simply the worst chess game.
"Calm down."
"Anyway, hurry up."
Li Chenxi quickly turned some rigid thoughts, but did not expect that Shi Xiaobai suddenly heard some excitement in his ears.
"I didn't expect you to realize this so quickly, witty girl, of course, the king is not a human!"
Li Chenxi heard the words, her heart suddenly stiffened.
Hey, hey, what a strange expansion?
Isn't he human at all?
Is it because he doesn't have the ugly human nature that he can overcome the cleanliness and gather the courage to approach him?
This, isn't it true?
"So ... are you ... really the devil of the seventh world?"
Li Chenxi worked hard to calm herself down, and she reluctantly realized that she hadn't been able to really tell which one of Shi Xiaobai's words was the truth and which one was a lie.
Shi Xiaobai ’s response was beyond her expectation again, only to hear him suddenly smile with a disdainful smile, and then sneered slightly: "The demon of the seventh layer of the world? Please do n’t take the mentally retarded demon of this world and this Compared with the king, the real protoss and the demons can easily swallow the gods and demons in this world. The king is above the real gods and demons and has a higher existence.
"Listen, the true identity of this king is ... the king of kings! Whether it is the king of the human race, the king of the protoss, the king of the demons, or the kings in thousands of worlds, All must bow down to the king and shout 'My King'. The king created good and evil, and ruled justice and evil in thousands of worlds. Because of his existence, the war of justice and evil can be stopped. The king stepped on the ambitions of the kings, and then thousands of worlds ushered in peace. "
The teenager's voice gradually became excited, and the middle two's full words made Li Chenxi stunned for a while. After slowly calming down, she realized that the words were not credible at all. She was so amused to think about this. Is it real.
Li Chenxi thought it was a little funny, but she did n’t hate it, she could n’t help but make a joke, “Will I accidentally beat the kings of the kings without even the strength to speak? Is n’t my identity actually simple? ? "
As soon as the voice fell, I immediately felt that Shi Xiaobai's head on the shoulder shook from side to side, and then he heard a soft hum, and said, "Innocent girl, my king was only met by the kings of all realms. It is calculated that the Holy Body of the King was destroyed, and the immortal soul was imprinted with ten million seals, and he had to be born as a mortal body, and his real strength was imprisoned. The current King is only one trillion points in strength It ’s just one, of course, it ’s a matter of pride that you can tie with one of the trillionth of the strength of the king. You are one of the few human beings and a true genius. "
The tone of confession is as if everything you said is true, but it is a lie that feels absurd at first.
One trillionth, does he know how many zeros are in the number he is talking about?
Obviously this is the second and second dialogue, but I do n’t know why, Li Chenxi's mood gradually relaxed, and the feeling of not knowing what to create before disappeared completely.
What he said was a casual chat. It just made her feel like she couldn't hold anything, but she felt like she could let go of everything.
"Since the carousel has produced flesh, then are you a human now?"
First affirm his self-setting, and then naturally ask questions that he still cares about.
Li Chenxi thought so much in her heart that she felt that her "carefulness" had a kind of unspeakable fun.
Shi Xiaobai hesitated for a moment, and seemed to be struggling with how to answer, before finally sighing and sighing, "My king is temporarily ... human for the time being."
"Temporary!"
When I admitted that I was a human, my tone fell sharply, but I immediately emphasized the word "temporarily" again in an accent tone. Although I couldn't see his face, my mind naturally emerged from the clean face. What an expression.
That must be so cute.
Li Chenxi finally managed not to let himself laugh, and somehow felt that his body became very light, as if in the sea of clouds, floating in the sky.
Ah, such a ridiculous joke, why would you want it to continue like this?
"Sooner or later the kings of the kings will retake the throne. When you re-sit on the throne that governs good and evil, what is the first thing you want to do?"
Li Chenxi felt very strange, but she was not exclusive. She even cooperated with his "performance" to cater to his topic and made her feel happy.
You do n’t have to deliberately make the topic light or heavy, but so naturally, follow in his footsteps, listen to what he wants to tell, talk about the topic he is most willing to continue, and everything is already so Beautiful.
Oh, she's so stupid.
However, Shi Xiaobai's voice coming from her ear was obviously more excited than ever before, making her think again that even being stupid doesn't matter, because she always wanted to "hear" the voice, so It's such a self-filled, distinctive voice that never follows the waves.
"Is the first thing you want to do after taking back the throne?"
The teenager is lost in thought, and is seriously considering this issue. She is serious enough to make her take something seriously. After a while, Shi Xiaobai finally said softly: "My king will redefine the concept of good and evil, in the end What is true good and what is really evil, both humans and demons have been confused. They have always used their own judgments to draw wrong conclusions, and even committed evil in the name of good. And correct and give The most correct answer to make good and evil clear is what the king wants to do most. "
Li Chenxi lingered for a long time, chewing Shi Xiaobai's answer in a somewhat complicated mood.
If this is a short answer to the test, the vast majority of testers will answer "revenge the kings who have been plotting themselves" or "suppress the ambitions of the kings again, and restore thousands of worlds to their original peace." Because this is the answer that best fits the situation.
But Shi Xiaobai ’s answer sounds a little too real, as if it ’s not a simple and simple question, as if he is really thinking about the answer from the standpoint of the King of Good and Evil. As if he really was the king of good and evil.
What the **** is this weird illusion?
Li Chenxi exhaled slowly and whispered: "So, in your opinion, what is real good and what is real evil?"
"My lord, I don't know."
Shi Xiaobai sighed softly and said, "When the good and evil were born, it was the stupid King who defined such a vague and ambiguous good and evil. For a long time, the king always thought that he was good and evil. The definition was correct. It wasn't until a human asked a question from the king that the king realized his mistake. It was just when the faith was shaken that he was conspired by the kings. In fact, the turning of the king's wheel to produce humans is part of the reason. To find the true answer. "
The topic suddenly became heavy.
But Shi Xiaobai doesn't seem to be concatenating a fictional absurd story, but wants to express some of his thoughts.
This may be an opportunity to learn more about him.
Li Chenxi suddenly became a little nervous. She hesitated for a while and asked, "What kind of question did you ask, human?"
The teenager's head resting on her shoulder moved slightly again, but spoke softly without thinking, as if the King had realized that the wrong problem was real, not a temporary concoction. .
"The creation **** who created mankind cursed a certain young man one day, and that is the curse of the whole body who sees sadness."
Shi Xiaobai begins to talk about the issue that changed the fate of the king.
"In order to avoid suffering, the youth reached out to all those who were sad."
"It didn't take long for the creation **** to copy the youth and make a fake."
"The copy has no will, and acts the same as a real youth, and reaches out to all those who are sad."
"The creation gods named the youth and the fakes separately, one called‘ good ’and one called‘ hypocritical ’.
"Which one do you think is good and which one is hypocritical?"
It's not a complicated story, but the moral is very simple, and the simplest is the last question.
The youth who reached out to all the sorrowful people, and the fake goods created by the creation **** copying the youth, who was named "good" by the creation god, and who was named "hypocrisy"?
There are only two answers. This is a multiple choice question.
Even if you say your answer intuitively, you are still 50% correct.
If you want to continue the conversation more quickly, it may be the best choice to say the answer that flashed your mind directly, but this time, Li Chenxi was not in a hurry, but thought seriously.
Able to listen to his voice and his thoughts, of course.
But this is not enough to satisfy her. She doesn't need much, but once she needs it, she won't be satisfied easily.
Blind listening and catering is not a "chat".
Now it's her turn to convey her voice!
"First, youth is real, and fakes are fakes made by copying youth. It can be described as true and false. Second, it is undoubtedly good for youth to extend a helping hand to all those who are sad. Goods do not have the will of the ego, and the good deeds they do are simply imitations. Therefore, young people are named 'good' and fakes are called 'hypocritical', which is probably the most logical answer. "
Li Chenxi suddenly wanted to move back a little distance to look at the expression and look of the teenager at this time, but she knew that it was a "foul" behavior at this time, so she had to resist the impulse.
"So, is this your answer?"
Shi Xiaobai was silent for a while and said softly.
Li Chenxi's mouth involuntarily smiled, because Shi Xiaobai said this sentence in the emotionless tone that she was best at, obviously she didn't want her voice to reveal any valid information.
It's a strict examiner.
She slowly shook her head and whispered softly: "Although it is the most logical answer, it is not my answer, let alone the true answer. Because the pursuit of logical" goodness "is exactly a kind of downright Hypocrisy '. "
"Hmm."
Shi Xiaobai snorted softly and whispered, "Continue."
Li Chenxi nodded and slowly said, "Although the young man extended a helping hand to everyone, he did so because he was cursed by the Creator, and he did good to avoid his own pain. .Although he did good deeds, but for his own sake, this is undoubtedly a hypocrisy. "
"Fake goods are different. He has no self-will, but simply replicates the behavior of the youth. Reaching out to all is a part of his existence. It is an instinctive behavior, without any personal involvement. The pursuit of interests, so he is so pure that she can no longer be pure. "
"Youth is hypocrisy, fake is true, this is my answer!"
After finishing his answer in one breath, Li Chenxi immediately pushed Shi Xiaobai away from his embrace, straightened his hands and supported his shoulders, and pulled his eyes apart to make his eyes parallel to his eyes while pulling away a certain distance.
Sure enough, those black eyes are still so bright and dazzling, obviously the dark night sky, but shining with the stars.
"Now, my answer is correct, right?"
Although he already saw the answer he wanted from his expression, he was still anxious to get real confirmation.
Shi Xiaobai stared at her for a moment, and then grinned suddenly, "In the beginning, this is how the king answered that human being. You and the king spoke almost exactly the same answer."
Li Chenxi is not surprised by the correctness of the answer, but I still feel a little happy when I hear such a result. I ca n’t tell if I am happy because the answer is correct, or because I have the same answer as the teenager.
Ah, the answer is correct?
Li Chenxi suddenly thought of something and said, "After you answer, what is the answer of that human? I and your answer are correct?"
Li Chenxi was keenly aware that Shi Xiaobai only mentioned that the answers were the same, but did not answer directly whether her answer was correct.
Sure enough, Shi Xiaobai's expression suddenly became a little serious, staring at her eyes and saying, "That human being, instead of giving an answer, questioned the king."
Li Chenxi said suddenly: "Question?"
Shi Xiaobai pauses for a moment, as if trying to brew an atmosphere that is sufficient to set off, and then has a profound meaning: "The reason fakes can do good is because they have no self-awareness at all, and they don't do it for themselves. Thinking. The young man reaches out to everyone, but is called hypocrisy, because the good deeds he does are self-interested, the starting point is for himself, but the root cause is, after all, because the young man has self-awareness, he knows to think for himself .The difference between good and hypocrisy is actually whether the motives of those who do good are selfish. "
"So, can humans with self-awareness really be pure good?"
"Humans are not machines, they have self-awareness, and even if they do harm to their own interests to do good, they cannot be selfless, because he or she can obtain psychological satisfaction, and psychological satisfaction is also a self-interest, but The sacrifice and acquisition of psychological needs and material benefits. "
"For example, a young man sacrificed his life to save a hundred people. Why did he do this? Because in his heart, 'save a hundred people' is greater than 'save yourself', he passed his own Thinking, and making what he thinks is the most correct choice, he did it not only for the one hundred people, but also for himself, because the person he chose was himself. Of course, he also wanted to choose to save himself, but in the end He did the action of "saving a hundred people". In this case, his choice was obviously forced, not from his own will. However, thinking from another angle, he is actually already accepting and resisting. Made a choice between them, his behavior still belongs to his own will! "
"To sum up, human beings cannot be pure good, because human beings have self-awareness, human beings can make choices, and choice itself is an act of self-interest! Therefore, human 'goodness' should not be called It's 'good', but it should be called 'hypocritical'!
"Hypocrisy and hypocrisy, when 'pseudo' is greater than 'good', it is actually distorted into 'evil'! When human beings use the name of goodness to satisfy their own will, and have the good name of goodness in their choice, then 'Good' has become a weapon to whitewash 'selfishness', isn't it 'evil' in disguise? "
"Imagine a young man reaching out to a sad person because of a curse. If he meets a sad person who can't be saved, he will always suffer the pain of the curse, but no matter how hard he can save the other person from the abyss of sadness. Then Salvation is ineffective, what would a young man do in order not to make himself miserable? Youth will most likely wipe out the sorrow that cannot be saved to save himself! Because when 'hypocrisy' is forced into despair, it will be recklessly transformed into ' Evil '. "
"Human beings are divided into good and evil, but how are they divided? Human beings can't do pure good at all, at best hypocrisy. Even hypocrisy, the difference between evil and evil is just a matter of degree."
"So, can 'good and evil' really define human behavior?"
"Does the concept of" good and evil "really make sense to humans?"
"Is" good and evil "a prisoner of" original sin "or a prisoner of" self "?
"Although you are the king of the creation of" good and evil, "but do you create the true" good and evil "?
Shi Xiaobai's expression is extremely complicated. When recounting each question, it seems that he is not just telling the story in the memory, it is like asking himself geologically again.
Ending the monologue of "that human" with a long silence, facing the ice-blue eyes quietly for a long time, Shi Xiaobai sighed softly and said, "This is 'that human' With a question and answer question of one of two choices, the question to the king is also 'that human being' ... the last will. "
Li Chenxi was a little surprised, and asked, "You killed him?"
Shi Xiaobai shook his head slowly, "It's not the king, it's 'good and evil' that killed him. 'Good and evil' are not life, but they are eternal laws that transcend life. They were created by the king, no Thinking, following the rules, but unexpectedly very 'personal', he was extremely angry at the provocation of 'that human being', so he completely wiped out his existence. "
Li Chenxi laughed and said, "There is a" personality "rule? This is a fresh and interesting statement. If I didn't guess wrong, you don't agree with that human interrogation is soliciting alienation, so that the law of" good and evil "is produced Question, even with the idea of 'modifying' it, the status of the king will be shaken passively, right? "
Shi Xiaobai raised a brow slightly and nodded: "Well, you guessed it. You didn't expect you to understand what Wang said so quickly, and correctly analyzed the meaning of Wang. Chat with you, It ’s really a pleasure. "
"To each other."
Li Chenxi had a smile on her mouth. At this time, she was clearly a handsome young beauty, but she had a green charm of a young girl when she laughed. She was always expressionless. In addition to her cold temperament, she also wanted to be perfect. The reason for concealing the fact that women dress up as men's clothes, but in front of Shi Xiaobai, she almost removed her defenses, of course, she would not care about the emotions that have always been tightly sealed.
It's just that the smile didn't last long. Li Chenxi's expression suddenly became serious. She looked at Shi Xiaobai's eyes and said earnestly: "I'm just a person who listens to stories. I shouldn't have talked much, but since it is' 'Chat', I think I shouldn't hide my true thoughts. Admittedly, that human question is very interesting, and the ensuing questions also seem to make sense, but there are other reasons for questioning the rules of my own creation. Inside? "
"The question of that human being is a bit of a justification, but in fact it is more of a rhetoric. Of course, the word" good and evil "is certainly not enough to define complex human nature. However, we must ask whether" good and evil "exists for human beings. Meaning, is it far-fetched? "
"The conjecture about the youth from 'hypocrisy' to 'evil' is also a conjecture after all, there is a problem of probability. It can only be said that high-probability youth will kill themselves in order to save themselves in pain. The sad, but there is still a very small probability. The youth endured pain until the end and did not give up their efforts. At this time, it can be considered that the youth has sublimated from 'hypocrisy' to pure 'good.'
"Humans do have a sense of self. They can make choices on their own in the face of many choice questions in life. This is of course a kind of self-interest. But if they are forced, they have to make choices against their will. At this time, self-awareness didn't play a role at all. "That human being" said that he could make the choices of "acceptance" and "resistance" when he was forced. , Exaggerated the existence of 'self-serving behavior', and digged the definition of 'selfishness' too deeply? "
"In short, I think that part of the human question is worth pondering, but it is not enough to shake your will. I think you can see the clues I can see, so I think you question 'good Isn't the reason for the evil rule so simple? Or ... "
Li Chenxi said that she suddenly stopped here. In fact, what she wanted to say was "Or because the time for writing the story was too hasty, so I didn't expect this loophole?", but in order to continue to "happily" communicate, she It is still necessary to acquiesce that everything that Shi Xiaobai said is true. This story does have a lot of slots, but if you question the story itself, I am afraid that it will be disputed. She hopes to understand Shi Xiaobai's thoughts through conversation, not to understand Shi Xiaobai's mouth skills.
Of course, the holes in "That Human Interrogation" fabricated by Shi Xiaobai are so straightforward. It's not just a matter of frankly speaking her own thoughts. In fact, she also wants to see Shi Xiaobai's coping ability. When his fictional story was riddled with many loopholes, how long did he need to think in order to be self-explanatory.
But what surprised Li Chenxi again was that Shi Xiaobai responded almost as soon as her voice fell.
Shi Xiaobai chuckled: "My King underestimated you. I didn't expect that you were not only listening to the story, but thinking about it so thoroughly from the perspective of God. You are right, Wang will question 'good The law of evil 'is indeed not so simple. In fact, after the death of' that human being ', the king suddenly went to the human world. For the highest level of the existing king, the human world is like an ant's cave and never gets involved. . But after this trip to the human world, King found out that he has always made mistakes.
"In the human world, the king saw many unreasonable situations. The children who stole food for hungry mothers were treated as" evil men "and killed alive; they killed the killers by exposing them to the sun The torture was regarded by the people as a 'benevolence'; Miss Rich's mercy gave alms to beggars for twelve gold but resulted in guilty beggars. Not only was the gold stolen by the mob, but the beggar was also maimed. However, a 'kindness' actually did 'evil things'; a king launched a war for his own ambitions, leading to the death of countless people. If the aggression was successful, it would be praised as a great 'good thing'. Conversely, if the aggression fails, it Scolded into an eternal 'bad guy' ... "
"There are so many unreasonable things." Good and evil "is often distorted and misunderstood in the human world, and even black and white are reversed. Although the judgment of" good and evil "must consider the position of the judge, the biggest problem is actually The reason is that the positions of the majority are taken as true 'good and evil', while the positions of the minority are distorted into 'wrong' whether or not they are 'correct'. 'Good and evil' are essentially dominated by 'force'. One's 'power' is stronger, which one is 'good.'
"Humans, in the King ’s previous cognition, are only low-level beings of low-level planes. But because humans are low-level beings, their needs and desires are much more than other high-level lives. Needs and desires As a result, human nature is much more complicated than the gods and demons. The king who has always only paid attention to the higher planes has never noticed. Although the "good and evil" created by the king is applicable to the gods and demons, it is far from enough for humans. "
"Why did 'that human being' work hard for thousands of years, and finally managed to go beyond the level of human cultivation to surpass the level of the gods and demons, came across the difficulties and came to the king, but just to say that this is the way to seek death" Question? Why is he willing to risk being killed by 'good and evil' and also questioning 'good and evil'? He did so because of the law of 'good and evil' in the human world, not imprisonment of the original sin 'The cage of', but the imprisonment of 'self', for human beings, strength is the root of 'good and evil'. "
"He loves humans and hates them, but he has no power to change the status quo, so instead of asking the king, he is asking for the king with his life."
Shi Xiaobai finished speaking and sighed deeply, as if in memory of the great human being that the moth flew at the expense of the fire, as if in compassion for the good and evil contradictions of the human world.
After listening to Chen Chenxi for a long time, she underestimated the speed of Shi Xiaobai's reaction, and underestimated the ability of Shi Xiaobai's story making. After finally listening to the whole story, she suddenly felt a bit of depression, as if this The story is the same as it happened. The concepts of 'king of kings' and 'law of good and evil' are so exaggerated and false, but she can no longer be completely confident in judging the truth of the story.
Because he made the story too real?
Or is it because his acting skills are too realistic? The expression of nostalgia and compassion made her seem to see a former king, questioning the ‘good and evil’ she created.
Or is it because she understands the ugliness of human nature so that it resonates with the stories and truths he compiled?
Li Chenxi suddenly felt that her chest was stuffy, as if there was something blocking it. She took a deep breath and said, "This is not a fault of good and evil, but a question of human nature. Human nature is so, as human beings, questioning the equality of human nature For questioning ourselves, the only thing we can do is to try to restrain our dark side, but it is impossible to change the darkness of human nature itself.
Yes, this is what she has always known.
She can't change anyone's good and evil. The old patriarch is the original author of the orphan project and the culprit that caused her to be exiled to the remote island for three years. Everything gave her the best environment for her growth and the brightest future.
She can't change the human nature of the old patriarch, can't judge the good and evil of the old patriarch, and doesn't even know whether she should hate or appreciate him.
Human nature is too complicated, and she is also in it.
She can do it, and the only thing she can do is to do what she believes is good and evil, so that the darkness of humanity will not devour her.
She can't change human nature.
So she chose to stay away.
So she would rather live in a one-man world.
This is her perception. Is she wrong?
"You are not wrong."
At this moment, the teenager near him suddenly raised her hand and touched her head, as if to comfort a lost girl.
But he quickly put down her hand that made her feel a bit ashamed but not exclusive, and suddenly grinned, her eyes glowed with hot light, and looked at her loudly: "You are not wrong, humans cannot change human nature, change There is no good or evil, but my king is not a human. Do n’t forget that he is the king of the kings who created 'good and evil'! My king is omnipotent! "
"My King has the right and the obligation to modify the incomplete" Good and Evil "! Today's" Good and Evil Law "applies only to higher lives with simpler needs and desires, but not for humans with complex human nature! If The 'law of good and evil' is perfect enough, perfect to the point that human nature and power cannot be distorted, perfect to make true 'good' and true 'evil' an unbreakable truth, then everything will be completely changed! "
"Although I haven't come up with the perfect rule of good and evil, I will look for it, I will keep searching for it! When I find the real answer, I will regain the frozen throne, Then modify the 'good and evil' rule! "
The youth's voice is full of strength and passion, as if shooting a huge wave from the sky, constantly running towards the sky of freedom.
Li Chenxi opened his eyes slightly and remained stagnant for a long time.
That's it.
This is what makes him different.
That's why she can hear him.
He said nonsense words at first glance, but in fact every sentence has his deep meaning, whether it is the weird confession of "Would you like to be a little three" or "My King is the king of creation good and evil" Although the ridiculous stories of the "King of Kings" are lines of whim, they actually contain countless thoughts and doctrines, and these thoughts and doctrines are not whim, but treasures that he has imprinted on his heart.
This is his thinking and reason!
Oh, I finally understand.
Why his eyes are black, but bright as stars.
Because he understands the distortion of good and evil and the darkness of humanity better than anyone, but his eyes are full of unprecedented light!
Because he believes that he is not a sad human, that he is the "king of kings", that he can change the law of good and evil!
He believes in the light he desires, so he faces the darkness ahead!
She couldn't do this, so she chose to turn her back to the dark, and therefore also the light covered by the dark.
But in fact, what she longs for is also bright!
"Plop! Plop! Plop!"
Li Chenxi seems to hear her heartbeat, her heartbeat is faster, stronger and more vibrant than ever before.
Slightly hot flushes gradually rose on his face.
For the first time, she felt that she was too close to Shi Xiaobai, and was so closely watched by him that she was so nervous?
Ah, why was she able to hug him just now? Although she was hugging the opposite **** for the first time just now, she didn't think there was any problem, but why now she thinks her heart is scratched.
It's too close, it's really too close, but I don't want to push him away at all.
But this is also the first time that she feels that she is too far away from Shi Xiaobai. For him, she is a character three thousand years ago, and may even be a false existence copied by the trial process; In terms of where he came from, what age he was in, whether he was a demon or a trial, she knew nothing.
She and him may not be people of the same age, may not be people of the same world, and even one person may be false and may be destroyed at any time.
Time, dimension, true and false, they are separated by three difficulties that are the most difficult to cross domains.
She and him are too far away.
Li Chenxi gave birth to a difficult sadness, slowly lowering her head, but immediately raised it!
It's too far away, so it is more important to cherish the time to see his face and hear his voice.
Say something, don't be silent and waste time.
That story is logically fictitious. He may not be human, but he is by no means the king of the kings who created "good and evil".
But if the story is true or false, what effect does it have?
No, even if the story is false, it has no effect.
Because he believes what he said is true, he believes that the light he sees is there, and he believes it, so no one can question, no matter who questions, it is useless!
And she,
Trust him!
"Come on, you must find it, no, you can find the real answer! You will surely make the law of good and evil a truth that cannot be twisted by human nature! When you sit on that frozen throne again, I will stand by your side, if I can, I want to accompany you to the end of the ideal. "
At this moment, the expressionless girl has bloomed the most innocent smile, her smile is beautiful, just like the cherry blossom in April.
Shi Xiaobai watched for a while.
For some reason, his mind suddenly remembered what a certain beautiful purple-haired girl once said to him.
"Shi Xiaobai, maybe in the eyes of others, you who are calling yourself" My King "are ridiculous, but to me, you are cute."
"I understand, Shi Xiaobai, I understand why you call yourself" My King. ""
"It's not because of arrogance, it's not because of narcissism, it's not about obsession with fantasy!"
"You just want to believe in yourself!"
"In my eyes, you are not weak, you are stronger than anyone, so Shi Xiaobai, you will call yourself‘ I ’in front of me, will you?”
At that time, he and Zifa Girl had only known each other for an hour, but she knew him better, understood him, and even believed him.
Since she said that passage, she has become a very special existence in his heart, and even the most important existence in this strange world for him.
The name of the purple-haired girl is Huali.
At this moment, when the blonde girl dressed as a man in front of her says "You can find the real answer!"
"When you sit on that frozen throne again, I will stand by your side."
"If I can, I want to accompany you to the end of the ideal."
At that moment, she was like Huali who once said to him, "In my eyes, you are not weak, you are stronger than anything."
She and he have only known each other for about an hour.
Some people have been with each other for a lifetime, but don't know what each other is thinking.
Some people have known each other for an hour, but they have known each other for a lifetime.
For Shi Xiaobai, there is one more special existence like the latter.
Li Chenxi naturally doesn't know what Shi Xiaobai is thinking, let alone her heartfelt truth from the heart, how destructive the young people are.
She just felt that her heartbeat was getting faster and faster, her face was getting hotter, and some inexplicable impulse was getting stronger.
He is watching her.
Watch her intently.
I used to look at him like this, I did n’t think there was anything, but now I looked closely at her figure reflected in his eyes, but felt as if something was restless on her chest, letting her breathe They gradually became hastily.
Weird thoughts are beginning to emerge in my mind.
Is this what he looks like in my eyes?
Ah, men's short hair is really too short. If it is a little longer, would he like girls with short hair? Or do you prefer long flowing hair?
I used a special make-up method to make the original neutral features masculine. In his eyes, I look more like a teenager, right?
Hey, Shi Xiaobai, I'm actually a girl. Although I wrapped my chest like a boy with a corset, in fact ... it's actually developing normally.
Next time ... next time I meet, I want you to see how I look in my first dress.
Well, I want you to see what I look like as a girl.
Next time, when we meet.
Next time ... can you see you again?
Time passes slowly in silent gaze.
Maybe it ’s because teenagers and girls are too dazzling in each other ’s eyes at this moment. Maybe it ’s because of the continuous thoughts that make them forget. Maybe it ’s just because of the instinct of attraction between men and women. The heads at a distance of meters approached each other at a slow speed when neither of them noticed it.
Forty centimeters.
Thirty centimeters.
Twenty centimeters.
Ten centimeters.
Five centimeters.
The heads of teenagers and girls are getting closer, and their soft lips are naturally close to each other.
Three centimeters.
Two centimeters.
One centimeter ...
Time seems to be still at this moment, and the air seems to have turned into ambiguous pink. The lips of the teenager and the girl will touch each other gently in the next moment, when they are attracted to each other, but there is no At the moment of perception, they touch each other's warmth.
"Roar!"
A deafening roar suddenly sounded, disturbing teenagers and girls who were about to forget their breath at the moment when they should not be heard.
The kiss, which was less than a centimeter short, came to an abrupt end.
Li Chenxi suddenly woke up. Like a frightened rabbit, he subconsciously retreated backwards, and retreated a few meters away in an instant.
Shi Xiaobai was also startled. Fortunately, his body has regained some strength. He quickly supported the ground with his hands to prevent the upper body from falling because the girl suddenly let go.
After Li Chenxi retreated in panic, he immediately looked up at Shi Xiaobai subconsciously, and saw that his strength had recovered. At the same time, he was relieved, and an indescribable shyness came to his mind.
She quickly turned her back to Shi Xiaobai, took a deep breath to calm her mood, raised her hand and touched her hot cheek lightly.
Hoo, it's hot.
Li Chenxi, what are you thinking?
How can you ...
Why ...
Don't ...
"That ... that ..."
Li Chenxi was indifferent and wanted to say a few words calmly to alleviate the embarrassing atmosphere at this moment, but the courage to turn around was almost gone. The voice from the sultry chest took the girl's coyness, and her mind was even more It is chaotic, and it is impossible to organize a complete discourse.
"That was just normal."
Shi Xiaobai seemed much calmer. After the initial surprise, he calmed down quickly. After all, he was also an experienced man. He coughed and said, "Between men and women Too close, naturally it will be like before, this is a normal thing! "
Shi Xiaobai remembered that in the living room of Lizi's house, because he was attracted by Huali's beautiful golden eye pupil, he couldn't help coming closer, he wanted to see more clearly, and he unknowingly touched the tip of her nose Then, Huali suddenly touched his lips with his lips quickly.
This should happen naturally.
It's normal.
"Is it normal at all !!!"
Li Chenxi heard Shi Xiaobai's statement. She couldn't pretend to be calm anymore. She turned her head to stare at Shi Xiaobai, then turned back immediately, and involuntarily pursed her mouth.
Although she has no interest in men and women's affairs, there is still some common sense. What they almost did was clearly something that couples can only do!
It's normal to say that?
What kidding?
If it wasn't him who just snatched her first kiss just now, but someone else, she would be sickened to spit it out.
No, she just wanted to vomit because she thought so.
Hey? Why do you think that if it was him, even if it was not interrupted just now, it would not be an unacceptable thing.
Sure enough ...
Is that so?
Li Chenxi has always been proud of his intelligence, but this time he hated why he was so smart, and why he suddenly figured out such an incredible thing.
But now that you figure it out, you can't escape.
Face it.
Li Chenxi, you are not afraid of death, what terrible?
Don't hesitate, maybe this is the last time left with him, maybe there is only one chance!
Don't let yourself regret it!
Not just ...
Li Chenxi turned abruptly, facing Shi Xiaobai, took a deep breath, and let out the general loud voice: "Shi Xiaobai!"
Shi Xiaobai was taken aback by her sudden momentum, and responded quickly: "Huh?"
Li Chenxi slowly closed her eyes and took another deep breath.
When she opened her eyes, her eyes calmed down finally. She looked at Shi Xiaobai's eyes and said calmly and slowly: "We have known each other for a short time, so short that even becoming friends seemed anxious, so I What you want to say next may be strange to you, but please believe that this is my sincerity, it is the sincere truth that I must say otherwise or I will regret it. Shi Xiaobai! It was not normal just now, it was me It ’s impossible to do, but it almost happened. However, even if it happened, it was definitely not because we were too close, and not because the men and women attracted each other so superficially. I almost came to you .. .... That's because ... "
Li Chenxi said that he stopped here, his hands trembled slightly, and he lowered his head to look at the ground, even the ears were stained with pink.
Shi Xiaobai swallowed and felt that the atmosphere suddenly became very serious. He suddenly felt inexplicably nervous, "Why?"
Li Chenxi was silent for a long time and slowly clenched his fists.
Mom, give your daughter a little courage.
"Because ..."
Li Chenxi suddenly looked up and said forcefully, "Because, I ... I ..."
"Roar!"
Another deafening roar suddenly sounded at the most critical moment!
At the same time, a fierce collision sounded, and the earth suddenly shook violently, relentlessly interrupting Li Chenxi's unfinished words, and at the same time diverted Shi Xiaobai's attention.
The courage of the girl's prayers finally collapsed, and she could only turn her head to look in the direction of the voice!
"Damn guy!"
Li Chenxi swears he has never been so angry!
Oh my god, the courage and brewing atmosphere she finally managed to get rid of!
Let her confess again, she can't do it!
Through the translucent tortoise shell, Li Chenxi saw a giant three-headed dog of more than three meters standing near the basalt shell, raised his head to growl, and suddenly raised his paw to slap against the basalt shell. I smashed the basalt shell for a while!
She stared angrily at the three-headed dog. If it wasn't for the black beam still falling from the sky, she needed the basalt shell to protect Shi Xiaobai, and she would rush out to unload the **** dog by eight pieces!
The three-headed dog apparently felt the murderous radiance from the girl, but it was not afraid, but instead roared angrily, and slapped the transparent turtle shell harder.
It's venting, the anger of the single dog!
Shi Xiaobai calmly looked around, and suddenly found that there were several huge figures at the end of the horizon, and huge monsters slowly came to the edge of the sky. The danger of this strange world is not just Those black beams, a three-headed dog has been able to shake the defense of the turtle's shell a little, and a few more monsters, I don't know how long it can be sustained.
"Hah, it seems time to talk about business."
Shi Xiaobai slowly moved his body closer to Li Chenxi, and said solemnly: "Return to the topic, what is the situation now? Where is this? What happened after the last sword collision? Why are we here? What can I do to leave here? Tell me everything you know. "
Because she promised to "talk casually", Shi Xiaobai let the girl decide the topic, put her brain full of questions in her heart, and accompany her to chat freely.
But now is not the time to be able to chat leisurely, he needs enough information, and then comes up with a solution to the dilemma at the moment.
Li Chenxi apparently realized this too. She turned her head to look at Shi Xiaobai, opened her mouth, blinked, moved her eyes aside, and said in a low, unaudible voice, "I don't know."
Shi Xiaobai stunned, "What?"
Li Chenxi bowed his head slightly and whispered, "I'm sorry, I don't know. I asked all the questions you asked ... I can't answer them."
Shi Xiaobai's eyes widened, "Don't you say ... the situation is complicated?"
The good situation is complicated. Need to talk about it?
Li Chenxi smiled embarrassedly and said, "Although I don't know what happened, the situation is really complicated."
Because of her humility, she inadvertently expressed a coquettish tone when she said this powerful word.
She would say "the situation is complicated", in fact, just to say "need to have a good talk", just because of the selfishness of a girl who finally "heared" the voice, but in fact, she is not clear Why do they suddenly appear in this strange and dangerous place.
Shi Xiaobai was dumbfounded for a moment, but soon calmed down. He seriously asked again: "Really complete, do you know nothing?"
In this situation, even a small amount of information can be a life-saving straw.
Li Chenxi immediately sat in a critical position, frowning slightly, and struggling to remember the situation at the time. She was not an ignorant and sensible girl, and of course she would not paddle when she was serious.
"At that time, white light and golden light were mixed together. At that moment, almost nothing was visible, but I vaguely remembered that there seemed to be several faint golden lights mixed in white light and golden light. The darkness was similar. I used to think it was an illusion, but now if you think about it, the slightly faint golden light seems to be shooting from the earth to the sky. "
Li Chenxi stared at her thoughts and said, "If I didn't guess wrong, those golden lights should be the light when the formation was started, and a huge invisible array should have been drawn on the ground where we are standing. Method, combined with the momentary ambiguity and weightlessness that appeared at that time, that matrix method is likely to be a teleportation method. "
Shi Xiaobai frowned slightly: "That is to say, someone has set up a teleportation matrix in the duel field in advance and started when we tried our best and couldn't be distracted, teleporting us to this world?"
Li Chenxi nodded. "It should be like this, but it can make people not be able to detect, or even completely ignore the object's will, the first time I heard, so it may not be a transmission matrix. But it can be determined Yes, all this is a conspiracy of someone. He made a careful calculation and made a meticulous plan in order to kill us. "
Shi Xiaobai sighed softly and said, "If that's the case, that person should count the exit instructions. I'm afraid there is no way to escape from this world using the exit instructions. The black beams are constantly flowing. The monsters should be endless. We can survive for a while, and we ca n’t survive forever. Escape from this world is the only way to survive.
After Shi Xiaobai said, I looked around again. In addition to the giant three-headed dog that is slapping the turtle's shell, dozens of giant monsters of various shapes have already come by. At the end of the earth and the sky, the more More and more figures came as if the tide was surging.
How long can this turtle shell protect them?
At that time, how can they survive in the face of endless black light and overwhelming monsters?
Escape from the world is easy, but now they have no information about this world, and the way to escape from this world is not known. What is in front of them is almost despair!
Confusion flashed through Shi Xiaobai's eyes, but was immediately occupied by a determined will.
No!
Live on!
At least!
At least let her live!